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rotations (zuko x f!reader) masterlist
written during the prime of the atla rennaissance (summer 2020), (y/n) is a child of the fire nation aristocracy and a close friend to prince zuko. as circumstances drive the two apart, she finds them thrown back together. this time on opposite sides of a war.
start. 2. 3. 4. 5. 6. 7. 8. 9. 10. 11. 12. 13. 14. 15. 16. 17. 18. 19. 20. 21. 22. 23. 24. 25. end.
bonus chapters
first time / azula returns / (y/n) is pregnant / sokka babysits / sokka AU / sokka what if / zuko finds out (sequel to azula returns) / zuko finds out he wasn't her first kiss / team avatar 2.0 meets (y/n) / little izumi / little moments
everything happens for a reason - zuko x fem!reader // masterlist
⇦ back to masterlist ⇦
status: wip, tag list is open!
summary: As a servant in the Fire Nation, you’ve learned that life is often unfair. But as you venture through a tumultuous relationship with a certain prince, you come to realize a very tricky lesson: everything happens for a reason.
warning(s): angst, hurt/comfort, hurt without comfort, threats of death, parental death, betrayal, there is a lot of sadness but that comes along with a zuko fic lmao. there is a happy ending though! i promise
timeline | playlist | ao3
current wc: 114,915
CHAPTER 1 . I am not your concern
CHAPTER 2 . And out of the blue, I fell for you
CHAPTER 3 . I feel so much, I get carried away
CHAPTER 4 . The night was full of terrors and your eyes were full of tears
CHAPTER 5 . I can go anywhere I want, I can go anywhere just not home
CHAPTER 6 . The thing about forever is that it’s a fucking lie
CHAPTER 7 . I think my ways are wearing me down
CHAPTER 8 . Used to do these things so effortlessly, somehow
CHAPTER 9 . I fell in love with a war, nobody told me it ended
CHAPTER 10 . I hate you for what you did, and I miss you like a little kid
CHAPTER 11 . Memories, where’d you go?
CHAPTER 12 . Living in the state of dreaming
CHAPTER 13 . But there was one thing missing, and that was the moment I knew
CHAPTER 14 . How could you be so reckless with my heart?
CHAPTER 15 . I thought I had you figured out
CHAPTER 16 . I miss you more than anything
CHAPTER 17 . And maybe I don’t quite know what to say
CHAPTER 18 . Don’t speak, I know just what you’re thinking
CHAPTER 19 . Can we go back to the world we had? With a love so sweet it makes me sad
CHAPTER 20 . Guess it’s true, I’m never getting over you
CHAPTER 21 . Meet me in the afterglow
CHAPTER 22 . I’ve been waiting on you
CHAPTER 23 . Finally, you and me are the lucky ones this time
CHAPTER 24 . You’re coming back, and it’s the end of the world
CHAPTER 25 . Finally, I have found a way to be happy
Zuko fic recs
Other Fic Recs 🌱
Masterlist 🧚🏻♀️
Works by @fandomlit
Past lovers
Zuko being nervous on your wedding day
The play
Works by @beifongsss
Life changing field trip
Fake it til you make it
Works by @echnated
Impulse (THE WAY I SOBBED)
Damsel in distress (this fic <3)
Works by @patchofsunlight
Purple Strawberries
Back to you
You and zuko falling for each other
Warmth
Works by me
Don’t let the sun come down on me (mini series)
Works by other amazing writers
My moon by @xreaderxo (STOP I ACTUALLY CRIED READING THIS)
Not enough by @imaginedxlan
During my break? By @maddywritez
Inamorata by @azucanela
The gaang not knowing your relationship by @melzula
Your eyes tell by @asciendo
The dark side of the moon by @muertawrites
Pai sho by @just-another-author-i-guess
Zuko meeting the reader at the tea shop by @reinerispretty
please keep loving me by @biqherosix
Best kind of medicine by @panda-noosh
ATLA / TLOK RECS .ᐟ
𖥔 ˑ ִ ֗ ִ ZUKO OF THE FIRE NATION
ᥫ᭡ everything happens for a reason
as a servant in the fire nation, you’ve learned that life is often unfair. but as you venture through a tumultuous relationship with a certain prince, you come to realize a very tricky lesson: everything happens for a reason.
