Alyvas - WILDFLOWER. ᥫ᭡

oh, it was definitely a waste of time. that's what happens when you follow a boy around only to have him ghost you right after. but it's his loss, not mine. i just think you are putting a lot of pressure on my shoulders here, but i guess if i've been deemed the bills good luck charm then i should proudly own that title. i'll do you one better, i'll actually go to a game this year. just send me the game dates and i'll try and attend as many of them as i can.

Come on, I bet it wasn't a waste of time. Where did you go? Listen, it's because I know you're going to help us win. It wasn't a fluke! It's going to happen again, trust me. We didn't really lose any games once you started to pay attention to the games last season, so if I tell you when they are will you pay attention to them this upcoming season too?

@alyvas

thank you! i am beyond excited about it. i grew up watching godzilla with my dad, so to be part of it now is such a huge thing for me. i have never done anything monsterverse related, so this is going to be quite the experience. 2027 does seem so far away, but i know it's going to take about that long to perfect the whole thing. you can't have a film with amazing visual effects like that and have it done in a year or less. that's terrible to hear, i'm so sorry. i don't know why fans have resorted to such violence lately. it's like they were raised with no manners. you are there to put on a show and everyone wants to have good, clean fun. they don't want to be pushed and shoved around. hopefully you and the rest of the group can revisit at a later date and things go a little bit better.

That's amazing to hear! That sounds like such a cool project to be involved in, and I know that it's going to make quite a bit of money when it does release. 2027 feels like forever away, but I know it takes a lot of time to perfect things and be to everyone's liking. I've been touring with my group as of late, but we're kinda running into a little bit of trouble with certain fans, unfortunately. I was hoping our 2025 would be better, but we just did a show in Peru where I had to walk off the stage and encourage the rest of the boys to do it as well. People in the audience were pushing, shoving and getting hurt but wouldn't listen to us when we were telling them to relax and chill out. I feel guilty for doing it, but I had no other choice, you know?

alycia: you have and will always be my favorite muse. am i? please tell me you got rid of all the ones where i've just woken up and my hairs a mess. if those ever got out my reputation would be ruined. ☺️ you always know what to say to me to make me feel like the most beautiful girl in the room. alycia: been looking for something fun to do and exploring an unknown city with you sounds like the best way to spend my off time. you had me sold at balcony view. could think of a million things to do on that balcony with you. 😝

Jamie: You're going to make me blush, darling. Though I feel pretty good knowing that you've got so many photos of me on your phone, I can say the same about you on my phone. And we both know I'd much rather look at you too, since you always look stunning. Jamie: It's never too bold for you to show up, love, because you know I always want to see you. And seeing the sights of Prague sounds a lot better with you anyway, it would have been boring if I'd done it alone. I'll be seeing you soon then, and I'll send you my hotel information. I think you'll enjoy the place I'm staying in, the view from the balcony is pretty amazing.

fighting for tickets with ticketmaster is a pain. you almost have to have the best luck in the world to beat out the resellers. i wish they would put a stop to that, but alas that is the way of the world. someone is always out to get someone, or try and profit off of someone else's success. congrats on the tour, though! i know the world has been itching for another gaga tour, myself included. oh man— i just recently saw sabrina carpenter in concert and that was such an amazing experience. i just love her. i also just scored tickets for me and my dad to see metallica this summer for his fathers day gift, so i'm pretty excited for that as well. he's been a huge metallica fan for sometime.

I'm kind of losing my mind over how my TikTok notifications are blowing up since I announced that I'd be touring MAYHEM and people have been able to get tickets. Or not get tickets. It's never a perfect process and someone's always inevitably disappointed not to make it, but I'm so excited to sing and dance with those that did win the Ticketmaster war. All of that said, what's been your favorite concert experience – it could have been as a child, teen, or more recently... I wanna know! Anyone still touring that I just have to see? @hfrpstarters

you are going to do so well. some people are just meant to be parents, and you are definitely one of those people. of course! you know that i'm always going to be there to help when i can. i don't know much about kids, just that they love me for some reason, so if you need a babysitter i'm there.

i will try my hardest to double it and make sure it's good enough. that is true. i have some amazing people in my corner, you included for sure. we would love to have your help! at least i will, the more the help the better in my opinion.

alycia: i do think it's hot. it gives me all the warm fuzzies knowing that i am the only girl you would get jealous over. i'm not too keen on sharing that spotlight with anyone else. kinda sounds like you have a crush on me. 🤭 alycia: i don't like to brag but i think i look amazing in my little black dress. how deep into the spooky abyss are we looking to go? do we want something mild or do we want to have the pants scared off of us? i can work with both. i hope you still feel that way after a month of me being attached to you like velcro. i would happily tag along to the uk. i don't have much going on at the moment work wise, so my schedule is pretty wide open. you don't have to cancel the hotel on my accord. i'm content with sharing a king sized bed with you and over taking your tiny little closet with all of my girly things. 😋

