Alwaysmissingyou - Always Missing You

IT REALLY ISN’T

sketches for out of lust, out of love (2018)

bevin macutay

i’m so mentally exhausted it’s unreal

22.11.18

credit: @azizalnatour

i deserve all kinds of pain.

How can I decide what's right

When you're clouding up my mind?

I can't win your losing fight

All the time

Nor could I ever own what's mine

When you're always taking sides

But you won't take away my pride

No, not this time

Not this time

How did we get here?

Well, I used to know you so well

But how did we get here?

Well, I think I know

The truth is hiding in your eyes

And it's hanging on your tongue

Just boiling in my blood

But you think that I can't see

What kind of man that you are

If you're a man at all

Well, I will figure this one out

On my own (I'm screaming, "I love you so")

On my own (But my thoughts you can't decode)

at what point did you decide to destroy me?