„i Like Noses.. I Like Big Noses, Because… You Can Kinda Like Sit On Them.”

— DEAD MAN WALKING ,, lee heeseung

PAIRING — non!idol!heeseung x gn!reader

SYPNOSIS — lee heeseung, also known as the dead man walking, hasnt felt any emotions since the beginning of his killing spree. but what happens when his new victim changes his whole perspective on life.

GENRE — townkiller!heeseung, unhealthy love, obsession

WARNINGS — mentions "knives", blood, murder, gore, swearing, TW c7tting, kidnapping, parental issues

WC — 5.6k

REST OF SERIES! first of instalment.

AN — first instalment of the series,, THIS IS FICTION, non of this correlates to how they act/are irl :) ngl this is more horror than anything else, but this is my first time writing something like this so please bare with me!!

“please-“ “huh did you say something?” heeseung interrupted teasingly as he slightly bent down to look at his victims face. “poor you, i would love to stay around and chit-chat, but i have important things to do” heeseung said with a sadistic laugh. “no no no please i beg” the man begged again pleadingly as tears continuously fell down his face. his lips trembled with fear, his voice a bit harsh from all the screaming he had done.

heeseung grabbed the newly sharpened knife from the table next to him and slowly started cutting up the victims body into parts. lastly, he carved ‘DMW’ on each part and slowly cleaned his knife, watching in satisfactory as blood kept on dripping out of each body part that was cut. heeseung then stood up and walked out of the dark room that was illuminated by a dim light.

lee heeseung, also known as ‘the dead man walking’ was very popular in the town of be:lift. him and his friends, enhypen as they call themselves, were known for their killings and heard all over the news. though nobody had a clear imagine of how they looked like, everyone had their own idea of them, which certainly made the boys laugh.

the boy got his name at a young age. during high-school, he was known for always being smiling and happy, but as the years went on, he slowly but surely started growing more colder. not daring to show any emotions at all. he perceived that everyone hated him.

he was neglected by his parents from a young age and wanted the attention from them just like other children got from their parents.

his love for hurting people started off when his parents started paying more attention to their work. he would first bully others at school so that his parents could be called in. then it progressed into cutting them, weather he used a scissor and ‘accidentally’ cut them or if he purposely pushed them so that they could hurt themselves. he would do anything for his parents attention. and now lastly, killing the people. cutting them up, carving them and sending them back to his parents as a gift.

he would always watch from their house window how his parents would scream each time they see a new body part. they didnt know it was their son themself who would do these cold-hearted shit, neither did they realise they could be his next victim. it angered him how they ignored all the signs he gave them indicating that he was the famous killer. but as usual, they were too oblivious to notice.

and now he’s just killed another innocent victim. he didn’t care who the person was, nor did he care about the consequences. he just wanted to feel loved by someone, that warm feeling of being special to someone. what better way than by letting people feel the same as he did?

a few hours later, he found himself sitting with his group of friends at jay’s house. though heeseung swered he wouldn’t go there, jay can be convincing when he wants to.

heeseung sighed as he rubbed his forehead from all the noise his friends were making. “heeseung hyung, you good?” jungwon asked after he realised his friend got quiet. “yeah sorry, got alot on my mind” heeseung replied while smiling at the boy. jungwon knew his friend wasn’t okay, non of them were but that never meant he couldn’t still check up on them every once and a while.

“okay, you know you can talk to me right” jungwon said while taking a sip of his coke. “yeah i know” heeseung replied as he heard jake trying to rile up sunghoon. “atleast i didnt kidnap a person i love” jake said smirking. heeseung looked between the two. this was a normal occurrence between the two boys. “can you guys please shut up for once?” niki said while rolling his eyes as he turned his attention back to sunoo. “thats no way you talk to you hyungs niki” jungwon said while smirking.

heeseung softly laughed at the boys antics. he felt loved here and wouldn’t want it any other way.

heeseung woke up to the sun shining through the little gap between the curtains. the light coming through strongly. he stood up and left his bed as is, in its big mess from all the tossing and turning at night.

he walked into his bathroom and looked in the mirror. his hair was rough, as if someone had grabbed him by his head and mess it up. the bags under his eyes were very prominent as it stood out even through his puffy morning face and lastly, his lips. a deep shade of red and his eyes a little droopy.

he sighed as he started to get ready for his day. he expected it to be as normal as any other day. going to a coffee shop, saying his name is ‘ethan’, looking for his mext victim and so forth. that was until he locked eyes with you.

you were having a fantastic day. it was your first day at your new job as a barista and you officially got an apartment for you and your best friend to live in. everything was going well.

you heard the doorbell ring, indicating that someone had just entered. this alerted you and you immediately put your attention to the person who had walked through the door. your breath hitched as you made eye contact with him.

walking towards your counter, specifically, was a handsome guy. he stood about 6’0 tall with broad shoulders. his hair was pitch black, but glistening in the light. he had soft eyes, almost like bambi and enticing attire which made him even more attractive in your eyes.

