It’s Sad To Think I’ve Grown So Used To This By Now..I’m Used To Waking Up Wishing I Was Dead..I’m

I’m so fucking sick of being treated like shit over and over again simply for existing it wasn’t my choice and I’m really doing my best

Clarice Lispector, from “Miss Algrave”, Soulstorm: Stories (tr. Alexis Levitin)

i am a mistake. i am a complete mistake. i am the regret that people confront. i am a complete waste of time. i ruin peoples lives without ever intending to. this is who i am.

Fuck a break up.

Have you ever had a parent not want you?

Shit hurts as hell.

“Before you can love someone else, you must first love yourself.“ Bullshit. I loved you till the bottom of my heart. And while loving you, I had these fresh selfmade cuts on my body.”

— fightingborderline

I’m thinking of reasons why I liked you. It’s because I didn’t think bad about myself when I was talking to you, I didn’t have the urge to cut when I felt your touch on my skin, when I saw your smile and heard your laugh I felt like everything was going to be okay. You were the perfect distraction and now I have nothing…

~ via @missblack22

“Being emotionally neglected all your life is so damaging in so many ways.”

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“You suffer because you got too attached. How could I be so dumb. It’s my fault for making my happiness dependent on someone elses attention”

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“i’m sorry that there was always a storm in my mind, even on the sunniest of days, im sorry”

— E.S., things i wont say to him (via la-m0rt)