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[OSCAR] bahrain grand prix 2025 // post race
OSCAR PIASTRI AND CARLOS ALCARAZ THE MEN THAT YOU ARE !!!!
Omg the poly fics hit everyyyy time! Love love them so much 😭 Dandelion was so freaking good. Xx 💕💕
ahhh thank you so much 🥹 i’m so happy you like them🩷
pairing: max verstappen x age gap!reader x daniel ricciardo
summary: you thought the puppy fever that took over the paddock by storm would rub into your two boyfriends, but it seems to be a struggle to convince them to get a dog
fc: sab zada
request: here
a/n: grand prix winner max verstappen you were missed 🙂↕️
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yourusername leo’s play date with his favorite aunt (me)
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username leo!!!
username he’s the cutest little puppy 🥺
username besides alex and charles, there’s no one that loves that dog more than y/n
charles_leclerc ah, i was wondering where my son was
yourusername in my back pocket of course
username alex and y/n the ultimate it girls‼️
francisca.cgomes i beg to differ
yourusername you can’t
username pls she posts leo more than alex herself 😭
danielricciardo 😍 (liked by yourusername)
alexandrasaintmleux and he loves it everytime 🤍
yourusername i love him 😭😭
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yourusername the og simba (he’s so cute i might steal him)
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username excuse me the face card on the first pic
username lethal
francisca.cgomes the best aunt 💗
yourusername my nephew 😭
username daniel and max i’ll fight you both i don’t care
danielricciardo ❤️ (liked by yourusername)
username simbaaaa 🤩
pierregasly please don’t steal my dog
yourusername fine, i’ll steal your girlfriend instead
pierregasly don’t even 🤬
username y/n is collecting all the paddock puppies like infinity stones
username someone please give this woman a dog 😩
yourusername maxvertsappen1 danielricciardo
maxverstappen1 no
maxverstappen1’s instagram stories
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yourusername lucky 24 🍀
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username happy birthday queen!
danielricciardo 24 years blessing the earth with your presence
yourusername 🙂↕️🙂↕️
username the most magical person ever 🤩 hbd <3
username have a great birthday y/n ❤️🩹
maxverstappen1 happy birthday schatje i love you ❤️
yourusername 🥹 <3
alexandrasaintmleux happy birthday y/n!! (leo sends his regards too)
francisca.cgomes happy birthday🫶🏽 from me and simba
username loveeee the dress and the cake
username and the crown!
lilymhe happy birthday pretty🩷
lewishamilton happy birthday y/n! roscoe misses you
yourusername i’ll drop everything rn 😭
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[caption 1: totally not freaking out over how cute she is😭] [caption 2: love at first sight]
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yourusername this is the best day of my life and i’m not kidding at all. my baby 🥹🩷
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username omg so cuteeee 🥹
username she’s a cutie look at her!!
username her eyes 🥺🥺
username omg finally! this girl was screaming at the sky for a puppy
username ahhh so pretty 🥰 i wonder what her name is
maxverstappen1 lion
yourusername dandelion*
username clock him y/n‼️
alexandrasaintmleux can’t wait to meet her!
yourusername omg her and leo 🥺
username i’m afraid i already have grown fond of dandelion and we’ve only had a post and two stories
username the cuteness aggression is real
username i lowkey have a feeling this was daniel and max’s doing
yourusername best boyfriends ever !!!!!
danielricciardo 🥰🫶🏽
maxverstappen1 🙄
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[caption 1: who’s more entertained with dandelion and why is it jimmy and sassy] [caption 2: hello there]
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username he include dandelion guys this is not a drill he include dandelion🚨🚨
yourusername the most perfect one❤️
maxverstappen1 ❤️🩹
username they might be the best throuple ever
username them and their pets
username jimmy, sassy and dandelion are the main characters
username awww max found his love for dandelion 🥰
username typical man saying he doesn’t want any pets and then being obsessed once they get them
danielricciardo love it ❤️🩹
maxverstappen1 ❤️
username he was NOT inmune to little dandelion charm
Hey, could you maybe write a poly Daniel ricciardo x max verstappen x (age gap)reader fic where she begs the for so long for them to get them a puppy (but max is a cat dad and didn’t want to) but they finally relent and get you like a dachshund. And then maybe you three go to the paddock and max is carrying your dog in his arms. It would be sooo small compared to him. Max doesn’t want to admit, but he fell in love with the dog. And the puppy becomes super good friend with jimmy and sassy at home, and the media loves it! Please and thxxx
love it! you can find it here 🤍
part 1
pairing: oscar piastri x reader
summary: it all goes downhill for you and your secret feelings towards oscar when he decides to hard launch his new girlfriend
fc: different girls from pinterest
a/n: the awaited part 2 🫶🏽 i hope you guys like it! <3
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oscarpiastri nice couple of days 🇸🇦
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username wow hold on
username he’s tan i repeat he’s taaaan
username not the hard launch at a random tuesday
username the gasp i gasped
charles_leclerc they grow up so fast 🥲
username why does this seem off?
username oh but they lowkey look cute
username this is not very polite cat of you
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oscarpiastri hola miami 🌴
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username okay shakira
username he’s down bad
username noooo 😭😭
username posting her twice unprompted? i’m afraid he is
gfusername ❤️🔥
username i wish you all the luck in your new relationship 😊 (i’m not curling up in jealousy internally)
username i need to do unethical things to him
username in case you’re wondering in what stage i’m in i’m still in denial thanks for checking 👍🏽
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oscarpiastri’s instagram stories
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yourusername ma è tutto più bello se lo vedi da qui 💗 (but it's all more beautiful if you see it from here)
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username my queennnn you were missed 🫶🏽
username glad to see you posting again!!
troyesivan polyglot icon ❤️
yourusername duolingo payed off
username bestie went through an identity crisis or what what’s going on omg
username she’s in imola let’s gooooo
username she was in miami as well 😭
username yeah but she didn’t post as usual just a few stories
oscarpiastri vero (true)
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f1gossip oscar piastri was seen last night kissing his close friend y/n y/l/n at the spanish race after party
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username bestie i don’t think that’s his “close friend”
username omg what i thought he had a girlfriend???
username i think they might’ve broke up because they unfollowed each other after miami
username if you would’ve told me at the beginning of the year that oscar and y/n were a thing i would’ve NEVER believed you
username they didn’t give me that vibe AT ALL
username i ship them idc
username nooo they look so cute like they make sense with each other 🥹
username to be a fly on the wall on their group chat
username i need to know what the other guys think about this
username new it couple
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oscarpiastri right where i wanna be
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username awwww delete this
username the little lego mclaren’s 🥹
username they couldn’t be anymore cute 🥰
username oscar learned how to hard launch and didn’t let it go
username they’re so cute i love them 🥺
nicolepiastri ❤️
username no shade to his ex but THIS makes sense
username what did the guys said about this i know is not my business but i need to know
landonorris we had no idea
carlossainz55 there was some shock and some yelling
username omg 😭😭
maxverstappen1 😊❤️
username why do i feel like max is two seconds away from killing them
charles_leclerc because he is
username haters gonna hate oscary/n you do you 🤪
yourusername finally 😋
maxverstappen1 don’t piss me off
yourusername i expected some maturity from you
maxverstappen1 you expected too much
charles_leclerc while we’re are it we need to have a conversation too
yourusername oops i dropped my phone at the bottom of the ocean sorry
oscarpiastri i guess haters really gonna hate huh
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Warm is so ... devestating 😭😭😭 like its not that bad, and all understandable and no one's evil BUT IM STILL DEVESTATED
and that’s what hurts the most 😔
warm was so good i immediately had to follow
i’m honored 🤭
https://www.tumblr.com/afterglowsainz/780125100818169856/warm-pt-1-oscar-piastri?source=share
now I can't root for them bc he's embarrassed her by kissing some1 else, so she either needs to kiss some1 else to make it equal or end up with someone else 😔 so sad you've decided to make us suffer for his birthday 😭
hehe didn’t even plan to make you guys suffer i just hit the image limit so i had to divide it 😔
will u be making a part 2 for warm..? 😔🤞
yes!! working on it rn 🤭
this is the best thing i’ve read
genre: smut, affair, erotic literature, angst, forbidden romance, enemies to "lovers", a bit angst/yearning, established relationships, voyeurism
word count: 16.4k
greed (noun) — intense and selfish desire for something, especially wealth, power, or food.
nsfw warning under the cut!
18+...pwp, unprotected sex, missionary, riding, fingering, f!receiving, deep throat, m!receiving, finger sucking
inspired by red sex (re-strung) [rakhi singh]
cherry here!...had fun writing this one teheee. it's a long one, so definitely take breaks in between and enjoy. missed you guys!
Twirling your tongue around the bright pink straw, you blink blankly, quietly taking in the conversation that occurs in front of you. You should probably talk a bit, you remember thinking. Smile, at least, but you can’t seem to bring yourself to lie—you didn't want to be here.
“I thought you hated pineapple?”
Turning, you shrug half-heartedly over at Lando. “It makes my mouth itch,” you mumble, not enjoying a single sip of the smoothie. Well, except for the whipped cream. Taking a lick, your eyes stay connected onto his blue ones as he shakes his head.
“Don’t drink it, then,” he tries, but you simply turn a blind eye, facing the complete opposite direction. From where you're sitting, you spot a group of kids playing jump rope. Even when one of them falls with a loud splat and starts to cry, you continue to stare.
“Oh no,” a soft voice gasps. As soon as you hear it, you grind your teeth, hearing a slight crack immediately. “Poor baby.”
You like to think of yourself as an even person. Everyone who enters your life deserves a fair chance. You’ll get to know them—befriend them, perhaps—and if it doesn’t work out, then it doesn’t work out, but no one can say you never tried.
But oh, how you hated Lily Zneimer.
The worst part of all is that there isn’t really a single reason for your sudden distaste towards her. On paper, you two should be the best of friends, but the one thing holding you back is sitting right in front of you.
Oscar clicks his tongue, a nice tick coming through as his sharp brows raise with surprise as he watches the scene unfold. He, too, sort of remains as stoic as you, but the one difference is that he has a bit more empathy. You lack a lot of that, you’ll be the first to admit.
The cries continue, the young boy's parents suddenly alert by now as they run towards their child. “I’m sure he’s fine,” he says, squinting his eyes due to the bright sun. “It builds character.”
“Getting hurt?” Lily asks, frowning as she gently shoves his shoulder. “You really do have a heart made of ice.”
This gets a snicker out of your boyfriend, making you sigh, instantly checking out, but Lando is as happy as can be. While he enjoys the moment, you lack interest in it, and if it weren’t for the fact that the Australian was the one that invited you both out for drinks, then you would have happily been tucked away in bed. Make good use of the hotel perks and whatnot.
The brown eyed driver swings a hand behind his girlfriend's chair, playfully tugging her hair, making her blush and making you recoil with disgust. Not that you ever show it, but you definitely feel it. “Maybe I do, but only you can make it melt.”
That’s enough to call it a day. Standing abruptly, the chair squeaks against the pavement as you share a tight lipped smile. All at once, their eyes look up at you as you force a yawn. “I think I’m going to head up now. Thanks for the invite,” you say.
Lily pouts subtly, blue eyes round and hazy. “So soon? It’s still early.”
You nod, sparing her small smile, but deep within, the sound of her sweet voice begins to irritate you to the point you think you might snap. “The sun’s got me tired. I just need to lay down a bit.” Leaning forward, you peck Lando’s cheek, warm and sandy. “But I'll see you later, yeah?”
“Sure,” she squeaks, waving numbly as they watch you walk away—practically fleeting, really. Humming sadly, the British girl looks down onto her lap, toying with her bracelets. “I don’t think she likes me much,” she mutters, wincing sheepishly.
Oscar frowns. “That’s not true…”
Lando frantically nods, feeling bad for Lily and her first encounter with you being a total bust. Come to think of it, ever since the blue eyed girl has been around, you’ve been quite distant. “She hasn’t been sleeping well.” Lie. “She just needs to recharge, that’s all.”
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You end up spending the next few days locked up in yours and Lando’s room. You avoid the paddock at all costs because you’re really not in the mood to see anyone—especially her. The British driver tried his best to get you out from these four walls, but gave up shortly after you blamed it on a migraine. You haven’t had one of those in years, but he learns to respect your decision. You do promise to be there for his race, though.
And as expected, you see her. Sat perfectly with her legs crossed, the young girl beams, motioning for you to join her on the open chair. At first you act like you don’t see her, preferring to stay standing for the next few hours rather than being pushed up next to her, but when she calls your name, you curse beneath your breath before making your way.
“Hey,” you cheer, hugging her briefly before taking a seat.
A giggle. “Hey. I heard you’ve been feeling a bit under the weather.”
“Huh?”
Lily blinks. “Lando said—”
In one quick motion, you click your fingers, nodding along. Right—Lando had lied on your behalf. It completely slipped your mind. Letting out a muffled groan, you wince theatrically, hoping she buys it. She does, worry quickly taking over her gentle gaze. “I have, yeah, I have.” Cheer’s erupt as the camera pans over to the fan zone, then back to the drivers that line up for the National Anthem. “But I'm much better now!”
Her concern slowly melts away as she smiles. “That’s good to hear.”
You would have not traveled with Lando to this week's race if you had known she would be here. Usually, she’s not, but you almost feel as if you know everything about her from how much Oscar talks about her. It gets exhausting hearing the same stories being told over and over again, as if she was the best thing to come around. Was it really that hard to just not bring her up?
But alas, you are here, and so is she.
It feels like an eternity slowly goes by, so you’re quick to dart out the garage as you make your way towards the podium. The good thing is that she doesn’t need to because Oscar secured a lucky fourth place. Close, but not close enough.
Running towards you after a round of media, Lando pecks your lips. He smells like a mix of champagne and sweat, not a completely unpleasant scent. He wiggles his brows. “Proud?”
You grin, eyes crinkling just the same as his. “Super.” Another kiss. “You were great out there.”
A subtle shade of red burns his nose as he smiles widely, pulling you towards the direction of McLaren Hospitality, leaving you to follow him as you admire the way everyone looks at him the same way you do.
You like that he’s a winner. You like that you’re dating the winner. And that’s why you admire him, because he gives you the right to brag about him by simply being his girlfriend. The kind everyone wishes to be. Entering the familiar orange motorhome, you two are caught at a stop as soon as Zak calls out for Lando who turns curiously.
“My man!” he cheers, making you take a step back and letting them have their moment. You listen for the first few minutes, but when it looks like the congratulatory might run deep, you claim a seat on the nearby sofa, scrolling through your phone to kill time. At some point, you look up to see them bid goodbye, sighing tiredly as you make your way up. Zak grins from ear to ear, pointing at you with nothing but radiant energy. “See you there!”
With that, he walks away, leaving you two alone once again. Raising a sharp brow, you tap Lando’s shoulder with confusion. “What does he mean by that?”
“He’s rented a yacht for the team to celebrate today's win,” he explains, guiding you towards the privacy of his room with a large hand on your lower back. “You know him—he likes to go all out.”
You hum, still walking up in front of him. “I figured you would want to go clubbing…”
There’s a cloudy sigh behind you as he clicks his tongue against the roof of his mouth. “I mean, yeah, I do, but we should probably skip that and do this instead.” Reaching to twist the knob, you pause, turning to face him with a surprised expression. “What?”
“Nothing,” you respond, shaking your head. “Look at you maturing. You see, my Lando would have never preferred a classy yacht party instead of a trashy club.”
He scoffs, rolling his eyes. “I’ve changed.”
“Right,” you tease, finally opening the door, but as soon as you do, the room next to you squeaks, indicating someone exiting. Oscar and Lily come to a halt as soon as they spot you both. Your lips open in the smallest of gaps as they smile politely.
“Congratulations,” the British girl is the first to break the silence as she goes in for a quick side hug, one that Lando accepts without missing a beat. “You must be over the moon.”
“I am,” your boyfriend lets out, still not used to the feeling of being first. A beat. “Hey, did Zak mention anything about—”
“The yacht party?” Oscar fills in with a loopy grin. Lando snickers, nodding at his guess. He shakes his head. “Yeah, but we can’t. I have to drive Lily to the airport.”
Intrigued by the fact, your brows dart up. “Ah, no way—you’re leaving already?”
“Yeah,” she says, smiling tiredly. “I have a few tests lined up for next week, and I can’t miss them.”
“Shame,” you hum, but the relief of not having her around anymore makes you feel a thousand times lighter. “I was going to suggest grabbing dinner next week…”
“Really?” Lando and Lily question in sync, both equally as surprised as one another. On the flipside, Oscar stands with an unrecognizable expression, making you avoid even looking at him because something about it somehow convinces you that he can see right past your lie.
Coughing awkwardly, you bob your head, catching the glimmer in her blue eyes as she holds her breath, almost. Something about it makes you feel bad, but just for a split second. “Yes, really, but it looks like we got a bit unlucky.”
