I dreamt about blue skies
But I have fallen from them
I dreamt about deep oceans
But I have drowned in them
I dreamt about true freedom
But I have been stuck inside my sick mind
I dreamt about to be warm, to free me from the cold inside
But now I'm burning in flames
He's got so much money
And it makes me sad
He's got everything he want
And I have nothing
He's got many women
And it makes me sad
He has so much desire to live
And I want to die
He is so hard to keep
And it makes me sad
He seems to be ok with us
While I am drowning
He needs nothing
And I want to give him everything
You have everything you wanted
And everything I wanted was you
And for all my childish games of pretending to be who I wasn’t, guess I really wanted to be a little different from who I was. And he made me feel like I was someone else. A more interesting person, or just a ordinary person, the way I’ve never felt before. He made me feel like I was finally living. And it was so true that he made me do things I would never do, or I thought I would never want to do. And the most painful thing: he made me change my own values just to be with him.
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