Rating: Teen And Up Audiences Archive Warning: No Archive Warnings Apply Categories: M/M Other Fandoms: Daredevil (TV), The Avengers (Marvel Movies) Relationships: James "Bucky" Barnes/Clint Barton, James "Bucky" Barnes/Matt Murdock, James "Bucky" Barnes/Clint Barton/Matt Murdock Characters: Matt Murdock, Franklin "Foggy" Nelson, James "Bucky" Barnes, Clint Barton, Bruce Banner, Jessica Jones (Marvel) Additional Tags: POV Matt Murdock, POV Clint Barton, POV Bucky Barnes, POV Alternating, Post-Season/Series 02, Post-The Defenders (Marvel TV 2017) Season 01, Not Canon Compliant, Canonical Character Death, Emotional Hurt, Hurt Matt Murdock, Matt Murdock & Foggy Nelson Friendship, Blind Matt Murdock, Matt Murdock Has Anger Issues, Mentioned Stick (Daredevil), Mentioned Elektra Natchios, Past Relationship(s), Foggy Nelson Knows Matt Murdock is Daredevil, Poor Life Choices, Pen Pals, Hugs, Canon Divergence - Post-Avengers: Age of Ultron (Movie), Established Bucky Barnes/Clint Barton, Soft Bucky Barnes, Bucky Barnes Recovering, Bucky Barnes Goes to Therapy, Mutual Pining, Bucky Barnes's Notebooks, Protective Clint Barton, Boyfriends, Domestic Fluff, Soft Matt Murdock, Open Relationships, Polyamory, Polyamory Negotiations, Polyamorous Character, Getting Together, Awesome Clint Barton, Boys In Love, Feelings Realization, Angst and Hurt/Comfort, Missing Persons, Deaf Clint Barton, Kissing, Worried Bucky Barnes, Matt Murdock Has Sensory Issues, Soft Bruce Banner, Medical Doctor Bruce Banner, Blood and Injury, Not Actually Unrequited Love, Forehead Kisses, Sweet Bucky Barnes, Feels, Happy Ending Language: English Collections: Marvel Rare Pairs Secret Santa 2023 Published: 2024-01-23 Words: 7,839 Chapters: 1/1
Summary:
Thanks to Foggy's meddling, Matt finds himself stuck with an Avenger penpal or two. Little does he know, it's the best thing that has ever or will ever happen to him.
For @42donotpanic
who else up missing Ao3 on this fine morning?
Happy FFWF! Lets play a find the word game: Valentine's Day Edition! Find any of these words in your WIP, and post the part where they appear: pink / red / heart / valentine / chocolate / ribbon / love / friend / partner / boyfriend / girlfriend / husband / wife / couple / date / kiss / card / candy / dinner / flirt / snuggle / soulmate / together / always / arrow / candle / rose / beautiful / handsome / hug
I got the first and it's actually pretty much at the start to a WIP I'm working on that I have yet to post C:
“Hi,” Bucky greeted, fidgeting nervously under Clint’s assessing gaze and inadvertently trying to hide his left side from view. “Hey,” Clint offered a soft smile, pulling his long hair into a ponytail and checking that the magnets of his cochlear implants were still firmly in place almost automatically. The motion was just as much to get himself more comfortable as it was to set the other man at ease, as Clint revealed his own disability. The gesture didn’t do much, but it was enough to release some of the attention from Bucky’s shoulder and let him take a more natural stance that revealed what he had been trying to hide. “Come in, I promise I don’t bite without asking first.” Clint chuckled, waving the younger man over with a playful wink. The joke relieved some more of the awkward tension in the room and Clint’s patient gesture was enough for Bucky to move where he was still frozen in the doorway. “I... Sorry...” He muttered, the blush colouring his cheeks turning from rose to bright pink. “It’s okay,” Clint assured him gently, leading the way along the hall to a small but cosy living room. “This is a safe space, which means you get to be as shy or outgoing as you happen to be.” Bucky just nodded quietly, sitting down on the couch a little stiffly when Clint offered.
Friends, foes, and strangers!
Ever heard of Clint Barton, Bucky Barnes and Jason Todd?
Did you know there are less than 30 works on AO3 tagged with these three idiots?
We need YOU to step up and help us change that!
For the month of October, this blog will run the WHH Event - a month long celebration/annoyance of these three.
We will share daily prompts, requests, challenges and threats in the hopes that together we can get up to over 100 works on AO3 as soon as possible! (So like, don't feel you have to wait til October to start adding to the dumpster fire).
Write in with prompts and requests (starting now), tag this blog for the reblogs, and annoy everyone you can about WinterhawkHood-tober (still workshopping that one).
