amar-hiyar-majhe - ~লাবণ্য~
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..In this world, concrete flowers grow..

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10 months ago
Gitanjali-71

Gitanjali-71

By Rabindranath Thakur

(Translation: According to me)

“This is your enchanting illusion

In the glow of your light,

I will paint the world with vibrant shadows,

Each hue a whisper of my love,

Each stroke a promise of devotion.

You, ever elusive,

Draw me in with your soft, melodic tones,

A siren’s call that beckons my heart,

You are the muse, the woman

Who has captured my soul,

Like a gentle breeze that stirs the deepest waters.

In the distance, a song of longing rings out,

A melody that echoes through the universe,

How many colors of laughter dance in the air?

How much hope and fear entwine

In the delicate fabric of our dreams?

Each wave that rises and falls,

Each heartbeat that breaks,

Carries the weight of our unspoken love,

A bittersweet reminder of what we share.

This is your secret hideaway,

A refuge where shadows embrace,

If you choose to retreat,

Wrap yourself in the warmth of your own light,

With the artistry of your soul,

Draw a thousand pictures of us,

Each one a testament to our journey.

As you sit with grace,

Let nothing be perfectly straight,

For in the gentle curves of our story,

There lies the sweetness of honey,

A reminder that love,

In all its beautiful imperfections,

Is the greatest masterpiece of all.

In every moment, I find you

A dream that makes my heart swell,

A love that makes me feel alive.”

10 months ago

The main focus was on Short Term Capital gains which were increased from 15% to 20% (I might be wrong but there has been a 5% increase) and Long Term Capital Gains increased from 10% to 12.5%

The new income tax slabs that is NO TAX FOR 3L, 5% Tax for 3Lakh to 7lakh, 10% for 7L to 10L, 15% for 10L to 12L, 20% for 12L to 15L and 30% for 15L above

Deduction on family pension for pensioners enhanced from 15k to 25k and Standard deduction of salaried employees increased from 50k to 75k. According to FM, taxpayers will save upto 17,500/-

FM announced relief for Indian Employees working with multinational companies. They get ESOPs (Employee Stock Ownership Plan is a type of reward given to talented employees. Instead of giving them extra incentive or remuneration, the company gives shares to those employee who greatly contributed for the company) from such MNC's and often open bank account and enroll into social security schemes abroad. Now non reporting of such financial assets valued upto 20L will NOT invite any penalty. Under the current rules an inaccurate disclosure or failure to report such foreign assets in Income Tax Returns can result in penalty of upto rupees 10L under Black Money and Imposition of Tax Act of the year 2015.

These are the infos which I remember, were given more concentration and are mostly discussed. The most shocking is the SD hike. Thats a great move TBH

That is the reason why I said the "Budget is so-so".

Todays budget is so-so.

10 months ago

Sotti anek shahosh er dorkar hoye erokom kicchu lekhar jonyo..

We people often take ego as self respect. She has no ego.. She has self respect. 🌷✨

Lots of love..

A letter to someone whom I don't know exists or not, a letter to someone I don't know I will ever meet or not, A letter to my love, my desire. A letter to Tamanna ki Tamanna ~

Love,

How are you doing? I hope you are fine, this is your girl, your jaan, your non stop bakar bakar karni wali, pretty and hot mess gf/wife,best friend,travel partner,dance partner and how can we forget reading partner. (Damn you so lucky hehe) I hope I am there beside you reading out this letter sitting on your lap while we cuddle.

A Letter To Someone Whom I Don't Know Exists Or Not, A Letter To Someone I Don't Know I Will Ever Meet
A Letter To Someone Whom I Don't Know Exists Or Not, A Letter To Someone I Don't Know I Will Ever Meet

I know sometimes you will get tired of having this mentally unstable and overthinker girl as someone you will call as your life partner, I know it will be hard to handle 3 kids in the house for you, I know it will be exhausting for you to handle all my nakhre and comfort me while crying, But I believe it will be more fun to have me beside you admiring moon in starry nights, it will be more fun watching sunsets near the riverside~ you admiring the scenery and I admiring you, it will be more fun to have me teaching you how to do that one couple trend, it will be more fun dancing with me in the rain, it will be more fun listening me sing

"Acha ji main Hari chalo maan jao na~"

Whenever I make you sad. You know what the idea of us living together itself is the most exciting thing.

A Letter To Someone Whom I Don't Know Exists Or Not, A Letter To Someone I Don't Know I Will Ever Meet
A Letter To Someone Whom I Don't Know Exists Or Not, A Letter To Someone I Don't Know I Will Ever Meet

Okay, so here goes a little life update cause at this moment I don't have anybody to rant or yap my life to~

I started writing the story I wanted to write for long time, it was supposed to be a love story par Aashna decided to give me a lot of ideas to make it a thriller one, so I don't know what it will end up to be but I am sure it will be gorgeous Chaos just like me.

