"Close your eyes", Paruyr Sevak (translated by metamorphesque)
"i can calculate the motion of heavenly bodies but not the madness of people."
isaac newton
Lately, not a single day has passed without the Armenian phrase "cavd tanem" [ցավդ տանեմ], directly translating to "Let me take away your pain", crossing my mind. A phrase filled with such deep devotion and yet, it's uttered daily and graces simple everyday conversations. In a sentence, it simply replaces the name of the addressee.
"Vonc es, cavd tanem?" - "How are you, [let me take your pain away]?"
"Cavd tanem, jur kberes?" - "[Let me take away your pain], could you bring me a glass of water?"
Such abundance of love that miniature rivers of it effortlessly flow into the most pedestrian pathways!
dark academia in computer related courses:
spilt coffee on messy arithmetic and algorithm notes.
continuously pressing alt + tab to read classics on your computer during class.
code blocks reflected on your anti-radiation glasses.
black sweaters because it's cold in the computer laboratory.
coding websites with dark academia color palettes.
encrypting and decrypting secret letters written in codes/ciphers.
lowkey creating a game which is actually a murder plan (and which is actually inspired from fyodor dostoevsky's crime and punishment too).
sketching and editing your secret society's logo on photoshop.
messy scribbles of java codes on paper.
listening to classical music on spotify.
hacking your principal's computer to retrieve documents that you can later on use against the school system (especially because you're hoping for a change in cafeteria food).
downloading free pdf or epubs of your favorite classic books because you are on a budget.
creating groupchats where you all discuss the possibilities of a bacchanalia.
lowkey sending trojans to classmates you don't like and think of it as a modern trojan war in and of itself.
achilles as your wallpaper.
eyebags from sleepless nights trying to find the error in the code.
joining forums where people are pretentious and anonymous (oooh, you mean reddit?)
purchasing oxford shoes online.
creating collages of your favorite greek gods, mythical creatures and heroes.
editing aesthetic academia look books on your editing application of choice.
suggesting revolution through digital arts.
animating little-known histories from around the world.
learning a language on duo lingo.
binge watching documentaries on youtube because learning is a principle.
borrowing chemicals from the stem laboratory to stage a suicide of your classmate's murder inside the computer lab.
staying up all night in the library reading shakespeare's hamlet or plato's the republic instead of making your capstone project.
Hi there, your aesthetics are amazing. I was wondering if you could tell me what my aesthetic is. I'm a big coffee drinker, I like rum in the evenings, I stay up late, but am always up early to see the sun rise. I love writing novels and poetry, will occasionally attempt composing but it's not my forte. I also speak, French, Spanish, Japanese and Swedish (as well as native English). 😁
Hii and Thank you !!💖🌸 Wowww , you sound so talented to me 😵. I am pretty sure , you're scholarly academia and a bit of dark academia.
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"i can calculate the motion of heavenly bodies but not the madness of people."
isaac newton
“““You’re not a monster,” I said. But I lied. What I really wanted to say was that a monster is not such a terrible thing to be. From the Latin root monstrum, a divine messenger of catastrophe, then adapted by the Old French to mean an animal of myriad origins: centaur, griffin, satyr. To be a monster is to be a hybrid signal, a lighthouse: both shelter and warning at once.””
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— Ocean Vuong, from “On Earth We’re Briefly Gorgeous”
starry night
Albertine Bookstore, NYC
Many relationships would be a lot healthier if we romanticized honest, open and direct communication instead of idealizing the idea of a partner who's intuitively in tune with your every need. You don't need someone who can read your mind, you just need someone who's willing to listen when you speak.