day 1: yearning
"hey man, you remind me of my dead wife"
# an average day in Squid Game
release their bathroom scene
Gi-Hun: I can’t believe we’re stuck in this room together.
In-ho, swallowing the key: Truly unfortunate.
we hear gi-hun talk nonstop about how 'smart and cool' sang-woo is in season one, and I feel like jun-ho used to talk about in-ho like that to literally anybody and everybody. "yeah, my brother is the coolest! he's my role model and the reason why I became a cop. he inspired me every day. oh and did I tell you he gave me his kidney and saved my life?!" (jun-ho already told them that at least five times), and now the mention of in-ho's name alone is enough to trigger him, especially when it's kind of confirmed / canon that jun-ho looked up to in-ho.
man, probably wishful thinking, but I need the hwang bros to just not die in season 3 and get to be brothers again :(
i love the thought of steamy inhun hate sex but a part of me yearns to write a silly borderline crack fic where i really empathise the ‘old man’ in toxic old man yaoi and have them reallyyyyy struggle to fuck.
their first time is just gihun rearranging inho at least fifty times; hands and knees, missionary, cowgirl, side by side—fucking hell even the ‘pillows under the hips’ strategy is used—because gihun keeps slipping out, his knees and back ache, and inho’s ass is tighter than the security on the island if that was even possible.
THIS AU PLEASE
Therapy is expensive, toxic old men yaoi is free
ship where one of them is divorced, the other’s partner is dead. two broken and traumatized men finding each other by fate, blood and violence, in a cruel, corrupted world that dooms them to hatred and betrayal and destines them both to be each other’s archenemies. but despite the pain, despite deaths and betrayal looming over their heads, maybe this little moment of soft eyes and gentle smiles is real. maybe, just for this moment, we can pretend the world outside isn’t real and nothing else matters. just for this moment, we can pretend this was another universe where we’re not cursed by blood and suffering, another universe where our love for each other is not doomed or forbidden. just for this moment, we can just be us.
Seong Gi-hun and Hwang In-ho, I love you both with all my heart.
time this was posted: 4:57 AM