Both Eyes Met But One For Desperate Other Was Looking Like Strangers

Dear love,

I don't know

Weather i love you

Or not

But i don't want to

Loose you..

Feel this

Tag ur loved ones

An unconditional love

Not with the body

It's between two soul

Who don't want to loose

each other..

“one day you’ll realise you should have told her the truth. because you could have escaped and lived a long happy life together. yet you’re stuck in war you can’t win and the terrifying truth is you don’t know if you’ll ever see her again. and that breaks your heart. and the memories of her are all you have left but you broke her heart and you know she hates you for lying, for leaving, for loving her because she’s a solider made for war and you’re a betrayer. you’re meant to be enemies, it could never have worked. loving her was a death sentence, but it was one you would choose every time because life wouldn’t have been worth living without her .”

—  she was your death sentence but loving her made you want to live.//t.c

Addiction,

It’s an ugly thing.

But it’s what happens when

us addicts don’t know how

to heal in a healthy way,

don’t know how to feel

in a healthy way.

We pop pills,

shoot up,

smoke up,

drink up,

just to feel anything other than

what we’re feeling.

We rely on our dealers

as if they’re giving us the

breath of life we need in

order to survive.

It comes to a point where

it isn’t fun anymore,

but becomes a way of survival.

Addiction is repeatedly calling

anyone and everyone who can

get you drugs.

Doesn’t matter if it’s 3

I’m the afternoon or 3

in the morning.

Addiction is doing things

you swore you’d never do,

it’s doing things that you

never imagined or saw

yourself doing.

Then you get so disgusted

with yourself,

so you use more and more

and more.

You get caught up in the

the chaos.

Addiction is wanting to quit,

but not wanting to be sick.

Addiction is using just to

function.

You think you have it all

figured out.

You think you have everyone

fooled.

But sooner or later the party

has to come to an end.

Either by getting clean.

Going to jail.

Or ultimately, death.

Living clean is hard.

Staying away from drugs

is easy.

It’s learning how to come

back into the fold of

society that’s hard.

Every day a battle to stay

clean.

But a clean lifestyle

is better than numbing

the pain.

What if i need

Somebody to love?

Please tell

Will u will be

there at my worst?

What if i need

Somebody to love..❤

I know my baby

The whole world,

Even the destiny is

Going to against us..

I just need somebody

Like u to love❤

What if i need

Somebody to love?

Just answe me

Will u will be

There at my worst?

To give me

One more hug?

I just need somebody

Like u to love❤

I promise

That would not

Be the last

Although i know

I hurt you,

That was just

My fault..

Will u will.

Be forgiving

That thought ?

I just need somebody

Like u to love❤

Please tell

My baby

I know at that

Time the whole

World,will be

Against us..

But at last

I need somebody

Like u to love?❤

“Love is when other person’s happiness is more important to you than your own.”

—

Things I wish to tell you~

There are some days in your life when you want someone to share your emotions and opinions without judgement.

That soul is so close to your heart that you can share anything from crazy to important things, this is what we call it and it is made by spending time and years together with hundreds of memories where you laugh, cry and love each other.

The bond is so unique that you feel fortunate for their presence in your life.

You tell them each thing from your "first kiss which you gave her on the cheeks" to the "first date where you borrowed money" from your friends.

This bond is so outstanding that you feel that this is what you were searching for years, now nothing you want from your life more than their existence, and you are ready to do anything for them.

Their presence gives you energy and beliefs which you have lost years ago by questioning yourself.

you want that this bond keeps increasing over time, with more love and respect for each other.

some moment you thought what's wrong to have a life partner like them with whom you are close and connected with heart and mind.

You both have full faith and understanding with each other that no one can break that chain, you feel strong and happy with them even if t's a conversation of minutes you feel delighted.

But in life, things don't go the way we wanted to

One day things got messed up between you and her and that bridge which was made up of beautiful memories broke into pieces with left only regrets and mistakes.

You go far from each other but still, there are some days when you wish to tell them that you are surviving with their memories.

There are days when you wish to listen to their voice which still echoes in your head for which you used an Std Booth to listen to that voice.

There are still some days when you close your eyes and see them in your dreams holding hands together over the same bridge and kissing each other.

There are days when you wish to tell them how much you love them.

Written by

Ankit~

A gentle note:

Please don’t become rebellious in love.

If someone is hurting you,

It doesn’t mean you need to hurt them back.

Irrespective of being completely damaged,

Don’t lose the softness

You’ve been carrying for others

For so many years.

That is what makes you stand out from others.

Love is a feeling of joy,

Which can make you live for another 50 years

And be remembered for 100 years.

Don’t turn it into a battleground.

Nothing will come of it;

You will only lose yourself

Again and again, time after time

Have faith!

The sun will shine again..

Hy i know you are stressed up,fucked up.The beautiful life has become a mess now.

I know i can't feel ur pain,the suffering which you all are going through,some are waiting for their job,some of u would be waiting for that day to go out with ur friends and have some chill in life.life has become a chaos,everywhere there is darkness,either it's the running for oxygen or for hospitals,we have seen everything which the government was hiding from us in the form " Ache din".

Hy believe me!

You have'nt done anything wrong in your life ,it's not your fault this time stop ,stop cursing your soul ,it's not written in ur destiny..

I know half of u people would be saying that we are the unluckiest people,but what if u change ur perception,in this all tragedy,pandamic ,going on from past one year we are still living with our loved one's,with our families.

Yes we all are lucky,not to say but thousand's of people are dying everyday,everywhere we could see a family is loosing his prince,princess and queen.

Have patience!

The sun rise again,what if we are dealing with darkness today !

Have faith tomorrow is going to shine much more brighter than yesterday!

Have faith !

Ankit❤

Loving

Love such a beautiful dream,

We all want a kind of love,

That seems out of this world,

The one which everyone craves,

And keeps looking for everywhere.

But no one ever taught us,

The most loving is self love,

You'll never ever feel complete,

Without loving yourself first.

Oh how euphoric it feels,

I can't even explain,

It's like sugar in my veins,

Like cotton candy in my brain,

Like fireworks in my heart,

Like gazing at the stars,

Like a dreamingly sighing,

Feels like the breeze cutting through your hair,

Like the amazing smell of your favorite flower,

Or reading something you like,

There are so many things which can describe,

The feeling of loving yourself,

It's seems so funny to explain,

I can't even comprehend.

Hearing yourself giggling alone,

And falling in love with the sound,

Peaking inside your heart,

And loving the person who you are.

Stop looking for love outside,

Just give yourself a part of love,

That you seem to be giving everyone else,

And I give you my word,

You'll never feel so loving,

Except for this,

I've always craved unconditional love,

But now I understand,

No one is going to give that to you,

More better than yourself.

So be a little more loving,

To yourself than everyone else.

-s.b.

A lover can do anything for that one person happiness either it's detaching himself intentionally from her or loving them back because the only thing matter for them is their happiness.