Anuerysmm - Under Construction

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[I had a selfie that reminded me of a Greek statue, so I got the idea to use it for a dark/semi light moodboard] ☁️

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There's footage of you running into the glass elevator I'M SO SORRY BUT THAT SHIT SENT ME LAUGHING SO HARD I THINK I'M DYING LMAOOOOO 🤣

It wasn't that funny. 😒

source: motherthemountain

You give him le smooches

Ooooooooh you and cocoa ARE dating

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rb to give garlic bread and a warm hug to the person u rb'd from

I'm weak because it's like I read your reblogs or answers and you're mean but you're nice at the same time 😂

I'm not mean, and if I am mean to anyone then it's probably because they said something to me first to deserve the mean response or reaction they received. Simple. Hmph.

Hi! I love your chocolate. I wanna ask; what's your favorite time of day? Thanks!

Hi, I appreciate your kind words! ☺️

My favorite time of day is morning, because that's when I get to wake up and start the whole process of creating creative candy again, haha! And my brain works better in the morning than it does at night, by nightfall I'm beat.

A frustrated boy

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*biting my lip*

I normally never post anything but can we talk about how hot Winslow / @winslowat3am was as this devil character and how good his British accent is? I‘m not good at these kind of posts; bare with me. 💭

❌[tw: cursing, mentions of death] ❌

VYCKTOR S. C.

VYCKTOR C. - Played by @winslowat3am [Canadian American Actor]

Species: Demon, Shapeshifter

[very often mistakened for a vampire because of his pale grey skin, gothic victorian fashion sense, sharp teeth, and sometimes firery red eyes] ~

Age: 709 Years [immortal]

Nationality: British

Occupation: Soul collector, Head hunter, Cult leader

Diet: Human flesh

Home: Black castle b/w Heaven and Hell

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Fave Quotes:

• If I burned that bridge then I burned it for a reason, it means I‘m not interested in crossing it again. Ever. And I most certainly am not interested in doing you any favors, Gabriel. I don‘t work for you or for your God anymore.

• I will bite your fucking snout off and hand it to you. Sit. DOWN!

• May the same misfortune, pain, wrath and strife be paid back unto you tenfold, you‘re hereby banned from here, should you ever return and I find out you‘d better pray there‘s a God fast enough and willing to save your filthy pathetic, putrid soul!

• For crying out loud, I never loved you, I‘m incapable! You think that you can trick me with your innocent little games, your feminity and your looks, but just as sure as you are breathing, darling, I‘m the goddamn devil, and that won‘t work with me because I have no love for or attraction to humans! Especially loose women. Dirty whores, you. All of you, filthy whores! Concubines! Women of Cain! (this one hit so different lmbo)

• I‘m not a fucking vampire, you shriveled up sad sack of wet dog shit. I‘m the devil! Lucifer! Bezzelebub! Hades, even! Hi, not so nice to meet you. Like the new body? Of course you do. Now! Enough introductions! Let‘s make this quick and get down to business, I don‘t have another 700 years

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My movie synopsis: Bezzelebub, self renamed Vycktor, is a 700 year old shapeshifting fallen angel who lives in a gloomy castle just outside of heaven‘s gates in the sky, far away from humanity, according to God‘s rules. Being kicked out of heaven in his previous life as an angel after trying to gather an army of angels in his assist to overthrow God, he was battled, lost, and kicked out of the gates of heaven, where he then flew down to earth, collecting souls and killing humans. Angels in heaven took notice of this and on God‘s command went down to earth to fight and capture Vycktor, taking him back in the sky and locking him away in his castle. After being locked away for 700 years, Vycktor‘s thirst for revenge against the angels and human flesh grows uncontrollable and he breaks free, going back down to earth to wreak havoc amongst the population, but this time he works in an effort to gather some of the most gruesome of monsters such as werewolves, vampires, fiends, ghouls, and creates a dangerous cult in war preparation against God‘s angels. In the midst of it all, he deceives a very naive and trusting woman named Heather, a descendent of Jesus‘ mother, Mary, into believing he‘s a human being, whom she eventually falls in love with and in return is destroyed when his true nature and form is revealed.

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Yeah, haha all in all I just really like this movie and the character so I wanted to make a quick dedi post. If anyone is interested, I rp and crossover rp [mostly as Vycktor], hmu!