“hello miss?” he said. he deep voice snapped you back to reality. “o-oh uhm sorry sir, welcome to backyard bakery’s, what would you like you order?” you stuttered slightly. your cheeks started flushing from embarrassment. “can i get a latte please” he asked while looking at you. you swore in that moment you couldn’t breath. “yeah, name?” you asked smiling at him.

you heard him mumbled softly something along the lines of ‘pretty’ but it was too soft for you to hear. “he- ethan” he coughed as he corrected himself. he gave you a pretty smile as he took out his wallet to pay. you smiled back and told him you would let him know when it would be done.

heeseung went to sit down, and waited patiently for his name to be called out by your pretty voice. he stared at you while you helped others. “ethan?” you called out. heeseung stood up and walked over you collect his drink. “uhm- are you new here?” heeseung asked as he opened up his latte lid to put in sugar. “yeah, i todays my first day actually” you laughed. heeseung sweared he never heard anything as beautiful as your laugh. he loved it.

“hm i was about to say, because i always come here and todays the first time i see you here.” heeseung said as he stirred his latte, then popped the lid back on and walked off by saying “see you soon” and left the building without giving you a chance to reply. you stood still in place. you didn’t believe someone as good-looking as him, would want to talk to you. you shook your head as you dismissed the thought and carried on with your shift.

thats same evening, heeseung couldn’t get you out of his head. you were all he could think about, which to him, was very weird considering no one has ever caught his attention before. he was obsessed.

he was torn with his feelings inside. he didnt know what to do about it. he felt as if you were the one for him. though he never thought anyone would be for him, there you were. everything he wanted and more, you could say. but on the other hand, he could have the privilege of saying he killed a pretty person.

heeseung walked into his neat office and went to sit at his desk. he turned on his computer and immediately searched for you. “yn huh? lets see.” he mumbled before searching your whole history.

heeseung smirked as he leaned back in his chair and readjusted the way he was sitting. he put his hand on his chin and scrolled through your information. “cant wait until you’re mine my love.” heeseung had said to himself.

the jingle of keys woke you up from your nap. the credits of the movie rolled on the tv as you let out a yawn before stretching. “yn you awake?” your best friend called out to you. “mhm” you hummed as you moved the blanket aside and stood up. you walked over to the kitchen to get you something to drink.

“i met someone today” you said while reaching for the chips in the cupboard. “for real? who?” your roommate smirked as she looked at you amused. “he came to the coffee shop, his name is ethan.” you said giggling. your friends face dropped upon the name.

ethan. she had heard before that the famous heeseung had gone by his other name ‘ethan’ but she wasn’t so sure that it would be the same one you had met. non-the-less she was worried for you.

the silence was too loud, so you turned around to look at your friend. “what?” you asked smiling at her. “yn..watch out okay, he’s dangerous.” you friend said as she sighed. “what? you know him.” you asked. “yeah i guess you could say that, beware around him okay? promise me that.” your friend said seriously. “okay okay geez, whats so bad about him..” you said the last part softly.

you walked up stairs and decided to search the name ‘ethan’ on all your socials. you didnt find anyone who remotely looked like him. you shrugged. he probably wasn’t a social media person probably.

the past week, heeseung had been coming back everyday to the coffee shop, in hopes of seeing you again. though he didn’t succeed and was about to give up, he walked in and saw you there.

he sighed happily as he approached you. “yn hi, i havent seen you in a while here” heeseung said as he smiled at you. you smiled back. he had a very nice smile, you wished you could see it more. then you frowned and realised you never told him your name, so how did he know? “uh, ethan how do you know my name?” you questioned as you tilted your head slighty. “doll, its on your uniform.” heeseung said while laughing. your eyes widened as you looked down at your uniform and saw your name.

you smiled cheekily at him and laughed. “sorry about that one, i forgot.” you said while smiling at you. he could never get tired of the sight of you smiling. “you have a pretty smile” heeseung said. you flushed and thanked him softly. “would you like what you had last time?” you asked as you started to prepare his order. “please” he answered. he was shocked that you still remember his order, but nonetheless smiled at the great memory you had.