ᥫ᭡ emerald flames
you’d been told you were lucky enough to be born in the fire nation and, more than that, lucky to be a bender. not by your parents, no, they’d instilled their sense of outrage and indignation right into you as soon as you were old enough to understand. only by teachers, school friends, and the odd family link were you condescendingly told to be grateful for your ability, and you'd put an end to that quickly enough.
in your mind, it was simple: you'd just stop bending. that way, no one in this wretched, impudent country would know, which meant no one could report about your wretched, impudent fortune, which, by extension, also meant that no one could have you fight in some wretched, impudent war.
and it worked... for a little while.
incidentally, fire prince zuko has some awfully quiet footsteps.
ᥫ᭡ your favorite worst nightmare
a skilled and intelligent bounty hunter with a mysterious past gets hired to finally hunt down and kill the avatar. but, instead of finding who she is looking for, she finds a stranger injured in the woods. this nomad, however, is not exactly the earth kingdom refugee he makes out to be.
ᥫ᭡ avatar: the last airbender
in hunting down the thieves that took the waterbending scroll from Y/N’s home, the north pole, she finds the avatar and his friends. travelling with them to return to the north pole, she goes on many adventures and decides she wants to stay with them and help them defeat the fire lord.
ᥫ᭡ where the sparks were cold
you are born and raised in the capital city of the northern water tribe, to an upper class family that allows a little bending of the rules. always a rebellious and fierce spirit, you've had a hard time growing up with the strict ideals your tribe has for girls.
luckily, things change for the better with the arrival of a legendary child monk and two of his friends. you discover you may have a way out of the life that strangles you and a chance to help change the world.
and along the way, you meet a certain exiled prince who makes your heart race, and helps you understand what it means to play with fire.
ᥫ᭡ she chose well
in times of war, fear runs wild and panic is quick to grip the hearts of individuals that let it. these are times when mothers turn against daughters, neighbors against neighbors, and entire nations are not privy to collapsing at the hands of terror.
and what better distraction to have than a dancer and her pet monkey?
ᥫ᭡ guidance
zuko finds a woman in the forest, she’s ready to help him and guide him through life. because she shares empathy with him about being not wanted.
ᥫ᭡ burning love
you’re a female thief, enemy of the fire nation, and partially on friendly terms with the earth kingdom. well, that is, until you teamed up with the former prince zuko, son of fire lord ozai. after seeing that he had split up from his uncle, you decided to join him on his journey to ba sing se, and a little romance forms during the trip.
ᥫ᭡ the unpredictable fire queen
fire lord zuko needed a wife, fast. you were the least tolerable of the bunch, so why not? he just didn't know what he was setting himself up for...
ᥫ᭡ rotations
Y/N grew up as a wealthy aristocrat. in this fic, Y/N realizes the negative affects her home has had on people all over the world. but she has a big decision to make: will she remain loyal to the one person she’s ever loved, or will she give up everything to do what’s right?
ᥫ᭡ best kind of medicine
all you wanted was for zuko to take better care of himself.
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𖥔 ˑ ִ ֗ ִ SOKKA OF THE S. WATER TRIBE
ᥫ᭡ beneath the moon
Y/N never felt like she belonged in her home nation. after losing the most important person to her, she has to cope with the incident while also trying to figure out what her purpose in life is.
ᥫ᭡ secrets told in darkness
you and sokka get split up from the rest of the group after a sudden attack from the fire nation. staying overnight in a cave with him gives you plenty of time to discuss some disclosed feelings.
ᥫ᭡ councilman sokka
councilman sokka and Y/N L/N have been friends for a long time, even as they got their dream jobs in the republic. but then sokka realized that maybe friends wasn't enough for him. with his new feelings coming into play and an underground swimming pool, sokka knew he wasn't reading this wrong.
he was sure she liked him, too.
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𖥔 ˑ ִ ֗ ִ BOLIN & MAKO OF THE UNITED REPUBLIC
ᥫ᭡ reminiscence
Y/N shows up on mako’s doorstep with no memories of her past. the new team avatar knows exactly who she is, and not everyone is happy about having her back in republic city. plagued by questions, Y/N is desperate to find out what her past is, how she’s connected to team avatar, and why someone would take her memories away in the first place.