You know what while I am writing this letter to you in my room, I can hear the sound of Rain pouring and as I heard that one thunder sound I decided to put my headphones on. Yeah, it's me and my silly fear of thunders but ig it won't be existing in future, I hope I will look up to enjoy rains and find comfort in that sound of thunder with you beside me.

A Letter To Someone Whom I Don't Know Exists Or Not, A Letter To Someone I Don't Know I Will Ever Meet
A Letter To Someone Whom I Don't Know Exists Or Not, A Letter To Someone I Don't Know I Will Ever Meet

You know what I will forever be jealous of you without even existing at this point of time in my life (maybe you exist but me being dumb didn't realised) you own everything, you own a special place in my Spotify playlists, my Pinterest Boards, My Notes app or ab ye sab kam pada tha jo meri kahani bhi aapke baare main honi lagi. Mere nritya, mere geet , meri kavitayen or yaha tak ki mere khat ye bhi ab aapke hi hai.

A Letter To Someone Whom I Don't Know Exists Or Not, A Letter To Someone I Don't Know I Will Ever Meet
A Letter To Someone Whom I Don't Know Exists Or Not, A Letter To Someone I Don't Know I Will Ever Meet

Okay so now, at end I would like to wish us a life full of endless twirls,music,books and food. I wish we always stay together dancing our life out and have that love life jisko dekh ke log bas yahi bole ~

"Ye to ek dum dramon wala pyaar hai "

A Letter To Someone Whom I Don't Know Exists Or Not, A Letter To Someone I Don't Know I Will Ever Meet
A Letter To Someone Whom I Don't Know Exists Or Not, A Letter To Someone I Don't Know I Will Ever Meet

With this I take my leave ~

Signing off

Always yours

Desirer 🤍

10 months ago
Gitanjali-5

Gitanjali-5

Rabindranath Thakur

10 months ago

truth being bestowed nicely with vanity..🌷✨

I don't get why being in a relationship is so important RIGHT NOW. I mean, just go with the flow babe, it's not a need. People are like, "Get a boyfriend" , why ? Just give me one relevant point why I need to get a boyfriend right now ? To receive gifts and flowers? My father gives enough of that to me. To get a lot of attention ? I try to run away from that. To show him off to my friends? What's the point of showing off something which is temporary ?

I'll be in a relationship when I love someone. When someone loves me. I'm not mad to get into some shitty relationship and ruin my concentration on studies. Stop giving me such suggestions. You're gonna know when I'm in a relationship (shaadi ka card jayega seedha aapke ghar mein) :)

10 months ago

JUSTICE IS WHAT WE WANT!!

WHAT IS HAPPENING IN BANGLADESH?

Students of college, universities and even high schools in Bangladesh have taken to the streets in a mass movement named the "Bangla Blockade" demanding the eradication of the quota system. The quota system reserves a massive percentage of the government jobs for specific groups of people. These jobs are earned by sitting for the Bangladesh Civil Service exams.

Effectively, only 46% of the jobs are left to be contested by merit.

The biggest quota sectors are NOT for the disabled, or indigenous people or for women.

THIRTY PERCENT of the jobs are reserved for children and grandchildred of registered freedom fighters.

The police and political wings are using violence on the protesters. Images of armed men beating up women with sticks and rods are going viral. Spread the word. We need more people talking about this.

Link to an Instagram post with information that you can share.

10 months ago

~Birds of a feather, we should stick together~

I guess the aliented people heard the song • Birds of a feather by Billie Eilish •

The most soothing song.. Makes our body want to go and dive into the ocean..

Its a love song visible from the lyrics. The song is painful as well. The line "I don't know what I am crying in for, I don't think I could love you more" this line represents the love for someone who has left you for someone else and you are literally claiming that I loved you enough and I could not more because the love left within me was given to you.

The song is blue. Blue is melancholic as well. The protagonist of the song wants the love of her life to carry the casket, even if the body turns blue and not to save the dead body because he/she is already dead by the betrayal from the person. She also wants him to stay with her till she is in the grave. Wants him to stay till she is buried.

And then in the third or fourth stanza maybe she tells that "you are so full of shit, tell me its bit, say you don't see it your minds polluted, say you wanna quit don't be stupid". She feels betrayed after she finds out that he wants to quit the special thing.

Then she claims that she knew him and he had the same look in his eyes she loves him and tells him "don't act so surprised"

~Birds Of A Feather, We Should Stick Together~

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10 months ago

It's unfortunate that some individuals misuse their time by sending harassing messages to newly created accounts. I hope the platform's moderators and developers can implement more effective measures to prevent such behavior and create a safer environment for all users

Seriously.. Get a work..


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10 months ago

Its gonna be hard! So what!! 🌷

Work on it..


