All-i-need-is-rose - Adna Melan

Part II

There was something about the feelings of other boys that never looked true for me. Maybe because I could see how they overestimate a relationship; it is not about the person itself. And I know that feelings can grow up in relationships. However, it never made sense for me. But something about that guy made me feel like his concern for me was real - independently of the kind of concern. And I suppose it was not just about his age, but about his way to be: closed off, kind of indifferent about any other thing except himself; who was too serious to lose his time with a girl like me.

By: Bee

By: Bee

Love this photo I took some years ago... not so much the >Red< Label in it, but it's still whisky, the best kind of alcohol 🤣 I imagine the history of a young girl who lost her innocence too soon, falling into the self-destruction world...running alone around the world with just 3 things: a piece of hope/ an attachment to her innocent side (represented by the bear); a drug/ an addiction to ease her pain (represented by whisky bottle); and a protection from bad people or even from herself/ a suicidal mind/life (represented by the gun). And the sheet music in the second photo is about her huge love for music. It all really represents me. This is me 💋

Mirror, mirror, on the wall

Is there any mind

More suicidal than mine?

One fact about this world

Is that you never truly know

What others are thinking about

Feeling, suffering, struggling...

So perhaps you just talked to

Someone that is planning to commit a crime

A crime against their own life

And that person maybe will be successful

Or end up having to explain: why?

When the question was about why not

But me, in my case

As I walked through the streets

Saying goodbye to this world

It was like every eye I would find

Could read my troubled mind

And the funny part about it

It’s that until that moment of my life

I knew I was so good, so good about

Pretending to be someone

I’ve never been at all

𝐹𝑜𝑟𝑒𝑣𝑒𝑟𝑚𝑜𝑟𝑒 🌹 𝐶𝑜𝑚𝑖𝑛𝑔 4/22 𝑝𝑟𝑒-𝑠𝑎𝑣𝑒 𝑙𝑖𝑛𝑘 🥀

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