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𖥔 ˑ ִ ֗ ִ IROH II OF THE FIRE NATION
ᥫ᭡ the unpredictable fire adventures
he was supposed to be the fire nation’s prince. you were supposed to be the fire nation’s top student. having never spoken before, you two end up on an adventure that neither of you planned. but he’s stuck with you, and you’re stuck with him on an adventure that's completely unpredictable.
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A C C E S S G R A N T E D. . .
ultr4vjolence © 2022 .ᐟ
MARCH 2022 UPDATES 💕✨
The end of 2021 got away from me and apparently so did January & February so here’s my big update of all the lists I’ve updated in the last 4 months! As always recs are welcome and I hope you have a wonderful day/night and find something new to read and new authors to spam with love! ❤️
★ Find my main masterlist here 💕
★ Everything I recommended in September + October + November 2021!
Characters included under the cut:
Bucky Barnes, Steve Rogers, Peter Parker, Stephen Strange, Ikaris, Druig, Makkari, M’Baku, Johnny Storm, Ransom Drysdale, Ari Levinson, Nick Fowler, Chris The Destroyer, Andy Barber, Spancer Reid, Penelope Garcia x Derek Morgan, Chris Evans, Richard Madden, Benedict Bridgerton, Colin Bridgerton, Anthony Bridgerton
★ These are the lists I’ve added to/updated from Dec 2021 - Mar 2022 ⬇️
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Garden of Secrets - Masterlist
Summary: Life is the flower for which love is the honey.
Tropes: Opposites attract, hidden heart of gold, sarcastic pessimist meets sunshine optimist, courtship, Regency era.
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𝐵𝓇𝒾𝒹𝑔𝑒𝓇𝓉𝑜𝓃
MASTERLIST
A N T H O N Y B R I D G E R T O N ♡
The Mouthy One | II | III | IV
Summary: Oh, the most scandalous season of the year has come to pass. After quite the successful year for the Bridgerton’s the eldest son plans to throw his hat in the ring. Concurrently the Sharma sisters do just the same. One a spinster, the other hopeful romantic, and the middle daughter? What can be said about such a force that is not said when she enters the room. Good luck to all who pursue her.
The Viscount Who Deceived Me - Part 3
Part 1 | Part 2 | Part 3 | ...
Pairing: Anthony Bridgerton x Fem! Reader, Benedict Bridgerton x Fem! Reader
Warnings: none, I think
Word Count: 1.7K
a/n: I'm having a lot of fun writing this series!
You took a deep breath and stepped out of your carriage in front of the Cowper residence.
Closing your eyes and gathering strength, you straightened your shoulders and released all the pent up air in your chest.
"Are you alright, my dear?" your mama asked, taking your arm in hers.
You gave her your best smile, that still turned out small, and answered "I'm perfectly fine."
She didn't believe you, but nonetheless nodded. You both walked around the house and greeted people you knew on the way to the gardens.
Candles were lit, floral patterns were freshly painted on the grass, and everyone was dressed in varied tones of red, orange and black. The invitation had said it would be a blazing event and that the guests should dress in the hues of fire.
There was said to be a never before seen surprise to do with the theme at the end of the night, but many disapproved, thinking it was too provocative for a ball.
You had thought it might be fun and were very excited to see what this innovative surprise might be.
You abandoned your family greens for a burgundy dress that evening. Madame Delacroix had truly outdone herself with your dress this time. The light fabric along with your hanging sleeves made it look like your clothes were dancing with your every move.
"There are the Bridgertons." pointed your mama with a nod of her head.
Sure enough, you saw the whole family except for the little ones.
They spotted both of you as you made your way over. You smiled and curtsied politely, trying to avoid Anthony's gaze. He made it impossible when he took your hand in his and bowed to kiss it.
'Has he ever kissed her hand?' you wondered.
'Of course he has, he was already kissing her neck. He might have even kissed her lips.'
"How are you this evening?" he asked.
"Perfectly fine." you said, but your voice was too weak, pitch too high.
"Alright then, if that is all." Eloise took your arm in hers and started dragging you away "We will be on our way."
"Do not linger too far!" called out Violet, but the two of you were already gone.
You leaned closer to your friend and whispered "Thank you."
"You looked like you saw a ghost, I had you get you out." she answered, looking around.
You spotted Penelope in a corner grabbing a champagne flute from a passing servant and gestured to Eloise that you had found her.
"Ah."
The two of you walked towards her and she smiles when she spotted you.
"There you are! I was beginning to think I'd have to spend the rest of the night in the company of plants." she quipped.