Swiftly, Lily turns to face Oscar with a helpless expression, as if pleading for aid, but for him it was an easy decision. “You can’t skip out on exams,” he whispers lowly, but still clear enough for you to hear. “You know that.”
And sure—she does—but ever since she got here, she’s felt so out of place. Not with the team, not with two McLaren drivers as a duo, but rather with you. And now this? Any opportunity to have you as a friend is as good as gold in her eyes.
And to be quite honest, you didn’t expect for someone as truthful as Lily to lie to their professor in a lengthy email, claiming to be severely down with the flu in order to stay a couple extra days and catch that unpromising dinner you had made up as some way to get her to think you’d miss not having her around. This was your reality and you just had to deal with it.
But Oscar?
Watching you carefully as you hug Lily back when she leaps with excitement into your arms, he squints with subtle suspicion in your character. Something in your rigidness and mannequin smile makes him want to pull the British girl away from you, feeling the need to protect his girlfriend's innocence.
Smiling softly over her shoulder, you catch a glimpse of Oscar, making your stomach churn. His eyes remain on you for a second longer before sharing a smile of his own.
Yup, you think to yourself.
He knows.
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A week goes by at a snail's place.
The four of you fly together to the next continent with nothing but fake enthusiasm. Well, fake from you, and unbeknownst, fake from Oscar, too.
He doesn’t know why he doesn’t trust you completely. In hindsight, you haven’t done anything wrong, but everytime you and Lily are together—which is most of the week—it feels like you have. Maybe it had something to do with the sinister glares you’d send her way when you thought no one was looking, or the fact that you’d have to take a heavy breath in preparation every time she’d greet you with a warm hug. But maybe he was wrong. Maybe he was seeing something that wasn’t there, but that doesn’t mean he’d be at ease for the rest of the week.
Hence, dinner.
You find yourself forced to make a reservation at one of the fanciest cuisine restaurants close to where you’re staying and that itself was annoying. You shouldn’t be doing any of this—she shouldn’t even be here.
Smiling gingerly, the British girl let out a small giggle at some joke Lando made. By the looks of it, it’s pretty funny, so you numbly follow her lead, though you have yet to know what it was. “You must be laughing all the time,” Lily notes, blue eyes focused on you with wonder. You hum, pursing your lips with uncertainty. She giggles harder. “Well because of how funny he is.”
Lando claps once, making you flinch in return. “Thank you! It’s about damn time someone appreciates my humor.”
“I do appreciate it,” you defend, slowly losing your patience. Licking your lips, you look back towards Lily who remains with a smile. “Don’t listen to him, he just likes the attention.”
“That I can agree on,” Oscar adds, cracking a grin of his own. Suddenly, you’re all into the discussion. The Australian sneers childishly. “You can’t seem to live a single moment without making things about yourself.”
“Oscar,” Lily warns, faint pink painting her pale skin. “Be nice.”
“Ah, don’t worry about it,” Lando says, waving her off like it’s no big deal—which it’s not. He leans back against his chair, flipping his teammate off who scoffs lightheartedly. “This is how we talk. Right, Osc?”
“Right.”
Somewhere in between dessert, while you’re in the middle of licking your spoon clean, the invitation that came to ruin your life, comes up. Lily clears her throat nervously, suddenly worried by the thought of you turning her down. “I was meaning to ask…” Puzzled, you keep your eyes on her, awaiting her next words. She shrugs sheepishly. “Well, I graduate this summer, and Oscar is throwing me a party up in North Carolina…” She trails off, gathering her words. “I was wondering if you two would like to come?”
“Oh,” Lando's voice comes through like a muffle, mouth full of cheesecake. He swallows, blue eyes flickering between the couple and his girlfriend who remains with a blank expression, metal spoon still in place. “I mean—yeah. Right?”
Unfreezing, you place the utensil down onto your plate, smiling weakly. “Uh…yeah.” Lily grins, letting out a breath of relief, making Oscar frown over the realization that your response mattered so much to her. You nod robotically. “Sure, why not?”
“Great!” Lily cheers, beaming like a kid on Christmas Day. “And don’t worry about spending on a hotel—we’ve got you covered.”
You blink, bewildered. “You do?”
She nods. “Of course, we do! You’re our guests, you’ll be staying with us.”
Your boyfriend smiles faintly. “That’s kind of you, but it’s really no problem. We wouldn’t want to overcrowd.”
“Nonsense,” the Australian speaks up, shaking his head, brown strands of hair swinging in the slightest. “We have plenty of room. All of our family and friends are already staying in the hotel nearby—it’d be nice to have a bit of company.” His eyes soften, making your heart beat a little faster. “What do you say?”
It feels like he’s looking directly at you—chocolate orbs as sweet as can be. As if nothing else exists in this moment if it’s not you or him. But in reality, his attention is focused on your boyfriend, awaiting his response.
Not yours.
Flustered, you poke Lando’s leg beneath the table, hoping he takes the hint. Blue eyes flicker towards your direction for a millisecond before returning with a nod. “Looks like you have two roomies.”
Lily squeals, smiling brightly as Oscar’s lips remain in a thin line, his version of a smile.
And if he could turn back time…
He really fucking would.
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Once the season ends, everyone is on a high. Lando for coming in second in the Driver’s Championship and for bringing in the Constructors Championship for the first time in years, and Oscar for the latter. Regardless, it was an outstanding season for the two of them.
You and the Brit end up flying in a few days later due to going back home to pack a few more necessities, but once you’ve got that all figured out, you find yourselves in the middle of a heatstroke, making you second guess all your life's choices all at once.
“It feels as if my skin’s melting off,” you groan, fanning yourself with the roadmap, because as it came, satellites are utter shit when it comes to where you’re staying. Lando tries to convince you that having no internet for a few weeks isn’t all that bad, but as soon as a twenty minute drive turns into a one hour drive due to getting lost without the guidance of a GPS, he regrets his words. You roll your eyes, narrating as he finally pulls up to the driveway of what appears to be the best looking house in all of North Carolina.
He whistles. “If it weren’t so hot during the summer, I’d definitely move here.”
Scoffing, you exit the car rental, looking up at the navy blue house where green ivy hangs. “We are not moving here. I’d rather die.”
“Fair,” he mumbles as he makes his way towards the front door, you right on his heels. Swinging the door open, you two are instantly hit with the fresh gust of air. “Thank God,” Lando moans, loving the fact that the AC is the only thing preventing him from fainting.
Pushing him in, you make sure to close the door behind you as you shut your eyes with sweet relief. Somewhere towards the end of the hall, you hear shoes squeak against the wooden tiles. Lily waves, hair up in a similar ponytail as yours, as she smiles as warm as the weather that nearly cost you your life. “You made it!”
“We sure did,” you respond, gritting your teeth in order to prevent yourself from letting out some snarky remark. Not that she deserves it, of course she doesn’t, but you couldn’t help it. Pointing back towards the wooden door, you wince apologetically. “Sorry to barge in. Someone didn’t bother knocking.”
Lando makes a face, then turns to the blue eyed girl with a playful smile. “You don’t mind, do you, Lily?”
She shakes her head, pursuing her lips with delight. “Not at all. We left it open knowing you two would show up. We’ve been fixing the guest bedroom for the past hour and we didn’t want to run the risk of not hearing you knock, so…I guess it all worked out just fine.”
“See? Lily says it worked out just fine,” your boyfriend says smugly as you roll your eyes, not at all impressed with his sudden cockines. “Where is Oscar, by the way?”
Lily signals upstairs, then blushes. “Do you mind helping me grab a few things from the car, Lando?” A shy chuckle. “It’s just we went out for some party essentials last night, but we were too tired to bring them in, and the box is too heavy, and Oscar is pretty busy, and I’d hate to bother him, and—”
“Sure,” Lando cuts off her rambling. “That way I can grab our suitcases, too.”
“Fantastic,” she hoots, dusting her hands against her shorts as she grabs a set of car keys from the kitchen table. Turning to you, she grimaces. “Do you mind checking up on Oscar?”
Your plump lips part, a line of dehydration hung upon them. “I would, but I should help Lando—”
“It’s okay,” your boyfriend fills in. “I’ve got it all under control.”
Lily pleads silently, brows drawn in together. “You’d really be doing me a favor. It’s just that he was in the middle of fixing the duvet and he tends to run out of patience if he doesn’t get it right away.” A chuckle. “Please?”
Which is how you find yourself in a room, alone with the one person you probably shouldn’t be alone with, but find yourself wishing that were always the case. Alone with one another, that is. Gently knocking on the already open door feels like the right thing to do, so you do just that. Alerted by the sound, the Australian’s head jerks up, brown eyes caught against yours.
You tilt your head slightly, like some greet. “Lily sent me,” you find yourself explaining as he sighs, resting on the unmade bed. Leaning against the doorframe, you bite the inside of your cheek, not knowing what to say next.
He huffs. “Of course she did.” A snort. “Sorry your room still isn’t ready. It's just that, I, uh…can't seem to get this right,” he admits, shyly scratching the back of his neck as he motions towards the unmade mess. “Lily always helps, but she’s a bit busy right now, and I'd hate to bother her, and—”
“I can help.”
A pause, then: “Oh, don't worry, you don't need to do that. You’re our guests.”
Chuckling, you shake your head, already making a move to grab the sheets. Taking hold of one corner, you signal for him to do the same, the Australian instantly catching on and taking hold of the opposite side. Aligning it, you look up at him, watching as he focuses on your hands and repeats the order. You smile, going for more and doing it all over again. Once it's perfectly laid out, you take a step back. “Not too shabby.”
“Huh,” he muttered, blinking with amazement. “Thanks.”
“No problem,” you say, fixing the mountain of pillows before taking it in with a gentle smile. “Lando’s excited to be here.”
Oscar looks up, neat brows raising. “Is he?”
“Mhm,” you hum, finally connecting your gaze to his. From this distance—close—you note the faint trace of cologne that hugs him, along with a thin layer of sweat. Grinding your molars, you fume silently within you as you catch it—her perfume. You wonder how close she had to have been in order for it to imprint on him, but as soon as you ponder for too long about it, you shake your head, acting as if you’re brushing away some invisible dust. “He’s looking forward to jet skiing.”
A deep chuckle. Pressing his back against the wall, he crosses his arm, giving you a clear view of his muscles that pulse like the world's biggest temptation. If you had the chance—just one—you’d kiss them the way you've fantasized for so long now.
He opens his mouth, about to say something that's going to change everything amongst you two, but bails at the last minute, shaking his head as if he barely caught himself. Intrigued, you raise a neat brow. “What's wrong?” you ask, feeling far too curious.
Oscar tsks. “No, uh, it's nothing.” A beat, then he looks up, squinting his eyes skeptically, as if you're a puzzle he can't quite figure out. He's looking at you the same way he did that day you lied about planning the dinner, and that itself makes your stomach dip. Suddenly, you're not as interested in finding out what he has to say anymore. “Lily loves you, you know that?”
Not what you were expecting. “She does?”
“Yeah…” he mumbles, orbs still trained on you. You want him to look away—you need him to look away. Pink lips curl into something of a scoff. The Australian’s eyes darken, making you freeze with trepidation. “She thinks you’re great.” Opening his arms like some grand gesture, he motions towards the lively room. “I mean, look at her. She’s trying her best to please you.”
Something about the way he says it makes you feel as if he’s not that fond of Lily’s behavior. As if you don’t deserve her kindness, even just a sprinkle of it. Pursing your lips, you rock against the heels of your feet. “And I appreciate that, I really do.” A hint of hesitation. “And I like Lily, as well—”
A raw chuckle. Blinking, you catch him shaking his head, brown eyes shut in disbelief, and when he opens them once again, it’s not that kind-hearted and easy-going Australian you’ve come to know—no. He’s broad, and cold, and guarded.
“No you don’t.”
You gulp, laughing awkwardly as you rub your forearm, feeling the heat of shame radiate off your body. “What are you talking about? She’s super sweet—”
“I never said she wasn’t,” he cuts you off again, this time a bit harsher. Enough to take a step back. Your heart races times a million at this point, palms moist with sweat. “I never said she wasn’t sweet—I don’t doubt that even for a second. But I know that you’re lying, and I know that you hate her.” A beat. “Why?”
“I do like her,” you continue to insist, feeling claustrophobic all of a sudden. “What makes you even think otherwise?”
“I’ve seen the way you look at her,” he says, accent sharper than usual. “Like you wish her the worst—I know what hate looks like.”
This time, you grab what’s left of your courage, and look at him straight in the eyes, not backing down. “Yeah? And what does hate look like?”
“You’re looking at it.”
It’s as if an ice cold bucket of water is thrown at you with no alert. His insinuation makes you want to recoil, but if you do, then he’d know he’s gotten to you, and if he gets to you, then he’ll figure the rest of it out.
“I’m sorry, that was rude.” He smiles tauntingly, inching close and tilting his head as he opens his mouth. “I just don’t like you, that’s all. I’m not cruel enough to hate.” Cruel. He’s calling you cruel. He knows, therefore, you’re cruel. The word itself shouldn’t affect you this much, but it does. Narrowing your eyes, you push him away, but he doesn't budge. Instead, he cocks his head in question with little to no surprise. “What? You don’t like hearing the truth of what you are? Did you really think you were a good person?”
“Look,” you finally speak, glaring. “I don’t know what you think you’ve seen, but I don’t hate Lily. For God sakes, I barely even know her!”
“Exactly!” he shouts back, breaking. “Which is why I’m more than confused! What has she done to you?”
Have possession over you, you think to yourself as you pant, blink with defeat. I hate her because what she’s done to me is have possession over you, and that’s not fair.
“I—”
“Hey,” a soft voice melts into the room, Lily coming into view, cheeks flushed. “Is everything alright in here? We thought we heard yelling.”
Standing behind her, frowning over her shoulder, Lando stares with a lost expression. Everything indicates that there had been some sort of altercation, but the smiles you two wear are enough to try and convince them otherwise. Walking towards her, Oscar wraps his arm around her waist, pecking her temple as she blinks, still worried. “What? That’s absurd. We were simply talking. Weren’t we?”
It takes you a minute to register that he’s talking to you, so when you do answer, it’s nothing but a whisper. “Yeah… just, yeah.” You shake your head, blinking hastily. “We were just talking.”
“Are you sure?” Lando asks, pushing past the couple as he rushes to you, large hand grabbing your wrist softly as he looks at you. His gaze flickers momentarily toward Oscar, as if accusing him for doing something, in return, making the Australian frown for his sudden distrust. As if he’s the bad guy.
You nod, plump lips formed into a thin line. “Yup,” you say, attention flickering down to where Oscar keeps Lily secure against his touch. As if you’re the bad guy. You chuckle, shrugging. “He was thanking me for helping him do something so easy as setting a bed.”
Oscar clenches his jaw. “Yeah. Thanking you.”
Anyone who knows you, knows that you’re a decent human being. There’s not much to contradict that. But no one will ever know you the way you know yourself. Because if they did?
They’d find out that there was no one greedier….
Than you.
-
Dinner that night is homemade pizza. Lily followed a recipe.
It’s quite delicious, sure, and you’re able to make that note due to that one small bite you had before you ditch it for your mimosa. Lando tries to get you to eat, but you gently promise him that you’re just not that hungry. You see the way Oscar stares, feeling bad for his girlfriend who spent hours making this for you. She excuses herself, rushing towards the kitchen as the Australian apologizes, following after her.
Turning abruptly, the British boy huffs, causing commotion. “Are you going to tell me what’s going on now?”
“This again?” you groan. “I already told you—nothing. Drop it.”
“What’d he say to you?” he questions, a layer of curiosity making an appearance. “Did he say something to offend you?”
“No,” you hum against your glass. “He did not.”
“Did you say something to offend him?” he switches the inquiry, making you glare.
“Are you seriously asking me that right now?”
Lando sighs, relaxing against his chair once again. He takes a bite, swallows, then takes another. “I get the sense that you’re keeping something from me—you’re not like that.”
Actually, you are. He just doesn’t know it. Placing a hand over his, you hum, calming him down as he connects his gaze onto yours, eyes as soft as jello. “He might’ve lost his temper on me a bit.”
“What?” he screeches, making you hush him.
“Let me finish,” you hiss. He nods, curls bouncing. “He couldn’t get the sheets to stay in place. Remember how Lily said he tends to lose patience because of that?” Another nod. You shrug. “Well, that was it. We just didn’t want you two to make a big deal out of nothing. Much like now,” you point out, spotting a subtle blush threatening his cheeks.
“Well, forgive me for looking out for you,” he sings. “I care, you know?”
“And I thank you for that, darling, but you can let go of it now, right?”
“Definitely.”