“i wanted to ask, would you like to hang sometime??” you asked heeseung shyly when he came to pick-up his drink. heeseung looked at you like a deer struck by headlights. he didn’t expect you to want to hang with him. his heart started pounding and sweat started to form on his forehead. “ethan?” you said concerned. “yes sure, im free next week” heeseung replied quickly. “sure sounds good to me.” you smiled. “meet me here at 6pm” you continued before you left to help another customer. heeseung smirked as he had caught his bait, finally.

“heeseung hyung, why are you so happy lately?” jake asked while smirking. “what do you mean jake?” heeseung asked curiously.

he knew the answer already. it was because of you. he was so overwhelmed of knowing hes gonna hang with you one-on-one. which kinda scared him a little. “i dont know, you’re lowkey glowing” jake shrugged. “oh, i didnt know that” heeseung lied as he raised and dropped his shoulders.

“mhm jake tell me, your bad luck still happening?” heeseung asked as he changed the topic. “yeah unfortunately” jake sighed. “why me out of all people god.” jake continued. heeseung laughed. “not funny hyung” jake said as heeseung laughed harder.

the following week couldn’t have come sooner for heeseung. though he was very excited, he was scared of blowing his cover by already knowing everything about you. and he couldn’t have you running away from him so soon already, could he?

heeseung flattened his shirt that had a few wrinkles in it. he walked over to his chair and put on his shoes before checking himself out in the mirror. he then brought up his hand to his face and wiped the spot of blood off. he saw the red on his hands and went to wash it off. he checked himself out once more before leaving.

you closed up the café and went to the back storage area and got dressed. after changing, you cleaned up your mess and walked over to the counter with the cash register and started cleaning up there too. you then wiped most of the tables, opened the back door and walked out around to the front of the café where you found ethan waiting for you by his car.

“hi!!” you exclaimed excitedly. you were very nervous to hang one-on-one with him, especially since the towns killer was still on the loose. “hey” heeseung said casually. he was too, freaking out on the inside but you didnt need to know that.

“where we off to?” heeseung asked you as he felt for his knife in his back pocket. “mhm i was thinking we go to this cliff where you can see the city, oh my god its so beautiful there.” you said smiling. “okay.” he said while following. heeseung checked behind him every once and a while just to make sure no one was following him.

you two arrived at the cliff a few minutes later. you sat down and waved at heeseung to sit down next to you. “i dont bite” you laughed. ‘i do’ heeseung thought to himself as he sat beside you and engaged in conversation.

you watched the city lights while heeseung next to you, was looking at you. you noticed and started blushing. “what?” you asked not looking at him. “nothing, you’re jus pretty thats all” he said still staring at you. you turned to face him and took notice of how close your face was with his.

heeseung couldn’t help but look into your eyes. they were beautiful with the moonlight shining bright. was it worth it to kill you? fortunately for you, his plan all along was to kill you, but now he’s rethinking it. you made him feel.. human. normal almost. and he didn’t want that feeling to go away just yet.

“i love your eyes” you said looking at him seriously. heeseung was shocked, though he never showed it. everyone would say his eyes are ‘cold’ and held no emotion. but it seems to you it was different. you could see the emotions swirling in his dark irises. “thank you” heeseung said while smiling. you gasped at how pretty his smile was. all this time, you hadn’t seen his smile yet and now that you did, you didn’t wanna stop seeing it.

“can i kiss you?” heeseung asked softly. “on the first date” you teased. “mhm” he said looking at your lips. you nodded softly as you closed your eyes. his velvet like lips pressed against yours softly as he rested his hand on your cheek. heeseung swore he felt butterflies in his stomach. your lips moved in rhythm together. as if it was meant to be. you soon pulled as you lost breath.

you rested your head on his chest and listed to his heartbeat race. you softly giggled as you looked up at him and softly placed a quick peck on his lips again.

heeseung stared at you dazed. he, one, didn’t expect to start catching feelings for his next victim, two, didnt think he could feel as appreciated as he felt right now to someone, and three, didnt wanna ever get rid of this feeling. he awkwardly placed his hand on your head and started brushing your hair as you two sat in silence for the rest of the night.

