My Older Sis: [is An 8H Sun And 5H Moon]

Me, a Scorpio Moon: I’m such a sensitive bitch

Me, a Scorpio Moon: *meets ppl with Pisces Moons*

Me, a Scorpio Moon:

Me, a Scorpio Moon: Y'know what, no. I take it back, I am apparently very well put together

i know kindness exists because i am kind

hi!! what are your thoughts on jupiter in the 9th house?

🏛️Jupiter in the 9th🏛️

📜LOVE to learn about new cultures. I have a friend with this, and she knows so much about so many different ones, it's honestly very impressive.

📜Honor tradition and take it very seriously.

📜Have an EXTREMELY strong sense of justice too. It doesn't matter the situation, they always try to factor in what ~the right thing to do~ is.

📜Can have an info-dumping session about A N Y T H I N G. Know so much. Maybe too much? Idk. But we love them for it.

📜All Jupiter in the 9th people I've met are either bookworms or they try to learn new languages in their free time. Oddly specific, I know, but I still see it a lot.

📜Tend to also either love traveling or geography too? Ultimate vacation planners. Definitely the type to save up for a vacation home in another country (if they have the means to do that).

📜Since the 9th house also rules higher education, this could point to somebody who might get offers from many different colleges or might go to a couple different places to finish their degree.

📜They focus heavily on the future. Always planning something in advance.

📜Sometimes this can stress them out quite a bit since they think about it so often, but it usually just makes them very prepared for whatever gets thrown their way later in life.

pls help

I know you’ve answered this question before, about ego and I apologize for asking the same question but I just don’t get it.

I’ve been into every corner of the internet asking for the same advice, how do I get away from ego? and I’ve gotten the typical advices “observe” “be aware of everything and notice it” and so on. I’m not saying that’s bad I know what “you’re supposed to do” but girl, I’ve tried it and I still feel like this limited bitch (sorry for the cursing is just I feel so lost) like I feel like I’m glued to her. Everyone I try not to identify it feels IMPOSSIBLE, I don’t even know that feeling of just feeling numb or feeling extreme happiness and love Ike Robert Adams says. I know this topic intelectually, but I don’t know it and I don’t understand it. I few when people are giving me these advices they’re talking about something non existent, it feels like they’re lying ( pls don’t take is as if I’m saying that what you write is fake but I just don’t understand them ) my ego feels like still needs to work and all I do is try, try and go insane. I don’t want to read a book no more, I don’t want to read a book about ND and be like “wow I’m limitless” and then be like “oh nvm”.

How do u guys not feel like humans? How do u do it Sophie? It seems so far away from me. I don’t want to work or figure out. Like I genuinely give up on trying, I just want to exist. I want to know, how? genuinely, how??

how guys when you cry u dont identify??? it’s that even possible? how could someone ever feel numb?

A little piece of me believes in this, like I’ve somehow experienced the proof of this, which is my existence. But why do I feel like this ego??? Am I connected with Grace (my real name lol) for ever??? All I read is content and I don’t even understand nothing no more. It all feels impossible and so far away. I’ve tried everything, and I don’t feel like it works for me.

this is kinda embarrassing, but please, what would you do in my place? I don’t even want to read about ND no more lol that’s how done I am with this. I know this is my ego complaining but I feel like I’m just repeating theory over and over. I’ve cried these days over and over to figure out how it; what do these people do to not feel like their ego???

#help

You can literally see me starting my journey here. All my progress happened live and in front of this site's eyes. I did it all BY myself with myself. I read Ada's posts when she was here and replying to asks (~3months maybe?) And then other 3 months of revising her words over and over and doing my best to apply.

So if I'm "rude" sometimes; it's because I started just like all of you also. I didn't start as an enlightened master but just a girl coming across this information on tumblr. And not in good circumstances AT ALL.

I haven't really cried in a long time; but if I did I wouldn't feel "numb". I would enjoy the experience like all the other experiences. It's your ego's judgements that make something anything but lovely and love.

If you're spiralling then it means you haven't even understood it intelectually. You really have no choice but to make yourself understand; read some more or just give up. If it's too much — move on from the topic for now and do something else with your life until you're ready to come back to Self realization again (because you will be back, the world can give you nothing of lasting value).

Lastly, you can't get away from ego because you are making it up. You make it up and then go "how to get rid of it?" It doesn't exist. Not without you here to experience it.

Ego is A THOUGHT. You're trying to get away from your own mind.

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What's in your pheromones?

A tarot reading

Intoxication was her pact, people killed to be in the line. Last thing they saw, white eyes!

Pile 1

She has a charm same as that of a hurricane!

(The Hanged Man Rx, 10 of Pentacles Rx, 2 of Wands, 9 of Pentacles Rx, Temperance, 6 of Pentacles Rx)

Your skin is what appeals to the people around you. It makes them imagine scenarios with you. Wondering what it feels to touch you or be touched by you. That soft, supple look as if using the most hydrating moisturizers ever. They could compare it to a baby's skin, the smoothness like it was made yesterday. Protected from all the external ruggedness.

The same is what they get the vibe from you. Innocence. They think that you are a protected child. Or just the mere look at you, would want them to think about taking care of you, for them you deserve the world. Getting protective over you, letting no harm come forth in your path. They find such a quality rare where they feel as if the purity is what is consuming them and making them want to devour it at the same time. Wanting to be the only one to be able to experience this heaven you make on earth. Would definitely want to touch you, not to taint you but to make sure that they are not in a dream.