"I wish I could have stayed home," huffed Eloise, crossing her arms and glaring at a gentleman who passed by looking at her "You know how much I despise these sordid events."
You chuckled and nudged her with your elbow "Are you not the least bit excited for this surprise they have planned?"
"I am excited to finish my book. I am excited to lay down in bed and sleep."
"What are you reading?" you asked, looking forward to the topic.
The three of you were the only women your age you knew that enjoyed reading. Most ladies of the ton found that improving your mind with extensive reading was not an accomplishment, but a waste of time.
'Men do not want a woman who has read Shakespeare, they want a wife who can entertain them with the pianoforte or their voice. Men want women who can embroider and paint, not someone to discuss politics with.' was what you had heard a gentleman saying while you were at the bookshop one time.
"Wuthering Heights." she answered excitedly.
"What is it about?" questioned Penelope before taking another sip of her champagne.
"Vengeance." she smiled.
"I am very much afraid of you sometimes." you said and Pen nodded.
"Thank you," she touched her heart "but, in all earnest, it is a very good book. The both of you should read it."
"Can I borrow your copy after I finish my current read?" smiled Pen.
"Of course, I shall drop it off as soon as I finish it. What are you reading now?"
"Pride and Prejudice." she said and you gasped.
"So am I!" you exclaimed excitedly, gaining a few disapproving looks from other guests.
"What do you think of Bingley? she asked with a smile and a slight flush to her cheeks.
"I think he reminds me a bit of Colin," you leaned closer to her ear "and you remind me a bit of Jane."
"Oh, hush." she chided, but her cheeks had turned crimson and she grinned "Do you really think so?"
"I do." you nodded and turned to Eloise "And you, my dear friend, are Elizabeth Bennet."
She rolled her eyes, but a smile tugged the corner of her lips. "And who might you be?"
"Me?" you stopped for a second to consider your options "Well, I suppose I must be poor Mr Collins."
They both laughed and everything seemed so normal. When you were like this with your friends, it was like all your troubles faded away.
You did not have to marry the man who betrayed you, you did not have to worry about taking one step out of line with the fear of having to be wed to the oldest man you knew, you did not feel nauseous and anxious like you had the rest of the day. With Eloise and Penelope, you could just be.
That feeling of peace faded all too quickly when Anthony appeared in front of you and bowed "May I have your first dance?"
All colour drained from your face and you had to clear your throat before answering "You may."
He wrote his name on your dance card next to the first song. A quadrille.
At least you would not spend the whole dance with him.
He offered you his arm and you took it, giving your friends one last glance. They tried to smile encouragingly, but it looked more like they were grimacing.
You took a deep breath as you stepped into position. Four couples, including yourselves, stood in rectangular formation. You and Anthony on one side, a married couple to your right, Philippa Featherington and Finch to your left, and Benedict with Cressida Cowper in front of you.
Your shoulders were hunched, your muscles tense. Anthony's hand felt cold in yours and you remembered how it had touched the opera singer.
Benedict locked eyes with you and his gaze was warm. His eyebrows furrowed and he mouthed "are you alright?"
You forced a smile and nodded just as the song started. He didn't look like he believed you, but didn't say anything else.
The string quartet continued as you turned to Anthony and bowed to each other, you repeated the same with Finch. While the couples at your side met in the centre and danced around one another, switching partners then back, you stayed in place.
Benedict continued looking worriedly at you and you gave him a small smile.
Anthony interrupted your silent communication when he leaned close to your ear and whispered "I have to talk to you. About us."
"Are you sure this is the right time?" you asked and inwardly cursed him for bringing this up.
"This is the perfect time." he said before taking you to the centre of the group.
You briefly grasped both of Benedict's hands before passing by him and meeting with Anthony again. He held your left hand on his and his right held your waist. You stayed that way as you walked around the couples.
"Have you received the flowers?" he asked, a hopeful look on his face.
Anthony had sent you roses after you left the house that morning. Your mother had said it was romantic, you thought it was generic.
"I have." you answered, nodding curtly at Philippa.
'Does he even know that my favourite flowers are tulips?' you contemplated sadly. 'I was so blind to think he loved me.'
"Good, good. And are they to your liking?" he probed and you contained an annoyed sigh.
"They are perfectly fine." you stated, looking anywhere else but him as you stepped into your starting place again.