Hello. My name is Nica. I want to stay anon until I get comfortable and I‘m not good with new people. But my question is, how do you advise someone to deal with their depression? Do you know any remedies that help with chronic sadness? Or panic attacks? My life isn‘t where I want it to be atm, dealing with a lot of stuff and I don‘t have any friends to talk to or get help from. Sorry if I‘m bothering you in the morning I just saw that you‘re leaving tumblr and it triggered an attack and I feel like crying. You were the one blog I liked and how you helped people and now I don‘t have anybody :/

Omg. No, no, no, you're not bothering me at all, & you're not just going to wake up one day & my account is going to be deactivated. I'll tell you all when I'm leaving & chances are I still won't deactivate, just cause. I'm so, so sorry, I didn't mean to trigger you. It was just an idea I had. I used to have really bad panic attacks to a point were my muscles would hurt for days, I had to be taken in an ambulance & put on meds cause I had them daily for like a month. I wouldn't eat, I was constantly snapping on people & irritated. I turned into someone who isn't me. My family noticed the change & pointed it out & I snapped on them for that. It was that bad. And this was recent, this wasn't like 5 years ago, all this happened LAST year. So I know from experience how difficult & painful what you're going through right now can be.

Even though I still have anxiety sometimes, I learned how to stop the attacks from happening, I don't have them anymore. But before then my doctor wanted to put me in a psych ward, (yeah, he literally recommended that) & I took Xanax (& Zoloft for two days) for a while, then it stopped helping, so he wanted to increase my dose. And I didn't want to become an addict or dependent on meds (I personally don't believe in taking meds for mental illnesses), so one day I just decided "fuck it, I'm not taking anything anymore" & I realized in that moment that the decision I made scared me a fucking lot cause I wasn't going to have anything to run to, but ultimately it was going to help me. I had to hurt & pray A LOT before I got better. While I was going through it I felt so hopeless & lost & I started questioning my faith in God cause I didn't feel like anything was changing, I felt worse tbh. I remember one night I just completely gave up & I drove to my mom's house in the middle of the night cause I didn't know what else to do. We went for a walk & talked until the sun came up. I never call my parents when I'm going through something terrible, I always try to resolve my problems on my own, so if I call them it's serious. But with time I got better. And I'm happier. So I'm living proof that you CAN overcome your biggest demons. My advice to you would be to start slow, you won't get better overnight. It's going to take time & it's going to hurt - I won't lie to you, but you WILL prevail in the end. But for now, distract yourself, get on your phone & find a funny video. Give yourself time to breathe & realize you're safe. That feeling will pass & you'll be okay again. & if you ever need someone to talk to to help you calm down, come hop in my dm's & we can hang out until you feel better. You don't have to be alone. & you definitely don't have to suffer alone. I often get people who ask me for advice in handling depression, that's partially the reason I haven't left Tumblr. I wouldn't want to abandon anybody. I'm so sorry you're going through this, honey. I hope things get better for you. Literally if you need me to just stay here for you just to help you, I will. & if you need any more resources in dealing with anxiety/depression, dm me. I'm so sorry for triggering you. I'll choose my words more carefully next time. Bless your heart, I'll pray for you.

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Organizations:

National Institute of Mental Health (NIMH); 866-615-6464

National Alliance on Mental Illness (NAMI); 800-950-NAMI (800-950-6264)

Anxiety and Depression Association of America (ADAA); 240-485-1001

American Psychiatric Association; 800-357-7924

Centers for Disease Control and Prevention, Division of Mental Health (CDC); 800-CDC-INFO (800-232-4636)

American Psychological Association; 800-374-2721

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Coping, Advocacy, and Support:

Anxiety and Depression Association of America: Support Groups

The Anxiety Network: Help and Support

Anxiety Central: Forums

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Medications for Anxiety Disorders (talk to your doctor first):

Cymbalta (duloxetine)

Celexa (citalopram)

Zoloft (sertraline)

Anafranil (clomipramine)

Prozac (fluoxetine)

Paxil (paroxetine)

Xanax (alprazolam)

Klonopin (clonazepam)

BuSpar (buspirone)

Valium (diazepam)

Ativan (lorazepam)

Lexapro (escitalopram)

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Links:

https://www.counseling.org/knowledge-center/mental-health-resources/anxiety

https://adaa.org/understanding-anxiety/generalized-anxiety-disorder-gad/resources

https://blog.thetransitionhouse.org/anxiety-help-and-resources-1

https://www.rtor.org/anxiety/

https://www.nami.org/About-Mental-Illness/Mental-Health-Conditions/Anxiety-Disorders

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