LITTLE BOY

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— ♡₊˚•. In too deep

— syn. you’re used to moving often with your family but after meeting a boy at a pet fish store you dread the day you’ll have to leave.

— genre. fluff/angst + strangers to lovers + boy next door + classroom crush

— wc. 4k

— a/n. idk if i like the ending but enjoy !!

“Please welcome the new transfer student y/n”, you stood in the familiar spot in front of a completely new classroom yet again, you felt as if you were being plotted against. ever since you can remember your parents found a way to move out of town, dragging you along with them, just when life started looking up for you although this time was no different but it hurt more than ever. Throughout the years you learnt to keep your distance from others, considering your situation and the inevitable grief that came along with building real connections but you wanted to believe that you could have someone, just one, you didn’t need anything more, so you gave in.

Busan 1 year ago,

It had been a couple weeks since you moved to Busan with your parents, they were both extremely spontaneous and you were the product of that so you also had to suffer from it. Nothing ever truly being planned, you got thrown left and right trying to keep up with them, even though your personality was in total contrast. Unlike them you needed order to function so you were anywhere but home, you studied at internet cafes, read books at the library, took long walks and let yourself breathe. On one of those days, before you had gotten enrolled in school, you took the time to enjoy your temporary neighborhood, it was late summer the air was getting cooler and leaves were starting to match the yellow sun, you were focused on window shopping, too lazy to look through clothes but still entranced by the displays of the latest fall collections.

The store you were facing now was unfamiliar you had never been much interested in anything other than clothes, fashion was your home you could always turn to it when you felt lost, this however was nothing close to fashion you looked through the blurred out glass in front and watched as the fish collectively swam towards you tapping slightly on the glass, that’s cute, you thought as you stepped back ready to continue your walk before glancing back once more,

“You’re not gonna come in?” a guy who seemed to be around your age stepped out of the store, you shook your head smiling hoping it would make him let it go, he sighed in an exaggerated manner letting his head fall back,

“no one likes fish in this town anymore” he took a peak at you to checking if you were still listening, a smile lit up his face when he realized you were still there, you couldn’t help it you were curious and he was putting on a great show, he gestured for you to come in, “After you..”

The last place you thought you’d end up was in a pet fish store, you never even thought of their existence yet here you were, listening to this random guy talk about how cool fish were, and you were truly trying to listen but he was just so distracting he probably caught you staring at least 5 times and you entered 3 minutes ago, you felt like you were going crazy just from the way he’d laugh it off focusing on the fish once again, he’d feed the fish while explaining to you why these specific fish eat this fish food and why certain fish couldn’t, you’d join him as he watched the fish, your face starting to burn as you felt his gaze on you. You tried your best to enjoy the moment shoving back recurring thoughts of this being pointless since you’d end up ignoring this place after today, you already felt that you had gotten too close while his name was still a mystery to you, you realize he’d stopped talking and bring your attention back to him smiling apologetically,

“ so are you gonna buy a fish?” he asked hesitantly his hand rubbing his nape, you snorted out a laugh and nodded,

“ you know what i will “ you scanned the room quickly trying to find the one that caught your eye, he watched your gaze as it landed on one of the tanks he waited watching as you struggled to find the name of the fish, you turned back to him and tried to force your smile away, he chuckled patting your head as he went over to the tank, “The betta splendens? ” he pointed out the exact one that caught your eye, you nodded and watched him take out the fish into a water filled plastic bag.

After drowning you in more information on how to take care of your new company, he grabbed a can of fish food and a fish bowl, you looked confused as he gave you the receipt, only the fish being charged, he just shrugs,

“ You kept me company today, that’s just a little thank you. You’ll have to drop by soon enough this one’s a big eater” your heart sank now realizing he expected you to come back meaning you had to stay away and though it hurt now it would only hurt more if you let it happen, and so you waved goodbye to possible happiness to save your from an endless grief.

New class, new school, new faces, same old feeling, you couldn’t shake it as the bell rang and your classmates rushed over to you introducing themselves one by one, you tried to be polite but it was getting old at this point, when you saw the chance arise you slipped out the door only to bump into someone else, you looked up and were met with a face you recognized, his face lit up as he yelled out “it’s you!” your eyes widened in shock not expecting him to be so loud about it, acting like a part of you didn’t want this exact scenario to play out, you had been secretly hoping to see his face at least once again and there he was,

“ I felt so dumb when you left, I didn’t even get your name, do you have a number?” he says scrolling through his phone before handing it to you, you pushed it back to him deciding that seeing him was actually enough you needed to be alone, “it’s y/n, sorry i actually don’t.. have a phone” you said lying through your teeth, you read his name tag as he pointed it out, Kim Donghyun, it seemed like everything about him kept you wanting to know more, you were just about ready to leave to gather your thoughts,

“ Wait you’re in this class? “ your eyes shut close as the realization kicked in, he was your deskmate, of course he was, your luck was off the charts at this point you gave him your best smile before turning around and sprinting to the girls’ room, you groaned loudly as you entered a stall totally dismissing the thought of other people being there.

Maybe it was a sign, maybe you could give in this time, maybe your prayers had been answered, maybe you had found someone but the fear was suffocating you couldn’t ignore it, that if you let your guard down it would be so easy to break you and you’re so close to the edge you’re not sure you could get back up if you fall this time. After a few minutes you were able to calm down, you made your way back to class and there he was sitting by the window almost as if he could feel your presence he looked in your direction, while you tried your best to ignore his obvious staring as you sat beside him.

