They/Her || I post what I want || "For the first time, he doesn't look at me like I'm crazy."
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all the songs about things exploding on your restart playlist is REALLY funny. btw.
i JUST realized that omg 😭😭😭😭 IT EVEN STARTS WITH CHERRY BOMB BRO
Just a wee vent hahaha. (it's 1718 words long.) Vent under the cut! Sorry if it makes zero sense, I don't vent at all but I needed to let stuff out
I hate hearing the noises in my head. It’s like they’re banging on the sides of my skull causing it to echo in my ears. I just wish I could do something worth living. I wish all the abuse and the pain I went through fucking killed me so I could finally be free from the sound. I want to find peace. And quiet. I want to be free from the pain everyone has caused me throughout the years so I can finally sleep knowing I’ll be free from every thought that clouds my head 24/7. I wish I actually felt sympathy for my mother all the time instead of when i’m high. I wish all the people who wronged me would see that I didnt deserve that. I was just a kid when I was forced to learn how to be an adult, and I don’t want to be an adult anymore. I want to be free. I want to feel like I’m swimming. Deeper and Deeper down. And when I finally reach the bottom of the ocean, I’ll be free. I’m only ever going to be a distant thought of people in the near future. And I think I’ll be okay with that. Everyone who has wronged me will never feel guilty and they don’t need to be until i give them a reason to. Every man and woman who has taken advantage of me or used me, won’t feel guilty until I give them a reason to. I’ve never been the first person anyone has ever turned to, and I’m fine with that. I don’t need to be the first. Or the second. I just want someone to care about me the way i’ve cared about so many people before. I would move and rearrange the stars if they wanted to see their favourite constellation, I just want someone to do that for me. Is that to much to ask? Am I being selfish? I just want someone to care about me the way i’ve cared. I just want to feel worth something. To anybody. Is that selfish?
I REALLY WANNA BUILD CASTLE WHITEROCK IN BLOXBURG BUT I BROKE AS A JOKE BRO, WHEN I OPEN MY POCKETS A MOTH FLIES OUT
Honestly i didnt really change ANYTHING bout her, besides the fact that she has abs now!!! yippie, and instead of doing nothing during hunts, she's now an archer!! whoo hoo
and some Cordelia. I sorta kinda gave her a different outfit for my au, cause honestly, it just makes a bit more sense??? idk (Cordelia is STILL not my character, doesn't matter if I changed her outfit, she belongs to -> @butterfly87676 )
Enjoy my art i guess?? idk
i love fen (I'm listening to 505 by arctic monkeys)
I love when people draw my OCs or draw my au for things, like, I love you, so mcuh
Oh Bobby And Athena what would i do without you
love them so much
OH BOY I SURE DO LOVE ATHENA GRANT. (I'M ACTUALLY CRYING AND IT'S ONLY EPISODE THREE)
I wanted to share a drawing i did of Arianna and Fen (I was going to post this on Ariannas birthday, but like what if I deadass get detained:sob:)
FEN LOOKS LIKE SHE HAS LONG LEGS BUT LIKE SHTU UP I WAS LIKE SO TIRED AND RUNNING OFF OF TWO MONSTERS AND A BOTTLE OF GRAPE FAYGO
✨i'm coming over✨🤫
see you soon pookie😘🫶🫶🤫
(i know where you live🤫🫶)
PLEASE STOP THIS
i'm outside your window open up pookie😘🫶🫶🤫
WHAT PLEASE LEAVE MY FAMILY ALONE
EDGING
like seeing them teasing and laughing at each other’s like siblings.
I was listening to Hamilton when I drew this help me (sorry if you cant read my writing I'm not good at handwriting)
I like really expect no one to know who that dude is but anyways, hi, have this X3
Lea and ms merino SPOTTED ignore the second photo
might consider starting to post more of my AU stuff for the sea beast, stay tuned
ask me questions about my AU for the sea beast please I'm so bored :(
edit: LIKE BRO LITERALLY ANYTHING IT CAN BE ABOUT ANY CHARACTER, THE QUESTION CAN BE SMALL OR FUCKING MASSIVE JUST PLEASE GIVE ME SOMETHING TO DO
I loved this story too much (I cried)
read it if you haven't bro (not my story fml)
But did they really think of him often and fondly when everyone thought he got killed??? anyways
i luv fen <3
bye
i don't own Cordelia or Oshun :( Cordelia belongs to @butterfly87676 and Oshun belongs to @jomcdidi
IGNORE MY BROWN LITTLE FINGER UP THERE
and i sorta fucked up the drawing of Oshun, please don't talk about that...
I ACTUALLY HATE THIS DRAWING FOR SOME REASON AND IT'S CRAZY I'M REDRAWING IT RN...
so, i got bored and drew (my au of) hornagolds family :eye_roll: there's only three for lore purposes
the blue one is hornagold
HELLO GANG, I'M GETTING SNAKE BITES ON FRIDAY, AND IM GEN SCARED SO LIKE SOMEONE TELL ME WHAT IT WAS LIKE IF YOU DO HAVE SNAKE BITES
other then the fact that i had no fucking idea how Cordelia looked, and was completely going off of one tiktok i saw, i think she looks pretty good bro
@butterfly87676 finally drew her bro :3 i feel like it looks better in person lowkey