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10 months ago
I Like My Feet Bare, And Yours Covered With My Name

i like my feet bare, and yours covered with my name

10 months ago
10 months ago

I cannot understand why I am feeling low. I mean, everything's all okay, touchwood (thu thu thu), but still I'm feeling low, tired and drained. I cannot even understand what's bothering me so much. I cannot even sleep nowadays. It's not like some thought is lurking in my mind, my mind is all clear, but still, I couldn't sleep properly.

I hope this feeling changes.

10 months ago

i’m a very observant person, so if you think i didn’t notice, i did. i just decided to keep quiet.

11 months ago
**Karwaan (2018) - Short Review:** "Karwaan" Is A Charming Road-trip Film That Follows Three Characters—Avinash
**Karwaan (2018) - Short Review:** "Karwaan" Is A Charming Road-trip Film That Follows Three Characters—Avinash
**Karwaan (2018) - Short Review:** "Karwaan" Is A Charming Road-trip Film That Follows Three Characters—Avinash
**Karwaan (2018) - Short Review:** "Karwaan" Is A Charming Road-trip Film That Follows Three Characters—Avinash

**Karwaan (2018) - Short Review:** "Karwaan" is a charming road-trip film that follows three characters—Avinash (Dulquer Salmaan), Shaukat (Irrfan Khan), and Tanya (Mithila Palkar)—as they navigate the scenic routes of South India. The movie beautifully explores themes of self-discovery, friendship, and loss, balanced with humor and poignant moments. Irrfan Khan's performance is particularly standout, bringing a mix of wit and depth to the film. The picturesque cinematography and soulful soundtrack complement the heartfelt narrative, making "Karwaan" a delightful journey worth taking.

11 months ago

When you're so tired that you cannot even sleep

11 months ago

আমি তোমাকে চেয়েছি বলেই,

যে আমাকে খুব করে চেয়েছিল, সে আমাকে পায় নি।

আমি তোমার হতে চেয়েছি বলেই,

কারো এক আকাশ ভালোবাসা দেখেও,

আমি তার হই নি।

আমি তোমার চোখে প্রেম খুঁজেছি বলেই ,

যার চোখে আমার জন্য এত মায়া ছিল, আমি তার চোখে চোখ রাখিনি।

আমি তোমার হৃদয়ে ঠাঁই চেয়েছি বলেই,

যার হৃদয় আমার জন্য অগাধ ভালবাসা ছিল, তার হৃদয় ভেঙেছি।

দিনশেষে কোথাও গিয়ে সে মানুষটা আর আমার মধ্যে, বড্ড মিল রয়ে গেছে।

আমরা দুজনের কেউই আমাদের ভালোবাসার মানুষটাকে পাই নি।

ওই একটা কথা আছে না, আমরা সবসময়ই ভুল মানুষকেই ভালোবেসে ফেলি।

সত্যিই হয়তো তাই!

যারা আমাদের গুরুত্ব দিতে চায় না, তাদের থেকেই গুরুত্বের আশা করে থাকি।

🖊️ unknown.

11 months ago

This reminded of me when I used to dance bharatnatyam and kathak.... Well performed sir! Kuddos!!!

And he performed the third alaripu and the fourth and fifth one. (Fifth is my favorite)

Bharatnatyam, an Indian Classical Dance

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11 months ago

A stranger who's laughter I recignise in a room full of people.

A Stranger Who's Laughter I Recignise In A Room Full Of People.

on a march aternoon, we became strangers. now i hold back my smile when i see you from across the street. now i don't go running, recklessly crossing the street unbothered of the traffic. i pretend to forget the birthday i once planned surprises on. i still have your playlist, but now it's two separate devices the songs are being played on. i still read your favourite book. i still play your favourite sport. in a room full of people, i can still recognise your laughter.

it's better this way, apart, because in a room full of people, you will never recognise my voice, even if my heart is calling out your name. to you, i will be one of the many you charmed. to me, you'll be the only one i ever let my guards down for. so it's better this way, apart.

11 months ago

“Everyone deserve a person that can make their heart forget the trauma in the past!!"🌻

11 months ago

My goodness🦋✨ thankssss✨✨✨🌷🌷🌷 I made good friends as well

@kaalboisakhi @intellectual6666 @misti31 @aahanna @deepsayss @sociallyawkwardpeanut @arjokonya @natkhat-sa-shyam and many more!!

reblog if you've made a good friend on tumblr.

11 months ago

the heartbreak was inevitable

which i have said about a million times

but you made me the villain

which hurt my ego beyond repair

and now I don't know how to talk

to others without craving

for the comfort i lost

that i might never even find in another

as what we had was rare

or at least, it was for me

-sg

(30/06/24 || 8:13 pm)

11 months ago

Watched "Piku" years ago and I can still see myself, sitting at the same place, smiling uncontrollably, cheeks aching at this one scene.