“you’re in love?” jungwon asked. heeseung sighed and rubbed his forehead. “i think so? i mean come on you know i’ve never been in love before but they feel.. different?” heeseung said leaning back into the chair he was sitting in. jungwon eyed his hyung carefully. he’s known heeseung for a long time, one of the first people he met that never let him down and to see him all distressed over a someone, was different for him.

“how do you feel about them honestly?” jungwon asked. “i dont know. they’re so pretty. got this amazing smile and knows how to make me laugh. i get butterflies everytime they look at me with adoration in their eyes. so fun to be around and knows how to make my coffee just the way i like it.” heeseung said as he smiled at the thought of you.

jungwon looked taken aback. never would he have thought someone who was never loved by anyone would be in love first out of their whole friend group. “so then whats the issue.” jungwon asked a bit confused. if heeseung had liked you so much, why cant he be with you?

“because my plan all along was to kill them, they were originally another victim.” heeseung sighed. “mhm” jungwon hummed. “i say try it out, see how things go. if i doesn’t work out, you could always still kill them?” jungwon continued and shrugged. “but how do i tell her that im lee heeseung?” he asked as he looked at jungwon.

“cmon dude! dont tell me you didnt tell her!” jungwon groaned. “how was i supposed, i was nervous!! plus i can’t just go around telling people ‘oh yeah, im heeseung bu the way, the towns killer?’ no dude thats crazy!!!” heeseung exclaimed. “you suck honestly, just tell her when its the right time. dont rush it, if she loves you for you, then she shouldn’t have a problem with it.” jungwon said as he pinched the bridge of his nose.

“thanks jungwon, owe you!!” heeseung said as he got up from his chair and walked to the door. “oh and tell mr yang i say hello jungwon” heeseung smirked before walking out the door, leaving jungwon scowling at the boy.

for the past few weeks, you and heeseung had been getting closer and closer. he was indeed very clingy towards you, which was a bit weird but you didnt care.

“bye!!” you said as you pecked his lips before opening the car door and climbing out. “have a good day baby” heeseung said while smiling at you. “thank you, you too” you said before blowing a kiss at him and walking off to your friends.

heeseung’s smile dropped as he saw a boy approach you with some flowers. he gripped his hand tighter on the steering wheel and his eyes turned dark. who gives his baby flowers when his a few metres away? heeseung wiped his face with his open hand and sighed. he started the ignition and drove away with a smirk on his face.

“ooo yn has a boyfriend” your friend said teasingly. “i dont!!” you gasped. “who gave you those flowers then?” she smirked. “beomgyu” you said while packing your books away. “come on ynnnn, you cant be taking things seriously with ethan?” you friend groaned. “mm well i am” you shut your locker. “yn, he’s no good for you, just trust me on this one. i can jus feel it.” your friend said seriously. “you dont even know him or met him, how can you even say that???” you asked offened on his behalf and walked to class. your friend rolled her eyes and sighed. you never listen do you?

“how dare you walk up to my baby and give her flowers when im just a few meters away hm?” heeseung said as he lifted beomgyu’s chin to make eye contact with him. “i-i-i didnt k-k-know you and yn are dating..” beomgyu said as he trembled in fear. “well now you do, tell my grandma i say ‘hi’ will you?” heeseung said as he laughed at the end. he picked up his knife and pierced the blade through his neck. blood started oozing out as heeseung smiled in satisfactory. he can’t have any obstacles in his way.

once he finished, he lifted up his knife and collected blood on his finger. he brought his finger to his mouth and sucked it clean. he hummed in satisfaction as he just exterminated another harmless human. he cleaned up his work station and walked to his door, switched off the light and walked out. he check his watch before going to the bathroom and quickly cleaning up.

you sighed as you entered your house. the whole day your friend asking you questions about ethan and it tired you out. “you seem distracted” ethan commented as he entered the house. “my friend kept on bugging me today about you” you sighed. “mhm so you’re tired of me” he teased while smiling. he walked closer to you and wrapped his arms around your waist. “no she kept on telling me that you’re no good and that i should leave you and stuff like that. like how are you gonna assume things about someone you dont even know” you sighed frustrated.

heeseung looked at you in awe. first time someone, other than his boys, that defended him. he laughed at how cute you pouted at him. but then the realisation hit him about what your friend had said. his grip on your waist tightened. you brought your hand up to his cheek and started caressing it softly. “calm down you big baby, jm not gonna leave you” you teased. he pouted as you laughed. he hopes you keep that promise after you find out the truth.