“Are you okay?” he asked in a low voice, you had your head wrapped in your arms as you rested on the desk and his voice seemed so close, you turned over to look at him not expecting him to be as close as he was, you thought he’d move but he just watched you letting his tongue glide across his lips, waiting for an answer, you turned away, your ears burning up as if they would fall off at any given moment, mumbling that you were fine. As lunchtime came to an end you realized ignoring him was hard, you wanted to answer him and you did, when he asked about your fish, you told him about your fish. When he asked about your old school, you told him about your school. And when he asked you to walk home together how could you say no?

Making excuses helped, he lives close to your place you’re basically walking on your own you told yourself as he walked by your side. he stopped a couple times to greet the cats roaming the streets and you admired his gentleness and care you could tell he was kind from the moment you met him and he kept proving it, “You’re a deep thinker” he said looking up at you as he pet a cat on the sidewalk, you were probably staring you clear your throat only to nod forcing out a smile,

“it’s okay, i just noticed cause I get like that sometimes you know? Is there something on your mind? I’ll be a shoulder” he stood up looking at you scanning any movement on your face, you smiled looking down, this was hard you thought.

“I..can’t- It’s complicated, thanks for asking though, I really should be on my way now” you wave him bye without giving him a chance to retort. Rushing home your head felt like it could explode and somehow your heart felt the same way, you walked into the living room to your parents working individually on their pc, they looked up at you and welcomed you home, “home” they said, the word made your blood boil you snapped, “You call this home? home is not a house you rent for 5 months till you get bored and completely ignore your child’s life” you storm up to your room slamming the door shut behind you as you finally break into tears, sometimes you wish they were bad parents so you could hate them as much as you hated this lifestyle but they just weren’t fit for parenthood or maybe you weren’t fit for being their child. You knew they loved you they showed it time and time again but you just wanted stability which they couldn’t give you.

A knock on your door mutes your sniffles, you get up from the floor where you had been crying your eyes out, you felt silly crying just cause you wanted friends but you couldn’t help it, you open the door halfway revealing your dad on the other side, “Can I come in?” you push the door wide open letting him in, he sits at your desk and you wait,

“First, i’m sorry, we’re both sorry we thought since you were young you’d always get the chance to make good friends later and now you could just enjoy meeting new people. We didn’t know it would affect you as much so for that we apologize. Your mom is going to look into prolonging our stay here or if you want to go back-“ you rushed over to your dad wrapping your arms around his and he mirrored, “I like it here” you whispered finally feeling at ease.

What you didn’t know then is hurting you now

Over the past couple months you only got closer to Donghyun, you’d stay with him at the store, sit on the floor doing your homework together while his dad took care of the shop, you were in your sophomore year but wanted to go to university so you put in the work, helping your desk mate out when needed. Getting closer also meant your feelings for him going up exponentially, he already had you around his finger since day one even now you barely knew how to act when he looked at when he looked at you a certain way.

The school rooftop became your favorite spot, you’d have lunch there with Donghyun, sneak out of PE class only to end up there, as it became more sacred you started planning your hangouts bringing snacks and card games to while away time, being there with him you wished things could stay that way forever.

“There you go!” he laughed as you finally won a game of UNO against him it had been weeks of him winning nonstop so you were ecstatic literally screaming in his face, he covered your mouth with his hand laughing at your sudden outburst,

“We are still at school y/n” he reminded you bringing you back to your senses you smiled mouthing a sorry before taking your seat beside him, you let your head rest on his shoulder as the cool winter breeze settled in, you enjoyed the feeling but were sensitive to the cold your body shivering with the trees, he grabbed your hand placing a hand warmer in it, he left his hand in yours long enough to get you feeling warm just from the heat your face was exuding, “We should probably head back to class” you said under your breath, he lowered his face to your level for you to repeat, his eyes fixated on your lips till he finally looked up at your eyes. In that split second you convinced yourself this was it he was going to kiss you, his eyes fluttering between your eyes and lips you both inched closer then the bell rang snapping you out of it, you turned away immediately and he got up,

“We should head back now or we’re screwed…” he tried relieving the awkward tension that settled but you couldn’t even look at him the embarrassment was too much and you couldn’t escape him either so you endured it.

The walk home together had never felt more awkward, at least in class you could focus on the teacher, he cleared his throat before speaking, “ You sure are quiet” you looked at him from the corner of your eye trying to ignore the smile creeping up on your face, “You tried to kiss me” you exclaimed watching shock grow on his face as if you betrayed him revealing a deep secret, “That was you y/n I saw you leaning in” now you’re shocked how could he admit to that, the embarrassment started fading away as you stopped in front of him narrowing your eyes as you thought of something to say, “If i wanted to kiss you i would-“ the words came out before you could stop them, his eyebrows were raised like he was daring you,

“Oh really?” he leaned forward to you but you turned around smacking him with your ponytail, you didn’t want to be obvious but at that point he knew, “Obviously i don’t want to” you rolled your eyes walking ahead, he caught up to you stopping you this time you looked at him confused as to what he was plotting, “I do” at the sound of those words you felt his lips on yours, his hands cupping your cheeks your eyes fell shut as you kissed him back tugging on his jacket. The smile on his face as he leaned back sent butterflies to your tummy, like he could keep away from your lips he placed a soft peck on them again.

