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it kind of makes me sad knowing i spent so much wasted time and energy on fear that others caused, and robbed myself of so much time with you. i know there is no point to dwell on the past, but it's sad. it does bring me so much comfort to know that you love me, too, and that we're both on the same page with everything. i trust you more than i trust anyone else in this world, and i know that i'm in good hands with you. of course i want that future. i've wanted it for so long, i just never had anyone who wanted it with me until you. i think we could have a beautiful life together. we've already had a beautiful friendship, so why not upgrade that to a lifetime of happiness together? i'm already yours— officially.

You are the most important thing to me, that's something that's been the case for a while now and something I don't ever see changing either, darling. Is that so? Well, I guess I'm pretty happy to hear I made it hard, and I'm glad that you ended up falling in love with me, even if you tried not to. Which, I'm in love with you too, in case that wasn't obvious. I'm sorry you were so afraid to get hurt again, but I understand because I had a little bit of that fear as well. I want us both to be happy and focus on our happiness together. I want you too, and of course I'll have you if you'll have me, darling. You really want that future? I guess getting older, I've just realized that I want to have that before I'm too old to really enjoy it, you know? You're speaking my language with a gothic wedding, though I'm not sure our kids should look or take after me, since I'm a mess most of the time. But since we both want this, we both want that life together, then we should do this, right? Be together. Officially.

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i know— it should be a sin for me to be this supportive. stop, you are being so fucking cute i can't stand it. i already loved dina from the video game, but when they cast you i knew that love was going to triple. anything you touch turns to pure gold, and i'm so lucky to be able to witness first hand all the greatness you bring to this industry. i love you, you are so sweet. please! i am waiting for the day we get to work together. they are still casting for godzilla vs. kong, so have your people toss your name into the pool.

first of all—excuse ME—how dare you be this sweet and supportive? i’m blushing so hard right now i might actually have to hide under a pillow. one episode and i’ve already got you in a chokehold? i’ve peaked. my work here is done. but seriously, thank you. coming from you, this means everything. you’re such a powerhouse, and getting love from someone i admire this much is surreal. now the real question is: when are we finally going to be in something together? i’m ready whenever you are.

i think hitting the gym is such a healthy outlet for stress. i am in the best shape of my life at the moment because i've channeled all of my stress and anxiety into pilates. i think you should allow yourself to eat your feelings for day one, and then once it's over you find something that makes you feel good and you focus on that.

some things just never change and that’s me hitting the gym to solve all my problems. when kylie and i fell out i hit the gym and had one of the biggest transforms of my life. i know it didn’t really solve my problems but it helped me out. any suggestions i can do before i eat myself into a vanilla salted caramel ice cream coma? @hfrpstarters

alycia: i have had so many people tell me that we could play sisters in a project, and i'm starting to think we should give the people what they want. we should get them on board with a 'it's what's inside part: II ' and have you play nikki's sister. i think it has potential to be the greatest sequel of all time. @jojokings

let me tell you something— i am so mad that your performance at coachella with sir brain may was treated with such disrespect. as an avid lover of music and someone who was raised on queen, it was the biggest let down of the century. i hope you know that you absolutely crushed that cover, and i swear you were freddie mercury in another life. well done. @bensonjamesxo

alycia: i know that's right. sometimes it's best to walk away for a little while so you all could get the space you needed. its never easy when you have that many opinions going around at once. i have worked with her. i just recently worked with her actually.

luke: exactly. it's good to explore different sounds without the input of three other people. healthy for the band too. can't wait to see what they do with your character in this verse. you've worked with kaitlyn before, haven't you? swear i've seen something that starred you both.

debnamcarey: disrespectfully….i hate abc.

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that is the cutest reaction. it always feels my heart with so much joy to witness worthy people get the projects they deserve. imagine all of those adorable little girls who will see you and think, "wow! she's just like me, so i can do this too!". to know that you are able to touch a life like that is so beautiful. i had that when i played lexa. so many from the LGBTQ community felt so seen, and i loved that i could be part of that. have you? how far did you make it into the series? if you haven't made it far, then boy are you in for a treat. right? to see where i was two years ago to now is like night and day.

I still remember getting the call and just… freezing. I think I blacked out for like five minutes before I fully processed it. And you're so right, the fact that the Star Wars universe is making room for more women, more people of color, more depth, it makes being part of it feel even more meaningful. I actually started binging FTWD earlier this year. You brought so much grit and heart to that role. I loved it. Isn’t it wild to look back and realize how much we’ve grown since those early days?