“lets cuddle?” you asked as you pulled him by his hand. heeseung nodded. you laid down on the couch and got comfortable until a certain someone jumped right on top of you. “ow!!” you said as you groaned in pain. heeseung laughed at you and buried his head in the crook of your neck.

you played with his hair as the movie was still playing. “you mean everything to me yn, i hope you know that.” ethan said in your neck. you lifted his head in between your hands and squished his cheeks “you mean alot to me too yeah?” you said as you placed a soft kiss on his lips. heeseung smiled. he could get used to this. used fo being home. but first, you needed to know the truth.

few hours later, heeseung had left and you started getting ready for bed until you heard a knock on your front door. assuming its ethan, you screamed that the door was open. what you didn’t expect was to see a random man covered in black clothing from head-to-toe. he grabbed your arm tightly and pulled you towards him. you screamed for him to let go because it started to hurt but the man didn’t budge. he covered your mouth and nose with a cloth and you soon fell into a world of darkness.

meanwhile heeseung was all smily when he arrived at his home (mansion). he had the person he wants and now just needs to ask you to be his partner and life would be great. ‘ping!’ went heeseung’s phone. he furrowed his eyebrows and he want to check it. it was a video from a random number. he opened the chat and started watching the video.

his jaw went slack and his mouth turned dry. his eyes were open wide as he couldn’t believe what he was seeing. its was you tied up in a chair. your hair was cluttered from all the resistance and your clothing was dirty. there were faint bruises on your delicate skin and your eyes were red from crying so much. heeseung’s had gripped his phone tight.

“hey old friend!! i have a little present for you” the man on the video said as he laughed. “meet me at the warehouse, or a little someone wont make it out” he continued as he smiled at the camera. heeseung shut off his phone before he could watch any further. he threw his phone across the room and it shattered into many pieces. he sat on his bed and gripped his hair tightly as his breathing started to increase.

he didnt care wether his phone was okay, all he cared about was you. which was scary to him as someone who didn’t care for anyone at all. he felt awful and guilty, not being able to be there to save you from your misery.

heeseung quickly stood up and grabbed his other phone from on of his bedside drawers and dialled jungwon for help. heeseung sighed as his friend found a solution, he needed to see you, quickly.

meanwhile on your side, you spat out the blood from just being punched in your face again. “you’re such a pretty doll, how’d he get his hands on you” the man said as he gripped your hair between his hands and tilted your head to look at him. “i bet you dont even know the real him, hm?” the man spoke again before laughing and dropping your head. he slowly walked backwards and grabbed his knife and ran his fingertips on the blade.

“lets start of easy, hm? whatcha think babes?” the man said. “dont call me that” you grumbled out. “what was that? i couldn’t hear you?” the man responded as he went back to what he was originally saying. “moving on, his name isn’t ‘ethan’ like he told you. its heeseung doll. lee heeseung. the one who does the murders?” the man said as he watched your face turn into shock. you were angry that he hid this from you but suprised at the fact of how handsome and kind he was to you.

“you’re lying” you said in disbelief. “im not, he even planned to kill you!” the man whispered the last part. “no you liar!” you screamed as you started resisting in the chair you were tied up to. the man started walking closer to you. “stop fucking screaming or it wont end well for you” the man shouted seriously. you stopped in fear.

the shine from the metal blade caught your eye. your eyes widened and he brought it closer to your face. “w-what are you going to do with t-that?” you asked as you looked at the man. “mhm maybe cut your skin? leave a little for my old friend heeseung” the man menacingly said as he laughed once again. “oo im so excited to finally be able to hurt heeseung. growing up, he stole everything from me. my friends. the people i had a crush on. which didnt even make sense to me because he never even batted an eyelash their way. but now, i finally have something to get back at him, his most prized possession, you.” he smiled at you once again before bringing the knife up to your throat.

you screamed and shut your eyes closed in hopes nothing happens. you feel the sharp knife prick your skin as the blood rolls down your neck slightly. “step away” heeseung screamed as he entered the building. he was so close to loosing his chill at the sight of you in pain. luckily he had his friends as back-up or else things would’ve gone terribly wrong.

