Alwaysmissingyou - Always Missing You

It shouldn't be normal for every second you're not distracted to be in absolute agony.

Emotions shouldn't cause this kind of physical pain ALL THE FUCKING TIME.

IT WASN’T SUPPOSED TO END THIS WAY.

symptoms of trauma are proof of abuse. if you’re struggling with anxiety, self doubt, self hate, low confidence, trauma symptoms, flashbacks, nightmares, paranoia, panic and severe emotional injuries, those are proof enough that you’ve been subjected to torture. your feelings aren’t fooling you, they’re consequences of abuse.

july 2018.

"are you gonna get over this" lmao no

I WORKED SO HATD TO PULL MYSELF OUT OF TGAT HOLE AND YOU DRAGGED ME BACK DOWN CUZ OF YOUR OWN FUCKING FEARS

WHAT IS WRONG WITH YOU

lots and lots and lots and lots

 PATREON 

“Grief is a circular staircase. I have lost you.”

— from “The Five Stages of Grief” by Linda Pastan, in The Five Stages of Grief