A Grief Observed, C.S. Lewis

hey sorry it's just that i don't think i'm very good at being a person. thanks for letting me try with you, anyway.

Dropping the latest Sketch-a-Wish voted on by my lovely Patreon members, featuring Adam and Ronan in an exaggerated representation of probably the most popular quote for the pair in The Raven King by Maggie Stiefvater.

A scene where Ronan is tracing Adam's palm, while inwardly monologuing the metaphor of his feelings as an oil-spilled ocean, ready to burn at the slightest spark. I just had fun with it!

(also, is the oil-spilled ocean metaphor stemming from the fact Ronan finds Adam covered in / smelling like motor oil from his mechanic job? 🤔)

Sometimes a ship is good because it would be so fucking funny

Not now kitten daddy's googling his symptoms

Saw this on the dash, jumped for joy, passed out, woke up, got a nosebleed, jumped for joy again, climbed the wall, lay flat on my face and sobbed

look at me & don’t you lie, i could be your sacrifice

“that doesnt mean i wouldn’t blow you”

Ronan Lynch fell first because Adam Parrish never fell, he chose to walk down those stairs. For Ronan Lunch love was like a free-fall off a cliff, sudden and exhilarating and carefree. For Adam Parrish love was like cradling an injured bird, slow and safe and painstakingly careful.

I know that Kevin is a hateful bitchy man and he says mean things but sometimes I think about him sitting alone watching history documentaries. Him looking around a realizing everyone has something and someone and he doesn’t. Him being excited to share his passions and being shut down and shut out. Idk I just hate that he’s doomed to be lonely. I hope he finds peace. I cry over him

cause blood is thick but water is forever and I'm stiffer than a board lighter than a feather and that girl will be a problem only if you let her and I left her back home but I cannot forget her