Alwaysmissingyou - Always Missing You

my therapist: I can't imagine how painful that must have been for you

me: lol so anyway

I WORKED SO HATD TO PULL MYSELF OUT OF TGAT HOLE AND YOU DRAGGED ME BACK DOWN CUZ OF YOUR OWN FUCKING FEARS

i was trying to better understand my fear of men, and then i realized it’s like

when you touch a stove your brain remembers it’s hot and so you are afraid of touching stoves

but my brain messed up somewhere along the way, and im afraid of the whole damn kitchen.

FUCK OFF I WILL BE ANGRY ALL I WANT

Sara Barnard, A Quiet Kind of Thunder

so has anybody’s dad ever actually apologized to them, or is that just an urban legend

“talk about it”? hahah, no no, I prefer to internalize all my problems so they eat away at me from the inside until I’m unable to function in any way