"I know that you have not forgiven me for what I have done." he whispered solemnly.
Your eyes burned and you stared at Cressida's hem, the couples on each side of you switched partners.
'I will not talk about this, I will not cry in public, I will not make cause a scandal.' you repeated the words over and over in your head.
When you said nothing, he continued "I do not expect you to forgive me, but I would be grateful if you would give me a chance to explain."
"There is nothing to explain." you spat then took a deep breath to calm yourself "I already know everything."
"But you do not." he insisted "You do not know the half of it."
You scoffed "If that was merely half, I do not wish to know the rest at all."
Stepping forward once again, Anthony and Benedict switched partners. One hand on your waist and the other holding yours, he leaned forward and his lips brushed against your ear, breath tickling your neck.
"Save your next dance for me?" he whispered and chills ran down your spine.
"Yes." you nodded as you switched brothers again.
"If you will not let me explain," he said, alternating his feet in front of him to the rhythm of the quartet's melody "at least let me say that I will no longer be seeing Siena."
"I truly do not care." you said between your teeth, attempting to hide your anger behind a smile "Do what you will, it does not matter to me. Not anymore."
Anthony pulled your body flush to his by the waist, searching eyes boring deeply into your soul.
"You hate me." he stated gravely.
"I do not hate you." you sighed.
"You do, I have wronged you and you have every right to hate me. What I do not understand is why you are choosing to marry a man you now despise."
Your voice was small and desperate when you answered "It is not a choice, Anthony."
The song ended and you untangled yourself from him. You curtsied and turned to walk as far away from a furrow-browed Anthony as possible.
a/n: guys!!!! I got so many requests for a part 3!! I hope you are all enjoying reading this series as much as I do writing it! (ps: this was my first time writing dialogue during a dance, so please tell me if it was bad or too confusing)
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Enamored Masterlist
Summary: Everything you heard about matters of heart and desire told you the same thing; love could lead to heartbreak at best and disastrous results at worst.
Yet, you were convinced that everyone was wrong. They had to be, because love was supposed to make everyone happier, no confusion or pain in sight.
Regardless of how naive it sounded, you were sure that you were ready to fall in love and lose yourself in the infamous bliss.
That assumption right there was a terrible mistake, though.
You were nowhere near ready.
Warnings: Slow burn, mutual pining, Regency era society and social rules, angst. (Separate warnings included in chapters)
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Masterlist
**Hey everyone! I'm still in the midst of getting this blog established. This is the Masterlist I have created so far. If you have any questions/requests, etc., please let me know! Every series will be here and in order. Thank you soo much for taking the time to read!**
Bucky Barnes
Big Bad (White) Wolf Series
----------> Meeting
----------> Huff & Puff
----------> What Big Eyes You Have- Part One
----------> What Big Eyes You Have-Part Two
----------> Coffee
----------> Feeling Bad
----------> Confessions
----------> Good Morning
----------> Sharing A Bed
----------> Taking Control
Linz’s Favorite Fics
Let me start off by saying! Hi! I'm fairly new to Tumblr. So I don't truly know what I'm doing as far as format yet. So bare with me! Below I am sharing MY PERSONAL FAVORITE Bucky Barnes Fan-fictions for your reading pleasure. I read exclusively on A03, so if you know these authors are on tumblr, please tag them for me! I want them to get ALL the love. Some of them will be completed works, others will be in progress. MOST (if not all) will include some form of *SPICE* and you should ALWAYS read the tags the authors include for before reading.
~Lindz
Vacant Mirrors by pilotisms- A03 (Complete) @whirlybirbs here on tumblr.
Dr. Hart shares an office with Dr. Raynor. You share a waiting room with Bucky Barnes.
THIS IS MY FAVORITE FIC OF ALL TIME. 50k words of absolute brilliance. It’s so beautifully written, Birbs is a poet truly. Set POST ENDGAME but before TFATWS. Character driven. Seeing this look into a post Endgame Bucky is JUST what the doctor ordered. Rabbit (you) is super fun, quirky and the perfect "sidekick" for Buck. READ IT READ IT READ IT!
The Wyvern by emmagnetised - Ao3. (Completed)
Slow Burn, Bucky/Stark Sister OFC. Mostly Canon Compliant. TW: Body horror, Child Experimentation, Violence, FEELS.
