what if 200 children were killed so you could be born and you carried this guilt with you and you thought you were the most rotten most awful thing in the universe and then your parents killed themselves bc of you so that’s 202 deaths and you were the saddest most desperate loneliest girl in the entire universe and you thought you would never be loved and then a girl loves you so much she KILLS HERSELF for you. so that’s 203 deaths. she loves you so much she wants to be one with you she wants to mingle your souls and so she kills herself even though she knows you’ll hate her for it. and THEN you have to perform a lobotomy on yourself so you’ll forget her so you can’t consume her soul completely so there’s still a part of her that’s alive and untouched by you. because you would rather keep her in a shackle inside your mind than lose her completely to yourself. and also there’s ghosts in your brain. well this all happened to my buddy harrow
"I cannot conceive of a universe without you in it."
—Harrowhark you-are-in-every-single-alternate-universe-i-create-in-my-mind Nonagesimus
Reasons: Age Gap - Manipulative - Enemies
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“Queer people need to get weirder-” you can’t handle like. A lesbian.
New Works of Basil Hallward (part 1 of 2).
Go to Part 2.
I know Abigail saying Ianthe was "never quite the thing" is probably meant to reference some kind of political beef between them, but I just have this mental image of 14 year old Abigail being handed baby Ianthe at whatever the evil necromancer equivalent of a christening party is and just immediately deciding that this baby's vibes were weird.
happy almost pride month to good ol' victorian dorian. rip dorian gray you would have loved being an upper class beauty influencer
i need a friend group that consists of the narcissistic blond twink who sold his soul via a painting of himself, a miserable gay artist (dead) who is in love with said blond twink, and a corrupting nobleman who didn't get the memo that it's okay to shut the fuck up sometimes
Maybe we’ll get to see the first American pope in history be the first pope to excommunicate the US vice president
Do u ever think about how Gideon's last words were ,,, WEDDING VOWS. And then do u think about how they're the first thing Harrow says when she finally remembers in htn .... AND THEN do u think about how Gideon/Kiriona acknowledges the fact that yeah they were wedding vows in ntn ... BECAUSE I DO. I FUCKING DO.
Gideon the Ninth, chapter 37.
Harrow the Ninth, chapter 43.
Nona the Ninth, chapter 25.
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