Tag your friends and enemies and let's spread the fire!
Guess who made a Moodboard for Day 5 of @whumpcember and then forgot to post it.... Yeah, right...
Anyway:
For the Prompt "Concussion" because God knows Matt has a lot of those...
It's hard to believe, but it's already been four weeks again and it's time for the next round.
Each Vote is worth 7 Sentences.
This is very important if we were sitting in a coffee shop both doing our own thing and the food i ordered didn't turn out as tasty as i expected (i have a habit of trying weird menu items) would you share some of your food with m or would you laugh and tell me i should have gotten the pancakes??
Both.
I would make a little bit fun of you, but at the same time I would definitely share my food and I might even try your stuff and swap with you if I like it.
Because I am interested in eating the weird things you can order, but when I have to order I will definitely freeze and black out.
Also, can we please sit at a coffee shop, both doing our own thing? I want that please.
yk what i hate though. is when i find a meme and im like THIS IS SO [cool intimidating mutual i never talk to] I SHOULD SEND IT TO THEM but then i remember ive never talked to them ever and so i cant just like give them a meme out of the blue and so the meme just withers and rots in my camera roll 😔
Crossover of two fandoms with the same actor : To Touch the Star(s) / Matt Murdock x Yvaine / Moodboard
"You're not uhm... room service." - "You're not uhm... dressed." : Purple and Black / WinterHawk (Clint Barton & Bucky Barnes) / 2890 / General Audiences
Found Family : I recognize myself in you / WinterHawk (Clint Barton & Bucky Barnes) / 5018 / Mature / TW: Eating Disorder
Porn with Plot : Firsts / HawkDevil (Clint Barton x Matt Murdock) / 3852 / Explicit
"Do you trust me?" : (Color)blind in a colored world / Dumpsterbros (Clint Barton & Matt Murdock) / 5924 / Mature
@julybreakbingo
𝐏𝐀𝐈𝐑𝐈𝐍𝐆 -> Bucky Barnes x NB Reader
𝐒𝐔𝐌𝐌𝐀𝐑𝐘 -> Nat’s charity auction doesn’t quite go off without a hitch – but luckily, Buck is on hand to help out, reluctant as he may be. Until he meets you, that is.
𝐖𝐎𝐑𝐃𝐂𝐎𝐔𝐍𝐓 -> 1507
𝐖𝐀𝐑𝐍𝐈𝐍𝐆𝐒 -> (T) Language
𝐀/𝐍 -> I have no idea. Random fluffy oneshot goodness. Utter candyfloss Bucky, sweetly understanding reader.
Prompts fulfilled; ‘Himbo’ and ‘Bachelor Auction– @buckybarnesevents (Build-a-Bucky Bingo); “I Understood Most of That.” – @fandom-free-bingo (Flight Edition); ‘We Can’t Even Compromise or Not Needing to be Told’ – @julybreakbingo (Pre-July Flash); ‘Social Media’ – @fandombingo; ‘Coming out’, “My pronouns are they/them.” and ‘Queer’ – @lgbtqbingo; ‘I Can’t Believe I Ate The Whole Thing’ – @multifandom-flash Thanksgiving Flash (7026); ‘Awkwardness’ – Gen Prompt Bingo (Here on Dreamwidth) Check it out below, or on AO3 here! Stagbug sticker used in cards from here.
“Not a fucking chance.”
Nat turned her emerald eyes on Bucky’s, wide and pleading. “C’mon, James! Steve got called away at the last minute- we promised an Avenger! It’s all over social media, and it’s packed out there. Can’t we compromise?”
“What about Clint?” he grunted, and she fluttered her eyelashes, sidling closer.
“He’s not as popular as you...” she purred, resting her head on his shoulder to gaze up at him adoringly, earning a laugh from the soldier.
“You don’t want to hand over your boyfriend, more like,” he snorted, shaking his head, and letting out a heavy sigh when she simply continued to stare, a fond smile curving the bow of his lip. “Fine, fine... What do I have to do?”
Her face split wide in a broad grin, and she clasped her hands together, shifting excitedly. “Nothing! Just stand there and look pretty.”
He flexed and stretched pointedly, a companionable arm draping over her shoulders as he wondered what he’d gotten himself into. “Fortunately, that comes naturally to me.”
All of Bucky’s bravado faded as he stood awkwardly on the stage, spotlights shining down on his uncertain grin as his eyes scanned the audience, absently listening to Nat wax lyrical about his many positive attributes (and carefully not mentioning that he was most known in the Tower for his intense nightmares that woke up anyone within three floors). Bucky simply hooked a thumb in the pocket of his jeans, leaning back on his heels, flashing a cocky smirk, his heart pounding a little harder at the sighs and sounds of delight from those in the crowd. He was an attractive man, and he knew it – but that made this process all the more daunting. Since he’d joined the team, the only people he’d managed to date were either chasing the fame, or just interested in one thing.