I seriously SOBBED uncontrollably at the end of this one. My husband was very concerned. You've been warned.
P.s. this writer also has a GREAT Steve/ofc fic called The Siren. Highly recommend that one as well.
Songbirds and Bombshells by bouncingkappa- cross posted on Ao3 and Fanfiction.net (complete)
1940’s Bucky Barnes/OFC. Warnings for typical violence associated with marvel and WWII.
Ya’ll this fic is a MASTERPIECE. The story and world are built out larger than life. We get so much historical context, Howlies banter, MULTIPLE POV’s and an INCREDIBLE OFC Sadie Ried. I tell you what, the romance that is crafted through this story is so incredible, and it is a SLOWWWWW BURNN. I cried, I laughed, I had a mental breakdown when it ended. Just the research ALONE this author put in to make this 1940’s fic feel true to history but also the MCU was so impressive and unique. Highly recommend.
Epiphany by gingerthestormwitch -Ao3 (Completed) <Sequel in progress>
Slow Burn, Bucky X Reader. Setting: After CA:TWS until/during/after CA:CW. I know how people feel about Y/N fiction, BUT TRUST ME THIS IS WORTH IT. A+++ SMUT (But also incredibly well written characters and storyline that branches off from Canon in a VERY good way.)
Blindsided by ww713- Ao3 (In progress)
In which Tony forgives Steve shortly after Civil War and brings Bucky to the compound. Not compliant post Civil War. Bucky/Stark Sister OFC (HEAVY ANGST)
Penny is probably one of my favorite OFC's. She's beautifully flawed, and her relationship with Bucky is FAR from perfect. You will feel many things.
Come Wind, Come Weather by X23Maximoff- Ao3 (In progress)
But Hydra took away everything except for the bond between them. Peace follows war, just as Summer follows Winter.
LOTS OF 1940's BUCKY IN THIS FIC!! This fic beautifully juxtaposes two timelines. Bucky had a girl during the War; and she ends up being captured and turned into the Summer Soldier and is the Winter Soldier's Partner. The chapters during the War are some of my favorite, I'm obsessed with the interactions between the Howlies. It's a love story at it's core, but it is also SO SO SO much more.
The Supernova Series by Madscientist1313- Ao3 (Multipart Series- In Progress)
Relationships can be tough, especially when one person is a recovering-from-being-brainwashed-and-tortured former assassin and the other is an overworked mutant scientist.
You are in it for the LONG HAUL with this one kids. Fasten your seatbelts. The OFC Dr. Tessa Sullivan is a mutant - with the power to control and manipulate energy - who was raised in Xavier's School for Gifted Youngsters. This series is near and dear to me. It's an amazing fic that goes a bit off cannon but ADDS so much to the story while sticking to the basics. PLUS it adds the X-Men into the MCU world. And it's basically perfect. Trust me. MUCH ANGST. MUCH FLUFF. Be prepared to have your heart ripped out once you get to the events of Endgame. Cause yeah.
These Ties That Bind by SweetAsCanBe- Ao3 (Ongoing)
This is a Soul Mate AU. Y/N Fic.
This is the Author's first fic, And I AM VERY IMPRESSED. I literally read what they have published in one sitting today (april 19th 2021) and cannot wait for the conclusion. ANGST IS WHAT I LIVE FOR.
Not That Lucky by TheSarcasticKnight- Ao3 (Complete)
Bucky/OFC, Steve/OFC- AJ Bradley
Ya’ll A.J.the ofc of this story is amazing. I love her. She's so badass. The writing style is so fun, super sarcastic and witty all good things. Admittedly this one is very different from my usual since there isn’t a lot of “Romance” per se. The story is more character driven and hints at the possibility of A.J. Ending up in a triangle with Stucky. Which. Hello. Yes please. The sequel is ongoing and I’m reading that currently!
Delicate Stages by WhereAnaWrites- Ao3 (Complete)
James Buchanan 'Bucky' Barnes agrees to Deprogramming Sessions. What he gets is not anything like he expected.
I Want To Hold Your Hand by ThisMustBeFakeMe on Ao3. (In progress)
Ana and Bucky are I believe my OG first fanfic of the quarantine deep dive. Love how their relationship developers and I love Ana's powers! Great read, and this particular characterization of Bucky and the parts from his point of view are TO DIE FOR.
