Alwaysmissingyou - Always Missing You

even though it’s called bipolar disorder, we don’t just experience two emotions. we experience depression (sometimes severe), (hypo)mania, apathy, anger (sometimes extreme), we dissociate, we shut down, we feel numb, we feel anxious or panicked…. It’s not a two-way street. stop stereotyping. 

please make it stop.

It hurts so bad.

“talk about it”? hahah, no no, I prefer to internalize all my problems so they eat away at me from the inside until I’m unable to function in any way 

person: why are you gradually ruining your life and throwing away your future while simultaneously pushing everyone you love and care about away and shutting yourself off from the outside world

me: i'm coping

i want to stop thinking about you. i want to stop feeling you. i want to forget all the words you said to me

another empty bottle

there's something stupid going inside my head