People Underestimate How Much It Fucks You Up To Be Subtly Excluded As A Kid. I Would Try To Talk To

People underestimate how much it fucks you up to be subtly excluded as a kid. I would try to talk to my classmates and be met with disinterest or annoyance. The one friend I had, who I clung to and nodded along to his every word, had other friends he liked just as much or more. And his other friends didn’t care for me at all.

I look back at pictures from the time and see how separated I was from them. I remember knowing I was different. I remember posing questions about the world to the girls playing next to me and realizing that they had never asked the same ones to themselves. That the ways we thought couldn’t be more different.

I kept myself amused with my own fanatical stories and musings in my head. I would wander the playground on a circular path, imagining a friend and being sorely disappointed when it didn’t feel as real as I’d hoped.

There was a bubble separating me from everyone else, thin, and nearly invisible, but with a pearly sheen you could catch under the right conditions. I knew it was there, they knew it was there, and it changed me

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2 months ago

haha im sorry about those drawings layton fandom do i need a layton blog separated from my konekocs blog so i dont disturb you with the spooky scary NOT LAYTON STUFF ANYMORE, 25 followers? stares at you like this

Haha Im Sorry About Those Drawings Layton Fandom Do I Need A Layton Blog Separated From My Konekocs Blog

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2 months ago

I was listening to some jazz music recently and found this song "They Can't Take That Away from Me" (sung by Ella Fitzgerald and Louis Armstrong) and after thinking about it for a while I thought hang on this fits Layton too perfectly

Lyrics:

The way you wear your hat

The way you sip your tea

The memory of all that

No, no, they can't take that away from me

The way your smile just beams

The way you sing off-key

The way you haunt my dreams

No, no, they can't take that away from me

We may never, never meet again

on the bumpy road to love

Still I'll always, always keep the memory of

The way you hold your knife

The way we danced till three

The way you've changed my life

No, no, they can't take that away from me

No, they can't take that away from me


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2 months ago
And I Mean It In A Spiritual Level

and i mean it in a spiritual level

(the context: memo aponte is a mexican former voice actor, now youtuber, who now makes videos like "a day as digital circus!111!" with pretyt much... weird costumes and such, and my friends said that paddler looked like a memo aponte fan. i dont know what to say apart of the fact i made a silly shirt for this)

ok cool i am getting slowly more obsessed wwith paddler. rhythm heavn en. padldler . lately. and. and. i know what a paddler obsessed mf with a weird (enjoying thing) reminds you to.but. plase. bear with me. i. my friend s dony get that silly guy. did you know i made an entire club roblox house with. paddlrer. images. ok gn


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3 months ago

OH SO TODAY IS IDES OF MARCH CAN SOMEONE PEAES EXPLAIN IDES OF MARCH I FEEL SO LOST IM SO SORRY I FWEL LIKE ALLTITLE VOCTIORIAN CHILD PLEASE MUTUALS


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I Finally Got Close Enough To Recreate Luke's Original Trilogy Outfit In Animal Crossing.

I finally got close enough to recreate Luke's original trilogy outfit in Animal Crossing.


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flow winning animated feature is the kind of story that's going to be taught like the boogeyman to every big animation studio's intake class for decades


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you should really tell the people you appreciate that. well. you appreciate them. you should really start being nice to people. and if you do that, please do keep do keep being nice

2 months ago

happy autism awareness day to all the girls who had “ friends” growing up who were actually bullying them . to the girls who always sat alone in the grass and wondered why nobody wanted to talk . to the girls who spoke to animals like they were listening . to the girls who created a little world in their room . to the girls who always felt ashamed for how deeply they love things and how passionately they enjoyed media . to the girls who covered their ears when they were overwhelmed by everything . to the girls who carrying a special thing around to feel safe . to the girls who never understood what they did wrong to feel so lonely . to the girls who were diagnosed later in life because they weren’t little boys who liked trains. you are so special and beautiful and you’re not worse for it, you love deeply and that is so wonderful please never try to push that down . I LOVE YOU !!!!!

is this site working

this crashed my computer and took 5 hours to upload from queue. this better make something

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anotheronenokoneofmine - But after my passing, who will be the infodumper in town?
But after my passing, who will be the infodumper in town?

hi! im kon, but you can call me "please stop talking about your interests", as most of my friends do :D (or not kon. because thats not my actual name!)AuDHD!interests (currently, might change later (why i made the intro thing !)drawing, music, professor layton, rhythm heaven, rhythm thief , and more !strawpage: https://konslittlecorner.straw.page

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