Waiting for my daughter's recital to start. Seriously people, people stop getting inside of my bubble and touching me! Glad I wore my Munchable necklace, the only thing that kept me from having a meltdown. My daughter is rocking these 90's songs. Seeing my baby girl is always worth the risk.
Twice this week my neurologist has canceled appointments. Almost had a meltdown right there in the waiting room..they could at least tell me before I got there! I take the bus, so I lost 4$ in bus fare. Needless to say it upsets me and my schedule. I didn't meltdown, way to go me!
Anxiety and depression still bad but alas,life goes on. Stemming a bunch so trying to keep myself busy. I may play viddy games today.
Shrink added more meds, let's see if it helps. I'm doing great dieting so far, dreading Thursday though.
My melancholy has turned into Dispair. And my lovely PTSD is keeping me on high alert. As for my anxiety, worse. Especially when they run test after test and still observe me, no clue what's wrong with me. Good news is my anxiety is barely in control. Seems wherever I go people are yelling and items being thrown about, um, guys, this is supposed be my sanctuary, peace, safety. Well not now, it's yelling and stomping, fighting and of course, alcohol. My overnight at dad's, my getaway, decompress. Nope, they were fighting. I desperately need my space.
Absolutely exhausted from dealing with people. I will hide for a bit.
Not sure which is most abhorrent!
Having bad ticks and problems talking
Or
Going to see a doctor that has a rotten bedside manner,to put it mildly.
Hopefully I don't meltdown..
Adjusting to more roommates, a different house, oh and Sunday there is going to be 40 so people in the house. . . fingers crossed.
Breath in, fly high! The worst of it is over.😶🌫️