He doesn’t. Matter of fact, as soon as the couple makes their way back, it’s the first thing he brings up, teasing his teammate who blinks, confused, then: “Oh. Yeah. Right. I had a bit of a moment where I couldn’t get the…yeah. That was it.”
Lily rolls her blue eyes. “Didn’t I warn ya?”
You giggle. “You did, you really did.”
There isn’t much to do from that point on, the sun has set and the moon hangs as bright as headlights. Lando knocks out after a much needed shower, and while you can’t sleep with wet hair, you settle on fixing yourself up a tea now that it’s cooled down.
Walking barefoot towards the lake, you hum, finding peace with the way crickets sing. Blue, gentle waves sway back and forth as you look beyond, mind at peace. That is until you hear a small cough. Startled, you search for the culprit and you find him, laid down on the grass.
“Can’t sleep?”
Oscar sighs. “I’d rather not talk to you right now.”
“Or ever?” you offer, but he doesn’t find you humor all that entertaining. Making your way, you find a space next to him. “You can’t ignore me, you know that? We’re about to spend a month together. That, and you’re my boyfriend's teammate. I see you on track.”
He disregards the fact that you're right, sitting up instead, laying his arms over his bent knees. “What’s your game?”
“I don’t have one,” you say softly. “I’m just here to have fun—it’s summer.”
A scoff. “I’m serious—what do you want from us?”
There was a point in time when you first met the Australian where you remember thinking: this is a boy. His arms were twigs, his neck was small, and his fireproofs fit him loosely.
Fastword, a year later: everything has taken a turn. Oscar Piastri has matured, and now—now you want him.
“My parents had my sister three years after they had me.” Oscar cocks his head, puzzled as to why you’re telling him this. You continue, occasionally sipping on your tea. “And the months leading to her birth, they always told me how lucky I’d feel to have her once she was born. Then she was,” you say. “And you know what I felt?”
“Lucky?” he finds himself guessing quietly.
You shake your head, causing his brows to jump up with surprise. “I love her, I do, but I think that was the moment I realized I didn’t like to share. I wanted my parents to stay my parents, and not hers. I wanted my grandparents to stay my grandparents, and not hers. And…once we grew up and we were old enough to date—I wanted her boyfriends to like me more than they liked her.”
Quiet, his eyes linger with disgust. “I love knowing that I can get away with it—get what I want.” This time, you look at him, and it hits him all at once: you want him. You smile, like what you’re saying is funny and not fucked. A giggle. “You’re a smart individual, Oscar. Do you get what I’m saying?”
He does. And it makes his stomach knot.
“I’m in love with Lily,” he states, as if that will make you back off. “I’m. In. Love. With. Lily.”
But he can tell you don’t care. You never have, and you never will. And the fact that she has you is why you hate her. He sees that now.
Standing, your knees are at his eye level, forcing him to look away, forcing him to look up. You hold power in this stance, and he’s basically at your knees—worshiping you. He doesn’t like that. In one fast movement, he jumps up, towering over you, but that’s fine. It doesn’t matter. And he realizes he can never win when it comes to you because it seems you like that too.
He gulps. You grin.
“Doesn't matter.”
-
You’re playing a dangerous game.
It starts early in the morning and ends late at night. At times, he feels like a kid hiding behind his mum's skirt, practically sticking to Lily like superglue, and normally she loves that, but with how busy she is with graduation, she pushes him off most times now. It’s always: Oscar, no or Oscar, what now? He can’t seem to get it right.
“Why don’t you go jet skiing with Lando?” you speak up and he finds it weird that you’re helping him out. The British girl nods. Yeah! Why don’t you? He doesn’t need to be told twice.
They come back with fresh sunburns and a couple new freckles. Lando’s curls are hard from the sea salt, so he gives you a quick kiss, running up stairs for a quick shower. He’s been having lots of those. Not even a minute later, Oscar goes on to do the same.
Somewhere along the line, you hear your name, and you know what that means. Rolling your eyes, you look over at the blue eyed girl. “I bet you he forgot his towels—”
I forgot my towels!
Giggling, Lily shakes her head, muttering ‘boys’, then signals towards her room. “I just washed some, you can grab them from our cabinet.”
“Thanks,” you chirp, making your way. While yours and Lando’s room sits at the far right side of the hall, Oscar’s and Lily’s is on the left. And you never meant to walk in on him, not at all, but you did.
Swinging the door open, you’re caught face to face with a shirtless Oscar, dying his wet hair with a blue towel. He freezes. “W-what are you doing here?” he stutters.
You try not to stare, you really do, but you can’t help it. His body is solid, chiseled, even. His skin is moist from lathering lotion and that’s enough to make your head spin. And yet, you don’t let him see that. Pushing past him, you dig your hand deep into the cabinet, pulling two fresh towels, similar to his. He frowns.
“Just grabbing towels for my boyfriend.” Smile. “See you.”
Is this how you get people to fall for you? By not seeming desperate? Because while he knows that you want him, you sure don’t show it, and that definitely confuses him.
That same night, you four are watching a movie in the living room. Cherry Falls to be exact. The entire way through, you’re curled into Lando’s chest under a blanket. On the other side of the long couch, Lily and Oscar sit as straight as can be, but his arm remains over her shoulder, keeping her safe.
You’re not jealous over something like that, but when she flinches during certain scenes and he comforts her, that gets you. “Hey,” you start, whispering into the Brit’s ear. Green eyes are stuck on the screen, nodding robotically. Yeah? You kiss his warm skin, making him jump. “Why don’t you and I go to bed?”
“Bed?” he asks, slow and unsure where you’re headed. “Already? But…we’re halfway through.” You yawn, rubbing a hand along his thigh. He blushes, impressed with how cool you’re able to play it. Coughing, he nods excitedly. “I think we’re done for the day,” he announces, a bit too loud.
Lily pauses the movie, tilting her head curiously. “Aw, but we’re halfway through…”
“I know,” you add, smiling apologetically. “But I’m just so tired.”
“As am I!” Lando cuts you off, voice squeaky. He shakes his head, blinking hastily, then clears his throat. “But please, don’t let us stop you from finishing the movie.”
“Yeah,” you quip, getting up, about to walk away when Lando reaches for your hips, keeping you in front of him. It doesn’t take much to feel his bulge pressed against your ass. He laughs awkwardly. “We still have that picnic tomorrow, don’t we?”
“We do,” Lily cheers, smiling widely. “Oh, I’m so excited!” Turning to face the Australian, who hasn’t said much up until now, just stares blankly, she taps his knee. “We should probably go to sleep, too.”
“No!” Lando yelps, blushing bright red as the blue eyed girl frowns. “Keep on watching. Keep the telly on. In fact…” He reaches for the control. “Turn up the volume.”
“Great idea,” Lily says, pursing her lips as the numbers go up on the screen. “Alright then, you two go rest.”
“Thank you,” you reply, walking carefully in front of the British boy who still tries his best to hide behind you, waving sheepishly. “See you in the morning!”
Oscar really underestimated how naive Lily can be. While she was wide-eyed enough to believe that you two were ready to knock out, he knew the truth. Pecking her cheek, he makes a stand, making his girlfriend pout. “Where are you going? I thought we were gonna finish the movie?”
“We are,” he promises, smiling gently. “I’m just gonna run to the restroom real quick. Be right back.”
Running up the stairs, two steps at a time, he rushes to your side of the hall, quickly identifying small moans. He stops dead in his tracks, heart stuck in his throat, and he doesn’t know why.
Fuck, baby, he hears Lando groan. Oscar grimaces, shutting his eyes with discomfort. He shouldn't be here. He shouldn’t have his ear pressed against the door, intruding in your guys’ private sex life.
He shouldn't be bothered so much. Or at all.
Lando, you whine, surely writhing with pleasure. The sound makes him break a sweat, makes his brain go fuzzy. He can’t even think properly. And he knows this is wrong—on so many levels—but what’s worse is that he wishes Lando were dead.
Skin to skin contact makes his jaw clench with anger. The fact that he knows what you feel like makes him want to barge in and rip you two apart. And it dawns on him—why does he care so much?
“No,” he mutters, taking a step back as if the door were made out of lava. He blinks hastily, shaking his head harshly until he feels his brain jump from side to side. “God, no…”
It’s official—you have his attention.
Without even making a move.
-
You feel his gaze on you. You don’t even have to look and see to know that it’s him and not Lando. Lando’s gaze doesn’t burn, but his? His zaps. Looking up from where you rested on the red gingham blanket Lily rolled onto the fresh grass, you squinted behind your glasses, making eye contact with the Australian.
You know you have him.
Reaching into your bag, you grab your sunscreen, squirting it onto your legs, making sure to lather it on in a teasing manner. You rub up and down, slow and steady. Briskly, he looks away, paying attention to his teammate who continues to ramble on and on about nothing in particular.
Not as particular as you.
“I love having you two around,” Lily says, ripping your gaze away like one would their band aid. She hums, gingerly fixing her floppy hat and motioning towards your sunscreen. Go right ahead. “Thank you,” she replies sweetly. A beat. “I have a favor to ask.” This get’s your attention. Furrowing your brows, you nod, urging her to continue. “So, I’m in a bit of a predicament.”
“What is it?”
Lily blushes, as if she’s too embarrassed to admit. “Remember how I skipped a few exams in order to extend my stay the first time we met? In order to have that dinner with both you and Lando?”
“Yeah,” you say, still uncertain about where this might possibly lead. “I think I do.”
She cringes. “I never took them.”
“What?”
“I know! And now my advisor is telling me I won’t be able to graduate if I don’t find a way to take them, and I don’t know what to do!” She groans, bumping the edge of her palm against her forehead. “Oh God, Oscar is going to be so mad at me.”
“Okay, calm down,” you soothe her. “Have you tried reaching out to your professor?”
“Not yet,” she mumbles, tears pooling the corner of her eyes, making you feel just a dash of pity. “Should I?”
“Yes,” you respond quickly. “You should. Ask them if there’s any way to take those exams. Say you’re sorry—like really sorry. They have to be able to tell that you never meant to skip out in the first place.”
“I didn’t,” she squeaks, voice wavering. “I’m not usually like this, but…” Her blue eyes flicker down to her lap, fingers playing nervously with the hem of her shirt. “I just really want to fix this and graduate on time. Everyone is counting on that!”
“You’re going to walk that stage, Lily, alright? You just need to keep your eye on the prize.” Sighing, you unlock your phone, handing it to her. “E-mail them right now.”
“O-okay,” she sutter, eyes softening. “Thank you for being such a great friend.”
You blink. “Oh. Yeah—anytime.”
She finds privacy back in the parking lot, leaving you alone with the boys deep in the horizon. It’s peak golden-hour, so they look significantly tan. You smile, lying back down, glasses hugging the curve of your nose. You’re halfway asleep at one point, but as soon as you feel a droplet fall onto you, you peek an eye open.
“Where’s Lily?” Oscar questions, furrowing his dark brows.
You roll your eyes. “She went to get something from the car.” She probably wouldn’t like Oscar knowing the truth, and you’re not one to tell it. You wave your hand dismissively. “Now move—you’re blocking the sun.”
Grinding his teeth, the Australian scoots, but his eyes remain down on you. You lay tan now, white bikini standing out against your skin. Brown eyes trails down your legs, spotting an ankle bracelet. He hums. “What’s it say?”
You sigh. “Could you be more specific?”
He kicks your feet, making you lean against your elbows, staring at him coldly. Noticing what he was referring to, you lick your lips. “It's the number four.”
“Four?” he asks plainly. “Why four?”
“I’m really trying to relax,” you spit, taking your sunglasses off and glaring. “You’d be doing me a huge favor if you just left me alone.”
Aren’t you supposed to want him? Aren’t you the one who's supposed to be chasing after him?
The tips of his ears burn bright red, and not from the sun. Seeing as he wasn’t leaving, you let out a heavy breath. “He asked me out on April fourth—fourth month, fourth day. His racing number is four.” You make a face. “Do you get it or do you need further explanation?”
He ignores the dig. “Why an ankle bracelet, though? Why not a ring or a necklace?”
Your red lips part open, then close. His guts twist with jealousy once he comes to the realization. The reason it’s an ankle bracelet its so that anytime he fucks you, legs dangled over his shoulders, he could admire it. Seeing as he figured it out without having you respond makes you blush.
“Ankle bracelets are my favorite.”
His eyes darken. “You know what? Next time you two fuck, why don’t you moan a little less loud?”
Your neat brows lift up with surprise. “How are you so sure we already did?”
He pauses, clearly caught on spying. He swallows. “You sound like a pornstar.”
“Is that supposed to be an insult?” You laugh. “Lando doesn’t seem to mind. In fact…” Biting down on your bottom lip, you blink innocently up at him as his breathing pattern becomes uneven. “He fucking loves it.”
God—what were you doing to him?
Just as he’s about to speak, Lando calls out for him and Lily calls out for you. Where are the beers, mate? The Australian spins back and lets out a lousy smile. “On it, give me a second!”
As he turns again, you’re already up on your feet, adjusting your bikini and throwing Lando’s shirt over your head. The sight alone irks Oscar more than he’d like to admit. “I should go see what Lily needs,” you sing teasingly. Spinning on your heels, you stop, cocking your head to the side and giving him one last glance. “Oh, and Oscar?”
You point down to his hard on imprinted on his short. Horrified, heat rushes to his cheeks.
“Don't get so excited over nothing.”
-
What appears to be the first time in her life, Lily lies to Oscar.
They need some last minute measurements for my cap and gown, she explains, puffing her cheeks as if the thought of flying back home is too much of a tassel, and not a necessity—she has to go back and take her exams. She had received an extension, but the only catch was that she had to take them in person, as originally planned. I’ll be back in a week.
The Australian tries to tag along with his girlfriend because the thought of being left alone to third wheel a couple who probably fucks 24/7 is too unbearble. But as expected, Lily declines, claiming it’d be rude for both hostesses to leave their guests behind. And all would’ve been fine if Lando’s father hadn't broken his clavicle playing rugby.
“Do you really have to leave?” you sigh, zipping his suitcase.
He nods. “Mum would kill me if I didn't show up.”
“I’ll miss you.”
A soft smile. Pecking your lips, his thumb rubs against your cheek lovingly. “I’ll be back before you know it. Time will fly by.”
Which is how you and Oscar find yourselves sharing a large house with a million desires. He's quick to note that you have a thing for summer dresses—and so does he, apparently. Jaw clenched, he carefully watches as you cut up a variety of fruit, humming as you prepare yourself a plate. You hum a soft melody, making him more and more intrigued to know what it was.
“Love in the Morning. Ennio Morricone,” he hears you say, munching on a slice of watermelon, walking towards the living room. There, on T.V., plays an unknown reality show, but he's not paying much attention, either way. No, his gaze is stuck on you, focused on the way you stretch your legs onto the coffee table, the rest of your upper body resting against the comfy couch. You swallow, reaching for a piece of mango. “One of my favorite instrumentals.”
It's one of his, too, and not because he knows it by heart, but because you do. Because you sound so beautiful, like a siren, when you hum it. He wonders if you're aware of the power you hold. Though, the way you ignore him lets him know that you do.
Against the sunlight, the one that peeks through the open window and summer skies, your ankle bracelet shines, blinding him, almost. He feels his chest grow tight—so much so, that it hurts to breathe regularly—and he has to remind himself that this isn’t normal—this isn’t normal.
Since when did you matter this much to him? Since when did you affect him this much?
Without a second thought, he claims a spot next to you on the couch, reaching for a berry and popping it in his mouth. You bite the inside of your cheek, somehow satisfied by this small action of his. “Tell me a bit about yourself.”
You blink, caught off guard. In all your time of knowing the Australian, he never once bothered to get to know you—really get to know you. He never cared, not even in the slightest. But now, in a turn of events, he does. Squinting suspiciously—teasingly—you shake your head, vanilla perfume radiating off your skin.
“No.”
His lips turn downwards. “No?”
“No,” you repeat, flipping through the channels, pretending he wasn’t even there. A click. “Why should I?”
Because suddenly, you’re the only one in my mind.
He bites down on his tongue, tasting a hint of blood. “I’m not into you, don’t flatter yourself.”
“I never said you were,” you say, a bored tone evident.
Oscar’s hands get clammy, thankful for having them pressed against his lap. Maybe he can still make a run for it. To his room. Back to Australia. He doesn’t even care where, exactly, but far, far, far from you. That way, he wouldn’t feel so grossed out in wanting to know more about his teammate's girlfriend. The one whom he never thought about once before this trip. And how can he even defend his honor?
You got into his head.
You don’t register what he’s doing—not instantly, at least—but before you know it, he’s pushing your legs off the coffee table, claiming a seat there, instead. Now, rather than having a clear view of the television, you have one of him. Large and desperate and perfect.
He narrows his eyes, sharp and threatening. “Are you glad that both Lily and Lando are gone?”
“Nope,” you respond, popping the p. “Why would I?”
