Writing Prompt #1635

Local neglected demon baby wants noodles. Please feed him

Han Sooyoung potentially the most doomed by the narrative character of all time. She wrote the entire narrative that doomed her. She was a lonely and neglected but otherwise normal child and then at some point in her young teen years she gets possesed by a god that uses her body every night to write the story that will destroy the world. Her mind and body are no longer fully her own, they've been hijacked by someone who is leaving her exhausted and with confusing dreams, someone who is sealing her fate and pushing her along towards her destiny without HSY having a single clue. She will follow the pre determined path this God laid out for her, will go through all the suffering and pain that this God has planned, until it is too late for her to turn back. When she finally realises the truth she will be in too deep, and her only choice will be to continue along this chosen path. She loves too fiercely to choose any other way. She will doom the world over and over again, selfishly sacrificing millions and selflessly sacrificing every part of herself because her monstrous heart is too full of love. This one boy she cares for must stay alive. There is no price she will not pay in order to make that happen.

After all this you'd think she'd be furious at this God but how can she? The god is her, just a version of her further along the narrative who cannot change her nature anymore than young Han Sooyoung or old Han Sooyoung can. The god will write and write to keep this boy alive without ever getting to see him or talk to him, and in the end she will flicker out to be nothing but a part of HSY's memories. Every version of Han Sooyoung is tied to this narrative, there is no one point where you can stop and blame a version of her. They are all guilty and they will all do it over and over again. They are too full of fierce, selfish love for any other alternative.

Are you any different?

Bonus:

kim dokja is everything. he's just some guy. he's the kindest person in the world. he's Jesus Christ. he's also Sun Wukong somehow. he's the personification of love as a force that powers reality. he died for our sins. he's a demon. he's an angel. he's suicidal. he's the more important being in the universe. he could be anyone. he's an inconceivable existence that expands along countless of world lines. he's a nerd. he's a concept. he's just some strings of text badly tied together. he's also the prince of the greek underworld. he was bullied in high school. he's an analogy for all the suffering in the world and also everything that is human and worth saving (but there's nothing in this reality that is not worth saving and everything deserves to be loved). he's a god. he's the sacrificial lamb. he's a yaoi man. he's an eldricth horror. he's ugly. he's your friend and also he's you. he's a very complicated anti-suicide metaphor. he's adorable. he's repressed and depressed. he has ptsd. he's the father of various human and non human entities and also the son of various human and non human entities. he's an office worker. he's simultaneously loved and hated by all the universe. he's a gary stu. he's bisexual. he's a murderer and also the most tragic victim of the irrepressible machine of universal suffering. he's a lover. he's a fox boy. he likes isekai novels.

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✨ Stellium series ✨

In astrology, a stellium is a cluster of 3 or more planets in a house or a specific zodiac sign. There is obsessive, potent and more focused energy in that specific area of life that the astrological sign or house represents. Eg. 7th House = partnerships. For now, I will be focusing on the house energy.

You are dealing with the extremes of that specific house energy. With this series, I will help you in how you can use your stellium energy to your advantage - and how you can create more stability with this powerful energy!

11th House Stellium: Common themes that are re-occurring...

📱Could have an interest in technology or robotics.

📱Many changes in your social life.

📱Friendship is intimacy to them.

📱Thinks about friendship a lot and you may stress about it.

📱May feel too responsible for your friends.

📱Connects with animals easily.

📱You can change the world with your thoughts, but you need to get them out there for the world to see!

📱 Your community, charity and social standing are other themes that will come into your life.

📱You want to see a real change in the world.

📱 You may be surrounded by step-children or want to adopt. Or, you may be adopted yourself.

📱 May need people around them constantly to feel less alone.

📱House of dreams and desires.

📱You will achieve your dreams and desires when you tap into your friendly and charming energy!

📱You may have a lot of dreams, keep a dream journal next to you! Right any thoughts or feelings down after you wake up.

📱 May have extremist views

So what can we do to improve this? In order to balance out this 11th House energy, astrology guides us to focus on the opposite house themes, which, in this case, is the 5th house. However, this doesn’t mean you ignore the 11th house themes, it’s just about knowing and applying both houses’ energy in order to have moderation in life and feel more balanced. You can then use your stellium energy to your advantage as you feel more energised and less drained from your stellium.

🛍 Free yourself of any self-judgement and create something.

🛍 Learn about nurturing the inner child. There are millions of resources on the internet and books to help you.

🛍 Take some time out to have fun! It’s not a waste of time, laughter and leisure are incredibly important to your wellbeing.

🛍 Work on your authentic self-expression.

Thank you for reading people! ✨ I hope you enjoyed it :)

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