“Wow you’re perfect” he sighed pushing his hair out of his face, you just stood there stunned, the thing you wanted so badly was so attainable now you didn’t know how to act, —“The wait was so worth it”, you frowned at him

“What were you waiting for?” he let his tongue wet his lips staring at you with that smirk on his face like he could eat you right then and there, you felt like your heart was on the verge of stopping every time it skipped a beat,

“For you, dumbass”

And just as it begun, you saw the end of everything you were living for start seeping through. For almost a year you finally felt carefree like you could live and actually enjoy it, you had someone who needed you and vice versa you felt that all the trials you faced prior to these moments were worth it, just getting to see the smile on Donghyun’s face every morning as you walked over to your desk made it worth it and then you heard the grand announcement from your parents, you had to move back to your mom’s hometown as you grandparents had passed, with all the moving you had never actually been close to your grandparents but you tried to show sympathy and understanding in front of your parents because you knew you couldn’t be mad, you felt it sting in your heart when they announced you’d be leaving in a week. A week.. you thought, a week ago you were with Donghyun planning to go the summer festival in two weeks it’s funny how life makes it’s own plans, you excuse yourself heading directly for your room, your parents knew to leave you space at that moment.

You paced around your room trying to figure out a way out, you couldn’t leave, your whole life was here, in a year you had experienced so much in this city you felt tied to it. The one thought ringing in your head constantly was to call him, call Donghyun, and you wanted to but you knew that if you told him then it would be final you would have to accept that you were parting ways and there was nothing you could do about it, and that was the last thing you wanted.

So you decided on seeing him, and making sure that you spent every second together you would tell him when the day before you left, you hoped he wouldn’t hate you for this. You felt selfish in so many ways during this time, knowing you cared more about a guy you met a year ago more than your own blood made you feel terrible but you couldn’t help it, you still felt sad mostly for your mom who was grieving but the tears only fell when Donghyun was on your mind. In front of the store there he was, you asked him to wear something beige so you could match for the day you had planned something to keep you occupied throughout the day, he placed a soft kiss on your lips the moment you reached him smiling as he pulled back,

“You’re stunning, we’re so couple goals right now” he jokes making you smile holding back a giggle, smiling without thinking about the facts was hard when he was right there being every thing you wanted, “So what’s the plan?” he asks slipping his hand in yours as you started your walk to the nearest bus stop, you glanced at him smiling sheepishly, he nodded to himself getting the message.

“A Fun fair? An arcade? a shopping mall?” he started naming all the places you could possibly be taking his as you sat in the bus, you hit his belly softly but hard enough to make him flinch “Shut up” you snapped, his eyes were smiling with his mouth as he laughed loudly bringing all the attention on the bus to you, he covered his mouth with wide eyes before apologizing to the people, he glanced at you while you shook your head in disapproval.

You finally got off the bus and it was directly in front of you, you looked up at him covering your eyes from the sun as you tried to make out his reaction, “God, I love you” he smiled at you pulling you into a side hug while he placed pecks on the top of your head, “Prepare yourself for a class on sealife, you don’t know what you just signed up for” he tells you as you walk into the aquarium you retort telling him that’s literally what got you interested in him, he raises his eyebrows in shock and you give him a blank stare because it wasn’t news for him, you got your pass scanned and entered the main attraction.

Most of the time you actually weren’t talking you just sat and watched the fish with him, he’d bring up a random fish fact when he wanted to see you smile and explained how he could get a pet octopus if he really wanted to, you nodded at his antics which made him continue feeding the lies,

“Any reason you brought me here? Feels out of place” he mumbled keeping his eyes on the fish, your eyes flickered between him and the tank before clearing your throat, “I can’t randomly take my boyfriend out on a date?” you questioned jokingly watching his reaction carefully, he looked over to you finally staring you down before saying anything, “I’ll take it for now but you better tell me what’s up, I know you y/n, it’s like something is rushing you. i’m not going anywhere” he smiles leaning in to kiss your temple letting you rest there, “i’m not going anywhere” the words rung in your head making you feel unsteady, you couldn’t keep this from him you were in the same situation, neither of you wanted the other to leave, you were supposed to be there for each other.

You pressed your lips against his and kissed him forgetting about all the PDA stuff you hated so much, you kissed him like you were seeing him for the last time, you were going to tell him and you would let yourself cry in his arms because that’s how it goes, he would comfort you and you would comfort him. When you pull away your eyes were puffy and you hadn’t even realized how hard you were crying he looked at you worry painted over his face,

“You’re leaving?” he asked his gaze flickering between your eyes trying to decipher your expression, you nodded avoiding his eyes keeping your head down as you fidgeted with your fingers, he brought himself closer to you and wrapped his arms around you,

“it’s okay, we can make it work” he lifted your chin up wiping your tears away as he cupped your face in his hands, “Life comes with change, we have to accept that and make use of the time we know we have, okay?” you nodded sniffing the tears away, he placed a soft kiss on your lips before leading you to the nearest restroom before you continued your date.

Some worries kept coming up in your mind about Donghyun, you didn’t want him to have to hide how he was feeling to comfort you, you knew all about your past and how much you used to move but neither of you expected it this time so you wondered how he was truly feeling but you wanted to enjoy the day as much as you could, dismissing any thoughts that brought and end to your connection.

