Zwei

God has to be real bc why else would I get interested in mainstream rap two weeks before the kendrick drake situation got to this level

My goodness it's so crazy that this stuff even made it to TUMBLR

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I had an interesting night last night

this sounds so stupid and naive but I think a lot of problems wrong with our society could be fixed if we tried to understand each other, regardless of what we feel about the other sides beliefs. Only by recognizing the divides between us can we come to cross them

I don’t vote left or right. Perhaps I deserve to be beaten for that, at least according to some. But in my experience neither side makes me feel welcomed. However one side has made me feel more welcome than the other. Let me explain.

I don’t lean heavily either way. I would consider myself biblical conservative who thinks both sides have a few good ideas and a lot of horrible ideas. Of course, because I am conservative I’m accused of being a republican or right winger all the time.

My experience with the right: I’ve lost alot of friends, even within the church, over the political struggles. My old weekly group literally became so obsessed with Trump that they don’t accept anyone who doesn’t wear his merch and call themselves trumpettes(they are all women, their husbands all agree but it was the women who ran things in that group). They left the church for a more far right leaning church that celebrates Trump and America over Jesus. My parents are so far right that they can’t even stand to hear James and I discuss how right leaning policies of the past have actually hurt us. My mother called me a “dumb liberal” on her Facebook page because she thought I voted Harris instead of Trump. (I didn’t vote either). My uncle is horribly racist and a Trump supporter so extreme that every word from his mouth is praise for him and then mocking the left or wanting leftists to be gotten rid of. However this is only a few of the right leaning people in my life. Maybe 15 people at most. The rest of the right leaning people in my life have discussed politics with me and expressed their love for the other side. They make me feel welcomed and their love of Christ is so massive. They don’t care about where you fall on the political spectrum, they just want you to know you are loved. Their lives aren’t a shrine to Trump, but a banner for Jesus and His love and salvation.

My experience with the left: this is a tricky one because it’s been the opposite of the top. Where as the top there was only maybe 15 or so bad actors, with the left side I have only had 15 or so good encounters and hundreds of bad ones. In the left if you don’t think like the masses you are not allowed to have opinions. My religion has been targeted, and I’ve been told many horrid things because I choose to follow the Jesus of the Bible and not the Jesus people make up in progressive churches. I’ve been attacked for leaving conservative on my beliefs, which I base around the very words of God Himself. I’ve been attacked for not voting for Kamala Harris. I’ve been called racist, sexist, homophobic, transphobic, terf, nazi, bigot, and every fowl word you can think of. All because I don’t agree with the left ideas of gender politics, abortion, critical race theory, and other fast activism movements they subscribe to. I’ve been told to kill myself almost daily, get raped, and had people hoping I get drawn and quartered slowly by cars. (A real thing I was told btw). I’ve had people celebrate my brain tumor, telling me they hope I suffer and die from it slowly. They have celebrated my infertility. They celebrate my depression, anxiety and other mental disorders. They have been extremely ableist towards me as an autistic person. They tell me they hope my husband leaves me and I die alone. They have told me they want me to get cancer and die. They have told me I’m a waste of oxygen and they wish nothing but anguish on my life. They have called me every word for stupid, every word for retarded, every word for useless. They refuse to even hear me out 99% of the time, and if I do give an opinion it’s usually followed by dog piled death threats. Even had a few people tell me they fantasize about someone stabbing or shooting me in between my legs.

So all this to be said, I do lean a certain way. And it’s because of the way I’ve been treated. Left leaning people, take a look at yourselves and ask yourselves why you lost. I just listed every reason for you. If you ever want a seat of power again, maybe work on how you treat others. Because the tyranny you claim to fight you really seem to love.

Right leaning people also need to focus on the way Christ is represented. Because if people’s idea of Jesus is just Donald Trump- because that’s all church going people want to talk about- that’s not good at all. Jesus is not a politician, so stop trying to force him into the White House.

Tbh, the atomization of my generation is one of the saddest things ive ever seen. Like, to have a society at all requires individuals casting aside their own desires and needs and wants in order to support mutual survival. Different people with different morals and different belief systems coming together for something greater than themselves, whether that be the construction of a measly little building to provide shelter or a great city to protect their children, that's one of the best things about humanity in general (and let's be real humanity isn't the greatest). but its so sad to see my generation being raised with the idea that the individual is all that matters, because all that's going to come from it is a generation of self-interested, uncooperative, confused individuals. bc like it or not, men (meaning human beings in general) are not gods, and the simple fact that the only people we can can control are ourselves is proof enough of that. so to raise people with the idea that we are all fundementally gods only serves to make them confused when reality has its say and it turns out there's so much more than just themselves. nobody can have conversations, nobody can make sacrifices and the worst part is that nobody really believes in anything anymore just what serves them the best. and its all because we keep telling ourselves that we're the exception, we're the standard, we're the gods on earth and it just means that we're a generation of people yelling over each other, screaming "I'm special! I'm significant!" while everyone else screams the same about ourselves and the irony is, if more people focused on what unites us instead of what makes them different, more people would appreciate what makes each other significant, worth something but no we just scream into the uncaring darkess that our voice is all that matters and feel angry when our voice echoes back to us

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Filibusterfrog Worldbuilding etc. Masterpost

some links for you folks, easy access, mostly added in order of completion

General worldbuilding

Half elves’ Home Made Families

The Orc Smear Campaign

Orc Smear Campaign Updated

Chameleon Dragonborn

Elf Hair

Elf Hair Updated

Dwarf Hair

Albinism pt 1/ pt 2

Halflings and Adoption

Prosthesis

Disease

Magic Seals

How magic works

Elf Eyes

Magic tattoos

Tiefling Horns (+ cultural practices)

Fae carapaces

Changelings

Glowing Elf Hair

Plague Doctors

Plague doctors updated

plague doctors pt 2

Kobolds!

Undead Druids

Eldest Elves

aasimar and tiefling traits

bugbears and bodypaint

Undead core classes

Gnomes

Goblin Diet

Hybrids

Tieflings

Dragonborn 

Orcs                                  

Wood Elves

Drow

Dwarves

Tabaxi

Aasimar

Kobolds

Halflings

Genasi

Hybrids updated

Living Islands

Eggs

Islands pt 1

Desert Biome

Islands part 2

Bestiary

Packs

Explorers Pack

Priests Pack

Burglars Pack

Entertainers Pack

Dungeoneers Pack

Diplomats Pack

Monster hunters pack

Spell Scars

Cantrips

1st level

(1st level updated)

2nd level 

(2nd level updated)

3rd level

4th level

5th level

6th level

7th level

8th level

9th level

Commissioned

Catalogues for toe-in-the-water furries and monsterfuckers

Cats

Metallic Dragons

Chromatic Dragons

Harpies

Cervitaurs (deer-centaur)

½ Minotaur/ quarter bulls

Seasonal Fae

Dream fae

Dryads

tiefling horns (1) (2)

Doggys

Fish

Eldritch horrors

Horses :)

Kenku

Tritons

when she says she doesn’t send nudes

Every single odd number has an “e” in it.

No, no, I'm with you I definitely agree. I bump jt music and kendrick lamar in the same playlist family. Rap is an art form like any other, and people on this site should learn that

fuck killing a victorian child by making them listen to hyperpop all you gotta do is make a white tumblr user listen to rap