Jamie: You think it's hot? Well, that's good to know. But I'll say I'm not used to getting jealous, just over you, it would seem. I hope you know I can say the same about you, right? Some of my best times are with you. Jamie: That sounds perfect to me, plus you always look so enticing in little black dresses. I can't wait to see what you come up with as well, darling, and I love that you looked while waiting in the airport. I'm glad you're up for sticking around for a while, that makes me pretty happy, as I already knew I'd not look forward to saying goodbye anytime soon. We do have a lot of time to make up for, and you can take up as much of my time as you like. Once I finish in Prague, I need to head to the UK to film, you're welcome to come along if you're not busy. I'll even rent a better place for us so we're not cooped up in a hotel the whole time. I'm sad it's not closer to my place in London or we could just be at home there.

as much as i would love for you to have a break i selfishly want you to keep working, because girl i need new music. i need new jams to add to my summertime playlist. thank you! i don't think i could judge you for that. it's not the kind of movie everyone would enjoy, so i'll give it a pass. i do hope you watch this one though, if for any reason than to see me. did it?! i had no idea you were in a film. what's it called, i need to add it to my watch list asap.

i wish i would take a little break but i have been booked and busy. i can't wait for that quiet time during tour. look at you! i know you're loving that, character development is key but it'll be great. would you judge me if i admitted i've ever seen godzilla. my first movie did great and i'm very happy about it.

the universe hates to see us winning, and by winning i mean being in each others lives. how long do you plan to be in london? i'm going to be in the UK here soon for an extended period of time. coming to spend some time with a special friend, so if you happen to be in town we have so much to catch up on. maybe even toss in a little gossip.

I miss you so much it’s actually rude at this point. Honestly, you’re right. It has been way too long and I hate that our lives have turned into a game of schedule Tetris. I just wrapped in London and I’ve got a glorious little window of freedom before my next project kicks off, so yes to dinner. Yes to catching up. Yes to all of it.

i knew you were the right person for the job. i think if i twist this script into a rom com, you'd be the perfect boyfriend to sweep some lady off of her feet. the type that the audience roots for the entire time. thank you so much! i am still buzzing about landing the role. i had no idea when i auditioned that i would even make the cut. i was going against some pretty big names for that role, so being among the few who were picked— it's legendary. plus i do get to go toe to toe with titans— and hopefully i'm the one working with godzilla, and not against him. i did. walking away was difficult, and i didn't have much going for me job wise, so it was a huge risk. fear was a constant paycheck and i was taking a huge leap of faith on myself, but it worked out well in my favor. i appreciate you, more than you know. your friendship has meant so much to me. ha— i'll just tell them to put you in the next one. i have connections with them now.

you know i’m ride or die — opening scene, closing credits, hell, i’d even be that guy who gets resurrected in the post-credits scene if that’s what it takes. i’m committed. but seriously, i’m holding you to that promise. this character? no dying off early. he’s sticking around until the end, making it count with a slow-motion walk to insert epic finale here. we’re talking legendary status. and hey, godzilla vs. kong? that’s next-level cool. you get to go toe-to-toe with radioactive titans, and i’m honestly just waiting to see what kind of destruction you bring to the screen. talk about an iconic moment — forget the MCU, this is where the real action’s at. you’re gonna crush it. i can already see you owning that role and being the one everyone remembers when the credits roll. i feel you on all of that. when something starts losing its authenticity, it’s hard to stay invested. you’re right — alicia deserved way more than what they were handing out. there’s a point where you just have to step back and go, “i’m worth more than this.” you saw that and walked away, and that takes guts. if it ever gets to the point where they realize they messed up and bring that fire back, they’ll owe you an apology for not recognizing the potential when it was staring them right in the face. but hey, if you ever need a sounding board, or just someone to send you the most ridiculous motivational messages when you're feeling like you’re in the trenches, i’m here. honestly, I’m so glad to be cheering you on — don’t ever forget that you’re gonna go far. and if i ever start getting jealous of your epic godzilla vs. kong role, i’ll just blame it on the radioactive fallout.

when i got the call this morning i could barely contain my excitement. i hope i didn't wake you with an excessive amount of pillow screaming. but you know that your support means the world to me, right? you always were my biggest support system and you are once again proving that. that's right, you are a big godzilla fan huh? guess that means you have to come visit me on set when we actually start filming— and if you play your cards right you can be my plus one to the premiere. i really hope they plan to turn you into an elven prince or something. anything else would be a waste. i know i've said it before and i'll say it again, i am so proud of you. no one deserves this more than you. oh? what other things are you hoping for this year?

Congratulations, darling. You know I'm so very proud of you right now, and I knew that you'd not be without work for much longer given how crazy talented you are. Plus, I've always known that you were meant for the big screen, so it's no surprise that it's finally happening as well. And I'm excited, because you know I love that universe a whole lot! You already know my 2025 surprises, I'm fairly sure, the fact that I'm getting to be part of the Lord of the Rings franchise is still surreal to me. Especially given how much I love The Lord of the Rings. Though I'm curious what else good will happen in 2025 for me, I might have a thing or two I'm hoping for.