I Will Never Allow Anybody To Make Me Feel Shame About Myself Ever Again

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forcing myself to stop performing, freeing myself from relying on people who scare me, and letting myself use that energy instead to prioritise me and my joys and my future has made me so much happier than i expected

🦄Today's Miku figure is:🦄

Taito Rody AMP+ Fairy prize figure ver. (2026)

i will never allow anybody to make me feel shame about myself ever again

safe house checklist:

my clothes, organised, folded in kind of open shelving unit or hung in a closet

a bookcase for my manga, books, little plastic toys, and figurines

a bed with extra cushions and lots of different kinds of blankets (duvet, soft thin warm blanket, light blanket, heavy rough patterned blanket)

warm light (lamps, hanging lanterns near windows, star string lights)

at least one cat who loves me

plastic boxes for storing my cosplays

a jigsaw puzzle and other tactile activities for occupying my time

a (brown?) table with warm light for doing my jigsaw puzzles on

lots of soft rugs around my tables

a sofa with cushions and blankets maybe to have a second quiet place to rest

a kitchen with jars and containers of my non perishable safe foods (tea, cereal, pasta, rice)

a kettle, my small rice cooker, a toaster, a stove, a microwave, an oven, a fridge, a freezer, and a sink

a shower, a toilet, a bathroom sink, a bathroom mirror, some bathroom rugs

windows i can open to let kind air and sunlight in during daytimes

i hope i can see hills or trees outside

it will be quiet

it will smell gentle

i can sleep anywhere i want and be safe with my cat

it will not be dirty and it will be nice because it reflects me and i am nice

it is a nice place to be and i have control over it

nothing will make me hate it because i will endeavour to never let anybody make me hate me

i am a person and my space is good and safe

super sonico (tsuji santa, 2006)