Falin, Oil on paper and digital
Delicious and dragons
sea, swallow me
Just realized that next Halloween, chances are we'll have Ace, Deuce, Yuu and Grim together in the same event, and it makes me so happy!
warnings for age gap, no pronouns used. sfw. toshinori's insecurities are explored a bit.
thereās something about the older pro heroes having a controversially young partner that makes them feel young again.
when it comes to toshinori yagi, he feels like a 20 year old breezing through life. scratch that, you make him feel like a dumb teenager. he stumbles over his own feet, mixes up his words, and he constantly sweats at the thought of being around you. it feels like heās suddenly trapped inside a romcom, where heās head over heels over his new workmate.
the day you moved into the teacher dorms was the day you were introduced to him. the great all might. the symbol of peace, and also the hero whose posters are stuck decorating the walls of your childhood room.
when you began your work as a teacher at ua, he was the first to ask you out for lunch in his office. and who are you to deny, when the muscly, steaming hot man of your dreams is leaning against his officeās doorframe, the famous, million dollar smile plastered on his face. with a small bento box in hand.
a part of him feels like he has to care for you. itās a small gesture, one he wouldāve liked to have at his early twenties. heās just doing what anyone would do, right? thereās obviously not a part of him that is intrigued by you. no, not one bit.
and to say youāre interested in uncovering whatās behind all mightās strong front is an understatement. in your eyes, itās clear that heās struggling, and youāre more than willing to become the one he can rely on. though, it takes time. your patience is about to be tested well beyond its limits. so, you start off slow.
yagi might think of himself as self centered, but there has to be something going on. that's what he thinks, at least.
you fix his tie when itās slowly slipping, and straighten the collars of his shirts. you twirl the two beautiful blond strands of hair decorating his face, and always have your hand grazing his when walking with him around campus. his desk is next to yours in the teacherās lounge, and you always offer him your post its and stickers for him to use when grading. heās grown so comfortable, in fact, that he takes them without asking. thereās a comfortable silence, except when youāre softly humming whatever 80s song pops in your head. he thinks heāll faint because you enjoy the same music he did back in the day.
youāre just being you. youāve done the same with mic, and eraser too. he has to be too full of himself for even considering the fact that you feel something for him. which brings the question, does he feel something for you? if he doesn't, then why is he spending time analyzing his every interaction with you? your expressions, actions and reactions are on loop as he tries to figure out what he feels.
is it even okay? heās well into his fifties, and youāre still a long way from there. his morality begins to chew at him, because youāre a young spirit, and heās already seeing himself in a grave. itās harsh, but yagi's mind goes to the extreme. he doesnāt want to take away your youth.
but hasnāt he been selfless his whole life? it should be time for him to think for himself. heās come to recognize that you may be sending signals, because thereās something so adoring about the way you look at himāheās certain thereās a spark. and it's then when he realizes he's fallen. very hard.
and thereās no way for him to be straightforward about it. would it be abuse of power if the all might went and confessed everything he felt towards his younger, new-in-the-field pro hero and coworker? would you be pressured into reciprocating because of who he is?
heās assuring himself that if you were to be interested, youād be interested for what he once was. he was the symbol for everything: peace, hope, sexāyou name it, he's been it for decades. he's sure that you're chasing the idea of him, and not what he has become.
the best way to push someone away is to show what makes you ugly, right? the next thing you know, you're calling him by his surname because he asks you to, and when it's two in the morning and both of you can't sleep...
you see him outside the dorms. sitting down, lanky arms wrapped around his legs. you knew the teaching faculty was a bit secretive with him around you at first, and this was why. when he asks if you can't sleep and you nod, he looks at you with the most melancholic expression, daring to ask a single question.
he gestures to his torso. āyou want a bedtime story, kid?ā
toshinori yagi talks. he talks a lot. heās telling you of the gruesome fight five years ago, of his declining health, and his fears for the future. he talks so much, in fact that heās asking you if you can keep a secret, and talks about how his search for a successor had come to an end when he came to ua. itās during this moment that you realize thereās more to your attraction to him than your brain let on.
and he realizes something too. he feels comfortable with you, and you remind him of home. but whatās home to toshinori yagi? he doesnāt have a clear answer, but he knows you resemble it. youāre easy to be around, and as he would come to find later on, youāre easy to love.
yet he pushes every happy thought away, his mind clouded with doubt. you scoot closer to him, and his hand unconsciously reaches for yours. as soon as he realizes it, though, he's pulling his hand away and muttering an apology. and you insist, because you don't mind if it's him who does it. and his mind wanders.
"i really like you, yagi."
he's been broken out of his trance. he stares at you in disbelief, "you like me?"
you nod. "are you sure? you probably like the old me, like everyone else. it's just in your head, kidā"
"god fucking damn it i'm in love with you, toshinori."
and to toshinori yagi, it's hard to believe. his mouth falls agape because there is no barrier left to protect him now. you've broken every wall with a single sentence. so you continue.
"i love the way your eyes crinkle when you smile, i love how your two hair strands frame your face, i love the way you're always looking out for others, and how you go into your muscly form to cheer people on. i love your patience, and how dedicated you are when you truly love something. more than a great hero, you're a great person. you need me to go on? because iā"
"do you pity me?"
"do i need to pity you? i'm being genuine, yagi. kinda sucks to get brushed off like that, y'know?"
he stops for a moment.
"...i like you too. likeāa lot. it's just hard. to process, i mean."
you look at him enamored. toshinori finally takes the first step and intertwines his fingers with yours. and for the first time in the whole night, he smiles. so wide.
"let's do this step by step, yeah? now let's get some sleep, old man. we have a class to teach tomorrow."
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MC: ...
Skully: *is asleep, leaning against the frame of the portrait*
MC: I've never seen him asleep before...
MC: ...
MC: I wonder what his hair would feel like if I touched it.
MC: *gently caresses Skully's hair, surprised by the sensation of his strands between their fingertips*
Skully: *wakes up*
MC: ...
Skully: ...
Skully: *blushes a little*
MC: ...
MC: Sorry.
Skully: ...
Skully: It's... it's alright, my lovely friend. Though, I must admit, I was a bit surprised.
MC: I'm sorry... I won't do it againā
Skully: No! I... *smiles* I like it.
MC: ...
MC: He's really cute...
Dude you are so gorgeous. Iām so obsessed with your style ahh! Do you have any fashion inspirations or style icons?
Thank you omg!!šš¤
I have a couple! Though Iāve only recently started to fully step into my personal style, these have been my inspo for maaaaany many years.
Taylor Momsen. Her style is the exact way younger Jackie pictured Iād be dressing when I got older.
Florence and recently, Chappell
Gaga was a huge influence on me!
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And anything whimsigothic. My all-time favourite film is Practical Magic and I was whimsigothic-pilled before it even had a name
And, of course, a couple creators I follow on socials
⦠and many more haha. I love personal style and fashion š¤
unsung benefit i think a lot of ppl are sleeping on with using the public library is that i think its a great replacement for the dopamine hit some ppl get from online shopping. it kind of fills that niche of reserving something that you then get to anticipate the arrival of and enjoy when it arrives, but without like, the waste and the money.
Hy wolfy I know this is random but like I need an honest answer, will I go to hell for being gay? Because I come from a very religious family and they keep hating on gay people(I'm very deep in the closet helpš) oh and love your art BTW! Long time fan.
Listen to me very closely, you cannot be punished for something you were innately born with. A perfect God would not do that
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