Just as you had promised each other you stuck together for the next few days, ignoring the inevitable future that was in store by the end of the week, but on the night before your moving day, he came over to stay overnight, you had spent plenty nights together but this was different you could make out till the sunrise and it wouldn’t change anything so you just let it be, you talk for hours about life and the future planning out how someday you could get back what you lost but a part of you fears these are just words and the end will be the end. “You’ll have Bubbles to remind you of me” he says referring to your fish, you smile reminiscing about the first day you met, you wondered if you would do it all again if you knew it would end this way.

Of course you would.

North Star Boys memes I made cause Justin said so...

innocent 𐙚 anton lee

warnings. best friend!anton x female!reader, virgin!reader x experienced!anton, virginity loss, nipple sucking, hair pulling, oral (f receiving), unprotected sex, pulling out method, quite light-hearted, eludes to a corruption kink.

wc. 4k

summary. anton comes home for the summer and the two of you find yourselves having a deep conversation.

part of my late 2k prompt event

2. “let me take care of you”

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“how’s idol life?”

“tiring” anton shrugged as he responded to your question, hands resting on his stomach as he laid on your bed “i love what i do but sometimes i miss being back here” he turned his head to the side to look at where you sat on the bed next to him, back against the head board with with yours in his hair.

“at least you’re back for a few weeks” anton smiled softly at your reply, fingers pushing through the soft strands of his hair. his eyes were tired and he felt them begin to shut, yet he didn’t feel like sleeping yet. he found himself sitting up next to you instead.

“how have things been here? anything new? any boyfriends i need to beat up?” you laughed as your hands dropped to your lap.

“no one”

“and why not?” you shrugged at his question, paying no mind to how nosy your best friend was.

“i mean, the girls have been encouraging me to find someone over the summer but i don’t know how likely that’ll be”

“they want you to get into a relationship?”

“they want me to lose my virginity, tonnie”

“ah” the topic of your virginity wasn’t a sore one, the two of you just never discussed it “do you want to?” you shrugged again.

“yeah” you sighed for a moment, looking over at anton “but it’s okay it’ll happen one day”

“why do you want to lose it?”

“i just wanna know what it feels like, the girls are always talking about how good it is and how it feels so much better than when they do it themselves and i’m just curious i guess. there’s only so much a girl can do before she needs more” anton watched you carefully as you spoke, head tilting to the side as he thought.

“i get it, i was the same”

“how do you feel now you’re not a virgin?”

“the same, just hornier”

“oh that’s not good” his fingers found themselves tracing mindless patterns against the skin of your thigh “i don’t need more horniness”

“it gets that bad for you?” anton wasn’t sure why he was asking such questions, neither of you had ever delved into such a realm together before.

“yeah, sometimes i’m at it every night trying to get some sort of relief, most are filling with mediocre orgasms that barely make me feel anything”

“i didn’t realise you struggled so much” you laughed at his choice of words.

“i’ll be fine once i get some help”

“do you want some now?” anton was, well anton. he wasn’t bold, he was quiet, kept to himself, anton had absolutely never forwardly asked a girl if she wanted to sleep with him. until now, at least. he panicked for a moment, not knowing how you’d react to his sudden question.

“you want to take my virginity?”

“do you want me to?” silence filled the air as you looked at each other, his fingers paused their patterns as his hand flattered out on your thigh. it was in the moment that you realised just how close together you were, his hand on your skin sent heat to your core.

“yes”

“are you sure?”

“one hundred percent” anton nodded and squeezed your thigh. he moved himself, kneeling back so he could position you to lay on the bed, his fingers trailed along your thighs whilst he looked down at you.

“then let me take care of you, i’ll give you what you need, okay?” you nodded, eyes seemingly gazed over at the tension that had formed around the two of you.

anton could never have admitted his attraction to you out loud, part of him thought maybe he was being selfish by taking your innocence but the other part of him knew you wanted it too. anton could recall the first time he had a wet dream about you, how you bounced so prettily on his cock and cried out his name. he remembers how quickly he darted to the shower when he woke up and how even though he tried not to, he ended up with his hand flat against the tiled wall with his other tugging at his cock quickly, images of you flooding his mind as he came.

it was the start of a vicious cycle for anton, he felt like he’d just hit puberty by the way he was growing hard everytime he was around you, dreaming nightly about having your precious cunt wrapped around his cock whilst he drilled into you. sure, anton had girlfriends and one night stands and they usually took his mind off of things but once he saw you again he folded.

he wasn’t sure if having sex with you would make the dreams better or worse, but he guessed there was only one way to find out. one thing he knew though, was that you were even prettily in real life than in his dreams. your lips parted as you looked at his face, eyes focused on him as you let out a deep breath. beauty was subjective but anton believed anyone would’ve been blind to not see beauty in you.

focusing on the moment at hand, anton laughed lightly,l as he leaned over you, feeling one of your legs hook around his waist and your foot rub against the back of his thigh.

“what are you thinking about, tonnie?”

“how we ended up here” you frowned slightly as you looked at him.

“we don’t have to do this if you don’t want to”

“no no i do i promise i do, there’s nothing i want more than this. i know no one will give you the experince the way i can, love” you smiled lightly at him, hand reaching up to hold his cheek, thumb rubbing over the skin as your other hand pressed against his clothed chest.

