Latest Posts by allhallowsweave - Page 5

I want to watch the night sky

& drink tea with you. 🌙

No

PLEASE KEEP THIS HAIRCUT AND YOUR HAIR DYED BLACK ITS SO CUTE ON YOU 😭😭😭. I hope you donated your hair after you cut it like you said you was gonna. And I like your bleached/distressed friends shirt 😊.

Hi! ☺️ I did donate my hair! It's kind of weird but every year after I cut my hair I try to donate it at least once since it grows so fast/long. I just figure why not if I can be helping someone, it doesn't have to go to waste, you know? Thanks for the cute compliments, sweetie! 🖤

G O O D N I G H T 🌙

My last bf was a virgin and I miss him so much

What type of girls do you like and are you single?

Unique, my last gf was a virgin, so probably virgins + religious girls, especially since I'm religious myself. There's an innocence & purity in them that I'm painfully attracted to, not in a fetish way, but like in a "it's refreshing to find someone different/who has morals" way. I feel like every girl that likes me nowadays is a, excuse my language, thot & super easy, which is why I'm single. I like a challenge & a chase. I haven't been over the moon for a girl in a while. The good ones that were raised right, those are priceless diamonds.

YES

I'm a trash hoe saving your pics

Jesus Christ you hot af mk?

bye

😶

Good morning friend! 🌻

I have a question bc I saw your pictures last night:

You have a gorgeous head of hair. Is your hair naturally that curly in the black and white photo?

Good morning! Thank you! ☺️ 🌄

Yes my hair is naturally very curly, my hair type is 3A to be exact. I attempt to straighten it sometimes but it just goes from curly to wavy, lol. Never straight. But I kinda prefer it that way. I don't think I care much for bone straight hair. I like mine to have a little or a lot of volume & life. So most of the time I leave it in its natural state.✨

G O O D M O R N I N G

I'm a trash hoe saving your pics

Jesus Christ you hot af mk?

bye

😶

We need more pictures of your damn fine face

Hmm, maybe ask me again later, lol. 💙💖

Also, how this ask makes me feel:

T H A N K Y O U, L O V E

Hello. My name is Nica. I want to stay anon until I get comfortable and I‘m not good with new people. But my question is, how do you advise someone to deal with their depression? Do you know any remedies that help with chronic sadness? Or panic attacks? My life isn‘t where I want it to be atm, dealing with a lot of stuff and I don‘t have any friends to talk to or get help from. Sorry if I‘m bothering you in the morning I just saw that you‘re leaving tumblr and it triggered an attack and I feel like crying. You were the one blog I liked and how you helped people and now I don‘t have anybody :/

Omg. No, no, no, you're not bothering me at all, & you're not just going to wake up one day & my account is going to be deactivated. I'll tell you all when I'm leaving & chances are I still won't deactivate, just cause. I'm so, so sorry, I didn't mean to trigger you. It was just an idea I had. I used to have really bad panic attacks to a point were my muscles would hurt for days, I had to be taken in an ambulance & put on meds cause I had them daily for like a month. I wouldn't eat, I was constantly snapping on people & irritated. I turned into someone who isn't me. My family noticed the change & pointed it out & I snapped on them for that. It was that bad. And this was recent, this wasn't like 5 years ago, all this happened LAST year. So I know from experience how difficult & painful what you're going through right now can be.

Even though I still have anxiety sometimes, I learned how to stop the attacks from happening, I don't have them anymore. But before then my doctor wanted to put me in a psych ward, (yeah, he literally recommended that) & I took Xanax (& Zoloft for two days) for a while, then it stopped helping, so he wanted to increase my dose. And I didn't want to become an addict or dependent on meds (I personally don't believe in taking meds for mental illnesses), so one day I just decided "fuck it, I'm not taking anything anymore" & I realized in that moment that the decision I made scared me a fucking lot cause I wasn't going to have anything to run to, but ultimately it was going to help me. I had to hurt & pray A LOT before I got better. While I was going through it I felt so hopeless & lost & I started questioning my faith in God cause I didn't feel like anything was changing, I felt worse tbh. I remember one night I just completely gave up & I drove to my mom's house in the middle of the night cause I didn't know what else to do. We went for a walk & talked until the sun came up. I never call my parents when I'm going through something terrible, I always try to resolve my problems on my own, so if I call them it's serious. But with time I got better. And I'm happier. So I'm living proof that you CAN overcome your biggest demons. My advice to you would be to start slow, you won't get better overnight. It's going to take time & it's going to hurt - I won't lie to you, but you WILL prevail in the end. But for now, distract yourself, get on your phone & find a funny video. Give yourself time to breathe & realize you're safe. That feeling will pass & you'll be okay again. & if you ever need someone to talk to to help you calm down, come hop in my dm's & we can hang out until you feel better. You don't have to be alone. & you definitely don't have to suffer alone. I often get people who ask me for advice in handling depression, that's partially the reason I haven't left Tumblr. I wouldn't want to abandon anybody. I'm so sorry you're going through this, honey. I hope things get better for you. Literally if you need me to just stay here for you just to help you, I will. & if you need any more resources in dealing with anxiety/depression, dm me. I'm so sorry for triggering you. I'll choose my words more carefully next time. Bless your heart, I'll pray for you.

