The Moon In Paintings. X

NICO

IF WE DONT GET A NICO AND BIANCA CAMEO AT THE LOTUS HOTEL IM GOING NUTS

I realized why i don’t enjoy being in my room as i once did; now i have things to worry about, my future, the idead that i an wasting my youth, the idea i am doing nothing productive, that i’ll rot away here. When i was a child i could spent hours and hours alone doing nothing, watching the moon, reading because i had nothing to worry about, not a single thought passed through my mind telling me that i was wasting time.

No matter how hard or gentle i try to enjoy the moment im living in, i can’t. I always worry about the future, or remember the past.

anxiety is so weird like why is my mental illness in my stomach

Part of getting older is realizing how absolutely insane it is that basically every form of media is constantly trying to convince us that the most interesting moments of the lived human experience are happening in HIGH SCHOOL…… girl who gives a flying fuck what 16 year olds are doing.

no matter how much i think i person might love me, i know there is someone there who they would choose over me without questioning

sometimes i start to like my dad. i love him, because he’s my dad, but i don’t like him. When i start to like him, he just finds a way to remind me that no one will ever be enough for him. not me, not my mom, not my brothers, not the church. i try to remind myself that this is his first life, and he never had a parental figure to learn how to be or not be a dad. But it’s our first time too.

sometimes i remember i exist and i’m just like oh fuck

we’re all boring to someone, annoying to someone, ugly to someone, but it’s not that deep

no thoughts, just... thinking about the way Ekko looks at Powder...

Solangelo is grumpy x sunshine but in the opposite direction of what people seem to interpret it. Like the reason it's a fun ship is that it subverts what you'd expect based on their outward appearances. Nico is a sweetheart who acts intimidating because he's scared to get close to people, Will is a rude little gremlin who fakes being calm and okay because he needs to be a good leader. The whole point is that they get to be themselves around each other. The whole point is them being an odd couple who don't see themselves as an odd couple.