Alwaysmissingyou - Always Missing You

not being able to remember a lot of trauma  not being able to explain it  not being able to say why you’re so scared

“I've learned to love abuse.”

— Show Me What I'm Looking For, Carolina Liar

trauma didnt make me soft it’s made me angry and empty

My trauma didn’t make me soft. It made me distant. Angry. Distrustful. Bitter. Never soft. What they did was never soft.

i’m so mentally exhausted it’s unreal

tryna get back into the comic zone but gotta crawl out of my emotion hole first

Biggest lesson I’ve learned this year is that you can’t force someone to properly communicate with you and work things out. You can’t force someone to see your love is worth holding onto, eventually they will come to the realization themselves. If they want to run, let them run.