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Organizations:

National Institute of Mental Health (NIMH); 866-615-6464

National Alliance on Mental Illness (NAMI); 800-950-NAMI (800-950-6264)

Anxiety and Depression Association of America (ADAA); 240-485-1001

American Psychiatric Association; 800-357-7924

Centers for Disease Control and Prevention, Division of Mental Health (CDC); 800-CDC-INFO (800-232-4636)

American Psychological Association; 800-374-2721

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Coping, Advocacy, and Support:

Anxiety and Depression Association of America: Support Groups

The Anxiety Network: Help and Support

Anxiety Central: Forums

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Medications for Anxiety Disorders (talk to your doctor first):

Cymbalta (duloxetine)

Celexa (citalopram)

Zoloft (sertraline)

Anafranil (clomipramine)

Prozac (fluoxetine)

Paxil (paroxetine)

Xanax (alprazolam)

Klonopin (clonazepam)

BuSpar (buspirone)

Valium (diazepam)

Ativan (lorazepam)

Lexapro (escitalopram)

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Links:

https://www.counseling.org/knowledge-center/mental-health-resources/anxiety

https://adaa.org/understanding-anxiety/generalized-anxiety-disorder-gad/resources

https://blog.thetransitionhouse.org/anxiety-help-and-resources-1

https://www.rtor.org/anxiety/

https://www.nami.org/About-Mental-Illness/Mental-Health-Conditions/Anxiety-Disorders

I H o p e Y o u ' r e O k a y

Add me

K, I'm getting bored with tumblr, & I kind of want to move over to Discord? All of the chaos & negativity I see between folks on tumblr (not to mention porn/bots) makes it unenjoyable. I'm thinking about just making a Discord group chat (18+) for people who just want to talk, vibe & get to know each other on a real basis & ditch tumblr. Also, just cause I can't be on here like that all day & I'm in the process of reorganizing my life, so I'll probably eventually leave soon anyway. (Mentally, I'm already gone from here).

Dm me or reblog if interested. Idc. Night. 🌆🌙

Wow lol

Do you have a gf? :)

Looks like I do now.

Lol, jk.

Hey. Good morning. 🌄 You said on your instagram that you make disney style portraits so can we see some of them? Ty! I love disney too 😄🤗😊

Good morning, sweetheart. Yes you can! Here are just a few I did last year, out of boredom. The best part of doing Disney art portraits is that half of them are modeled after real people, I think that's what keeps it interesting for me cause I don't like making characters that look alike. The last two are the same person, though.

(I kinda screwed up Esmeralda's eyes, oops)❣️

Now, to the art:

🍒Winslowat3am🍒

[I had a selfie that reminded me of a Greek statue, so I got the idea to use it for a dark/semi light moodboard] ☁️

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Hello Winslow! Do you have a favorite selfie? I think you hot asf, so yeah lol *embarrassed* 😲🤐😶

Hi, lol. Yes I do! It's this one: I was actually super sleepy in this photo. I think it was taken the day before Thanksgiving 2 years ago & it was cold that morning. I had just woken up & threw on a button down (that's why there's no shirt underneath) & I was freezing. But it's my favorite cause I had a bunch of family flying in, I got to meet new family & my hair didn't look like shit that day, excuse my French. ☺️

Right before the song starts 😂 lol

I love your account so much! I’m being anon bc I’m shy, but your account is honestly my exact aesthetic and I’m here for it. Can you post the bonus track from Cannibals? I wonder why it was left off your album? Thank you (:

Thank you! Got you, darling! 💙🖤

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Winslow Sullivan - Headshot ft. Y$L Frenchie x IKillPpl (prod. Super Mario)

(Ignore the shitty visual quality, it's 12AM & I'm too tired to properly process it)

Nobody:

Winslow: "Damn. Bet. AHAA! Desperate. WHAT?! WHAT?! WHAT?! Bro my voice dead. Aye *starts aggressively rapping anyway*"

🤣😂😭

I love your account so much! I’m being anon bc I’m shy, but your account is honestly my exact aesthetic and I’m here for it. Can you post the bonus track from Cannibals? I wonder why it was left off your album? Thank you (:

Thank you! Got you, darling! 💙🖤

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Winslow Sullivan - Headshot ft. Y$L Frenchie x IKillPpl (prod. Super Mario)

(Ignore the shitty visual quality, it's 12AM & I'm too tired to properly process it)

THANK YOU SO MUCH!!! @winslowat3am 🖤🖤🖤🖤

I love your account so much! I’m being anon bc I’m shy, but your account is honestly my exact aesthetic and I’m here for it. Can you post the bonus track from Cannibals? I wonder why it was left off your album? Thank you (:

Thank you! Got you, darling! 💙🖤

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Winslow Sullivan - Headshot ft. Y$L Frenchie x IKillPpl (prod. Super Mario)

(Ignore the shitty visual quality, it's 12AM & I'm too tired to properly process it)

Good morning! 🌇 Have a great day! ✨

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~Goodnight~

(Personal Note): Even if you feel shitty today, tomorrow is a new day. For new opportunities, a new beginning, a fresh start, a new life. Stop focusing on the bad things that happen in your life & focus on the small moments you're fortunate to have, simple things like being able to snuggle under your covers with a good book & good food are a blessing. It's okay to be upset today. It's okay if today didn't go the way you wanted. Don't beat yourself up. Tomorrow's a new day. Start again.

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•Winslowat3am•

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FALL IS COMING: One of my most favorite times of the year! ❤️🍁 The smell of apple pie, rain & dead leaves is so nostalgic for me, the cardigan weather, coffee & cocoa, totally brings back memories of my family gathered in the kitchen cooking on Thanksgiving, asking to "lick the spoons" & watching the holiday parade. I'm one of those people who catch the holiday spirit & have to start celebrating early! Can't wait til September! If you're following me on instagram be sure to check out my latest mini-blog featuring fall home decor and wardrobe ideas, essentials, recipes, and more! ✌🏻😁

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~ WINSLOW@3AM. ~

The street where you live, Alberto Ortega

Good morning, early birds!

Rise and shine, tired eyes!

🍫🎩🍫🎩🍫🎩🍫🎩🍫🎩🍫🎩🍫🎩🍫🎩

I saw this happen this morning when I was trying to sleep. I thought it was a dream...I think I will be staying in my castle tonight 🏰

Disconnection from some people can bless your life. https://ift.tt/3AQjwFS

Set my bones on fire 🔥

Sometimes I want to reach out and help people struggling with depression, but then I remember most people ain't shit. We live in a society that thrives on popularizing negativity and evil, using each other and stepping on others to reach our goals. And for those reasons, among many, I wish to be left alone. I detach myself, and here I am doing it again. Pretending to be depressed isn't cute, glamorizing depression isn't therapeutic, seeking vain attention for your depression isn't okay. I hate people...

Hi! I don't know your instagram so can you post some of your music here? I'd love to hear it, you're a beautiful man! Thanks ~

Thank you, sweetheart! I got you! ☺️

Here's one of my favorite songs that I did a cover version of a while back. It's very nostalgic for me & the story of a broken heart, being led on, is something I'm sure a lot of people can relate to. Enjoy! 🎶

Hahaha. Omg. I love you too, honeydip! 💙

Hi! I don't know your instagram so can you post some of your music here? I'd love to hear it, you're a beautiful man! Thanks ~

Thank you, sweetheart! I got you! ☺️

Here's one of my favorite songs that I did a cover version of a while back. It's very nostalgic for me & the story of a broken heart, being led on, is something I'm sure a lot of people can relate to. Enjoy! 🎶

You so damn fine to me, lord have mercy

Please Mrs. Beauregard, you're married!