“i trust you more than anything, i want this” anton sighed as he leaned closer to you, lips barely touching yours as he tested the waters. he pushed them a little further against yours, kissing you softly. the kiss only lasted for a short moment, a peck that confirmed to the both of you that this is what you wanted.

it only took a second of your lips to be parted for him to lean in again, lips pressing softly against yours as he brought you into a slow kiss, it made you feel dizzy as it grew deeper. your hand fingers their way to the strands of hair he had sitting at the back of his neck, breathing getting heavier as he continued to kiss you.

this was one of the things you craved most, the intense making out that left your cunt throbbing for attention. you weren’t sure on how to portray your need to anton without whining, the whine slipped out once he broke the kiss. his cheeks were flushed as he looked at you, his knee slipping in between your legs and pressing against your core, you gasped at the feeling.

“how are you feeling?” his voice was soft as he asked, barely speaking above a whisper.

“i need you” you believed the whimper that fell from you as you spoke was pathetic, but anton thought it was the hottest thing you’d ever done.

“need?”

“so bad tonnie, please” he could never deny anything you asked for, especially this. one final, gentle kiss to your lips was all it took before he knelt up once again. his fingers pushed under your shirt, looking at your face for any sign of discomfort or hesitation. “you can take it off, it’s okay” he nodded at your confirmation, fingers gently brushing against your skin as he pushed your shirt over your head and dropped it onto your bedroom floor.

he wasn’t expecting for you to be bare under your shirt, yet he was pleasantly surprised to find out you were. he couldn’t help but admire you, every skin was so soft as his fingers traced over it, nipples so hard as he thumb brushed against them. he took note of the way you squirmed as he brought his hand to cup your breast, your nipple being rubbed between his thumb and index finger before he leaned down.

as his hand squeezed one of your breasts, his other hand held the underneath of the other, pushing it up so he could wrap his lips around your nipple. he let his tongue glide over the hardening bud as he sucked lightly, letting your fingers lace them through his hair and pull gently as you whined at the unfamiliar feeling.

he savoured the feeling of your nipple on his tongue, already adoring the way your body reacted to him sucking on it. he released it from his lips before moving to the other one, this time his tongue poked out of his lips, flicking over the nub a few times before leaving open mouthed kisses against it. he felt his cock twitch in his pants when you moaned and pulled a little harsher on his hair.

he pressed a final kiss to your nipple before kissing along the valley between your pressed, lips parted leaving wet spots in his path as he made his was down your body. his fingers hooked over the the waist line of your trousers, catching your panties with it. he looked up at you for a moment, lips still attached to your skin as you nodded to him.

he hummed against your skin as he slowly pulled them off of you, head lifting as he dropped them to the floor, fingers curling around your inner thighs to part your legs for him. he groaned at the sight of you bare in front of him, opting to pull his own shirt over his head so you didn’t feel alone.

“you’re so pretty” he admired you from head to toe, your body made his heart flutter and the sight of your cunt glistening under the light left his cock fluttering too. he noticed the way your eyes lingered on his body, tracing every detail of his abs as he knelt before you. your fingers reached out to touch them, nails lightly raking against his skin before you looked at his face.

“so are you”

anton’s fingers trailed up your inner thighs before they reached your pussy, his thumbs pressed against your lips as he held them apart and looked at you. his mouth watered at the sight of your slick cunt.

“let me eat you out baby” you whined at the way he was looking at you and how he spoke to you, his words went right to your core.

“please” he moved back until he was laid on the bed, he looked up at you as his thumb brushed over your clit.

“have you ever been eaten out before?” you shook your head and whimpered, the situation growing intense and overwhelming you. there wasn’t a word you could think of to describe the way you felt toward anton in that moment, just primal need for him to touch you. anton found himself loving your answer, his mouth watering as he thought about tasting your untouched, innocent cunt.

he leaned forward, parting his lips and breathing over your slick folds before he placed a wide, open mouthed kiss over your pussy. he let his lips drag along your flesh before he done it again, being gentle as he kissed you. his hands hooked under your thighs so he could pull you closer to his face, tongue peaking out of his lips so he could press it against your slit, dragging it along your core before circling your clit with it.

he groaned as the taste of you filled his mouth, lips closing around your clit as he heard you whimper and felt your fingers grip at his hair. you were so sensitive, so sweet and whiny at every little touch. even with the small amount of stimulation anton had began to give you your hips were squirming under him, your shut as you took in the feeling of his tongue.

he was slow, not wanting to overwhelm you by going too fast. his tongue circled your clit, lips kissing over the top of it repeatedly, lips only wrapping around it and sucking on it when he thought you were ready. anton felt an intense spark run through his cock when you moaned a little louder at the feeling, the sound of you becoming breathless and moaning because of him made his cock leak.

he sucked a little harder on your clit, tongue flicking over it a little faster as he was determined to make you cum. somewhere during his actions, his middle finger found your sopping hole, the tip of it carefully circling it before he pushed it inside of you. you gasped as you felt it, his finger was longer than yours, thicker too. along side his tongue flicking over your clit, you felt as if your body was beginning to fall apart.

for a moment he released your clit, head lifting up to look at you as his finger curled inside of you. “how does it feel, baby?” you whimpered when you parted your lips, gimping as you felt another finger being pushed into you.

you were a stranger to fingering, yet it felt different having someone other than yourself do it to you, especially anton. “it’s good” your voice was weak, it was all anton needed to hear, the shaky, whiny undertone of your words had his heart melting. he smiled at you before ducking his head back down, two fingers curling inside of you as he wrapped his lips around your clit once more.

you couldn’t explain how you felt, there was an intense feeling running through your clit as anton sucked on it. you struggled to keep yourself quiet, couldn’t keep your eyes open nor could you stop your legs from shaking. the mix of his tongue with his fingers left you a wreck, unable to find a way to tell him that you were about to cum.

