Alwaysmissingyou - Always Missing You

i was trying to better understand my fear of men, and then i realized it’s like

when you touch a stove your brain remembers it’s hot and so you are afraid of touching stoves

but my brain messed up somewhere along the way, and im afraid of the whole damn kitchen.

Writing by Sonia Sabnis

*bottles up emotions* this coping shits easy

IT WASN’T SUPPOSED TO END THIS WAY.

sketches for out of lust, out of love (2018)

bevin macutay

no i will never actually talk about my feelings like a normal person, i have tried that and no it didn’t work out so i will just act like everything’s fine until i explode and make some vent post on the internet because i am incapable of taking up emotional real estate without feeling like a Burden