Why would you? Geez, who really knows? Oh, maybe because now you have me all to yourself, and isn’t that what you wanted all along? Why don’t you want me anymore?
Slightly grinning, Oscar lets out a raw chuckle, making you want to jump onto his thick lap and lick up his neck. You bet it’d taste like salt and cologne, but the mere thought sounds like a dream. A wild, wild dream.
“I know you think about me.”
Zero reaction. Unimpressed, you push your bottom lip out, wagging your index finger at him before pressing it against his cheek, making him pause because that alone makes his skin burn. You push, forcing a dimple before doing the last thing he’d ever thought you’d do.
Slap him.
He thinks he’s imagining it, and you didn’t just do that, but the smug look on your face and the sting on his lets him know that he isn’t picturing it, and you did just do that. You smile sweetly, standing and ditching your place right in front of him, making your way towards the stairs.
“Get a life, Oscar. Not everything is about you.”
You like to mess with people’s sanity. That must be it because—what the fuck is wrong with you?
First, you insinuate lusting over him. Later, you put on a show for him every chance you get. And now? Now you toy with him, making him feel like the crazy one. And one thing’s for sure.
He is not crazy.
You barely have a foot up one stair when you’re pulled back, and before you know it, pushed down to sit on the step, the Australian kneeled down in front of you. You breath hitches, eyes as wide as cherry pies. His brows are drawn in softly, a pink tint dusting his ears like some shy teen.
“Maybe not—but everything is about you.”
You always knew you’d get him, and you knew exactly how you’d do it. You’d plant the seed and have him come running to you. It always works. I mean, it’s how you got Lando, after all.
But Lando was a want. Oscar is a need.
With his knees still glued onto the ground, the brunette leans down and kisses your ankle, laying his lips flat as you gasp softly, feeling the familiar bracelet dig into your skin.
“Tell me you think about me too,” he whispers pathetically—fragile. Another kiss, this time up your calf. “What do I have to do in order to get you to say it?”
“You’re insane,” you mumble, orbs stuck on the top of his head, shaggy hair hanging loosely before he looks up at you, past his lashes. Butterflies erupt.
Up your thigh, he licks you, tasting your lotion, but he doesn’t seem to mind the bitter taste. “Come on—I want you.” He sucks, forming a purple bruise. “Don’t you want me, too?”
You do. You fucking crave every piece of him. But you can’t let him know that. And you really do try your best to fight him off, but as soon as he starts curling his fist around your small dress, you’re just as good as gone.
A tiny moan rings through the air, then a pant follows. He’s barely even touched you and he’s already knocked the air straight from your lungs.
“I d-do, Oscar.” Whine. “I do want you.”
And just like that—he’s taken whatever power you were claiming onto—back.
Letting go of your dress, he chuckles, enjoying your out of breath state, and standing, making you feel small as you blink, confused as to why he stopped.
Dark eyes glint sinisterly as he kicks your open legs together, not too hard, but still enough to make you jolt with surprise, leaning your elbows up against the step, brows furrowed.
A beat. “You really are a pretty little thing.”
And with that, he walks away, leaving you to feel abandoned.
-
It’s a brutal game of tug-of-war. One where both of your guys’ hands are burning from trying not to be the first to let go.
The first to admit defeat.
Though, it seems like the days grow longer, your dresses fall shorter, and his mind is hazier. All of which is making it more difficult to keep a distance. That is, until Lily FaceTimes Oscar.
“I need to buy some flowers.”
Mid-bite, his teeth push down on his apple, eyes glued on her. He pulls away, drying his mouth with the back of his hand. “Won’t they dry out before the party?”
She shakes her head, highlighting what looks to be a set of notes. “That's why you're going to get carnations. They last longer.”
“Is that so?” he entertains, smiling gently when she bites down on her marker, brows furrowed as she reads her piece of paper. Throwing away what's left of his fruit, he hums. “Alright, I’ll take care of it tomorrow, don't worry.”
“Oh no, tomorrow won’t work. You have to do it today.”
He frowns. “Why?”
“Because she's only available today. She's going dress shopping tomorrow.”
He doesn't even have to ask who she is because he already knows. Shaking his head adamantly, the Australian rejects her idea before it even has a chance to lift off the ground. “I could do it myself,” he snaps, his usually tranquilent voice coming out a bit harsher than intended. And it’s not like him. He never, ever, speaks to Lily this way. So, obviously, it surprises her, a wounded expression mapping out immediately.
And she could have been mad. She really could have been mad—but she wasn’t. “Is everything okay?” she asks carefully, as if walking on eggshells. It makes him feel like shit. “What's wrong, Oscar?”
“I…” His tongue goes numb. The vivid image of you looking at him, like you hold him in the palm of your hand, comes through. And he doesn’t completely hate it, not right away. But once the British girl hums softly through the phone, he’s ashamed. “I just wish you were here. I miss you.”
A beat, then: I love you.
You had not been the biggest fan of going floral shopping with Oscar, either. Quite frankly, you didn't think being with him for hours on end was a good idea. At least, here in the house, you could escape, but out in the open, your chances were ironically not that good. Where would you run off to if you depended on him for a ride back?
Yet, you found yourself saying yes, and you didn’t know why. You had no clue why you felt the need to help her out. You had no clue why you felt a certain way towards her all of sudden.
You had no clue when Lily Zneimer—the girl you're supposed to hate—was someone you saw as a friend.
It was a tough pill to swallow, because on one hand, you were still attracted to her boyfriend. But on the other hand, you suddenly had self-control. You didn't want to ruin their relationship anymore. You didn't want to lose her amity.
You were trying to be better.
“Ready?”
Looking up from your book, you nod. “Let me just go grab my sunglasses.”
As he watches you run upstairs, he feels something—different. From your end, that is. As if something has shifted. But he doesn’t have much time to dwell on it, because before he knows it, you’re back.
The car is quiet and his music can barely even be heard, but nothing is far more awkward than the tension between you two. It’s suffocating, so much so, you roll down the window. He makes a noise, making you tilt your head to look at him. He’s frowning. “It’s a hundred degree’s out, roll it back up. I can turn on the AC.”
You don’t utter a single word, just follow his instructions. He finds that weird. See, usually, you’d be doing something to get him hot and bothered, but these days you seem to be playing it safe. If anything, he should be thankful. He should be glad that you’ve left him alone for whatever reason.
But now he wants in on your game.
“How’d you meet Lando?”
“Don’t. We don’t have to talk.”
He ignores you. “I met Lily in school. She was in the class next to mine and I used to think she was the most beautiful girl in the world.” His mind panics as soon as he realizes what he’s just said, but you don’t seem to have done the same. A cough. “How’d you meet Lando?”
Seeing as he probably wasn’t going to let this go unless you answer his question, you sigh, twisting your body and adjusting yourself to have a good view of him. Like this, you can count every mole on his skin if you really wanted to, but you don’t. “I never really met Lando, per se. I just always…knew him, I guess.” His brows furrowed and you chuckle. “We grew up as neighbors.”
“You did?” he asks, brows jumping up with shock. “I had no idea.”
“Yeah,” you mumble, chewing on your bottom lip. “He was my sister’s boyfriend for two years.” This shouldn’t surprise him. Coming to a red light, he turns to look at you, fighting the urge to show any kind of reaction, he doesn’t want to scare you off. You look away, wincing. “I knew what I was ruining the moment he and I started talking behind her back, and I did it anyway.”
“So…they were still dating?”
Nod. “She caught us locked up in the bathroom. There really wasn’t any explanation to that.” Green flashes as you point numbly and he steps on the gas once again. “And you know what? I didn’t even feel all that bad, and you want to know why?”
“Why?”
“Because I got what I wanted.”
I love knowing that I can get away with it—get what I want, that is.
Your words from nights ago replay inside his overly crowded mind, making it pound like a sore thumb. His lips open, but he has nothing to say, and it appears you’re done talking, too. Or so he thought.
“Oscar…” you whisper. “I can’t taint another relationship.”
He keeps his eyes on the road, jaw slacked. You don’t want him anymore. You want nothing to do with him. Shouldn’t he be pleased? Shouldn’t he be ecstatic that your diabolical plan has expired? One you never admitted to, but still.
So then why does he feel let down?
“Lily is great,” you continue, eyes closed as you nod gingerly. “She’s the best, and she deserves the friend she thinks she has.”
“Except you two aren’t friends.”
You blink. “Wh-wha—yes we are. What are you talking about?”
He grits his teeth. “You two aren’t friends. You could never be.”
This gets a rise out of you. Straightening your back, your brows pinch together with offense. “And why not?”
“Because.”
“Because?” You scoff, not impressed by his bland response. “We can’t be friends simply ‘because’?”
Switching lanes, he huffs, spotting pink carnations in his rear view mirror. You had chosen those on Lily’s behalf. He didn’t really care at the moment, but now he wishes you had gone with white. What were you two arguing about again?
Spotting the familiar blue house, he lets out a breath, pulling into the driveway, quickly putting the car in park, and turning off the ignition. This almost makes you back down because suddenly his sole focus is on you, not the road.
“You’re on my mind.”
Oh. Biting down onto your bottom lip, you shake your head. “I’m n—”
“Yes,” he says, firmly, reaching for your hands and pulling them up to his mouth, kissing them over and over. “You are and you know it.”
“Oscar, no…” you let out, trying to pull away, but his grip tightens. A crazed look colors his irises as his chest rises fast, up and down, as if he’s close to hyperventilating. Bewildered, your lips turn to a downward spiral. “You don’t know what you’re saying—”
“Yes, I do!” he yelps, voice cracking as you stare with shock. “You did this to me, you got in my head on purpose!”
“I didn’t do anything!” you squeal, frightened by his tone. “Did I tell you that I wanted you?”
“You implied it,” he defends rapidly, pleading with eyes for you to show any signs of recollection. “What changed?”
“I already told you,” you snap, this time using all your power to yank your hands back. “I don’t want to be this way anymore. I can’t.”
Silence.
Slow breaths explore the car as he stares blankly. “That’s not fair.”
“What isn’t fair?” you hiss, aiming a glare.
Oscar shakes his head, flinging his door open and hopping out, leaving you dumbfounded as you watch him go. Unbuckling yourself, you make a beeline for him, barely even reaching him as you tug on his shirt, making him turn back with a dark look in his eyes. Your heart nearly flat lines from how scared you are of him from this point of view.
“What isn’t fair, huh?” you ask, trying to sound brave, but there’s a slight tremble in your voice.
Glowering down on you, the Australian’s lips form a slow smile, almost in a sinister way. Mocking, too. He chuckles to himself. “You like to have your own fun, don’t you?” Your shoulders drop, taking a clumsy step back, but he takes a dominating one forward. “Yeah…you do. You get to knead your fingers into someone’s brain until all they can think about is you, and once they do, you’re out.” Pause. “It’s no longer fun.”
“That’s not—” You let out a shaky breath, wincing at his accuracy. “Where are you going with this?”
Oscar shrugs, broad shoulders going up before falling sourly. “I’m gonna do the same.”
You freeze, stomach twisting with trepidation. “Huh?”
He nods, clicking his tongue. “How come you only get to have your fun?” He leans down, coming eye level with you, and narrowing his gaze until you see his iris dilate. Something about that sends a shiver down your spine. “Why can’t I do the same, too?”
Taking a step back, he makes sure to send a sly smile, the kind that lets you see he has a hidden dimple. He sighs as he steps into the house, forcing you to watch him go with a smug reaction and leaving you with a poor one. Last minute, he turns around, inclining against the doorframe, making him appear larger than the world.
Oscar squints teasingly.
“I’m going to have you begging me to fuck you.”
-
There was a moment in the past week where you nearly fell for it—almost.
It happened one morning, and all he had done was walk into the house, all big and sweaty. He had just come back from a run.
“Excuse me,” he says, reaching over to grab a glass from the cabinet, intending to pour himself a bit of water. A certain warmth radiates off him and you feel it cling onto you immediately, pushing you towards him. You physically have to stop yourself.
Pursing your lips, you move, allowing him to easily grab what he needs. Without a single thank you, he hums, the cool water tasting heavenly. The way his Adam’s Apple juts up and down makes you want to scream, looking away as rub your eyes fiercely. He smiles, setting the glass down. “I need your opinion on something.”
“What is it?” you ask, still not looking. Maybe you should leave to go buy your dress for the party. Time is running out, and you have nothing. Though, at this point, you didn't want to be here anymore.
“It's about Lily’s graduation gift. Should I get her a necklace with her birthstone, or—”
An ankle bracelet with my number on it?
Immediately, you turn to face him, cheekbones beet red and a slight twitch in your eyes, those that are now dark and looming. Satisfaction plays a role in his features as he stares innocently. “I was leaning towards the ankle bracelet. I really do think you and Lando are onto something.”
“What’s your game?” you ask, bitterness evident in your tone. Your question takes him back to when he was the one asking it. To you. Neat brows furrow with anticipation.
The brunette shrugs. “I don't have one. I'm just here to have fun.” He smirks. “It's summer—isn't it?”
This is all a bad case of deja vu, one you don't find appealing. How dare he ask you something like this with a dirty smile on his face? The look is just the right amount of disgusting, and the right amount of intriguing.
He was getting to you.
Clicking your tongue, you roll your eyes. “Whatever your plan is—stop it.” Pointing a finger, you shake your head firmly. “Because it's not going to work on me.”
“It’s not?” he asks, closing the gap and towering over you dangerously so. He sees the way your breathing becomes a tad bit irregular, letting him know that this was working, no matter how much you denied it. “Because you’re a better friend now? Because you got one taste of loyalty and now you've decided to be loyal to yourself?” A large hand reaches for your chin, forcing your head to tilt back and look up at him. And you hate how handsome he is in an infuriating moment like this. “People don't change overnight. I doubt you'd be the first.”
Old habits die hard, but over time, and he's right. You're still the same avaricious girl as yesterday.
Pushing his thumb against the corner of your lips, you instinctively open your mouth, making room. A soft smile tugs at his own lips as his eyes admire your lipstick coating his finger. Slowly, he eases the digit in, feeling your wet tongue hug it. And then, suck.
“Fuck,” he groans beneath his shaggy breath, brown orbs not wanting to miss a single second of this. Humming, your vibrations send a chill down his spine, finding it harder to not bend you over amd just fuck you into oblivion. But no—he had to hear you say it.
Pink tongue laps around his thumb, doe eyes blinking prettily, lashes fluttering like butterflies. Instant jealousy enters the room as his mind begins to race with the fact that Lando has probably had you like this millions of times. He pushes down on your tongue, making you whine and bite down. And he doesn't even flinch.
“Tell me you want me…” His brows knit with need. “The same way I want you. Please, just—say it.”
Without warning, you bite down hard, this time getting a reaction out of him as he grunts with pain, and you push him away harshly until his back pounds against the nearest wall, letting out a loud thud.
“Let me tell you one thing, Oscar,” you start, strolling over to him like a fallen angel. Today you wear a white dress, clung to your body like a glove, allowing him to see every curve of yours, in return, making his palms sweat. You grin, reaching him. “You won't ever see me begging for anyone—especially you.” His stomach drops. “No matter how much I want this to happen, too.”
Are you willing to get down on your knees and supplicate?
The answer is an obvious one for him: yes. He’d spend hours at your feet if that meant having you, for even just a second. Normally, he isn't this submissive, nor this desperate, but it seems like only you bring this side out of him. He doesn't entirely hate it.
“Ye—”
Ring! Ring!
Sighing, you walk up to your phone that sits on the nearest counter, and pick it up. “Hi, baby,” you greet sweetly. “How’s Adam?”
Ring! Ring!
Digging into his back pocket, he curses, picking up. “Hello, darling,” he says warmly, making you flicker your gaze over at him with accusation. “How’s everything going?”
Turns out, Adam’s bone wasn't actually broken and Lily had aced her exams. She ended up telling Oscar the truth, to which he was surprised she had kept it hidden from him for so long, but was far more surprised when she told him that you knew. Long story short, by some twist of fate, they’ll be back in the next couple of days. They land on the same day, so they’ll save the Australian the hassle and just drive in together.
“See you in a couple of days. Alright. Bye,” you say, rubbing your temples.
Oscar looks up, chewing the inside of his cheek before letting go. “I’ll see you, then. Fly safe.”
A moment passes by. “Did she tell you—”
“That they’re flying in together? Yeah. They were both in London, after all. It makes sense.”
“Sure,” you mumble, brushing a strand of hair away. “They land Wednesday, then?”
“Correct,” he says, nodding along. It’s already Monday, so that was…soon.
Too soon.
“I should probably start fixing up the arrangements,” you announce. “Lily asked me a couple of days ago, but I haven't gotten around to it. I just pray they haven't died yet.”
“They haven't,” he states, making you curl a brow. He smiles sheepishly. “Carnations last longer. Lily said so.”