“ah you made it heeseung! so happy you could” the man smiled at heeseung as he stepped away from you. you let out a deep breath you didnt know you were holding. somehow even after finding out the man you fell in love with was literally a psycho, you still felt safe around him. “ethan! heeseung!” you tried to scream but it was no use. the piece of cloth the man had put in your mouth had muffled everything you said.

heeseung looked at you for a minute before turning hit attention back to the horrible man that took you from him. he knew the moment he saw you, he had to do something to save you but he couldn’t risk messing up the plan they had set up.

“what do you need jisung” heeseung said seriously as he stood with his arms crossed. “well considering you took everything away from me, i want to kill you. or your little girlfriend over here dies” jisung said as he turned to look at you. “do anything to her and i chop off your head.” heeseung said seriously. jisungs facial expression dropped quickly but tried to hide his fear.

“but we wouldn’t wanna risk that right?” jisung said as he walked closer to you. you cried as you felt yourself start to get weaker. you looked at heeseung with a look that screamed help. oh how he so badly wanted to help you but he had to stick to the plan.

“come on jisung, we can sort this out like how we used to.” heeseung said as he trued to get him away from you. “how?” he said as curiosity got to him. “you know? a fight off like back when we were younger” heeseung said casually. “hm okay, hope you know i’ve gotten stronger” he said as he walked away from you and walked up to heeseung.

you watched how easily heeseung got him to the floor and punched him like it was nothing. your eyes started to flutter shut from exhaustion and lack of food and water. “now!” heeseung screamed as he held jisung down. suddenly you heard many footsteps approaching the area you were in. “fuck no no no!” jisung exclaimed in anger but didnt move out of heeseung’s hold. “what you get for playing with fire” heeseung said before he snapped his head and killed him.

jungwon quickly ran towards your side and started untying you as the rest of the boys were busy guarding and fighting off the enemies. jungwon smiled at you softly as he realised this was the person that made heeseung so happy lately. he wished he could meet you properly later but for now he needed to get you out of here safely.

he quickly got up and walked over to where jungwon was untying you. your head hung low as everything around you was muffled. you could barely keep your eyes open. “fuck baby are you here?” you heard heeseung say. you tried to look up but your eyes were shutting slowly. “hey hey hey no, dont you dare close your eyes yn” heeseung said sternly as he picked you up bridal style and carried you over the his car. “please baby” heeseung said as he held you tightly and rushed towards the hospital. “heeseung” you whispered softly. “baby its me, please stay with me i’ll explain everything later, just stay with me” heeseung said as he looked down at you. “i dont care, just wanna be with you” you said as you slowly closed your eyes and slipped into darkness.

you opened your eyes to bright blinding lights. you squinted you eyes and tried to look around your surroundings. you saw heeseung sitting on a chair with his head in his hands. you then remembered what all happened. not gonna lie, you were angry and scared at the fact that he didn’t tell you he was ther lee heeseung, but then again you knew he would never hurt you, hell he even saved you today. “hee?” you whispered as you looked to his side. “baby?” he said as he quickly looked up at you. “oh thank goodness” he quickly got to your side and placed a kiss on your forehead.

heeseung smiled at he looked at you awake. but quickly frowned when he realised he was gonna have to explain himself. he wasn’t 100% sure weather you were gonna take it well or not, but he knew he didn’t wanna lose you. “you’re not gonna lose me no matter what. i love you for you, just dont involve me with those things okay?” you said as if you were reading his thoughts. he smiled as he kissed your cheek. “im still gonna explain everything to you though and i promise i wont involve you with it, hell i dont even know if i want to continue anymore.” he said quickly.

you nodded your head and smiled as you moved a bit so that there was space for him in the hospital bed. he took the hint and climbed into bed with you and wrapped his arms around you. “i love you.” he said. it was crazy to him that even someone like him, could be capable of loving someone.

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Aria!! I can’t stop thinking that Sunghoon said that Jake is pure as milk. Now I’m starting to wonder did he ever jerked off??

jake looks innocent but then,, have you seen him?

SCREAMS JAY TO ME!!

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♡ warnings: intoxicated, kinda bratty reader! fingering, edging, unprotected sex

♡ summary: bf eunseok picks up reader from a night out, and on the ride home, she cannot sit still, attempting to seduce him until he gives her what she wants.

