Azuljoie95 - AzulJoie95

A lot of you want to skip the work and live your best life, but thats not how it works. You don’t get to reach new heights until you get rid of the dead weights...

And I know the healing is messy, annoying, and you just want to be validated so you don’t have to deal with your own emotions that suffocate you, or you want to numb it out but I promise you, a tiny bit of healing each day will transform your life. 

Imagine a child that you push away every time they start to feel scared, or feel abandoned, or not good enough. Imagine saying, I can’t deal with you right now, go get validation from that guy to make yourself feel better, go drink something, go take something so I don’t have to deal with your emotions. Pushing the child into destruction. Ignoring the child that so desperately wants to be heard and seen and loved…This is what you do to yourself every single time. The inner child in you needs YOU. Needs you to listen to you, to your own needs, to hear what is truly going on. To do this you need to hold space for yourself. In order to start hearing yourself each day I recommend 5-10 mins journalling. Start with these questions daily, you are asking yourself, your inner child. Your energy needs to be in a position that you are open and ready to listen, like you really want to hear from you:

How are you feeling, truly?

What do you need from me today?

How can I help and support you?

The answers will flow, if they don't ask probing questions, reassure yourself you are here and listening. You will get a response. You can do this in your notes on your phone. I recommend 7 days minimum to start seeing the shift.

butch who likes being called daddy x femme with daddy issues

Britney with a short gf ( maybe 5’2-4 bc BG is tall asf 6’9 ) anyways like imagine her going thru something and need comfort and Britney just holds her and hugs her then it leads to comfort smut yk

word count : 350

warnings : filth, smut, fingering

summary : your sick and brittney takes care of you

song : Anxious by Ginuwine || Play Dat Shit !

you lay in bed as sick as one can be with a stuffy nose unable to breathe as brittney try’s her best to make you feel comfortable.

her begins rubbing your back along with turning the air conditioning to the lowest setting as you lay naked on your stomach drenched in a pool of sweat.

“i know what will make you feel better?” you hum in response willing to do anything to get your mind of the pain of your sickness.

“just sit still baby and let me make you feel good” she says making her way down to your warm folds running her thick finger through your wet slick.

you let out a hum rewarding her action as her head dives down to give soft kitten licks running through your tender folds making you whine.

“i got you princess, just keep that pretty mouth moving” she says waiting for your moans to continue.

your whines remain praising brittney’s actions as her own wetness pools in her panties turning her on more than ever.

her skilled fingers continue to pump in and out of your entrance as your stomach twisted and turned making your breath hitch with each thrust.

her free hand resting on the side of your butt cheek holding you still as her coated fingers continue there pleasure making you turn into putty in her grasp.

“mmm- fuck b” you cry out as your walls clench around her fingers while she works you up to finish your orgasm.

“go on princess, i know you wanna cum” she coos placing soft kisses on your inner thighs speeding up her movements.

your liquids coat her gentle fingers that where stuffed inside of you working you up as her soft screams leave your mouth shoving yourself back down on her fingers.

she rubs your lower butt cheek before placing a smack on the same spot before exiting her fingers from your sopping cunt placing a kiss on your forehead.

“my beautiful princess” she coos holding you on her lanky arms now turning on your guys favorite movies to binge watch together.

in honor of black history month 2025, i’ve put together a list of books written by black sapphic authors for you to read in the month of february

non-fiction essays/memoirs:

all about love: new visions by bell hooks

black lesbian in white america by anita cornwell

sister outsider: essays and speeches by audre lorde

mouths of rain: an anthology of black lesbian thought by briona simone jones

blues legacies and black feminism by angela davis

does your mama know?: an anthology of black lesbian coming out stories by lisa c. moore

fiction:

the color purple by alice walker

loving her by ann allen shockley

the gilda stories by jewelle gomez

in another place, not here by dionne brand

pomegranate by helen elaine lee

the summer we got free by mia mckenzie

these letters end in tears by musih tedji xaviere

dead in long beach, california by venita blackburn

young adult:

escaping mr. rochester by l.l. mckinney

this ravenous fate by hayley dennings

faebound by saraa el-arifa

so let them burn by kamilah cole

where sleeping girls lie by faridah àbíké-íyímídé

adult:

honey girl by morgan rogers

the deep by rivers solomon

sweet vengeance by viano oniomoh

come back (love concealed) by terri ronald

house of hunger by alexis henderson

short stories:

girl, woman, other by bernadine evaristo

the secret lives of church ladies by deesha philyaw

additional info:

-> “why wasn’t this book listed?” probably because it wasn’t black sapphic-centric, the author isn’t a black sapphic themself, or i just simply haven’t heard of it! so feel free to add on if it meets those two criteria

many of these books require trigger warnings, especially some of the older ones that are more likely to feature racial struggles of the time. please do your due diligence and search for tws if you want to read them!

please feel free to add onto this list in the rbs or comments! happy black history month

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