It seemed that anyone he spent time with had their own expectations of who he was; the problem was, he wasn’t that person. Perhaps he had been, once upon a time, but he’d lived a long life, and times had taught him that just because people found him attractive didn’t mean he had to bed everyone he could.
The unfortunate reality was that nobody seemed to stop and ask; nobody took the time to get to know him, to learn about him and how he worked. Not that he minded, especially – pleasure was pleasure, and if he truly didn’t want to, he made it clear. He simply longed for someone to care.
And yet, here he stood, with dozens of eyes assessing him. It was nice, but…
“Sold! Now, remember the rules, folks. This is a charity auction; keep it clean, or the contract is null and void. Come and collect your prize!” Nat added, gesturing into the blur of faces.
And that’s when his eyes met yours at last, pale blue meeting deep brown, and his smile widened, just a little, as you blushed.
You stood beside him uncertainly, head ducked and fingers knotted together, and he grinned down at you politely. “So… You won me for the evening, huh? Congratulations. It was a pretty fierce competition.” You nodded, cheeks growing darker, and he bit back a chuckle at your shyness. “What did you have planned?”
“I thought you might like dinner,” you whispered tentatively, and his eyebrows raised.
“I- I mean, I can try, I suppose. I’m not much of a cook, but-”
You cut off his stammering with a quick shake of your head, looking up at last. “No! No, I wouldn’t- I meant that… I’d like to take you for dinner. I imagine you don’t get to just… Have a nice meal and some relaxed company very often, so…” You shrugged, toe scuffing the ground, and his eyes lightened as he smiled.
“That sounds really nice,” he assured you gently, reaching out to squeeze your bicep gently with strong metal fingers. “I’d like that…” He paused, head cocked, and you barked out a laugh.
“Oh. Yeah. Uh- Bug. You can call me Bug… My pronouns are they/them,” you added quickly, brow furrowing just a little. There was an edge of uncertainty to your voice, and you winced as you heard it, but he simply continued to smile, nodding once.
“Bug.”
“- and then that couples the neutral stimulus to the unconditioned stimulus to elicit a conditioned response. It’s pretty simple, really.”
Your eyes were bright as you explained the basic principles behind – yet another – training method from your work, quickly followed by your cheeks flushing pink and your eyes lowering. “I- Sorry. I could talk about this forever.”
“Feel free,” he replied, chuckling, his head cocked endearingly to one side as he took you in. “I understood… Most of that, and it’s nice to see some enthusiasm; I don’t get a lot of it in my line of work.” Your eyebrow raised in disbelief, and he laughed. “Well, I suppose that’s not quite true. They’re enthusiastic in some ways, but it’s not…” His hand cycled thoughtfully as he hummed. “… Passion, you know? It’s something they do because they kind of have to. They have these gifts, and, one way or another, they ended up in the team, and that’s… Just the way it is.” His brow furrowed a little, lips pursed, and you leant onto your elbows, considering him quietly.
“You said ‘they’. Like you don’t consider yourself one of them.”
Blinking in surprise, he paused for a moment before nodding slowly. “I suppose not. I am, I guess, but… The only one who really knows me is Steve. And even he doesn’t know everything,” he added with a rueful smile, shrugging a shoulder.
“He doesn’t?” you mused aloud, eyes still locked on his. Your focus was entirely on him – there was no glancing around, no checking to see who saw the two of you together. There was no discreet – or not-so-discreet – flicks of your gaze to the muscles of his chest or his exposed forearms. You were paying attention to him, as a person behind the persona, and he was enchanted.
“I’m not... Nobody- I-” He’d begun quickly, but paused as he faltered, blowing air up to clear the hair that was falling into his eyes as they flitted away uncertainly. “I… Guess not. Does anyone ever know anyone else, really?” he added cryptically, offering you a wry smile. “I can’t believe I finished the entire thing…” The redirect was clear as he nodded towards his empty plate, the heaping helping of carbonara having been eagerly eviscerated by his increased metabolism.
You simply watched him in silence for a moment, head cocked curiously, before offering him a reassuring smile of your own. “How about I tell you a little about me?” you prompted softly, hardly waiting for a nod of confirmation before continuing. “I’m non-binary. Folks don’t always understand that – what it means to be outside the societal expectations of male and female. But for me, it just feels… Like me, you know? Like neither of those labels quite fit right. I’m somewhere in between – or something else entirely, I suppose. It’s just who I am.” He nodded again, his brow furrowed slightly with curiosity, and your lips quirked higher. “I’m also bi… And I’m somewhere on the asexual spectrum – though I can never quite settle on where!” You chuckled slightly, resting a chin on your hand, mahogany eyes locked on his diverted pale ones. “Do you know much about asexuality? I’m happy to tell you more, if you like.”
