Why Did God Give Me These Battles (getting Dressed And Leaving The House)

what i saw when i opened pinterest

the worst thing in the world is doing things. the second worst thing in the world is not doing things. how has no one ever come up with a solution for this

GOD I HATE MYSELF

i can’t cry when i need to, but random things can trigger me so fucking bad and i start to cry in random places and i just look ridiculous

And i did it in front of my parents today, and since the day before yesterday i wanted to cry, and today while i was just fucking eating i started to cry and god, i wanted to cry so bad but i couldn’t cry *there* and now i’ll just have my parents scold me all the way home, for being so fucking ridiculous

And i just got to think of dumb excuses because i can’t tell them i’m just so fucking tired of everything

You ever think about the reason why Nico was the first person to find camp Jupiter and why he gets along with the Romans so well is because he’s Italian and could very well be a Roman legacy. Taking suggestions on what his legacy parent would be.

-Albert Camus, Notebooks 1951–1959

[TEXT ID: "Somebody inside of me has always tried, with all his strength, to be nobody." END ID]

I finished it

Virginia Woolf, from a letter to Violet Dickinson written c. June 1907

No but Nico is going to be down BAD in S3. This really cool kid saves him and his sister from a monster?? And he’s kinda cute?? AND he’s into the same card game that Nico is obsessed with?? And this girl he seems really close to just fell off a cliff?? So he asks if she was his girlfriend and he says no?? He’s going to have a field day

Me @ myself anytime I open my mouth: