― Sylvia Plath, The Unabridged Journals Of Sylvia Plath

Sometimes it’s absolutely scary to do something just because you care so much, and if it goes wrong, the disappointment can feel crushing. But trying is better than being paralyzed. There is more regret in inaction than in making a bad choice. It’s not too late to do something you’ve been putting off out of anxiety. You’re more than capable of doing this. Let’s try to think more about realistic future scenarios instead of catastrophic ones. Yeah, life is not always perfect, but you don’t have to be either. You are good enough as you are, keep going. You deserve to try. There is more to life than the awful scenarios anxiety comes up with and tries to protect you from. Just remember that isolation and inaction are cutting you off from the world, and it’s hurting you on the long run.

You are so much more than anxiety, than catastrophe, tragedy or failure. What matters most is that you keep trying, not that you do everything perfectly. Take slow steps. Do it at the best of your abilities without burning out. Each day at a time. You’re not alone in this. 🌱

I don’t want just words. If that’s all you have for me, you’d better go

F. Scott Fitzgerald.

Man cannot remake himself without suffering, for he is both the marble and the sculptor

Alexis Carrel

"Saga (I won't forget you when I'm gone)", Andrei Voznesensky (translated by metamorphesque)

Dark academia subjects: Chemistry

La Petite CathédraleCergy-Pontoise, Paris, France. 1971

Architect: Ricardo Bofill

Morning Star (Lucifer) // by Paul Fryer at Holy Trinity Church

~The picture of Dorian Gray by Oscar Wilde

the divine, only in dreams