Holding a torch, Piku asked "Irritate kar rahi hun?"

And Rana, while fixing some wires, calmly says "Meri tolerance bahut achi hai."

Watched "Piku" Years Ago And I Can Still See Myself, Sitting At The Same Place, Smiling Uncontrollably,
11 months ago
PRETTY DESI HOUSE 🤌🏼🏡
PRETTY DESI HOUSE 🤌🏼🏡
PRETTY DESI HOUSE 🤌🏼🏡
PRETTY DESI HOUSE 🤌🏼🏡

PRETTY DESI HOUSE 🤌🏼🏡


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11 months ago
I Get In The Car With Him. I’m Meeting Him In Person For The First Time And His Smile Warms My Heart.
I Get In The Car With Him. I’m Meeting Him In Person For The First Time And His Smile Warms My Heart.

I get in the car with him. I’m meeting him in person for the first time and his smile warms my heart. “You said you’ll wear a pullover” he says. “Actually, the pullover got stained”. I look over to him and his eyes are on the road. He looks like a new beginning. Hope blooms shamelessly in my heart. We stop for noodles by the road. It is his favourite spot he mentions. I mentally thank him for sharing a favourite with me. We talk about poetry and he asks me why I like Sylvia Plath so much. I start telling him expecting disinterest to mar his face. But he looks at me like I am a language he wishes to be fluent in. No one has ever looked at me like that. The shopkeeper calls out suddenly, breaking the moment. He goes out to bring the noodles. He hands me my plate and says, “Be careful. it is hot.” and I look at him like he just said ‘I like you’. It is raining outside and we sit in the car in the comfortable silence, eating. The moment feels almost magical. The steam from the noodles clouds the air, blurring the world outside. I look over to him and our eyes meet. My cheeks heat up. “I love the rain”, I say hiding my smitten expression. “Oh me too. It is so romantic”, he agrees. The RJ of the radio agrees too and a romantic tune fills the car. The conversation flows like a river from books to movies to politics to spirituality. He laughs like a kid at my jokes and it takes all of my self control to not reach over and squish his cheeks. He is just so adorable. He feels like the other half of me. The other piece to my puzzle. I let myself hope of us together. But he talks of everything, never us. I plead in my head, “Tell me that you want to meet again. Tell me please, this is just the very first page.” He never does. He drops me at the bus stop. The sinking feeling slowly contaminating the high. “I’ll call you”, he says painting the blue of despair with the yellow of hope. But he never does. He never calls.

11 months ago

Manipulation is when they disturb your peace, provoke you, trigger your mental health, and then blame you for your negative reactions.

11 months ago

Today something happened with me. And I sincerely want to ask my favorite mutuals that the thing which I have done is wrong or not.

So there is a guy who is blindly in love with me (I don't know he says so). I recently blocked him because he told me thay he has vivid imagination about me being his "wife". He told me he will love me forever. But I don't love him. I don't know why I just don't want him. I have been telling this to him several times but he won't listen. He is forcing me to love him. So I blocked him. Again he has created a new account and send me note saying that same stuff. I have again blocked him as he was destroying my mental peace. He is a very nice person but love cannot be forced. Even I fell in love (was it love? I really don't know) but I never forced that person to love me back because love cannot be FORCED.. NOTHING CAN BE DONE FORCEFULLY IN THIS WORLD.

my message to him if creates another account and tries to contact me: It was nice meeting you on study stream last year and I was really surprised to see you here as well but I never thought that you would force me to love you. So I beg you please don't contact me. I don't want someone who cannot be a friend. I am sorry but to me you are really not a nice person anymore.

Now I want to ask this to all my favorite mutuals. The thing which I have done is right or wrong.

@intellectual6666 @enigma-the-mysterious @aahanna @kaalboisakhi @arjokonya @sociallyawkwardpeanut (asking you as well because you are one of my fav mutuals whom I met yesterday) @natkhat-sa-shyam @misti31 @zeherili-ankhein @deepsayss @shadowseductress @dopebanditlightpie @choppedphilosopherharmony


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11 months ago

I know I have good judgment, I know I have good taste

It's funny and it's ironic that only I feel that way

I promise 'em that you're different and everyone makes mistakes

But just don't

I heard that you're an actor, so act like a stand-up guy

Whatever devil's inside you, don't let him out tonight

I tell them it's just your culture and everyone rolls their eyes

Yeah, I know

All I'm asking, baby

Please, please, please

Don't prove I'm right

And please, pleasе, please

Don't bring me to tеars when I just did my makeup so nice

Heartbreak is one thing, my ego's another

I beg you, don't embarrass me, like the others, oh

Please, please, please

🎀🎀🎀🎀🎀🎀🎀🎀🎀🎀🎀🎀🎀🎀🎀🎀🎀🎀🎀🎀


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