Academia-wannabe - I Don’t Know What I’m Doing

Ah to be a smol floof in a big field 😔

"To live is the rarest thing in the world. Most people exist, that is all."

-Oscar Wilde

Listen 🌧️ !.

Shakespeare and Company, Paris.

enemies to lovers romance between me and myself

When I realised that changing myself for anyone wasn’t necessary and only made me waste my own energy I decided to stop that. After that it shows how they don’t need you anymore. And that’s what I changed in 2021. I want to do what I want. I don’t want the ‘what if someone judges me?’ mindset. I want to read books, get enthusiastic about history, watch movies all alone. Society doesn’t want me to watch movies alone? Good for society, I don’t care anymore. I want to live my life the best way only I can imagine. I want to be there for the people I truly love. That’s the whole thing this year and I’ll keep that up.

mental health reminder: sometimes you have make yourself drink water and sit in direct sunlight like a wilted houseplant 🌱 🌳

If y'all need me, I'll be in my room, in the dark, yearning melodramatically