Korn Is Sooo Much About Being Traumatized And The Feelings That Come With That Shame Rage Self-hatred

#bfishtober2021 day 9: books/library

So pretty... The face? The eyes! Zack and Aerith in Ever Crisis ♡

Brokeback Mountain but it's Charthur

i drew these on an ipad, which is NOT my preferred tool at all, so don't mind it too much.

kevin day needs a LISCENCE for those big beautiful green eyes. he turns those things on and NO ONE is safe. 🥺 jean will you teach me french 🥺 riko can we major in history 🥺 coach can we recruit this random player from arizona 🥺 andrew will you drive me to the court every night 🥺 neil will u give me your game 🥺 jeremy can my very controversial friend be on your team 🥺

like girl put those AWAY they are DEADLY

I love sexual symbolism

I think sex is often shunned when it comes to creation because it can feel “awkward” and if you are new to writing can feel like a very large uncomfortable feat

I know it was smth I really struggled with when I first started truly developing characters, every choice felt wrong or dirty

(That and the internet has really ruined a lot of shit with “spicy” books and whatever…)

But the only way to break that wall is to just write it, it can be inexperienced and it can be “gross” that’s all very true to our world, and it’s okay to portray that however it looks for you

There also no “right way” to depict something (within reason)

People are people!

BUT WRTIE YOUR SEX SCENES! SEX IS SO NORMAL! ITS OKAY FOR YOUR CHARACTERS TO HAVE THAT ATTRACTION THE SAME WAY ITS OKAY IF THEY DONT!

my brother's keeper (poem from here)

neil josten in a nutshell

the twinkification of Andrew is something I will never forgive the aftg fandom for

that man lives off of ice cream and coffee and candy bars and junk food

he only "occasionally" works out (in comparison to Kevin and Neil) and plays fuckin goalkeeper

He is a Beefcake with A PUDGY BELLY AND THICK MUSCLY ARMS

stop drawing him like a yaoi protag I stfg😭

Honcho (1978) - Vol.1 N5

stupid😔