“Of course,” you say, grinding your teeth. “Lily said so, so it must be true.”
Nothing more, nothing less. You just walk towards the flowers, and feel the irritation paint your silhouette, because as expected, Lily was right—like always.
Thing is, Oscar has come to learn your behavior. The way you tell a lie, the way you tell the truth. He's learned your body language, and right now, he can tell one thing for sure.
You never stopped hating Lily.
He smiles.
And that makes him happy. Because he knows this isn't over yet.
-
By Tuesday, the entire setup is ready. The flowers sit beautifully at every table, and the lights hang nicely around the trees. The sound of the lake singing is your only reminder that you could use a break. And apparently, it was also Oscar’s.
“The event decorators just left. But you did an excellent job with the florals,” he adds last minute.
A hum. “I tried my best.”
The dock creaks. The frog's ribbit. The crickets harmonize. And you two are too close to one another. Your shoulders brush, making you flinch and for him to cough awkwardly. “Despite everything, I had fun having you around. A summer well spent, don't you think?”
With a deadpan expression, you turn to look at him, making him laugh, and the corners of your lips fight back a smile. You haven't heard him laugh in so long, you come to realize. In all sincerity, that is. “It was alright,” you respond, shrugging it off as if nothing. “But yeah. I had fun, too.”
Fun teasing each other. Fun trying to get each other to crack. But fun, nonetheless.
And he thinks: if not now, when? You don't know at what moment he catches you off guard, but he does, because in a single second, he's kissing with urgency. Like he's never kissed anyone before and he was making sure to get it right. And it was more than right. Heat pools in between your legs as you try your best to keep up with him, but the taste of cheap beer makes you get high on life. Since when is he much of a drinker?
Since you.
The good thing is that the entrance back to the house isn't that far, so your guys’ tumble is pretty successful. Though, you don't make it to either’ bedroom, but rather the couch, where a bunch of disposables lay. Lily had them shipped a couple days ago. Says she wants as many pictures as possible, savor the memories for a lifetime.
Without any precaution, he wipes his arms across the cushion, sending the cameras to crash against the floor and throwing you onto the couch, smiling once you squeal with excitement. All except one camera—but neither of you notice that yet.
Your soft hair lays around you like a halo, making him wonder if he’s gone straight to heaven. You gesture him to come in closer, and he’s quick to obey, diving for your neck. You giggle, a lazy hand finding its way into his locks. “No marks,” you pant, squirming as he licks a line down your throat before going up towards your lips.
“No marks,” he confirms. “On your neck.”
You pause momentarily, disattaching your mouth from his. “No marks anywhere.” He grins, nodding just because. You frown. “I’m serious, Oscar.”
“Yeah, yeah,” he mumbles. “Sure.”
Then, he’s on his knees, kissing your ankle like that one time on the stairs, except now, he’s taking it nice and slow. Steady. Your mind grows dizzy as he grazes his fingers gently down your skin. It sends goosebumps, seeing him like this. So…submissive.
“I never wanted you,” he whispers as he presses his pink lips onto your left ankle this time. He hums. “You were just another girl to me. My teammate’s girlfriend—that’s it.” Another kiss. “You never crossed my mind, not even once.”
And now…
Making his way up, he kisses in between your thighs, nuzzling into your warmth. You let out a weak moan, chest rising raggedly. Playing with his earlobe, you massage it gently as you try your best not to ruin this moment. Though it seems like nothing could. Not when he’s devoted to it already. And so were you.
Feeling a slight burn, you furrow your brows as you spot him sucking gently against your inner thighs. You squirm, pushing his head away as he keeps his position. “I said no marks.”
And you actually feel his smile start to spread against your skin.
“He won’t see these, if that’s what you’re worried about.” Another suck, this time harder. “Well…unless you want him to. Then that’s your decision.” Looking past his lashes, he bites down on the flesh, making you flinch. “So what? Are you gonna let him see how someone else has fucked you while he was gone?”
Pulling your panties to the side, he dips his tongue into your pussy, making your hips fly off the couch, and for him to push them back down, holding you in place. Sloppily, he kisses it—practically making out—and groans like a madman with the way you taste. Your sweet nectar makes his cock grow hard instantaneously, and he can’t help but grind against the edge of the cushion where your legs hang.
“Holy.” Whine. “Fucking.” Moan. “Shit.” Groan.
Twisting with an obscene amount of pleasure, you tangle a shaky hand through his hair, ignoring how soft it feels. The need to run away and stay is a confusing pattern, but as soon as he adds a finger, curling it just the right amount, you let out a high pitched moan.
Just like that, Oscar, just like t-that.
Adding another digit, he picks up the pace of his tongue, drawing figure eights as the knot in your stomach burns brutally. You feel a white cloud surface over your eyes as they close, screwed shut as if that might help you last longer. But he knows what your body needs, and that itself was an alarming thing to realize.
With one last mewl, you finish all over his tongue as he licks you clean, not wasting a single drop. And the way you taste—makes him not want to go back to not knowing. With a smile filled with bliss, and that familiar afterglow, you giggle, nose scrunching like a bunny as your cheeks remain as red as a rose. The sight alone makes him struggle to comprehend that this is most likely a one time thing, and not something he’ll be able to relieve whenever he wants.
At the end of the day—you're not his.
But he can still reminisce about this moment from time to time.
Mid-giggle, a flash goes through as you come to a stop. Oscar grins, shaking the green disposable, showing it off. “Beautiful. You’re absolutely beautiful.”
Your breath hitches, his words tugging at your heart strings. You haven't experienced something like that in so long. Shaking your head, you push your dress down, climbing off the couch and pushing him to sit. “I like to play fair.” Sliding down to your wobbly knees, you shoot a gentle smirk, something that makes his cock grow painfully harder. “Let me take care of you, Oscar.”
Undoing his belt, you hurriedly unzip his jeans, fighting the urge to take him completely. You don’t, though. No, you first kiss the tip, making him groan, feeling as if pushing you head down is a good idea. Then, you suck at a comfortable speed, like a baby sucking their thumb, and watch past your lashes how his chest begins to rise slowly.
“You’re huge,” you hum, pecking it. “How am I gonna fit you into my small mouth?”
Moaning, the brunette drags a hand over his tired expression, faking a smile. “You’re saying you can’t?”
You suck harder, still treating it like a lollipop. Licking his tip like a kitten licks their bowl clean. It’s starting to cut his patience thin. “I can figure it out…”
I’ve done it with Lando. How much harder can this be?
That’s it. Pushing the back of your head, he forces you to deepthroat him, keeping you in place as you drool on either side of his lap, soft gurgles coming through. You try to push off him, but it seems like that makes him shove you down twice as hard.
“Something to say, baby?” he pants under his breath, raising a brow. “What was that?”
Slapping his thigh, tapping out, you find yourself being pulled off of him, dragged onto his lap as in one swift movement, he pushes your panties to the side once again and thrusts his thick cock deep inside of you. So much happens so fast that you barely have a chance to adjust to his girth.
“Does Lando make you feel half as much as I make you feel?”
He’s not talking about sex. It hasn’t been about sex for a while now.
Moaning, you bounce up and down, your hair hanging like a curtain as you give your best to keep up with him and his rhythm. But he practically controls you, snapping his hips up with anger. At least, that’s what it feels like.
“Does he make you feel good?”
“Yes,” you sigh against his ear as you clutch an arm around his shoulder, keeping as steady as possible. “He does.”
But you make me feel better.
The sound of your praise does something to him, something inexplicable. And while he can’t quite put a name to it, he does know that you’re telling the truth. You had to be.
Again, pulling you off his swollen cock, he flips you around, having you use him as a chair as he squeezes his girth into your tight pussy, strong arms looping under your legs and spreading them open as he abuses your cunt, feeling your head fall back as you gasp.
“F-fuck,” you shriek, head bopping with each thrust, and your throat growing dry. “Fuck me—fuck me.”
“I’m trying,” he chuckles, continuing as you try your best to understand how he was able to learn that he knew how to do all this. “Look at you. Just…look at you.”
There comes a time of life where someone is meant for you, and you’ll find your way to each other, no matter what. He’d like to think that it’s true. Sure. It is. But have you ever thought that maybe it’s not?
Maybe the person you think you’re supposed to be with is busy thinking the same thing as you? Living a full life with someone else who isn’t their soulmate? Romantically, that is.
Lando and Lily. They’re both place holders. They’re nice, yeah, and they’re amazing, too—but that’s about it.
You hold his entire destiny.
He just wants to live by it.
But the way he has you—it’s temporary. And nothing good ever lasts forever. But God, he really fucking wishes it did.
Close, he hears you whisper, followed by a squeal as he holds your legs up higher, still fucking you in the same position. So, so close.
“Not. Yet.”
Hauling you off, you’re quick to whine, feeling empty as he spreads you onto the couch, admiring your glistening lips. He presses a thumb down against your bud, feeling the pulse that enlightens him to smile. You copy him, toying with your dress.
“Should I—”
“Keep it,” he says firmly. A beat. “Please. Keep it.”
When you nod, your hair only gets tangled against the cushion, but that’s the least of your worries. You frown. “You haven’t cum yet…”
“I will, don’t worry.” Silence. Pushing this thumb inside, you squirm, wincing slightly as your eyes remain on him, waiting for his next move. “Open.”
Opening your legs wider, he chuckles, shaking his head. Your mouth. You gulp, then open wide as he hums, bringing his wet finger into your mouth, making you taste yourselves. And normally, you’d be grossed out. God, you don’t let Lando even do this, but something about Oscar makes you feel okay. That, and like a pathetic freak.
“Good, no?” It’s an awkward thing to ask, you can’t help but blush against his digit, lashes fluttering. The Australian tsks, pressing his large finger against your tongue as your eyes grow wide. “Right?”
In a heartbeat, you nod because it just felt like the right thing to do. Satisfied, he smiles, taking another photo of this beautiful sight. Your eyes are round and full of life, and slightly teary, and that’s what he likes to see.
Retracting his thumb, he smirks. He makes room for both of you on this small couch, towering over you and he starts raising both your legs over your shoulders. Your stomach twists.
“I wanna see it when I fuck you.”
With your dresses scrunched up, and his cock cutting you in half, you both moan in sync as the wet sounds echo through the hall of the empty house. And this wouldn’t have happened—probably ever—if you hadn’t accepted their invitation to spend the summer in North fucking Carolina.
The number four dangles, and not only is the sounder a reminder that it’s there, but he can spot it from his peripheral vision every time he pounds into you a little harder. And he should be jealous—God knows that’s true—but surprisingly, he’s not.
Because he’s heard the way Lando fucks you. And nothing—nothing—compares to now.
It feels as if he’s practiced moves like this for a lifetime. As if he were to promise you that this could all work out, then you’d believe him.
You really would.
A sloppy thrust. “I never wanted you to begin with,” he grunts, screwing his eyes shut as your body reacts to his harsh confession. “I saw you with Lando, and I felt absolutely nothing. I had Lily to focus on. But God—what have you done to me?”
His tip seems to find your g-spot as you cry out, withering around. “I was taught to respect others. To respect what’s theirs. Whether that be a journal, or a remote control car, it didn’t matter. But you do,” he confesses, watching as you continue to whimper, probably not catching any of this anymore. “You did this to me…”
You filled me with greed.
Grabbing your ankles, he lurches them over his left shoulder as he continues to pound into your tight cunt, hearing you gasp before erupting into a string of moans.
“Now, everything he has, I want.” You whine. “I’m going after his Championship.” You whine louder, eyes opening as you watch a bead of sweat roll down his nose. “I’m going after his team.”
Oscar chuckles darkly. “And I’d love to say that I’m going after you, but hey…looks like I already have you.”
And just like that, the pit in your stomach bursts as you two clash against one another, your orgasms riding out together as your legs finally fall, but not before he makes sure to press a gentle kiss.
A flash.
“Really?” you ask, glaring.
“Stick your tongue out.”
Without any questions, where you lay, you open your mouth, watching as he stands up to tower over you, jerking his cock one last time as his drops of cum fall against your tongue, white and thick.
Your eyes flicker with excitement as he makes sure to take a picture. If he can’t have you later, or probably ever again, then he’ll make sure that he gets an angle of you that only he could ever dream of years down the line.
Pulling his pants back up, he makes sure to clean you up before making you sit, him only a few inches away, but honestly, it feels like miles. All of a sudden, he’s distant, which shouldn’t come as a surprise, but it does.
Biting down onto your wobbly lip, you comb your fingers through your hair—you’re doing your own after care.
“I know things with us won't ever be the same, but…” You wince. “Please don’t treat Lando any differently. He sees you as a brother.”
He flinches because he knows it's true. Of course it is, everybody knows it. Oscar nods in agreement. “Only if you promise to stop hating Lily.”
You snort. “Sure. Sounds fair.”
The sound of tires is what ultimately gets your two to spring up, rushing towards the window as you look onto the driveway. Laughing, you first see Lily, then Lando, then you frantically twist your heels to face the Australian who remains with a blank expression, clearly not expecting them.
“They were supposed to be here tomorrow, you said!” you hiss, rubbing your temples. “What the fuck?”
“They must’ve upgraded their tickets to get here sooner,” he shoots back, running a hand through his sweaty hair. He grimaces. “Hurry! Help me pick up the disposables from the floor!”
“Right!” you screech, running toward the living room as you fall onto your knees, picking up the cameras and tossing them back onto the couch. Oscar does the same, but with his eyes stuck in the door, waiting for a knock.
Knock! Knock!
Freezing, you two look at each other, as if debating whether to make a run for it together or not. Though, as soon as you hear Lando call out for you, you’re sure you have no chance. Taking one last glance at the pile of cameras, you huff, skipping towards the door, fixing your knot up hair as best as possible.
“Hey!” you greet, nearly over exaggerating, but he doesn’t seem to notice. Instead, he beams, grinning from ear to ear. Lando pecks your lips, lingering for a moment, making your heart drop. Because he can’t know—can he? Distancing himself, he wears a subtle frown, sort of there, sort of not, so you’re quick to smile. “I’m so happy you’re back.” You turn to face Lily, who’s stayed in the background, letting you have your moment. “That you’re both back.”
“It's nice seeing you, too,” she says before her eyes wander to a place behind you. Suddenly, her eyes twinkle as she grins at Oscar who comes closer with lips drawn into a firm line. “Look who just woke up from a nap.” Kissing his cheek swiftly, she tippy toes, fixing his messy hair into a neat comb over. “You look as if you got into some kind of bar fight.”
“Yeah,” Lando hums, looking over at you with dark eyes. “It sort of does…”
“We were fixing the outside tables—”
“We were fixing the floral arrangements—”
Lily and Lando quirk a glance at each other, then back towards you and Oscar whose faces are flushed. Oscar coughs, scratching the back of his neck. “Why don’t you guys come and check it out?”
“Yes, please!” Lily squeals, already making her way out the door, the Australian not that far behind.
Sighing, you go on to follow as well, but there’s this hold on your wrist that just won’t let go. You spin, staring at Lando who clenches his jaw.
“Did you fuck him?”
You flinch. “No—I didn’t.”
Blue eyes fill with warning as he nods, silently thinking to himself before rubbing his chin harshly. “Don’t lie to me. I know what you’re capable of.”
This physically makes you feel sick, ashamed that he knows you for being a lying cheater. “You’re one to talk,” you shoot back, wishing to take it back as soon as it comes out. He raises a brow, clearly surprised. You gulp. “You’re capable of doing the same thing as me, aren’t you? Isn’t that why we’re together?”
“We’re together because I love you.”
“Yeah, well, I love you, too. I’ve literally given up the relationship I had with my sister—for you.” Taking his hands into yours, you knit your brows together softly, and just like that, he melts. “I love you, Lando. There's no need for anyone else.”
Looking past the clear window, Oscar stares at you and the Brit, who share a hug, taking occasional loving pecks as if nothing else matters.
As if his feelings aren't worth anything.
“I love it,” Lily says, ripping his gaze from getting hurt any further. Because that’s what this has all led to —him getting hurt. She grins happily, making her way closer. “I really appreciate you two working on this together, it all looks so wonderful.”
Guilt makes his tongue trip as he tries to say something, but when all fails, he settles with a warm smile, pulling her against his chest, kissing the top of her head. “I’d do anything for you, Lily Zneimer.”
With your head resting on Lando’s shoulders, you look out to where the couple stand, in the same embrace. This makes your eyes sting, which is silly because—why do you feel so invalidated?
Despite being so far apart, you and Oscar are still able to connect, looking at each other with a certain yearning. This is not what this was supposed to be. The Australian would have never dreamt of any other girl that wasn’t Lily, so what happened?
“I love you,” Lando mumbles, securing his hold on you.
“I love you,” Lily mumbles, face pressed against his heart, feeling it thump fiercely.
You spare Oscar a smile, and Oscar spares you the same. And neither of you two can bring yourselves to lie.
