Reading The Dragon's Promise And Im Going To Scream At Shiori Are You Telling Me She Has A LITERAL DRAGON

desiring those veegetsbles

Reading the goldfinch and getting to post Vegas arc is like “oh finally we can take a break from all that sad repressed homosexuality shit” and then you turn the next page and Theo can’t find anything attractive about Pippa other then she laughs like Boris, then you turn the next page and Theo is feeling guilt and shame and horror at himself and his filth for no good reason he can identify, then you turn the next page and he meets Francis Abernathy, then you turn the next page and he refuses to tell you if Hobie was with Welty, then you turn the next page and he’s marrying Kitsey to make his mother figure happy, then you turn the next page and repeatedly mentions that gay men make up one of the biggest parts of his clientele (and the art community in general), then you turn the page and he calls a waiter a male model for no reason, then you turn the page and he’s being touchy AGAIN abt ppl assuming he’s gay, then u turn the page and he’s describing how Boris grew up to be handsome and oh shit we’re back to a Boris arc again but we never rlly did leave the repressed homosexuality behind did we??

11.11.2021

French lesson 11 and I still make mistakes in dictation after 8 years of studying french

the professors start talking about exams and I don’t feel mentally ready

Every time we have a Japanese lesson, half of the class doesn’t understand and feels stupid (I’m part of this half)

I’m not studying linguistics anymore

I hope your week is going better than mine🥲

reading is like. i’ve read 5 books in 3 days. i have not read a single sentence in months

I'm trapped. #girl

i like when men think you’re mysterious and quiet but really they just didn’t ask you any questions about yourself at all

what’s that quote that goes something like ‘love humiliates you, hate cradles you’ ????

i can fix him *traumatizes him*

"The important thing is to stop lying to yourself. A man who lies to himself, and believes his own lies, becomes unable to recognise the truth, either in himself or in anyone else, and he ends up losing respect for himself as well as for others.

—Fyodor Dostoevsky, The Brothers Karamazov

“Talk nonsense, but talk your own nonsense, and I’ll kiss you for it. To go wrong in one’s own way is better than to go right in some one else’s. In the first case you are a man, in the second you’re no better than a bird.”

—Fyodor Dostoevsky Crime and Punishment