“cum when you’re ready baby” you whimpered hearing him talk against your cunt, his fingers speeding up their movements inside of you as he drove you to your orgasm, wanting nothing more than to feel you spilling onto his tongue and giving you your first ever orgasm from someone else.

the feeling of your orgasm hitting you was like nothing you’d felt before, you weren’t sure how to react as it ran through you. moans left you instinctively, anyone name slipping out without you realising as you came on his fingers and tongue. letting him drag out every last drop of your orgasm until you could give him anything more.

anton’s lips were slick when he lifted his head from your cunt, slowly withdrawing his fingers from your hole before looking down at you. he admired the way you were breathing heavily, how your eyes looked tired and how you struggled to keep them open as you attempted to regain your breathing. there was a subtle smile on your lips as your eyes opened, anton returned your smile as his hands soothingly rubbed your thighs.

“do you want to continue?” his question was simple but he needed to know, not wanting to give you too much all at once.

“please”

“i don’t have any condoms”

“i don’t either” you started, looking down at the bulge that had formed in his pants before looking back at his face “but i trust you, plus you can pull out right? i can get the morning after pill tomorrow just to be precautious” anton looked at you, fingers creeping up your skin before lacing with yours.

“it’s completely your choice baby” he lifted your hand and brought it to his lips, pressing then softly against the back of it “i’m okay with whatever you want to do”

“then please tonnie, i need you” he nodded before kissing the back of your hand again, letting go of it as he stood up to remove his sweats and briefs. you never knew what to expect when seeing antons cock, the size being unknown to you until he revealed it. the thickness of his cock intimidated you slightly, it looked heavy as it weighed itself down, the tip red and slick, leaking slightly.

you watched as anton knelt up between your legs, his hand wrapping around his cock as he laid it against your stomach. your eyes stayed glued to it, fingers itching to wrap around it so you could feel it in your hand.

“go on, it’s okay” it overwhelmed you how easily anton could read what you were thinking. you let your hand fall to your stomach before you reached down to wrap it around his cock, it did feel heavy in your hand. anton groaned as he felt your soft skin glide against him, your hand feeling gentler than his ever had as it ran along his cock.

“is it going to fit?” your question was genuine and innocent, slight concern lacing your tone as you looked up at his face. anton almost hated the way his cock throbbed at the sound of it.

“it will” he nodded before continuing “but you don’t have to take all of me angel. i’ll be gentle with you and you can decide how much you want to take. if it’s too much we can stop okay? all you have to do is tell me”

“i love you tonnie” anton has heard you say that multiple times in the past but it felt different in this moment, your voice appeared more vulnerable as looked down at you. his hand reached for your face, thumb brushing over your cheek as he leaned down to kiss you softly.

“i love you too baby” his face stayed near yours, hand moving to lace his fingers through yours and press them down against the mattress near your head, letting you dig your nails into the back of his hand as he replaced your hand that was wrapped around his cock with his own.

“are you ready, love?” you gulped at his question, eyes watching his. he looked at you with a gentle gaze, never taking his eyes off of yours.

“i’m ready tonnie” he watched you for a moment, tip of his cock pressing against your soaked clit. your lips parted at the feeling, breathing growing a little deeper as he dragged it down your slit.

he was focused on you when he pressed the head of his cock against your inviting hole, he felt you clench before he properly pushed it in. his thumb rubbed against the back of your hand, lips pressing against your temple.

“you can relax baby, it’s okay” you took a deep breath as you tried to let your body relax, allowing yourself to sink into the sheets under you. anton paid mind to the way you gasped when the head of his cock shifted inside of you, pressing slightly deeper as his girth stretched you out.

you opened your mouth, wanting to tell him how big he felt but all you could do was whimper. it didn’t hurt the way you’d first believed it would, but the stretch was overwhelming. it wasn’t painful but there was an ache in your cunt that you couldn’t shift, the only way the ache hurt was because you were aching for something more, but you weren’t sure what that something more was.

“is it too much?” anton wasn’t all the way inside of you, the parts of himself he did give you were slowly being dragged in and out of you. letting you adjust to the way you were taking him. you shook your head at his question, gulping before trying to respond.

“i want more” you sounded broken when asking for more, anton groaned a little louder as he shifted more of himself inside of you, watching your face carefully as he slowly pushed the rest of his cock into your welcoming heat.

anton felt overwhelmed but he didn’t want to show it. you were wrapped tightly around his cock, your slick making it hot inside. he wanted to make you feel good, wanted you to feel safe and comfortable under him whilst you took his cock but you just felt so good, too good, it took a lot in him to not go dizzy because of it.

he kept himself still once his cock was seated completely inside of you, looking at you as you clenched around him. your eyes opened gently as you looked back at him, his cheeks were flushed and his eyes were wide, he looked like a mess. a pretty one, at least, but a mess. you wondered just how much he was suffering from this.

anton’s free hand laced through your free one, both of your hands now intertwined as he pulled his hips back before pushing them forward again. it was a smooth, slow motion. his cock filled you up incredibly well. the ache you felt in your core was beginning to fade, having every inch of him inside of you only increased the pleasure you felt inside of you, rather than an ache.