So, instead, neither of you say it back.
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It all comes crashing down on you one Sunday morning.
By now, Lily has graduated, summer is over, and you’re back in Monaco. And for some reason, Lando offered to help get Lily’s picture’s developed. He knew a guy who’d get him a nice discount, apparently. Film is expensive as it is, so of course the British girl accepted.
You’re sitting outside on the balcony. It’s windy today, and you should probably go back inside, but the ocean looks particularly blue today, so you decide to stay.
Curling yourself tighter with your blanket, you sigh, staring numbly, mind racing. Because this is a daily occurrence now.
All. You. Think. About. Is. Him.
Him and his obnoxious smile. Him and his warm brown eyes. Him and his chuckle that sounds dry to everyone else, but lively to you.
Just…him.
And without a doubt, Lando has figured out that something was wrong with you, but he never asked questions.
Until now.
“Hey,” he says, plopping down next to you, pressing his lips against your temple quickly before smiling. “Have you been here all day?”
You blush, shivering by the sudden breeze. “If I say no, would you believe me?”
“Yes,” he admits, clicking his tongue. “Because apparently I believe almost everything you have to say.”
Including your lies.
You hear him, but his voice is muffled by now with all that you’re feeling. He handed you an envelope, and you first opened it with curiosity, then with dread and shame when you realized what was inside.
The film.
You’re laughing, eyes shut with delight.
Your lips are wrapped around his thumb.
Around his cock, too.
Drops of cum lay flat on your tongue.
One where his head is beneath your dress.
One of his hands wrapped around your ankles, a certain number four glimmering.
All of this, and more.
Licking your lips repeatedly, you sit up, staring at him with an open mouth. “Lando—”
“I’m not mad.”
You blink.
He shrugs, taking the pictures, making you want to snatch them back and figure out what to do with them yourself. How could you and Oscar forget to set this one aside?
He can tell that you’re mortified, so he sends a reassuring smile, but it does no good. “I’m not, alright? I’m just…disappointed.” His reaction is confusing, he can tell what you’re thinking. Why is he so okay with this? “I’m not the biggest fan of you lying to me, but whatever, it’s fine.”
“And sure, I should be furious that you two went behind my back, and maybe I am—but I’m willing to let it go because I love you.” The blue eyed boy pecks your lips, you still frozen with shock. He chuckles. “This is what I get, right? This is my karma? For sleeping with you while I was still dating your sister?”
When you still don’t say anything, he nods to himself, as if this is all making sense to him, and only him. “Must be.” A beat. “I forgive you.”
“What about him?” you squeak, scared of his response.
Lando clenches his jaw before breaking into a helpless smile. “He doesn’t have to know, I know. This will just remain between you and I—just like always. He doesn’t have to know. Lily doesn’t have to know.”
You hold yourself from crying because in a way, he’s right. Out of everyone, Lily Zneimer doesn’t deserve any of this. She has been nothing but good to you, and you’re embarrassed to notice now that you ruined a perfectly good friendship. And while she may have no clue, you do, and that’s enough for you to probably wince every time you look at her from now on.
“Just don’t do it again. M’kay?”
Rubbing his thumb against your lips, it’s almost like he’s waiting for something, but when you don’t seem to do whatever he was thinking, his eyes darken, and he gets up with a bitter smile.
He takes the pictures with him and you don’t know what for.
But you don’t dare ask a single question.
It’s just you. Your thoughts.
And Oscar.
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synopsis: you’ve got baby fever. Oscar… well, doesn’t.
wc: 0.5k
warnings: mentions of infertility (r is not actually infertile), not proof read
A few days ago, while scrolling through social media, you came across a video of a little baby. Her giggles warmed your heart, and sent you down a long rabbit hole and into a spiral of lasting baby fever.
You sauntered into the kitchen where Oscar was cooking breakfast. Your hands wrapped around his torso, your head rested on his shoulder.
He smiled, a sight that brightened your day and definitely did not help with your daydreams about him as a father. “Good morning.” He greeted. The sleep hadn’t yet worn off, leaving his voice a little rough.
“Morning.” You sighed, snuggling your head into the curve of his neck.
“What’s up, baby?” He asked, a hand snaking it’s way down your arm before lacing his fingers with yours.
Humming, swaying, you were in your own world. In your mind, you imagined a mini version of the both of you sitting in a high chair not far from where you stood. “We should have a baby.”
It was a harsh bomb to drop so early in the morning. In your haze, you hadn’t realized that.
“What? No.” He laughed.
You frowned and pulled away from him.
He began to panic. “No, wait-“
“No. No it’s okay. Stupid idea anyway.” You mumbled, slow steps creating distance between the two of you. You retreated to the bedroom. He would’ve followed you if it weren’t for the food on the stove.
As soon as he finished up and plated the food, he rushed to the bedroom. He found you on the bed, under the sheets, curled in a ball.
He sat beside you, a comforting hand on your back. “I’m sorry. That came out wrong.” He apologized. You said nothing. “I’d love nothing more than to make a mini us and see it run around the house, but right now… it’s not a good time.” He shook his head, though you couldn’t see it.
“But he’d be so cute.” You blubbered.
Oscar paused. “Are you crying?” He hesitated to reach out.
You flipped around to face him. “Yes!” You sniffed. “Because- because- imagine it. He’d look just like you and I can dress him like you and take him to races—or her! And you’d look so cute holding a mini us.”
Hands found their way around your body and he pulled you into him. “I know, you’d be such a cute mom. Maybe later but I just don’t want to miss everything. We’re still young.” He ran a hand through your hair while you continued to cry, not liking his answer.
“You’ll be racing until you’re forty!” You sobbed. “And what if I’m not able to have kids by then! I could be fresh out of eggs!” You clutched onto his shirt.
“I don’t want to wait until we’re forty, either. Maybe just a couple more years.”
You sniffled. “I think I’m pmsing.” It would explain the emotional response, and the intense baby fever.
Oscar didn’t say anything, he only chuckled.
Not me already being in a crying mood and then reading the newest post 🥹😭 omg babyyyy
So so good, cant wait for part two xx
two fluffy posts seemed to be about enough lol i had to bring the angst back
thank you! 🫶🏽🫶🏽
part 2
pairing: oscar piastri x reader
summary: when two members of the friend group get secretly together it all seems to be okay, but will they be able to keep their situation with no strings attached?
fc: different girls from pinterest
a/n: it’s still april 6 where i’m at so happy birthday oscar 🎉 enjoy my favorite trope in the world (star-crossed lovers) pt. 2 will be coming some time this week :)
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not proofread
Like the many other girls who visited the paddock, you often found yourself batting your eyelashes in the direction of one Oscar Piastri. While many were attracted to the appeal of his career and the money it provided, you were more so enthralled by his pretty face and his effortless charm.
Though, being apart of Alpine’s PR team was especially problematic.
Nonetheless, you still sought him out after his win in China. Finding him—coincidentally—as you came out of the ladies room. “Oscar! Hey, congrats on your win.” You flashed him a flirty smile.
Of course, he was familiar with you from his days with your team, and greeted you by name. “Actually, this is really useful, running into you. My hair is sticking at all ends and I’d rather look a bit more presentable in the media pen.”
It took you a second, but you nodded eventually. “Yeah, uh, yeah. We can-“ you motioned to the restroom behind him. It didn’t matter, as a member of his team was standing watch.
“Never been in a men’s washroom,” you joked, settling close to him in front of a sink. Fixing his hair was harder than expected. He was slightly taller than you, and you couldn’t get the right angle.
Without your requesting, Oscar’s hands found your hips and he helped you onto the counter, comfortably finding his place between your parted legs.
“That’s better,” you muttered, your fingers easily able to manipulate the strands of his hair with the new vantage point.
Oscar’s hands rested on your thighs, not a conscious choice of his. Nonetheless, you didn’t mind.
You muttered some more. Oscar didn’t hear, too focused on studying every detail of your face.
“There.” You smiled, admiring your work. His hair was now fluffed in a way that made him look infinitely more handsome.
You weren’t sure who made the first move. Who leaned in first. Who made the electric contact of your lips. You just knew that it happened and it was intoxicating. A drug you demanded more of even as you were consuming it. Perhaps it was the champagne that did it. You were more convinced that Oscar’s lips were a natural elixir.
Oscar’s fingers dug into your thighs while your fingers thread through his hair and pulled him all the more closer. Close enough to fuse your bodies into one being. Close enough to smell the champagne on his skin.
The door shuttered with a loud bang. “You’ve got thirty seconds!” It was an accident, the way your teeth found Oscar’s lip and cut it open. What could you say? The knocking startled you.
You pulled away, a hand coving your mouth. You eyed him in horror.
His hand came to his lip, pulling away to see the tips of his fingers dotted in a crimson red. He chuckled lowly, his eyes dazzling as he gazed up at you. He closed the gap again. A short kiss this time. “I’ll see you tonight then?” He quirked a brow.
You nodded.
Oh my god girly you ate with the last two fics, as always. Literally how are you so good, oh my gosh 🥰🥰🥹🥹🥹 xx
awww thank you! 🥹🫶🏽 i’m so happy you like them <333
pairing: singer!reader x alex albon, reader x ex!taylor fritz
summary: after your ex-boyfriend cheats on you, you get invited to a formula one race and find someone to move on with
fc: dua lipa
a/n: very delayed (as always) birthday fic 🎉 (i also wanna say i don’t hate taylor fritz okay it might seem like i do based on the comments on this story but i don’t😭)
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pairing: female!reader x oscar piastri
summary: during a stream, your best friend lando casually says that you cannot physically listen to arctic monkeys because they remind you too much of your ex, so everyone is surprised when you get caught listening to them
fc: emily alyn lind
a/n: i know i’m a week late, but fic for the chinese grand prix winner (!!!!!) (also i know this man only listens to house music but i don’t like that genre so i kinda did whatever i wanted)
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username lando omg 😭😭
username he did NOT had to expose her like that
username god save me from friends like lando
username he’s so annoying sibling coded because WHAT would prompt him to say this out loud
username y/n girl you’re stronger than me 😔
username i think y/n should be allowed to punch lando on the face every time he exposes her
username this is why you can’t associate your favorite band with boyfriends
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yourusername a little quadrant bts 🎥🎾💋
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username she’s gonna eat as always
username i need that set actually
username insane face economy
maxfewtrell 😎
username lando couldn’t convince me to buy quadrant merch but y/n might
username y/n did you listen to the arctic monkeys new album?
username plsss 😭
username leave her alone she’s just a girl!
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yourusername plus vibe activity✨✨✨
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username gorgeous 🤭💗
username loveeee the aesthetic
username when we were young is such a vibeee
landonorris good song
yourusername 🤐
username plsss he’s still in time out 😭
maxfewtrell bring me some pizza
yourusername no
pietra.pilao pleaseee? 💘
yourusername only for you 🫶🏽
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yourusername turns out monaco is a real place and not just a bad bunny song
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charles_leclerc 🤨
username crazy how she’s been friends with lando for years and she’s just in monaco for the first time
username what force on earth pushed her to visit that place
landonorris heyyyy 🤪🤪
yourusername immediately no i’m going back
username the outfits!!!
username i would’ve compare it to that selena gomez movie but okay
yourusername omg i should’ve said that 😭😭
username how iconic of her to be a selena gomez and a bad bunny fan
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oscarpiastri exploring (my new home) 🏡
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username oscar piastri soft launching on main ????‼️
username he moved to monaco 😭
username leave it to oscar piastri to drop two insane news at once
username i know charles is proud to see his son 😔
charles_leclerc proud!
oscarpiastri 👊🏽
username WHO is that
username guys don’t call me crazy but … y/n?
username lando’s friend?
username no wayyyy 😭
username idk it doesn’t really look like her
mclaren’s tiktok
yourusername’s instagram stories
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yourusername what a beautiful place shanghai 🪷
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username i’m confused
username the hard launching hard launch
username oscar was soft launching y/n ???? 😭
username the twitter girlies knew and they called them crazy
username never again.
username ohhh so THIS is why she was listening to arctic monkeys again
yourusername 🤭
username he kissed her. right after getting out of the car. 😭
username may this love find me
landonorris WHAT
landonorris NOOOO
landonorris go back to being a couple in secret
yourusername no ❤️
oscarpiastri beautiful indeed
yourusername 😁🫶🏽
♡ summary: where you try to soft launch your boyfriend but your fans link you to the wrong papaya boy
♡ pairing: oscar piastri x singer!reader
♡ warnings: use of yn, some implied suggestive comments
♡ faceclaim: tate mcrae
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yourusername 2 HANDS SONG & VID OUT NOW 🏎️🌟🏆
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user21 EATS EATS EATS
user33 POP PRINCESS YN DROPS ANOTHER BANGER‼️
user921 WILD
oliviarodrigo HAWT 🤭
yourusername 😍😍
user13 orange is her color guys 🤭🤭
yourusername it’s papaya 😉🧡
user541 yourusername STFU
user302 WE SAW THAT MCLAREN GIRL STOP WITH THE HINTS 🥲🥲
user921 she stays cryptic i’m so tired 😭
landonorris ate 👏👏 ♥︎ by author
user209 i see u 👀
user412 giving… boyfriend?
user307 NOT SLICK MF
user100 SHE WANTS UR 2 HANDS
user312 OKAY THEY NOT SLICK AT ALL WE ALL KNOW THATS landonorris IN SLIDE 2 😭😭
user44 HONESTLY 😭
sabrinacarpenter you don’t know how to not make a bop 😩😩
yourusername PLEASE COMING FROM YOUUU 🥲🤭🤭
user312 idc who she’s dating (cough lando norris cough) whoever it is wildling cause what do you mean YOU LOOK GOOD ON TOP OF ME 😭
user031 FREAKYYY
user991 she went to the same school of ovulation songs sabrina and taylor did
alexandrasaintmleux i haven’t stopped streaming since it dropped beautiful 😍😍
yourusername I LOVE YOU STAWP
user621 THAT VIDEO WAS HAWWWWT LIKE OMFG 😭
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user341 they’ll make a power couple tbfh 😩
user031 TWO HOT PEOPLE (allegedly) DATING 😍🤭
user145 I LOVE WHEN HOT PEOPLE DATE OTHER HOT PEOPLE ‼️
user773 HONESTLY 😭
user981 they’re my celebrity crushes i can’t handle this (allegedly)
~~~
user044 CAUSE HONESTLY THAT TIKTOK CONVINCED ME-
user992 NO SAME
user312 not to play devils advocate but lando really is the only papaya driver who has that kinda merch 🤷♀️
user210 confused but continue
user312 user210 just saying she could be dating like oscar or pato just cause it’s lando’s car doesn’t mean it’s lando
user210 user312 back to bed grandma (also f1 literally commented on the og tiktok referencing lando…)
user087 she wasn’t slick with that video especially not after liking the f1 comment 😭
user127 WHAT COMMENT?
user087 user127 f1’s official tiktok commented on the tiktok referenced here “this might be lando norris 😳”
user127 user087 YOURE KIDDING
user787 this was honestly THE proof for me like it sealed the deal for me.
user991 i was convinced theyre dating after this too 😭
~~~
user912 GIRL IS OBSESSED 😭
user012 he’s got her down bad and i love the content 😭😭
user132 ITS SOOO GOOD THOUGHHH 😭😭😭😭😭
user778 NO FR FR SHE ATE
user341 SHES DOWN BAD AND IT SHOWWWS 😩
user003 i’m obsessed (but not convinced she’s dating lando 😬)
user778 OH?? whyyyyyy?
user003 user778 just the vibe also her soft launch has had an underlying aussie theme i feel 🤷♀️
user334 user003 back to bed grandma it’s ynlando endgame 😩
~~~
user922 is this a safe place?
user176 … i guess?
user992 don’t think yn is dating lando.
user176 nvm not a safe space.
user076 I AM EATING UP EVERY BREADCRUMB SHE DROPS TILL WE GET THE YNLANDO HARD LAUNCH 😭😭😭
user199 i’m obsessed with this and the new album is def papaya coded 😭😭😭
user990 THERE WAS A WHOLE ASS MCLAREN IN HER MV LIKE WTF 😩
user954 SHES NOT SLICK AT ALL
user103 i can’t get over her obvious easter eggs that lead straight to lando 😭😭😭
user031 left field here she’s dating pato ☺️
user176 this is actually hilarious as shit 😭😭
user988 BYE PATOOOO 😭😭😭
—— messages between yn & oscar
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oscarpiastri Happy.