♡ authors note: another eunseok one shot, honestly i could write about this man all day. i hope you enjoy this one!

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you stumbled out of the club, heels almost breaking, as your laughter echoed in the cool night air. your movements unsteady from the alcohol coursing through your veins. eunseok, your boyfriend, stood by the curb, a mixture of relief and concern etched on his face as he watched as you approached. “darling, are you okay?” eunseok asked, his voice tinged with worry. giggles continued to escape your lips as you weaved towards him. “never better! let’s go home!” you yelled out.

eunseok nodded, wrapping an arm around your waist to provide support as you made your way to his car. as you drove through the city streets, your inhibitions melted away with each passing stoplight. at the first red light, you carefully leaned over, planting a sloppy kiss on eunseok’s cheek. “you’re so handsome,” you slurred, breath warm against his skin. eunseok chuckled nervously, trying to focus on the road ahead. “baby, you're drunk let’s get you home safely yeah?"

but you weren't going to take no for an answer. at the next stoplight, you turned towards your boyfriend, your hand wandering to his thigh. “i love you, eunseok,” you whispered, words filled with sincerity. eunseok sighed, torn between amusement and frustration. “i love you too, but please, save this for when you’re sober.” you pouted, lower lip jutting out in a playful pout. “but i want you now,” you whined, fingers tracing circles on his leg.

he shook his head, gently removing your hand from his thigh. “not now. i need to focus on driving” he said sternly. you huffed and puffed from the passenger seat until the next stop light when you decided to take things up an extra notch. you took his hand that rested on the gear, seemingly innocently and resting it on your knee. when the light turned green, the engine reving up again, you began sliding his hand upwards and inwards towards where you wanted him most.

you looked next to you, watching how his chest heaved and jaw clenched. you could tell you were slightly pissing him off, but you knew he was loving the thrill of this, although he would never admit it. you spread your legs as much as you could, using your free hand to pull your panties to the side, before using his fingers to reach in between your fold, spreading around your wetness, and circling the bundle of nerves just a bit.

your mouth gaped open, as soft pants left your mouth, eunseok letting you use his fingers as a toy to pleasure yourself with. after a few pumps of your own, you let go silently hoping he would continue the rhythm for you. he continued to drive, knuckles turning white as he tried his best control of the vehicle, while speeding up his digits inside you. you began moving your hips erratically, your body begging for more.

the light turned red again, matching the color of lust you had running through your eyes. as he slowed the car down, his fingers that were scissoring you stalling. you had been so close, just a few more seconds, and you would have reached the bliss you were searching for. he turned to look at you, his lips turned into a twisted smirk, as he took his hands from you and licked his fingers clean. now the red light flared the anger that was building up in you instead. your buzz from the alcohol mixed with the pleasure was wearing off. you knew you had to do something, and if he wasnt going to give you what you wanted, then what other choice did you have but to take matters into your own hands...literally.

the light flashed green, and when eunseok turned to focus once again on driving instead of you, you threw your head back against the headrest, putting your own fingers to use in an attempt to bring yourself to the edge. you moaned loudly, with a purpose, to prove a point. suddenly, the car veered over to the right into a vacant lot. your legs closed around your hand from the force of the turn. eunseok put the car in park, quickly removing his seatbelt as well as yours, and ripping your hand from your lap. "you have been very bad". he was seething, "good, patient girls, dont deserve to cum do they?" you didnt answer him, you crawled over the middle console to situate yourself into his lap, reclining his chair as far back as you could. "please ill be good now, ill prove it to you." you bargained with him, this is all you wanted, then you could go home with no complaints.

you reached into his pants, stroking him a few times, he was already fairly hard. your mission was nearly accomplished, you knew you had succeeded in turning him on. he reached behind you, unzipping your black dress, hiking it up and off you. you leaned in, finally able to kiss your boyfriend properly for the first time that night. you missed the feeling of his lips on yours. the shape of them fit perfectly with yours, and his tongue felt so soft as it tanged with yours in a fight of passion. he lifted your hips slightly off him so he could shimmy his pants down to his ankles.

eunseok used very little strength to lift you up once more, placing you on his cock as your walls clenched around him as you went down. you wrapped your arms around him, playing with the hair on the nape of his neck as you got lost bouncing and swaying up and down, left and right on eunseok. he had his head buried in your neck, letting out groans and pants of his own, fumbling with your tits.