“it’s so good tonnie” your voice broke mid sentence, eyes not being able to stay open as he fucked you slowly, stretching out your cunt with each soft thrust forward. whine-like moans fell from your lips as you took him, anton found himself groaning during it too.

“you feel so fucking good baby” anton moaned as he spoke back to you, his forehead pressing against yours as he basked in the way you felt around him, finding himself quickly becoming obsessed with how perfectly your cunt molded around him.

within a few moments one of his hands let go of yours, soon enough you felt his thumb press against your clit, small circles being rubbed against the slick, swollen numb as he continued to fuck you slowly.

“wanna make you cum” he told you, head lifting from yours so he could look down at you, thumb speeding up as his thrusts stayed the same “want you to cum around my cock, baby” you nodded and whined a little louder at his words, already feeling your body heat up a little more as he continued pleasing you.

“i don’t think im gonna last long tonnie” you whined through your words, back arching up, chest pressing against his as his cock slipped a little deeper inside of you, head seemingly finding a spot inside of you that had moan after moan slipping from your lips.

“it’s okay baby you can let go whenever you’re ready” he treated you so well, cared for you as if you were going to break apart at any second, you were fragile under his touch. all he wanted to do was make you cum around his cock and bring you to heaven.

bringing you to your second orgasm brought anton joy, but also left him tilting toward the edge. he let you fall apart under him, feeling your legs shake and your fingers dig into his hand and back as he fucked you through it. only pulling out once he knew you were done. anton quickly found himself kneeling up over your body, hand jerking off his cock as he released himself over your skin.

looking down at you, anton couldn’t help but admire the way his cum covered the skin of your stomach and how tired your pretty face was. he kissed you again, lips barely touching yours as he let you relax under him. it took him a few moments to get the courage to stand up and leave you, almost rushing to find a towel to help you clean up, gently dragging it along your flesh to help you before letting it fall onto the floor. caving the moment he heard you whine for him to come back to you.

once he did, his fingers raked through your hair as you laid against his chest, arms wrapped around his body tightly as if he was going to disappear within seconds. he could feel your body growing heavy against his, breathing steadying out as you allowed your exhaustion to take over your body.

anton wasn’t sure how the following day would play out for the two of you and how this would affect your friendship, he could only pray that any change that was incoming would be good.

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Sitting on lijeongs lap, making out heavily while grinding against him and hearing his groans so you continue until he cums in his pants 😔😔

Gosh🤭I can imagine him doing that!! His strong hands holding your hips guiding you while kissing you nonstop 😻 him groaning in your mouth then bucking his hips making his big bulge (I know he has a huge cock!) grind on your cunt 🤭

Omg imagine thigh riding with him?! Making you get yourself off on his muscular thighs while either praising you or degrading you?

I’m leaning towards the degrading (bcs I’m a whore) like.. “look at yourself baby…” he’d say looking all cocky 🤭 flexing his leg pushing u to the edge 🫠

When you finally cum he’d probably say something like “such a little slut” or “such a whore. Can’t get enough of me, can you?”🫠

I need him so bad 😭

2 writings for him :)

zb1 nsfw twt links

zb1 x reader 18+

jiwoong was at his friends house hanging out besides them his friends sister was there as well jiwoong was always attracted to you and he kinda made it obvious.. you were extremely needy even a vibrator wasn’t helping so you heard him go to the kitchen so you went and told him you needed help with something in your room once he was in there you started taking off your clothes and so did he

zhanghao was at the store looking for pop rocks he saw this one video of a girl using it on her bf so he wanted to try it with you he also decided to buy you a cute little outfit to wear while you try the candy because you been asking for something new for awhile now but after trying the candy let’s just say this wouldn’t be your last time doing this!

hanbin was secretly excited about you trying on your old school uniform for him you were both just friends so he just remained normal until you came out the bathroom with the uniform on clearly you’ve grown it’s a little small on you and he also notices you aren’t wearing any underwear.. this was his breaking point and he couldn’t hold back any longer

matthew went to your house because your family invited him over for dinner to celebrate him debuting your family know you and him have been best friends since you were both kids so when he spent the night they didn’t think him sleeping in your room was weird at all so you were both left alone

taerae loves squirting so when one of his friends told him about you he couldn’t stop thinking of you so he got your number and texted you and you obviously thought he was extremely cute so you agreed to everything he said and he was addicted to you

ricky was trying to figure out if you were being nice because you’re staff or because you want him you always payed extra attention to him and he definitely noticed so when there was a party for the and and all the members he thought he would try to figure it out and flirt back with you and he figured he was right all along when you invited him over to your place

a/n: first zb1 nsfw link post haha… sorry i haven’t been posting i been so busy also i feel like this one isn’t that good SORRY i’ll do better next time hehe.. also bc elon musk bitch ass idk if tang of these links will work or not so make sure you’re signed in.. and if that doesn’t work just go on my twt @23lvr

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Would u be able to right a soft dom Jungwon smut pls ?💕💕

Okay so this is off the top of my head. Idk if this is too much lol 😂 hopefully you like it 😋

Masterlist

After a long day you finally return home to be tightly embraced by your loving boyfriend. “Hey baby, how was your day?” He asked you while kissing on your face. This was a everyday occurrence even if you two didn’t leave the house. But needless to say you loved it so much. “it was tiring but at least I’m home with you” you happily respond. “I’m sorry to hear that baby.” He said finally letting go and guiding you to the couch where he sits you on his lap. You look down at him, placing you hands on his shoulders as he puts his on your waist.

