Me And My Narcissistic Ways

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Achilles Come Down

“I can’t stand seeing you tear yourself apart like this.” He pleaded, eyes filled with months worth of sadness, anger , confusion.

“Then don’t watch. Simple.” The other boy spoke softly, but firmly, determined on pushing everyone who cared about him, away.

“You may feel no purpose , nor a point for existence, it’s all just conjecture and gloom. There may not be meaning , so find one and seize it.” Patroclus begged , with all that was left of him, with all the love that’s grown only stronger, since the day they’ve met.

“I’m doing this. I’m gonna jump. You can’t stop me.” Achilles couldn’t bring himself to sound composed. Yelling in desperation, he prayed to the Gods that he’d drop it and go home.

“So jump, and i’m jumping.” Giving up, he took a step forward as if his other half were a ticking bomb, which in a way, he was.

“Why?” At the edge of the roof, he was in utter turmoil.

“... because there is no me without you.” Patroclus confessed.

Confession Of A Fangirl

he doesn’t know me

and he never will

its not like its a story

filled with glory

its just about a dumb girl

fantasising about something

that isn’t real

although i try to ignore his existence

my heart cant seem

to find the resistance

hes not mine

and hes not here

hell,even our ages

arent even near

i keep on watching the videos he posts

the fans fell in love

cuz hes not like the most

no,he stays true

and always speaks his mind

even though they told him

to stay inside the line

have u ever loved someone you’ve never met?

if not,u have no idea how the situation can get...

you surely think it must be fate

he feels like someone they can’t manipulate

but at the end of the day

its just what he represents

for our lack of affection

because people lose interest

they leave and they pout

they pry and they shout

cuz ur fucking lonely

thats what its always been about

TW: S*XUAL ASSAULT AND ED

i’d S E L L my soul to the devil himself JUST so I could hug Jimin,the r*pe jokes and the eating disorder memes ARE NOT FUNNY!!! i wish i can help him,make him feel better... he’s not even my bias but he does not deserve this!!! what the fuck is wrong with society??? what the fuck are some of yall on- how can one even think its a good idea to write such disgusting shit on the internet. i am beyond disgusted and TERRIFIED. as a bigger person myself,i’ve came across bodyshameing but i cant even imagine receiving it on the internet by millions. dear jimin,i stand with you til the end of time,you deserve the world. please dont let them get to you. i hate it here 😭

an epitome of wasted potential

lately i’ve been having epiphanies

that life is a void filled with irrelevancies

all of us are alive

but rarely somene lives

its not about hardship

or sliding through with ease

its about happines

or whatever comes first

most of us in that

,rarely get immersed

filled with conservatory

this small town can’t handle my thirst

we’re doomed with a downfall

our stay here is cursed

no wonder most of us want to withdraw

,,,from life that is

we’ve learned the hard way

,escaping our sins

but at the end of the day

there’s more to it than 9-5 and suburbs

we’re set in our ways

and can’t keep up with

the judgemental fuckers

though most of us stay

physically at least

we’re officially wasted

like a temporary flower

that blossoms in may

and soon enough

ended has the feast

its all over now

the memories have faded

so goodbye forever

and to the new generations

,farewell!

try to get ahead

its too late for us

go and make something of yourself

before you wind up dead

freedom or loneliness?

as ive stared into the ceiling

for the millionth time

i mindlessly debated

do i wanna be felt?

or do i wanna run through the ruins

feel the leaves

smell the flowers

run barefoot

do i live for someone else

,can i live without anothers touch?

can the two coexist?

maybe they dont even have to?

does one mean love and the other hate?

what are the roles? are they implied?

cant we just find freedom and love through simplicity?

the thoughts remain unanswered

he was so energetic in the last two eps despite being dead last (practically) 🥺

EP.126,127🐿💦

me when i have a thought but zero prosecution ideas:

Me: *stops writing* well that’s enough writing for now

Me: *later* Alright time to write!

Me: *staring at where I left off*

“im a serb born in germany” samo balkanci mogu biti ovakvi ... pecinski smo narod

If a post says nigga and I'm white can I still reblog it

no you may not

BTS HEADCANNON

most likely to date a foreigner

keep in mind this is my personal opinion...its up for debate and we cant be sure if what i said is true but its fun thinking about it : )

MOST TO LEAST

-Namjoon

-Yoongi

-Jimin

-Hobi

-Seokjin

-Jk

-Tae

i feel like like out of all 7 of them, joon would be most likely to date a foreigner. (correct me if im wrong but i recall something he said in the past that he would if he likes them) he’s the only member who speaks english fluently so...

yoongi sees no gender therefore he probably sees no ethnicity either.

i see jimin as someone who’s very open and flirty tbh,if he sees someone he likes,he likes them. no ifs,ands or buts.

i feel like hobi has a thing for westerners 😳😳

jin is not against it probably,but still feels more comfortable around someone who has similar roots.

the same with jin ^ he prefers someone similar.

i have a feeling tae isnt a fond of foreigners tbh

requests are open

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