you could tell he was close, and he was holding back from bucking himself into you. you hit your hand against the steam filled window, leaving a print trying to grab onto something as he hit the spot that your head spinning with each thrust. you looked out the window, the faint glow of the lights turning red, yellow, green, matching the pace you set with eunseok. there were no cars on the road, no souls to witness the oscene visual of you riding your boyfriend like your life depended on it.

your thighs were aching, and eunseok was losing his patience. he held onto your hips tightly, bringing your bodies closer together. chest to chest, hearts beating at speeds similar to 80 mph. holding your figure against his big frame, he lifted his hips up into you, meeting and producing a loud smack sound. "eun...seokie...i love you" you studdered out too drunk in a different way to think straight. an explosion going off as you felt him deep in your stomach, setting off fireworks as he said "i love you, darling".

not long after, eunseok released into you, you sat still ontop of him, too exhausted to move. as your breathing slowed, and your intoxication mixed with the high of sex wearing off, you brushed hair out of eunseoks eyes, staring into them, "thank you for always taking care of me." you whispered softly before placing a feathery kiss on his lips. he just nodded, not feeling like any more words needed to be shared.

you were his precious girl, needy, and sorta bratty at times, but still his and he would do anything for you. he pulled your dress back up, fixing the zipper, along with your underwear before picking you up once again, placing you back into your seat, reaching across to help you put your belt on. you felt his cum mixed with yours, sliding down your legs onto the seat but you didnt care it was a reminder that you always got what you wanted. after eunseok sitauted himself he kissed you on the cheek, "now lets get you in bed safely", he calmly said before turning the key in the ignition, pulling out of the lot, and hitting green lights all the way home.

pls people send hard thoughts djdjdj i’m bored out of my mind 😩

this is me begging

#riize the typa guy . . .ㅋㅋㅋ

anton the type to audibly gulp and say "nice kitty'' when being thrown into a lion's cage

seunghan the type to pull down his sunnies to check out a baddie passing by with comical heart eyes and wolf whistle

eunseok the type to randomly spin around on his chair out of nowhere and declare his invisibility tier presence like some old school mysterious detective and say "well well well..."

sungchan the type of guy to scratch his nape, look away and whistle when he gets caught being suspicious

sohee the type of guy to have a bulb light up on his head and snap his fingers when he gets an idea

shotaro the type to say ''oopsie daisies'' instead of sorry, oops or mb in general

wonbin the type of guy to say ''i wasn't even playing'' after losing a game

this is so random of me after ghosting for a year smh 😔🙏

dubcon with Nerd Anton who will only help the reader who is also his crush raise her failing grade if she gives him one thing…

😮😮

“thats right, isnt it?” you look at anton, who smiles at you and nods. anton, who os sitting in your room, on your bed. anton, who is the schools #1 (probably) nerd. anton, who is a nerd like all the others. hes only here because youre on edge of failing all your classes, and because hes a nerd who is sort of willing to help you.. aaaaand because you were on your knees begging for him to help you. he accepted only on one condition, which you dont know what that one condition is until the time actually comes.

“its getting pretty late,” its 7pm. “should we take a break for now?” anton asks. honestly, you do need a break. all these equations and rummaging through stupid text books is making you tired. “sure!”

maybe this is what you expected. maybe its not. anton shoves you down so you kneel before him, tugging your hair back so you look right up at him. “its time for you to help me.” he says, unbuckling his belt and dropping his jeans and boxers to the floor, revealing his cock.

he doesnt give you even a second to react, grabbing your hair and sliding his hard on into your mouth, using you as a toy. he fucks your face and lets out moans, saying “you shouldve came to me before. couldve made you my stupid whore a long time ago.”

fuck. maybe you shouldve reached out to him before. this might just be heaven, in a hellish way. he fucks your face roughly, loud slapping sounds releasing whenever the skin of his thighs hit your cheeks. anton knows he wont last long, he can already feel the sensation pouring into him.

that sensation finally waves over him. spurts of his cum land on your tongue, which you happily gulp down. he pulls away from your mouth and ruffles your hair, “we should do this more often.” you suggest, in your raspy voice.

nerds arent supposed to be hot. nerds arent supposed to have big dicks. nerds arent supposed to use you like a slut. so what the fuck is anton?

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAH??????????????? MEOWWW!!!!! somethings purring and its not my cat 😵‍💫 SORRY THIS TOOK SO LONG BTW!!!