“You look so cute wonnie..” you say leaning in to kiss him in to which he happily kisses back. Wanting more of you he grabs at your ass, making you gasp softly giving him access to you mouth. Both of you fighting for dominance over the heated kiss like it’s the very last. This is something you love so much about him. The way he gently guided you into this unbearable feeling of desperation, desire, and hunger in which only he can satisfy. Something that he knows leaves you wanting more. Every time he touches you it leaves a trail of fire. The way he kisses you like he will die if he ever lets you go: devotion.

He takes your clothes off one by one. Dropping each garment on the floor not caring about where it landed. He lays you on the couch and admires you for a few before looming over you and cupping his hand over your heat “please.. need you now..” you’d say to him with desperate eyes. So he takes all of his clothes off. When he takes off his boxers/breifs his cock slaps his abdomen standing proud. He takes it and guides it to your heat, easing the tip in then the whole thing. The feeling of fullness sparking. When he’s completely bottomed out, you feel him in your tummy. Moaning at the stretch of his cock he begins to thrust himself in you, focusing on how his cock goes in you cunt. Enjoying the way you clamped around him and moaning clearly loving it, he moves a hand from your thigh to your hand, holding it tightly. His speed picks up knocking wind out of you from how good it feels you just close your eyes letting him take over your mind and body. It doesn’t take long for a knot to build up in your tummy “I’m close” you murmur and he just nods, pushing down on his cock in you belly making you moan loudly on accident (neighbors are gonna kill ya) and he moves harder. Hard enough to make you go up each time he fucks into you.

The knot in your stomach finally snapping making your mind go blank and giving a feeling of relief. It doesn’t take long for jungwon to pull out and cum on your thighs breathing heavily. He leans down and kisses you gently “you ok?” He ask while leaning up and grabbing tissue from on the coffee table, gently cleaning you guys mess. “I’m okay just sleepy” you say. He reaches for his shirt and puts it on you. That’s all you remember as you drift to sleep.

JUNGWON POV

“Ahh. She’s sleeping “ he thought to himself smiling at how cute you look in a slumber. He lifts you up and takes you to the bedroom and tucks you in the bed, placing a kiss on your temple before going to clean the couch :3 !!

pussydrunk!heeseung who is desperate to feel every part of you, even though you’re approaching your third orgasm of the night

pussydrunk!heeseung who’s lapping at your cunt, ignoring your cries and you constantly tugging on his hair in an attempt to make him stop

pussydrunk!heeseung who groans against your cunt as he feels you shaking underneath him

pussydrunk!heeseung rolling his hips against the mattress in an attempt to relieve the aching of his cock as he curls his fingers into you, the whimpers leaving your lips causing him to rut his hips into the mattress even harder

pussydrunk!heeseung not being able to tear his eyes off you, admiring the faces you’re making as he fucks his digits into you

pussydrunk!heeseung who spits on your cunt before going back in, despite you begging him not to because you’re so sensitive

having to almost rip pussydrunk!heeseungs hair out as he refuses to stop, even when there are tears rolling down your cheeks from the overstimulation

pussydrunk!heeseung almost cumming as he feels you clench around his fingers, your whimpers and loud moans filling his ears before coating them in cum for the third time that night

pussydrunk!heeseung not stopping as you cum, pulling his fingers out of your leaking hole just to replace them with his tongue

desperately crying for him to stop as pussydrunk!heeseung hums against your cunt

‘‘i’m afraid i can’t stop baby, not when you taste this good’’

aegi: the series

you never thought meeting your old friend would change the course of your life in both good and bad ways.

1. aegi (baby) — 애기

summary: your old friend from high school, sim jaeyun, offers to be the babysitter for your five-year old daughter for a summer job... and for other reasons.

word count: 9.5k

READ HERE.

2. aein (sweetheart) —애인

summary: life is good. you're stuck with your mom, daughter, and your boyfriend, sim jaeyun. however, a few people would unexpectedly come rain on your parade, and you know you weren't prepared enough.

READ HERE.

3. appa (dad) — 아빠

summary: long-distance relationships suck, but you and sim jaeyun are willing to work through the test of distance... but with minji growing up and his errands in australia, how long were you two willing to go?

READ HERE.

SUPPLEMENTAL PARTS (TBA):

aejeong (affection) — 애정

summary: with a body and face built like a heartthrob, sim jaeyun has been giving you nights of pleasure and a couple of mind-blowing orgasms, but discovering your fantasies and making them come to life was another thing.

READ HERE.

aegi: five years ago (as told by jake)

summary: ???

READ HERE.

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Can this mf stop being so pretty.

MELO....

i’m gonna fuck him just so you know we’re having sex