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Finally… your inner red head is at peace.

Relax.  Act naturally.  This is who you are now.  Feminine…

My goal is for the comment in the image to be true of me, i.e. that I don’t own a stitch of male underwear. I’m planning to donate my male underwear and boy jeans to the Salvation Army! The image was taken from page 10 of “Sex life of a transvestite”:

https://ia600201.us.archive.org/28/items/sexlifeoftransve00murd/sexlifeoftransve00murd.pdf

“How do I know if I am transgender?”. I asked myself this question many times for years. I found answers to this question on the Internet by several male-to-female transgender people. Some of them had already gone through transition and surgery living full time as women while others were like me, not even out to somebody of their friends or family. Through the answers I read and the videos I watched I was trying to understand my own case. Before the Internet I didn’t know about the terms and definitions used for gender identity variances and its expressions. Trying to understand them was confusing but also needed to realize how broad the gender identity spectrum was. In my case, I started thinking of myself as a crossdresser. The fact of liking so much to dress in female clothes while still identifying myself as a male made me think it that way when I was young. I learned there were males that dressed as females because they like the clothes, they may experience sexual arousal while doing it or just want to express their feminine side but have no intention of moving forward with it in a way that could involve transforming their physical appearance using hormones or surgery and live as a woman one day. They felt as men with a strong desire of expressing a female side some times, ones more often than others, but it seemed there were no issues related to how they perceived their gender. Also, there were others that perceived themselves as female and were confused and stressed at the fact of having a male body. My understanding at that moment was they were transgender. Maybe I sound too simplistic but that was the way I was thinking at that time with the information I could get. I liked female clothes and I liked to express my feminine side but for me it was clear that I wanted to be a girl since I was very young and was puzzled at why I had to have the body of a boy. With time I learned my trouble and pain with my male physical features were the origin of what I understood as what is now called gender dysphoria. At the moment I learned that, it was officially named as a disorder under what is called the DSM (Diagnosis and Statistical Manual of Mental Disorder manual), a manual issued by the American Psychiatrics Association that is updated as medical and scientific research and studies make progress on what are considered mental disorders and how to diagnose and treat them. I found that manual and read what it has to say about crossdressing, transvestism, transgender, etc. from a medical and professional point of view. My understanding back then was that I was having a sort of mental disorder that should be treated. Something was “wrong” with me. Years later I read in the latest version of that manual (DSM-5) there were many changes on what was related to gender identity and “Gender Dysphoria” was not considered a disorder anymore. I’m no expert in gender definitions and all that and don’t rule my life by books that change with time but I considered important trying to understand what is the professional approach to what I was feeling, even if in disagreement. I arrived to the thought that I had issues with my gender identity and started to consider that maybe I was not a crossdresser. Maybe it was that crossdressing was becoming so intense that my awareness was starting to move from “I love to wear female clothes” to “I dress to make my inner self match my physical image”. That was my case. That was the moment I felt I wanted to find professional guidance. Among the girls that I followed on the Internet on those days during the mid 90’s, I found a young crossdresser that caught my attention. I followed her for years amazed at her beauty and class, her feminine and fresh look. I wanted to dress and take pictures to build my own web page like her. I was so happy whenever she was sharing a new set of pictures with something about her. I remember reading from her early website updates that she was considering herself a crossdresser with no intention of one day moving beyond that. Hormones and transition into a woman were not her plans at all, as she said. She was dressing more and more often and was looking prettier and more confident with time. She was an inspiration to me but all of a sudden she disappeared. Her site was brought down and I found later some websites in which there were some of her photos but she was gone. There were comments that after so many years of crossdressing she finally had changed her mind and decided she was going stealth to transition and live as a woman. She started as a crossdresser and never considered herself transgender at the beginning but later she did. What made her change her mind? I thought it was maybe because her desire grew more and more as she was dressing more often trying to look more feminine every time until she was not satisfied anymore. I am guessing. That was my understanding and at a given point of my life I did the same later. I wanted to know and understand myself more and tried to dress every time I could and found a way to manage dressing every other day for a year or two or for a complete week when travelling. Finally I realized my desires had grown more and an intense feeling of disliking my male features became stronger as they were becoming difficult to hide when I was dressing. That was how I realize I had strong gender dysphoria and concluded I am a male to female transgender. When finally I was able to get support and guidance from a gender therapist and I was told there was nothing “wrong” with me and I was transgender, it was a reaffirmation. However, the therapist said it was not because she was telling me that I was transgender that I should accept it. It was because I had discovered it is true after sincerely and deeply asking my heart through my experiences and research. “It’s important that you get to this new awareness about your gender identity not because you are told but because you feel it. Once you get to this point it becomes a matter of planning how to move forward from there.”, she said. That “moving from there” could mean many different things depending on each person. You may continue staying the way you are if you feel good like that or do something about it if you don’t. It’s where your journey can begin or not but is always something that should come from you. “Be always curious and search.”, said my grandma many times when I was a kid and I am still trying to keep that attitude in my life. Have a wonderful week!💋❤

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