SHAMELESS SELF PROMO:
I Want To Hold Your Hand by ThisMustBeFakeMe on Ao3. (In progress)
Bucky/Reader, set after TFATWS. Basically a bunch a drabbles with some over-arching plot kinda sorta whatever.
What Lindsey is writing Bucky Barnes Fanfiction? Yes yes she is. She not super sure it’s any good at all, and she’d love some constructive feedback or even requests for drabbles!
Bucky Barnes Soulmate au
Masterlist
![The Avengers | The Lucky And The Strong [#1: Words that hurt] | Bucky Barnes x reader](https://64.media.tumblr.com/95793e3a285c4b69395843fc56e4a45a/eaccbf40f837299d-99/s500x750/85e8aae876c5dae31ff779ee8f4ab24f4e3870e9.gif)
IVE BEEN WAITING FOR THIS ONE. Can i have recs of secret family/wife trope??
masterlist | req masterlist
IVE BEEN WAITING FOR THIS REQUEST.
i love this trope cuz it just seems like a thing that bucky would do like he doesn’t want his lover to be in danger because of him🥺
i also added some secret dating girlfriend fics too..because i couldn’t not!
Our Family by @imaginativeavengers
After a long mission, Steve is forced to make an emergency landing and reveal a secret about Bucky not many people know.
Imagine by @sebbystanimagines
Bucky meets a girl and they fall in love and get married, but he keeps her a secret and she lived outside of the city to stay safe, but after a few months of not seeing each other, she shows up at the tower and reveals a small baby bump to Bucky and he finally introduces her to the team, and they all vow to protect her
Who’s She? | The Long Run by @itsapeterthing
when sam gets injured during a mission and isn’t able to go to a hospital, bucky brings him and natasha to his own home to get cared for by his girlfriend, y/n, who he’s been keeping a secret.
Secrets by @itsapeterthing (hiatus)
when your husband, bucky barnes, leaves to go to work intruders invade your home. although you escort your children to safety, when the intruders find you they have a lot of questions about the “winter soldier”- a name you’ve never heard before.
secrets and slip ups by @lovelybarnes
secret dating
They Don’t Know About Us by @delicatelyherdreams
The relationship was a secret but the chemistry was not.
Uncovered by @jadedvibes
Your secret relationship with Bucky is finally revealed.
Secrets by @buckyalpine
Nothing will stop you from dating your super soldier.
Secret Relationship by @invisibleanonymousmonsters
bucky is always disappearing from the compound and everyone figures that it’s bucky being bucky.. but he’s visiting his civilian girlfriend and knows that she’ll be in danger the moment they go public so he doesn’t even tell the team about her.. and their circumstances of meeting could be in the aftermath of some Avengers thing?
Imagine by @yeahbutimagine
Imagine being in a secret relationship with Bucky.
Bucky’s Got Game by @real-jane
Bucky’s got a crush, and Sam’s a little worried about whether or not he’s gonna see it to fruition.
A Thief in the Night by @redgillan (smut)
A Buck imagine where you both have a secret affair at the tower and one time you're over at his apartment and you spend another night together. After you cuddle afterwards, you get up to leave but Bucky grabs you and pulls you back into him, begging you to stay cause he dont want it to be a secret anymore.
Secret Girlfriend by @jenwritesstories
Steve thinks Bucky has been acting weird lately, and after asking him what's going on, he takes matters into his own hands and follows him.
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2022 Bucky Barnes Fic Rec 9
All of them are COMPLETE SERIES
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Status - Updating
1. So far away by @queenofslytherin71
Bucky x Reader
Reader is pregnant with Bucky’s child and she hasn’t told him yet. Reader must go on an undercover mission and it goes horribly wrong.
2. Hello and Goodbye, by @sweetascanbee ✨
Bucky x Adopted Wilson!Reader
You are Sam's adopted little sister, and he brings home a mysterious friend.
3. Three Shades of a Man by @bitsandbobsandstuff
Bucky x Reader
It was different every time, what Bucky needed from you to survive himself. It was in these moments you saw the shades behind the mask he wore in front of the world.
4. Save Me From Myself by @captain-rogers-beard
Bucky x Reader
You are being hunted by HYDRA and Bucky has been tasked with keeping you safe. Problem is, the two of you have a history.
