Ankiiita - Ankiiita

@aasthuu 😂 interesting !! 👏

First time in my life I'm standing in rain for a guy

And sometimes all my heart yearns is "take me back to the time when I first met you..."

Nhi krta dil ab apni maujoodgi jataane ka,  nahi hota mann mujhe ab khudka haal bataane ka. Arey hatao, Ye do din ka tufaan hai, fir kahi kho jaayega . Har baar to hojata hai, iss baar bhi yunhi thik ho jayega !

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i love sunsets, i love discovering new music, i love stargazing, i love walking, i love the smell of earth after it rains, i love coffee, i love the smell of books, i love quiet afternoons, i love open windows, i love the underlying flavors in food, i love poetry, i love freshly baked bread, i love painting my nails, i love flowers growing through cracks in the pavement. etc etc

And if only I could, I would have written you in all of my poems...

If only I could, I would have filled my days and decorated my nights with your name...

But if only I could.....

__Ankita__

Scorpio/8th House, 12th House, Capricorn/Saturnian : Law of Reversed Effort

I can't stress enough how important for the natives with placements mentioned to learn about this

The placements listed are the placements who deal with their timing the most and a lot of times, their life relies on fate. It doesn't mean the natives just need to lay back in their life, no. It's that the natives should have a really less expectations over things and people while still doing the adequate efforts without putting stress in that. Like I have mentioned before, the mentality of "I have to get this or else my life would be bad" won't serve the natives at all. The natives actually should go through life at their own pace, trying the best they could, and remove expectations. Only by that the natives will be calm throughout life and less likely to encounter massive detours

Saturnian/Capricorn and Scorpio/8th house placements usually are more likely to encounter massive detours when they are already in chaotic moment of their life. They are likely to attract a lot more complicated problems if they don't manage their emotions and thinking right. But when they try to calm themselves down and believe in themselves that they can handle things, that's when they realize the problem is not even a problem. Saturn deals so much with self-control. Eventually the mastery of self control is what makes Saturnian natives go much further in life. Similar with Scorpio/8th house. When they acknowledge their power and not victimize themselves, that's when they realize they can go through anything peacefully and they don't need to suffer all the time

The natives really should try to do law of reversed effort

I have been told that I mould myself around people to breathe the air they breathe, that I have a light within me. But when you remove all the layers of art and music and poetry, I am nothing but flesh & bones.

Poetry is the destruction & resurrection of my soul.

You see, I believe art & poetry have the power to make an ordinary person extraordinary. The reign of romanticism to make debris beautiful, to make old sculptures look exquisite, to make an unloved soul loved.

And when I really think of it, I am nothing without art. I am made up of words. Ugly words that have been stitched together to make sense, but instead they unfold themselves to form poetry. they have built the foundation of fantasy within me, to hope that one day inside a hundred year old palace, an afterlife awaits me.

I blame poetry for my eternal misery, books for my unreal expectations & music for my unhealing soul.

But at the same time, I crave them because I am nothing without them, nothing but mere flesh & bones.

— deadpoetsblog on ig

THE NUMBNESS THAT ONE FEELS WHEN THERE IS A STORM RUNNING WILDLY INSIDE THE MIND !!!