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user072 his caption would be that on a soft launch 😭
user871 he’s a man of few words
user880 OMG A SOFT LAUNCH 😭🥲
hattiepiastri i’m appalled on behalf of your girlfriend. that caption has no enthusiasm
oscarpiastri I’ll have you know i was actually very happy writing that.
hattiepiastri YOURE BEYOND HELP 😭😭
user701 AWW HIM AND LANDO BOTH HAVE GFS 😍
user299 who is lando’s gf?
user701 user299 yourusername
user976 user701 ALLEGEDLY ☝️
user232 THIS IS ADORABLE
landonorris i did not approve that caption when i helped you make this post.
user189 BYE HE ASKED LANDO FOR HELP 😭
alex_albon damn just expose him like that 💀
oscarpiastri I asked for your help in confidence…
rileywhittall disrespecting my wife with that caption is wild 🤧
lilymhe no honestly he needs more enthusiasm when posting about her 😓😓
oscarpiastri logansargeant alex_albon They’re bullying me.
user876 so lando’s dating yn ln and oscar is soft launching what world are we living in 😭
user109 you’re living in delusion cause when has ANYONE confirmed yn and lando
user716 THIS IS CUTE THOUGH GUYS 😭😭
user776 NO FR LIKE I LOOVE
user614 i’m obsessed with this stoppp 😭🤧🤧
user031 cutest soft launch i’ve ever seen 😩
user845 yn in the likes…
user103 supporting her man’s teammate’s soft launch 😍
user845 user103 or hear me out just supporting her man 😍
user103 user845 nope.
user143 the girl looks like yn…
user034 except she’s dating lando 😍😍
user778 user034 ALLEGEDLY
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f1wags SPOTTED Lando Norris and model, Magui Corceiro, recently in Monaco. Rumors of Lando and YN LN have been spreading recently but has this development squashed those?
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user781 that’s crazy…
user091 oh- so yn’s not dating lando…
user845 I WILL BE ACCEPTING APOLOGIES
user097 BUT WHO IS SHE DATING
user199 user097 HEAR ME OUT… OSCAHHH
user188 so ynoscar girlies is it our time??
user976 YESSSS ynoscar
user009 lando and magui make more since than lando and yn
user755 true true
user129 WAIT SO 2 HANDS IS ABOUT OSCAR 😭
user087 still allegedly ☝️
user631 STOPP THE OVULATION BOP IS ABOUT THE POLITE CAT OSCAR PIASTRI 😭😭😭
user917 still in shock from loosing ynlando like that 🤧🤧
user900 mourning a relationship that never existed is CRAZYYYY
user930 they look good together 😭
user021 actually obsessed with them
user487 lando hard launched so people would stop shipping him with his teammates gf 😂😂
user079 NO FR 💀
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sabrinacarpenter ANOTHER BANGER?
➥ yourusername 👀👀👀
➥ sabrinacarpenter STOPP
user087 OMG OMG OMG
user916 YESSS A NEW SONG‼️‼️
lilymhe i just screamed ngl 🥲🥲
➥ yourusername BYE ILY 😭
user009 ANOTHER BANGER ANOTHER BANGER
oliviarodrigo is this THE one 👀
➥ yourusername maaybeee 🤭
user991 AHHHHHHHHH
user021 A SONG ABOUT OSCARR?
alexandrasaintmleux SHUT UP 🤧
➥ yourusername eeeeeeeeek
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yourusername SPORTS CAR mv and song out now!!!!! this video was a dream come true! thank you to everyone who made it possible and a special shoutout to the muse for the song ;) oscarpiastri
hope you guys enjoy it. love youuuuu <3
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user920 HARD LAUNCH I REPEAT HARD LAUNCH
user801 YNOSCAR GIRLIES WONNNNNNNNNN 😍😍😍
user167 ITS GIVING BRITNEEEEY
spotify gonna rent a sports car so we can play sports car in a sports car
ynhq Pop star. ♥︎ by author
user910 REAL
user192 100%
user676 POP PRINCESSSSS
user921 ATE ONCE AGAIN
user003 HARD LAUNCH OF THE CENTURYYYYYYYYYYY
landonorris i couldve gone my whole life without seeing these lyrics ☺️
yourusername whoops ☺️
landonorris yourusername no apology?
yourusername landonorris nope 👍
user039 OVULATION SONG 🔥🔥
user107 POP DIVA YN DEVOURS ONCE AGAIN
lilymhe I LOVE THIS SO MUCH DIVAAA
yourusername MWAH 🤭
applemusic 👑🏎️
user103 ACTUALLY ATE AND POP PRINCESS WILL EAT UP THE PADDOCK 😍😍😍
user309 YESS F1 WAG YN IS GONNA DEVOUUUURR
hattiepiastri you’re literally perfect 🤧🤧🤧
yourusername stfu you’re perfect 😭 literally my favorite piastri‼️
oscarpiastri yourusername Rude.
user937 YES.
user776 i wanna apologize for ever thinking she was dating lando cause i can’t wait to watch her unhingeness mesh with oscar’s nonchalant ass 😍
oscarpiastri 🧡
yourusername you got a sports car?? 😏 ♥︎ by oscarpiastri
user003 yourusername have i got good news for you
alexandrasaintmleux actually obsessed!! ♥︎ by author
user921 OSCAR PIASTRI I WAS NOT FAMILIAR WITH YOUR GAME
user209 SHOCKED TBH
user129 THE POLITE CAT PULLED 😍 ♥︎ by author
oscarpiastri You’re so incredibly talented and I am immensely proud of you! Grateful to be called your boyfriend and your muse. I love you 🧡
user031 i’m tearing up stop 🤧
hattiepiastri 👏👏👏
user995 this is too much 😭
yourusername IM SOBBING ENOUGHHHH 🤧🤧🤧🤧🤧 i love you sm osco. best muse ever 🧡
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pairing: lando norris x leclerc!fem!reader
summary: lando's been soft launching, but when someone spots the youngest leclerc out with him in Italy, her brothers don't react as they'd hoped
w/c & a/n: smau | I need smau fic ideas, chat gpt is not helping 😭
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lando nice and needed vacation ☀️
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user1 IS THAT A G-GIRL ⁉️⁉️
carlossainz55 aye you bastard answer my messages 😑 ♥︎ by author
charles_leclerc looks like little lando norris is all grown up 🥺
maxfewtrell oh he's all grown up all right 😏
lando maxfewtrell you keep your mouth SHUT
charles_leclerc maxfewtrell ????
user2 damn we got lando soft launching before gta 6
user3 she looks oddly familiar but I can't think of how
maxfewtrell 😶
user3 maxfewtrell TELL US WHAT YOU KNOW
maxfewtrell user3 🤐
user3 maxfewtrell you BITCH
oscarpiastri looking tan mate 👍 ♥︎ by author
user4 do we think oscar knows who she is
maxverstappen1 why was I not informed about this
lando because you have connections 😄
maxverstappen1 lando so you're assuming I'd tell others ??
lando maxverstappen1 don't play the victim we all know you love to gossip 🙄
user4 lando says max v has connections to her 🤔 does that mean she's part of the f1 world ♥︎ by author
user5 YOU'RE ONTO SOMETHING
user6 LANDO LIKING ?????
user7 maybe she's a sister of one of the drivers??
user8 no way that would ever happen lmao
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lando they do say Italy is the country of love 🫶
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user9 soldiers we've lost him 🫡
carlossainz55 🫡😢 ♥︎ by author
user10 carlossainz55 LMAOAOAO its okay carlando lives on forever
oscarpiastri don't do anything I wouldn't do kids 👍
lando I'm literally older than you 🤓 and she's your age...
user11 NEW INFORMATION UNLOCKED ‼️ mystery girl is brunette, 23, knows f1
user12 that unfortunately doesn't really help much
user11 user12 yet...
danielricciardo since when did you take good pictures 🤨 ♥︎ by author
lando she taught me 🤭
user13 THAT SHOULD BE ME HOLDING YOUR HAND 💔
alexandrasaintmleux gorgeous girl ♥︎ by author
maxverstappen1 I recognize that back...
lando SHUT UPPPP
lando maxverstappen1 wait wdym you recognize her back 😾
charles_leclerc hey my sister went to Italy recently too lmao imagine if you ran into her
lando heh that would be pretty funny 😅
maxfewtrell lando can you be anymore obvious mate
yourusername I cant charles is so oblivious 😭
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lando 🌊🛥️ maxfewtrell
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maxverstappen1 interesting...
oscarpiastri stay hydrated folks 👍
lando yes dad 👍
charles_leclerc looking clean 🔥 ♥︎ by author
arthur_leclerc cute couple 🤝 ♥︎ by author
lando I hope you'll still think that when you realizewho she is
maxfewtrell 🤪
arthur_leclerc maxfewtrell 🤔
carlossainz55 you two better be keeping it PG 👀😏
lando more like MA
charles_leclerc lando be safe use protection ☝️
maxfewtrell charles_leclerc ☠️
charles_leclerc maxfewtrell ?????
alexandrasaintmleux tell her I said hi 🎀 ♥︎ by author
charles_leclerc you know who she is??
alexandrasaintmleux charles_leclerc hehe....
user14 I HAVE A SUSPICION ON WHO IT IS BUT Y'ALL WILL CALL ME CRAZY
user15 SPILL
user14 user15 I THINK SHE'S yourusername
user14 hear me out: she's oscars age (who are both 23), she's brunette (like charles lorenzo and arthur), charles told us that his sister recently went to Italy on lando's post of pics from there, she liked this post, AND alexandra (charles' gf) commented on this and the last post
user16 user14 WAITTTTTT I THINK YOU'RE RIGHT
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yourusername cat's out of the bag I guess 🤗 this is my cutesy boyfriend lando 💗
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user17 WHATATATATAAT YOU'RE WHO LANDO HAS BEEN SOFT LAUNCHING ⁉️
maxverstappen1 I KNEW IT ♥︎ by author
user7 I CALLED IT BRO I SAID A DRIVERS SISTER AND YALL DOUBTED
user8 IM SORRY 😣
oscarpiastri finally!! congrats 👍 ♥︎ by author
maxfewtrell NOOOO I WAS HAVING FUN TROLLING
yourusername yeah we know 😄
user18 how did lando pull a leclerc
lando excuse me???
user19 lando she's literally an angel and then you're.... lando
yourusername user19 that's exactly why I love him :)
lando yourusername I love you too baby 🥺 ♥︎ by author
charles_leclerc what the FUCK.
charles_leclerc I'LL KILL HIM
charles_leclerc WHAT THE FUCK WHY ARE YOU HUGGING THAT THING
lando "THAT THING" ⁉️⁉️
charles_leclerc lando fuck off je ne te parlais pas
lando charles_leclerc I don't understand french 😢
yourusername lando maybe it's for the better my love 🥰
charles_leclerc yourusername "MY LOVE"???? UNBLOCK ME AND ANSWER MY CALLS
alexandrasaintmleux yourusername don't unblock him he's got steam coming out of his ears... and arthur also showed up
maxfewtrell 😎🍿 ♥︎ by author
lando glad you're enjoying this while I'm fearing for my life
charles_leclerc WHO THE FUCK DOES HE THINK HE IS TOUCHING MY BABY SISTER????
arthur_leclerc WHY IS HIS MOUTH ON YOURS IN THAT TWEET
charles_leclerc POURQUOI TU SORS AVEC LUI?? JE VAIS LE POUSSER DANS LES BARRIÈRES SUR LA VOIE, ATTENDS JUSTE
charles_leclerc lando YOU SAID YOU WERE KEEPING IT MA ON THIS VACATION
arthur_leclerc don't worry bro I'm sharpening my axe 🥰
lando arthur_leclerc AXE?!?!!? WHY DO YOU HAVE AN AXE??
maxverstappen1 lando it was nice competing with you
lando ☹️
user20 damn lando I wasn't familiar with your game 😮💨
lando everyone being so surprised that she's dating me is quite insulting 😪
leclerc_pascale beautiful ❤️ ♥︎ by author
yourusername I LOVE YOU MAMAN
lando I'm too pretty to die 💔
arthur_leclerc who lied to you??
lando arthur_leclerc your sister I guess ♥︎ by author
lorenzotl lando you're only digging your grave deeper
lorenzotl I'm so happy for you ma petite soeur ❤️ ♥︎ by author
yourusername thank you enzo I love you ❤️
arthur_leclerc lorenzotl YOU'RE OKAY WITH THIS ?????
charles_leclerc does he make you happy.
yourusername yes very happy 🥹
charles_leclerc yourusername is he respectful.
yourusername charles_leclerc he couldn't be more of a gentleman
charles_leclerc yourusername I still don't like this 😡 but... I'll give him a chance
lando charles_leclerc THANK YOU PLEASE DON'T KILL ME I SWEAR I'LL BE THE BEST BROTHER IN LAW
arthur_leclerc lando BROTHER IN LAW?????
“ ILLICIT AFFAIRS. ” ( lando norris ! )
SUMMARY: an illicit affair between the reader and lando spirals into heartbreak, leaving behind only stolen moments and broken promises.
word count: 0.9k
warnings: angst, infidelity, taylor swift references, mentions of y/n.
pairing: lando norris x female!reader
IT WAS WRONG. You knew it was very wrong. To be someone’s forbidden fruit—a mistress. You knew the risks and the consequences of your impulsive actions. Yet, you felt no ounce of regret.
You hated yourself.
You hated how you let yourself sink into this.
You hated how you kept falling into bed with him, knowing he belonged to someone else. A wife, even.
You hated how selfish you had become.
You told yourself you could stop anytime. But you never did. Maybe it was the thrill. The secrecy. The pleasure. The stolen moments that made you feel wanted.
It wasn’t supposed to happen. You never wanted this to happen. But with Lando Norris, it all felt too good.
It all began at a Formula 1 afterparty—a world of dazzling lights and champagne-fueled celebrations. One glance across the crowded room, and your eyes met with a pair of green eyes staring right back at you.
And somehow, that's how your story started.
You started sneaking around, making excuses, whispering lies to those who asked where you were, telling them you'd be going out for a "run." In reality, you were having sex in the backseat of his car.
Months passed.
Secret meetings. Stolen glances at parties. Midnight rendezvous that left you breathless. Every whispered promise, every fleeting moment of passion made you fall deeper for the British guy.
You craved the rush.
The way his gaze burned into yours across a crowded room.
The way he said your name, like it was the only thing that mattered.
The way his touch ignited something in you—something dangerous, something irresistible.
And then, one morning, everything changed.
“Let’s talk. 4 PM”
The formality of the message sent a wave of unease through you. Something was wrong. You felt it in your bones.
But you ignored the warning bells and went anyway.
“We can’t do this anymore.”
Lando’s voice was steady, but the weight behind his words crushed you. He leaned back in the dimly lit café—the place that had become your hidden world.
Your breath hitched. Your mind raced, scrambling for an explanation.
How could he say this so easily?
What happened to all the promises?
And most importantly,
Why now?
“W-what?” Of all the things you wanted to say, that was all you could manage.
“Baby, don’t—”
“Don’t call me baby!”You snapped, your voice raw with heartbreak.
Lando shut his eyes, exhaling heavily.
“You made me look like an idiotic fool,” you whispered, your voice trembling. “Look at me, Lando. Look at this godforsaken mess that you made of me!” You cried out, not even noticing the sorrowful tears that you shed.
“I love you, Lando…” The confession slipped out before you could stop it. For the first time, you said it aloud.
For the first time, it felt real.
His eyes widened. For a moment, he looked at you like he might say it back.
The silence between the two of you was so loud. It was deafening. Just the two of you gaping at each other.
But then he looked away, feeling ashamed.
“I’m going to be a father, Y/N.”
The words hit you like a crashing wave, knocking the breath from your lungs. Your body went cold.
Your heart shattered.
Silence stretched between you. The air felt suffocating.
You had no right to be jealous. No right to be angry. You were just the mistress. The secret. The sin.
He would always choose her. You should have known.
You should have seen this coming.
It was your fault for believing his empty words.
Stupid, stupid girl.
“I hope you understand… my family needs me,” he murmured, his voice softer now.
You nodded, swallowing the lump in your throat.
You remembered the times when you would lay against his chest, naked under the bedsheets, with him muttering sweet words against your ear, and you giggling while you were wrapped around his arms.
“I love you,” he had whispered before. “I can’t wait to be with you forever.”
“But what about your wife?” You asked looking up, doe eyed and staring at his green eyes. His green eyes that started all this mess.
“Does it matter?” he had murmured, brushing a kiss over your lips. “I’ll always love you. No matter what.”
“Always?”
“Always.”
Lies.
Lies.
Lies.
"Any man would be lucky to have you, Y/N. I really valued these months with you," he said now, as if his words could soften the inevitable goodbye.
You let out a hollow laugh. "So, that’s it?"
"Do you have a better idea?"
You stared at him, memorizing the curve of his jaw, the way his fingers fidgeted, the way his lips parted slightly like he wanted to say more.
But he wouldn’t.
And even if he did, it wouldn’t change anything.
For the first time, you truly understood what you were to him.
A secret. A mistake. A fleeting indulgence that he could afford to leave behind.
You inhaled sharply, forcing a smile onto your lips—one that didn’t quite reach your eyes.