“I’m familiar,” he replied quietly, still unable to meet your gaze, and you reached out to squeeze his hand gently.
“I think I’d like to get to know you,” you murmured, smiling a little wider when he finally looked up, “if you’d let me, of course. I think we might have some things in common, huh?”
He hesitated for a moment, then frowned, eyes shifting to your hand on his. “You just want to know the Soldier… That’s what everyone wants. The fame. This,” he added, his tone free from ego as he gestured at himself with his free hand, and you quirked an eyebrow.
“While I’m sure you’re very irresistible to the allosexuals of the world – ace, remember? This,” - you mimicked his gesture playfully – “doesn’t do all that much for me. You’re a pretty man, sure. But… I’m most interested in why you do what you do. You risk your life on a daily basis for complete strangers; I’m curious about what makes someone quite so altruistic. I’m interested in you, James. You seem like a good guy, and I think you don’t have too many people in your life who want to hear about you without all the muscle and cameras.”
He could only stare in surprise, stunned into silence by your short speech, and leant forward, just a little. “I think I’m demisexual,” he blurted quickly, his cheeks colouring crimson at the words.
You simply smiled, fingers squeezing gently around his. “It’s nice to meet you, James.”
Rules: post the first and last lines of the last 10 fics you posted.
Thank you for tagging me @evenfallreads ! (I'm also late, but whatever)
I'm skipping Podfics for this. Also a fair warning, I did Whumpcember, so all of these will be more or less Whumpy.
First: Can’t I have quiet for five fucking seconds? I tried to calm my mind, doing my best to keep my breathing steady, even as I was getting more and more overstimulated by the second. I had to focus on something else, do something else, but there wasn’t anything that would help. There was just me and Clint and the noise inside my own mind. Just let me deal with life first.
Last: “Will do.” Clint smiled, brushing another kiss on my head. “Go, take that shower, and then curl up in bed, if you like. I’ll deal with dinner and come find you when it’s done.”
II - Arrow End
First: “I thought we said we wanted to stop meeting like this...” I signed, trying to keep my expression casual, even at the sight of my partner in yet another hospital bed after yet another mission gone horribly wrong.
Last: Now, he could finally focus his energy on building a new life for himself.
III - The Difference between Alone and Lonely
First: Clint was sitting at Natasha’s grave. He was sitting on the cold, black dirt and leaning against the headstone.
Last: “I’m sorry.” The Archer sighed again. “But I just can’t get up.”
IV - Brothers (WIP)
First: Matt was sitting at Fogwell’s, leaning over one of the Braille books he had gotten for school and trying to remember what all the different letters felt like when there was a timid knock at the front door. The public classes and training sessions for the day had already ended about 30 minutes earlier and quiet was starting to fall over the gym as only a few fighters were still there to get a few training rounds of their own in.
Last: A Murdock never backed down from a fight.
V - A Kitten in Winter
First: It was winter in the city.
Last: I was so tired.
VI - Sleep is(n't) for the weak
First: “Bubba..." I sighed, wheeling up to the bed where Bucky was curled around my balled-up fluffy blanket, staring blankly at his phone. “Hey, sweetie, it’s the middle of the night.”
Last: “Yeah.” Bucky brushed another kiss on my head. “I’m glad I got you back.”
VII - Fighter
First: Matt was used to pain.
Last: “Matty, I don’t think Daredevil will fight again.”
VIII - Even at your lowest point
First: “Bucky?” Clint was standing at the door to the small apartment somewhere in Brooklyn, where Bucky had been living since he was back. “It’s me. It’s Clint.” He knocked, leaning his head against the wooden door. “Please let me in, I’m worried about you.”
Last: “Yeah...” Clint nodded. “Maybe we can do that.”
IX - As Long as I got You Back (WIP)
First: “Bucky!” Clint called, pushing past the young nurse as soon as he had finished talking.
Last: “You’re my little star,” Clint whispered, brushing a soft kiss into Bucky’s hair. “And I’ll do everything I can to make it okay again.”
X - They
First: “Clint, what the fuck happened to you?” Phil froze, as soon as he pulled the blanket back and revealed Clint’s bare body.
Last: “He did what they did.”
Tagging: @mutuallyprime @flowerparrish @endlesstwanted @schildmehdchen
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