Automaticclappinggravallese - AUTOMATIC CLAPPING GRAVALLESE

X is for X-phoria, the Precipice of Joy and Anguish

Euphoria is Dysphoria, one moment I'm a second closer, the next I'm a dozen behind, I claw at the seams and the threads bind, silent shrieks shatter, sear, and shred the mind. Then there I am I am I am, wishing I was beautiful again.

Never quite feel one without the other I suppose. Constant companions, for better and worse. Or at least so I feel for right now.

Recently I've been seeing a lot more posts by trans people on twitter, and on one hand I'm extremely glad to be finding more people like me, especially this early on... on the other hand I feel an incredible anxiety about talking to anyone.

I guess it also makes me consider how much I used to basically just dump art on socials, so now if I actually start talking to people it could maybe drive people away from the art.

What on earth

Im gonna take 1000 benadryl and fuck my shadow self

at your service !

King Kong vs. Godzilla (1962)