"Have a good life, Norris."
His jaw tensed. He gave you one last look, something unreadable in his expression.
“I love you, Y/N. Don’t forget that.”
You clenched your fists. “You’re making this harder. Just go, Lando. Please.”
A heavy sigh escaped him before he stood. The rustling of his clothes filled the silence.
You watched him walk away.
You watched him glance back at you.
You watched him leave.
And just like that, it ended the way it started—
Stolen glances filled with unspoken words.
Only this time, they clung to the remnants of their so-called love.
Pairing: Max Verstappen x Reader
Summary: Max is in the wrong relationship, and you both know it. But knowing isn’t choosing, and you’re done waiting.
1.8k words / Inspo / Masterlist
You don't want to be here.
Not in this overpriced, dimly lit restaurant. Not sitting across from your best friend who, for all intents and purposes, should be yours but isn't. Not watching him share a plate of something too delicate, too refined, with someone who doesn’t know him the way you do.
You shouldn't be here, but you are. Because Max asked, and you’ve never been able to say no to him.
His girlfriend, the word itself sticks in your throat like it doesn’t belong there, sits beside him her hand curled possessively around his arm like it’s an accessory.
She's beautiful in that effortless way that makes it impossible to hate her, but easy to envy and you do, not because she's done anything wrong, but because she has him and you don’t. She’s the kind of girl who wears white to brunch and never spills anything. Who smiles with her teeth but never with her eyes. She laughs at all the right moments, smiles like she’s being watched, and you suppose she probably always is.
She tells people he’s different with her, like it’s some accomplishment, like she’s smoothed out all the parts of him that used to be real. And maybe that’s what she wants, a version of Max that’s easier to manage. More polished. Less... passionate.
And maybe he needs that. Maybe it’s easier to be loved when no one sees the cracks.
But you do.
And you love him anyway.
"You're quiet tonight."
Max's voice breaks through the fog of your thoughts, dragging you back into the present. His blue eyes flick to yours, brow furrowed. You know that look. Concern. Like he always gets when you're not yourself. Like he doesn't realise he’s the reason why.
"I'm fine," you lie, forcing a smile that doesn't quite reach your eyes. "Just tired."
His girlfriend, her name, why does her name escape you? Leans in, pressing a kiss to his cheek, whispering something you can’t hear. Max laughs, low and affectionate, and it splinters something inside you.
You force your attention back to your plate, pushing the delicate food around with your fork, though you have no appetite for it. Each bite seems tasteless, it’s not the kind of meal you’re used to. You’d much rather be somewhere familiar, somewhere real, where the food is greasy and the air is thick with laughter, the kind of places where Max talks with his hands and lets himself forget who he has to be.
But tonight, he’s wearing someone else’s life. And you’re just the spectator.
Max's laughter, though, it’s still real. It’s just harder to swallow now, harder to accept, because it’s not for you. Not tonight.
Then he leans in closer than necessary, voice dropping again, warm and soothing, bringing you back to the present. "Are you sure you're okay?"
Your heart stutters for a beat. The question, the tone it’s always the same. Always concerned. Always directed at you. But never for you. You’ve learned to ignore the quiet ache that blossoms each time, because it’s pointless.
"I'm fine," you repeat, this time with more conviction. The smile feels less forced but still unnatural. "I promise."
His eyes linger on you like it’s a habit he can’t break, and you can tell he’s not buying it. His gaze flicks briefly to his girlfriend, who is now chatting animatedly with the waiter about some wine pairing, before he leans in, close enough that only you can hear.
"Are you sure? You know you can talk to me right?"
That damn sweetness in his voice. That quiet tenderness he saves just for you, like a secret between the two of you, a secret you’re not sure you can keep much longer. His girlfriend is only a few inches away, but the distance between you and Max has never felt more cavernous.
You swallow, unable to look at him, because if you do, you might say something you can’t take back. Something that would shatter the delicate balance you’ve managed to maintain.
You want to tell him that you're not fine. That you haven’t been for a long time. But you can’t. You just can't.
Instead, you nod, your throat tightening, unable to force the words past your lips. He doesn’t need to know. Not now. Not when it could ruin everything.
Later that night when you’re alone in your apartment, you do what you swore you wouldn’t.
You scroll through old photos, ones where it was just you and Max, before… before everything became complicated. Late-night drives through Monaco, your legs propped up on his dashboard. His arm around you after a race, champagne still clinging to his skin. The way he looked at you, like you were his whole world.
And maybe you were.
Maybe, for a time, he was yours too.
You miss him. Not the version of him you get now, careful and distant, but the Max who used to call you at 3 a.m. just to talk. The Max who used to sit on your bathroom counter while you took off your makeup, who would trace patterns into your wrist absentmindedly as you talked about the future.
That version of Max doesn’t exist anymore.
Or maybe he does. Maybe he’s just buried under the weight of a relationship that isn’t meant for him.
She’s the safe choice. The quiet, easy path. She’ll never demand the real version of him, but she’s there and for now that’s enough for him.
Your fingers hover over his name in your phone, heart hammering in your chest. You shouldn’t call.
But you want to.
Call me when you break up.
The words sit on the tip of your tongue, but you swallow them down.
Instead, you type a message you’ll never send.
We’re so meant for each other, when will you wake up?
You read the words, and the weight of them sinks deep in your chest. But you delete them immediately. They’re too raw. Too desperate. Too honest.
With a shaky breath, you shut off your phone, the screen fading to black.
The thing about being in love with Max Verstappen is that you never really stop waiting.
You wait for him to see you. Wait for him to realise what you've always known. Wait for the moment when he’ll turn to you and say, it was always you.
But waiting is exhausting.
And you're tired of feeling like an afterthought.
So you do what any rational, heartbroken person would. You try to forget.
You let strangers buy you drinks, let them whisper sweet nothings into your ear, let them kiss you in the dark corners of bars where no one knows your name. You chase distractions, hoping that one of them will make you feel something, anything, other than the ache of missing him.
But they never do.
Because none of them are Max.
And maybe that’s why when your phone rings one night, his name flashing across the screen, you still answer without hesitation. Because this isn’t the first time. It’s become a pattern. A quiet, painful ritual. A fight with her. A call to you.
"Hey."
He sounds off. Tired. Worn down in a way you’ve never heard before.
"Can I come over?"
Your pulse spikes. "Max—"
"I just… I don’t want to be alone right now."
The unspoken words hang between you.
I don’t want to be with her right now.
You exhale shakily. "Yeah. Of course."
Twenty minutes later, the doorbell rings, cutting through the silence that had settled over your apartment like a heavy fog. You stand frozen for a moment, uncertainty crawling up your spine, before you force your legs to move.
He looks wrecked. Like he hasn't slept in days. He doesn't say anything at first, just steps inside, closing the distance between you in a way that makes your breath catch.
"Did something happen?" you ask softly.
Max shakes his head, exhaling sharply. "I just needed to see you."
The space between you closes with a speed that makes your pulse skip. It’s like he’s always known the exact way to find you, to make everything else fade away, to pull you back in like you’re a magnet and he’s the force that won’t let you escape.
His eyes search yours, and it’s in that moment you realise he knows.
He knows he's with the wrong person.
He knows that no matter how much he tries to pretend, it’s always been you.
But knowing something and choosing it are two entirely different things.
And you’re tired. Tired of waiting for him to make the right choice. Tired of standing here, always second. Always the backup when things aren’t perfect in his world.
So you step back, putting space between you that feels like a chasm.
"You can’t do this," you whisper. "You can't just run to me when things go wrong with her. It’s not fair."
His jaw tightens at your words, the muscle in his cheek twitching, but he doesn’t argue. Instead, he looks down, taking a long breath, his chest rising and falling with the weight of something unspoken. You can see the frustration, the guilt in the way his shoulders tense, but it doesn’t change anything.
"I—"
"You love me Max." Your throat tightens, interrupting him before he can pull you in, and you hate the way your voice cracks on the last word, but you don’t care. "I know you do."
Silence.
Painful, suffocating silence.
But then—
"I do." His voice is raw, like the words are being torn from him. "I do love you."
Your breath stutters. "Then why are you still with her?"
Max opens his mouth to respond, but the words die on his lips. His eyes dart away from yours, like he’s trying to find the right thing to say but can’t. He clenches his fists at his sides, and the tension in his body is palpable. "I... I don’t know," he mutters, voice thick. "I don’t know what I’m supposed to do."
"You’re supposed to choose Max!" Your voice cracks, the frustration bubbling over.
He opens his mouth again, but the words won't come. You watch him struggle, like he’s stuck in a loop of his own making. "I don’t want to lose you. I don’t want to hurt you," he says, regret creeping in.
"But you have," you say, your voice steady but filled with everything you’ve been holding in. "You have hurt me Max. And you don’t get to keep doing that and expect me to just be here when you feel like it."
Max takes a step toward you, but you shake your head, stepping back. "No," you whisper, shaking your head. "You don’t get to do this. You don’t get to have me when it’s convenient for you. You either choose me, or you don’t."
Max opens his mouth, but nothing comes out. Because there’s no excuse. No reason good enough.
Just fear.
Of change. Of consequences. Of finally choosing what’s real over what’s easy.
And you? You’re done waiting for him to be brave.
So you smile, even though it hurts. Even though your heart is shattering.
"Call me when you break up."
Then you shut the door.
pairing: actress!reader x lando norris
summary: you start to get closer to certain mclaren driver while shooting the new f1 movie
fc: simone ashley
warnings: the timeline is a bit weird in this one, please ignore it
a/n: i’m back! (maybe? i still don’t know, perhaps) but at least the fics for the race winner are kinda back? this time for the australian grand prix winner mr. lando norris !!! (a bit late but if it’s fine to you it’s fine to me😊)
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damsonidris and all of us in it as well
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lando very talented 😊 can’t wait to see it!
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f1gossip lando norris and actress y/n y/l/n recently spotted in monaco
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f1gossip lando norris before an event tonight, he stopped to talk with some fans and sign autographs. one of the fans asked him if he was dating someone and according to them “he blushed and giggled like a schoolgirl and whispered “yes” with the biggest grin on his face”
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sometimes i genuinely can’t believe brocedes is real like what do you MEAN they were each other’s best & only friend as children because they were so far ahead of everyone else. what do you mean one of them came from unimaginable wealth and privilege and the other grew up in public housing and faced classism and racism in probably the world’s biggest nepotism sport. and what do you mean they both make it to the top of the sport they’ve spent their entire lives trying to reach, and they fulfill all the dreams they had as children, and they’re doing it together. they reach the peak of their careers together, and both shine so brightly that they burn each other out. like what do you mean as soon as one of them beats the other after three years (and a lifetime) of trying to get the upper hand, he retires instantly from this sport that has been their entire lives because beating the other was all he ever wanted to get out of it? what do you mean one of them can’t even say the other’s name to this day? what do you mean they still live in the same building??? and that’s not even the full extent of their lore. it’s downright shakespearean and it’s worse because they’re REAL
pairing: alex albon x actress girlfriend! reader.
face claim: mikey madison (and lily too sometimes).
summary: alex and his girlfriend being on each others social media. (ig comments)
warnings: none?, my first "smau" attempt so don't expect something so great. english is not my first language.
a/n: first formula 1 fic / smau, exciting for my contribution to the Alexander Albon love club.
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ynupdates: her latest looks for final days of press tour! 😍🔥
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ynalexchild: can't believe press tour is ending, but at the same time im happy she's having the vacation she needs ❤️
albonfan1: just in time for f1 summer break, ynalex content is coming
ynalexchild: iktr!!
user1: fourth pic is the reason im a lesbian
ynfan1: i need this movie to be big, her talent is unmatched
ynfan2: she's amazing in this movie, just saw it yesterday
ynhq: CAN YOU FIGHT @.alex_albon
alex_albon: yes 🔪
ynalexchild: alex kskfkgdd
alexftyn: he is so unserious 😭
user23: give her new makeup artist a rise asap
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alex_albon: summer break!!!!
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ynalexchild: he is so boyfriend 💙
alexftyn: he is such a hot cutie
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yourusername: before anyone asks, YES i can AND WILL FIGHT 🗣️👊
alex_albon: what's the colour of my shirts?
yourusername: nobody is looking at those damn shirts alexander🙄
albonfan23: i need to see fast cars on my screen again asap
georgerussell63: looking good mate
yourusername: stop flirting with my boyfriend
georgerussell63: i wasn't?????
user44: why is your gf not in your holiday post? very narcissistic behaviour
ynhq: you guys are pathetic, she just finished a WORLD press tour, maybe JUST MAYBE she went home a couple of days and then joined Alex in Thailand.
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yourusername: since my boyfriend only posts about himself this is ME in thailand if you even care ✨🥂 (he's also there i guess🙄)
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iamrebeccad: stunning!!
ynalexchild: insane picture choice
ynftalex: damn girl can you fight (or share him)
yourusername: guess I'll have to fight you
ynftalex: smkfkkddk omg hii
alexandrasaintmleux: you are so pretty🔥❤️
alex_albon: "if you even care", I DO CARE
yourusername: prove it then 🤭
ynfan1: thailand looks great on you 💙
ynfan2: love you mother enjoy your vacation
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alex_albon: MY GIRLFRIEND and i in Thailand💙😍.
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georgerussell63: looking good mate (not in a flirtatious way)
carmenmmundt: lindos!!
ynalexchil: the last picture... knowing her someone is sleeping on the couch
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yourusername: that one picture.... sleep with an eye open 🔪 (i love you so much)
alex_albon: i love you more 💙
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yourusername: i was very brave
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williamsracing: and... we're back! let's push harder the rest of the season 👊💙
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francofiles: its always alex with the girl and franco with his mate 🧉
yourusername: that's franco's gf put some respect on it's name
alex_albon: love to be back and with the best company 💙
yourusername: such a sweetheart, who would've thought??
alex_albon: im always a sweetheart with u 🙄
francolapinto: get a room
alex_albon: get a girlfriend
yourusername: CASE CLOSED
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alex_albon: second half of the season with the sweetest thing that ever happened to me 💙
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francolapinto: it's nauseous atp
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yourusername: rude😔
yourusername: love you my sweet potato 💙
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ynalexchild: parents
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yourusername: we miss too sweet angel❤
albonfan1: good luck alex!
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yourusername: having fun working while my boyfriend goes to war (racing fast cars). #anora
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ynupdates: oh...
ynalexchild: ANOTHER PRESS TOUR, booked and busy 💅
alex_albon: I like your necklace 😍
yourusername: im not wearing any necklace....
yourusername: wait...
yourusername: ALEXANDER ALBON!?
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ynalexchild: these two are crazy
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yourusername: let's runaway together
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williamsracing: what a rough season it was. time to rest a bit, see you soon 💙
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yourusername: rest well admin💙
williamsracing: thank you queen!!
alex_albon: let's go team💙
williamsracing: see u soon albono
francolapinto: thank you team for all these races, my dream come true. vamos williams carajo! 💙
williamsracing: gracias franco, vamos!💪
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alex_albon: ups and downs, definitely not the season we wanted, but I'm more than proud of this team, every single person on the williams family; thank you. see you soon!
special thanks you to my lovely sunshine @.yourusername, to the moon and back baby💙🌙
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yourusername: forever and always proud of you💙🌙
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francolapinto: thank you for this good time mate 💪
alex_albon: hope to see you very soon mate, I'll be right here 💪❤
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yourusername: you might know alex and I because of how much we joke around and how we're always happy or bubbling.
this season was tough, lots of ups and downs, more than you saw or think. and every time we came back stronger than ever.
that's why im so proud of you, @.alex_albon you inspire me every single day, to be stronger, confident and a better person. I love you so much.
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alex_albon: chat should I marry this woman?
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[feedback it's appreciated ❤] - 7/01/25.
i’m still here! i haven’t disappeared! i just haven’t find the motivation to write lately, i’m hoping with a short break it will come back to me🫶🏽
I will be (un)patiently waiting for some carlos and jannik fics bc i feel like we def don't have enough here😔
anon don’t even have to tell me twice!! i’m already working on a jannik smau and next up i’m writing for carlos, i just wanted to post a draft that i had since forever first
and yes we are in serious drought of fics where are they !!!!
pairing: british!tennis player!reader x jude bellingham
summary: jude already messed up his relationship with you once, he’s not gonna do it again if he can get a second chance
fc: emma raducanu
request: here
a/n: i love tennis so much so this request was very exciting! also a bit general so i got carried away (the timeline is a bit weird and some of the tournaments and courts aren’t gonna match so let’s just ignore that)
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Hi ♡
Can you write smau Jude Bellingham x tennis player!reader (face claim is Emma Raducanu since jude and her both english). Thank you
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hi. i hope ur good. i was wondering what program you use to make your twitter (i refuse to call it x) posts in your smaus? tysm
hello! i use the app twinote 😁