5. Quiet by @nastybuckybarnes
Bucky x Reader
Steve Rogers makes an accidental discovery while on a simple hydra base raid. You. He brings you back to the Avengers Tower where they all try to figure you out. Your… interesting way of communicating makes that especially hard. Until one super-soldier proves otherwise.
6. Deepest Desires by @captain-rogers-beard
Bucky x Reader
A series of sexual escapades where Bucky shows you what it’s like to give in to your deepest desires.
7. The Proposal by @captain-rogers-beard
Bucky x Reader Modern AU
Bucky Barnes world is turned upside down after he agrees to marry his boss, a woman he despises.
8. The Playlist by @bolontiku
Bucky x Mutant!Reader
being new to the Avengers you can’t help but screw with Bucky’s playlist.
9. Dreaming of Better Days by @wizardofrozz ✨
40s!Bucky x Reader
Steve always manages to find a fight no matter where he goes and Bucky is always ready to defend his best friend, until one day someone beats him to it. Bucky isn’t prepared to find you standing up for his best friend and he definitely wasn’t prepared to be so swept up by you. But most of all, he didn’t expect you to have such an important place in his future.
9-2. Echos of the Past by @wizardofrozz
Bucky x Super Soldier!Reader
Bucky’s gone again, leaving you and Steve to regroup. Finding Bucky seems impossible, and the relentless memories don’t make things easier. One thing that scares you the most is who you might find when you’re reunited after 70 years. Has Hydra destroyed you and Bucky beyond repair?
10. Grease Lightning by @language-rxgers ✨
Bucky x Reader High School AU
You’re on the hair & makeup team for your school’s production of Grease, and Nat has signed you up to do the makeup for the lead role of Danny Zuko- played by none other than Bucky Barnes.
11. Best Boyfriend You’ve Never Had by @language-rxgers
Bucky x Reader
When you find out your sister is getting married and expects you to bring a date to her wedding in two months, you panic, having not gone on so much as a coffee date with a guy in far too long. After all, being an Avenger doesn’t leave too much time for a life outside of work. So, when your best friend, none other than the James Buchanan Barnes himself, offers to pretend to be your boyfriend and plus one, how can you refuse? It seems like something that would come out of a movie. However, real life is never like the movies, and stories like this never go as planned.
Only Child
Nobody talks about the only child.
The child that is assumed to be spoiled
The child is assumed to be loved by their parents.
Yes, there is no lie that sometimes you are spoiled and you are loved.
Yet you are carrying the weight of an eldest and youngest child.
That you must not speak against them so the house you live in could be liveable and bearable
That you are the punching bag for their anger and stress that they cannot communicate with others or each other.
That you carry the trauma that they have passed on to you from their childhood.
You try to be strong but sometimes you just want to curl up and let someone carry the weight
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[Bucky Barnes x Reader]
Series Summary: When a mission goes south, Bucky discovers an occupied cryotube in an abandoned bunker. He knows nothing about the person inside but is completely unwilling to leave them behind.
Series warnings: canon-typical violence
Chapter 1
Chapter 2
Chapter 3
Chapter 4 - coming soon
If you compare the past me from the present one I can say they are two different people. As through the journey of life I learned how to become mature even at a young age. Somehow through this I hope that I can be a better version of myself as I’m still not satisfied. I know through all the events I can learn something from it and influence the people around me. This has been the end of my journey as I present myself to you. I hope you understood me through all my ups and downs as I had a dramatic life up until now. Thank you for subscribing to my life drama.
My online personality is through social media accounts. I tend to be the person you see in my digital self and actual self. This is where I act more confident about myself and everything I believe in. Through the journey of discovering myself I know my social responsibilities on these media platforms. Due to me being a small dot but still having an impact on who sees it. I hope other realizes this also when creating a social media platform.
I can express my active citizenship through my participation in Girl Scouts of the Philippines since I was in elementary. Through the orginization they thought me discipline about how will one handle social problems. Here I was able to live the things I learned from them in order to become the better person I am right now.
6th Part of the Digital Portfolio:
Unfolding the Emerging Facets of the Self
I was a joyful yet quiet child back then. Everything changed once I began my teenage years wherein I learned to loose someone and something I believed in. It was a dark moment in my life as an only child I didn’t have anyone to hold upon so I felt I was drowning. Yet here I am surviving all through that lost and pain I felt. Life is full of ups and downs as you can see in my digital portfolio basically. You just have to keep fighting on to live the life you dreamt.