i NEED to know how simon would react to his mail order bride getting all pretty one night.... like maybe the night of their wedding... and she's all nervous because she thinks he expects sex and she's so paranoid about offending him or making the wrong noises or just being a nuisance
simon and mail order bride did not having a wedding; they are married before they meet. have a peek into their first evening together. (18+)
simon laid your suitcase down onto the floor of his bedroom. you look around anxiously, eyeing the bedroom that is supposed to be your own. there's a king-sized bed in the middle of the room, matching dark-wood nightstands on each side. there's one that's clearly being used, a phone charging there and a half-full glass of water.
there's a dresser on the far wall, littered with picture frames and small trinkets, seemingly from other countries. little russian dolls and different fabrics from different places, wooden elephants and small dishes of wonderful patterns. there's a few drawers open there, and when you make your way closer, you can see it's because they're empty. he must've emptied them out for you to use.
there's one picture frame that's face-down. you pick it up to peek at it, and you smile when you look at the picture there. it's simon and a few similarly-looking people. simon is in uniform, face clear of scars. there's an older woman on one side of him, and then on the other side is a little family of three, a sweet couple and a little toddler on the woman's hip. you put it back down facing up before turning back to your suitcase.
you were supposed to just put your pajamas on. simon had been cleaning up the kitchen, and you figure that meant it was time for bed. you rummage through your suitcase, going to reach for your pajamas when you see the little lingerie set you packed.
it still has the tags on it. it's a red pair of lace panties with a matching bra, complete with little crystal bows and lots of detail. you clutch the lace in your hands, looking towards the door. simon doesn't seem like the kind of man to ask you to do something you wouldn't want to do. but you don't know what his expectations might be. you don't know how he intends his wife to behave.
you stand and take the undergarments with you to the bathroom. you change into them, sliding the pieces on and adjusting them until they fit you nicely. you swallow hard as you look in the mirror, smoothing your hands over your body; your tummy, your thighs, over your breasts. you don't know if he'll even like what he sees. you don't know what he expected you to look like, if he got to choose, if he knows what you are underneath and wanted you because of it or in spite of it.
when you come out of the bathroom, simon is rummaging through one of his drawers. when he turns around to face you, he immediately turns back around.
"fuckin' christ--what the fuck are y'doin'?"
you flinch at the bite of his voice. you wrap your arms around yourself in an attempt to self-soothe, your eyes tearing immediately as you take in his reaction.
"i..." you stutter. "i...i-i thought--"
"you thought wot?" he snaps, and when he turns around to come closer, you panic, taking the straps in shaking hands and starting to pull them down your arms for him. "no, fuck, stop that--"
he puts his hands over yours before your breasts can spill out of the bra. he narrows his eyes at you, shaking his head, and you start to cry softly.
"s-simon, i'm sorry--i-i thought--"
"shhh," he shushes you. "just...quiet."
your bottom lip trembles as he takes the lace straps of your bra delicately and brings them back up, smoothing them back onto your shoulders. you close your eyes when he cups your cheeks, big thumbs wiping at your face as he soothes you silently.
when simon emerges in the bathroom, he tries to be subtle as he cups himself through his boxers, sighing deeply as he flicks the light on. he jumps a little as he steps back, the cat sitting on the edge of the sink and staring at him knowingly.
simon gives it the finger before shooing it back outside.
lana del rey for interview magazine (march 2023)
"I cheated on you."
As soon as the words left John's mouth, you paused what you were doing and glanced at him with a frown. He dumped that on you while cooking dinner, and it irritated you to no end, both his confession and the timing of it all. "I'm not surprised." You replied snipply.
John shifted across from the counter, his face sullen and full of regret, but he had to face what he did to you and himself.
Out of the times he's had his life on the line, this is the scariest one of them all. It was obvious you were upset but couldn't say anything.
"Show me." You hummed, looking at him as you resumed stirring the stew. the hot knife coming from your glare, easily slicing through him.
Your husband stiffened. You wanted to see?
Before he had a chance to make sure it was what you wanted, your gaze narrowed, and you nodded your head.
John turned from you and opened the pantry filled with dry goods, then you heard it. It was the plastic box with his favorite cake from the bakery, half-eaten and hidden away in shame.
Sweet and very chocolatey, making your mouth water with delight. It felt like it's been a year since you've had a sweet, but in truth, it's only been two weeks.
"You're cheating on me with a cake...give me a bite, now." You hummed and walked over to him with a pout, watching as he forked a bite, holding it out to you, the richness exploding in your mouth.
John watched as you groaned and looked at him, ready to say something, but he was already leaning in to kiss the frosting off your lips before finishing the cake with you.
Your diet idea won't be happening again
@dilfl0v3rss why we aint never talked abt this 🧍🏽♀️🧍🏽♀️
★ CHARACTER AESTHETIC !ONY!
the last pic has me trembling
sigh my kink list gets longer every day i open this app
When y/n gets too annoying to the point you want to stop reading
i keep thinking about an arranged marriage with simon. maybe it’s for a mission or something that benefits both of you, and neither of you is making a big deal out of it. once you get what you need, you'll get a divorce, no strings attached. but as soon as simon signs those papers, he’s already thinking about baby names, and the house he’ll build for you both to grow old in. and what do you mean, lovie, you want separate rooms? don’t you see the ring on your finger? turn around so he can be a big spoon. a man’s flirting with you? wait in the car, he just needs a quick word with him. don’t worry about his bloodied knuckles once he gets back. of course, it’s all for professional reasons, but he still calls you his wife, missus, even behind closed doors. you made dinner just because you felt like cooking? what a good wife you are. now spread your legs on the table, he’s craving something sweet now, he just wants to thank his wifey properly. and when the mission’s over and you finally get the green light to divorce, you feel a wave of relief when he lights the papers on fire right in front of you. he’s won, but you don’t care anymore, you've never felt this kind of bliss, not until you were with him. you’re back in your shared room, and he’s reciting his vows between your thighs, exactly where he belongs, like a real husband should.
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i want him. that's it.
ooo chile😮💨
I’m so down bad...
John walking up to the man who yelled and cussed at you since you were cutting past a lot people in line at this christmas fair. It’s not your fault you needed to get water to take your medicine while in line with John, it wasn’t your fault that man thought it was right to yell at you. So when you reach John with tears in your eyes and half your water spilled since you were shaking he knew something was up. Once he helped you take your medicine and calm down he finally pried who it was that yelled at you. When he locates then and the man tries to look away, murmuring to his friends ‘oh shit that chick was with someone’, he knows he’s going home with red knuckles. no one, no one ever raises their voice at you
Mashell -18 Im just a girl in my world Non-sexual sugar baby
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