Alwaysseeking123 - Untitled

I shouldn’t have been born

Imagine trying your best everyday

Trying to satisfy everyone

But still be the second choice

Always be the other one

The invisible one

This hurts

This hurts a lot

I’m so fucking sick of being treated like shit over and over again simply for existing it wasn’t my choice and I’m really doing my best

It would be so much better if I wouldn‘t be here. I‘m a burden, a problem no one fucking needs me. I‘m weak and fail at everything. I don‘t know where the point is. I can‘t to this anymore. It‘s all too much. I hate myself for everything. I wish I was never born. It hurts so to write this but I have never been so low in my life.

"Nobody want you in their lives."

-voices in my head

“I get way too sensitive when I get attached to someone. I can detect the slightest changed in the tone of their voice, and suddenly I’m spending all day trying to figure out what I did wrong.”

— Brandon Stanton (via perrfectly)

i am a mistake. i am a complete mistake. i am the regret that people confront. i am a complete waste of time. i ruin peoples lives without ever intending to. this is who i am.

The thing is, I know I can survive.

I've done it before, I can do it again.

But why should I have to?

I don't want to.

06.08.2020