When you walk in the streets, you make people stop in their tracks, you get their attention with your presence as that of an elixir which brings the soul, the much needed serenity. You get their mind geared up and their heartbeats erratic. They would then try to get a grip. They need to process the fact that they encountered someone who makes them feel complete and more so, safe. You calm their beast. For years they had been searching for you and finally they found you. They more often than not would be plotting ways to get closer to you anyhow. Because, you may be a bit shy or don't like to meddle with people too much when outside. You may find many people wanting to talk to you, all at once.

Your cheeks, more the skin around the bones which shines a bit can be more appealing to the people you encounter. Wanting to take your pretty face in their hands and admire you for the whole day, just like that. The way your features sit is indescribable, the perfection is too much for them. It makes them feel things. Near feral. You arouse their passion for the most dangerous thing in the world, a person's innocence. They would want to build something with you, romantic, platonic anything that makes them see your angelic face every single day. You might find that the people you encounter online would ask you to meet them, frequently. Your pheromones give you the characteristic presence.

You don't even know many hearts you have broken. How many times you just get imprinted in a stranger's mind. The get surprised too but soon realise why! You give them the feeling that everything is fine or you could be that magical being that could make it happen. People could want a family with you, a proper one where the roles are very much distinguished, where they provide you the things you lay your eyes on. They may want children with you or may have imagined them in picture alongside you. You could give such a vibe where you would care about children a lot. Also, you seldom would hear the word no because people can't, they really can't, to those eyes specially. 'The real fantasy'.

Extra messages- pink barbie like purses, transparent bags, sharpies, french/round nails, small feet, thicker booty I mean body, blue/purple glitter tattoos, bucket hats, journals, aesthetic skincare, watery persona, white cardigan, butterflies, raspberry icecream, vanilla icecream cake, cafe mocha, no I'm not an angel baby, I can handle it all, psst you know nothing, I didn't know!

Zodiacs- 2nd/4th/11th house placements. Cancer/Pisces Moon, Taurus/Pisces Sun/Saturn, Virgo/Libra Venus, Aquarius/Gemini/Sagittarius Mars. Big three having a Taurus/Libra degree. Asteroid Bella (695) in earth/water signs especially Virgo. Aphrodite (1388) in Natal/Persona chart in 4th/12th house, Pisces rising in Venus Persona Chart, Earth Rising in Moon Persona chart. True Lilith (h13) in 4th/11th house. Asteroid Eros (433) on the angles. Could be Water dominant with second being earth. Signature could be Cancer either Western/Vedic astrology.

Pile 2

She had a depth only the sky could measure!

(The Hermit Rx, Devil, 7 of Pentacles, 10 of Cups Rx, The Moon Rx, Page of Pentacles Rx)

Your hair is your thing, periodt. Your head, baby hair, your brows, your lashes! People just get obsessed with one look, one touch. It's silky, super fine quality, flowy, bouncy whatever maybe the type. You harness your pheromone energy in this way. Because they are actually chemicals which bring about ritualistic actions. People would try to get a whiff of your hair to know what it smells like, your hair invades their mind. The brows could be naturally set making you look cute and sexy at the same time.

People on the streets when they gaze upon you can feel a primal reaction within them. Almost animalistic. Stopping themselves from touching you, for it could be too much for you. You would encounter a lot of strange events where people might unconsciously turn towards you even when they are meant to walk in a different direction. If not then, unconsciously would atleast try to lay their fingers on your hair. You are that drug that stimulates their soul. They buzz around you, you awaken the beastial energy. Your essence is super volatile that even a person not looking at you can sense your vibe. The range is far and far beyond.

You bring about their darkest, hidden selves to the forefront. Almost, telling them to look at what they actually are and what they actually want. The intensity that you have. People would do anything to be in your place. They feel as if you know the secrets, know what goes under the table. And this makes them scared and more than that, super attracted to you. You help heal their shadow sides, you make them accept their most neglected side. They become grateful, they want to worship, you are their goddess, their saviour. You could humble even the most arrogant person by just being in your presence. You have slightly different energy than most people, you feel as if different creature like a siren, incarnated to show what it is to be like when we become what we are supposed to be.

This makes for the people being extra nice to you. If they give flowers to others, they would give you exclusively big bouquets. Gucci? Nah, Have a Berkins Bag. People would give you things what they would not even use themselves, they would keep you higher than anyone else. They would boast to people about how they are friends with you or how you in general talk to them. They are more so addicted to the soul satisfaction you bring within, you make their raging stop, only to bring in a different one which revolves around you. The way you flip your hair is the way their heart flips. You trigger them in a good way and they absolutely, madly love every second of it. You could haunt their deepest part and say " Wasn't I always your fantasy".

You make them so emotional sometimes, but that's the contradictory part that they never see you even a slightest bit bothered and it makes them hot. How you bring havoc and have the audacity to keep everything in place. You could have this energy where you know how much to enjoy and when to let yourself free. And, when time comes you retreat back, you almost can have a legacy. Because there is this power within you. You sweep off energies and transmute them into something good, something useful, not only yours but others. People imagine you in romantic terms. They see themselves standing proud and high with you, wanting to come on that level because they know it is not easy, nope, not at all. In a way you flirt but never commit unless you find the one who deserves you.

Extra messages- black pants, pumps, stilettos, grunge/dark/square nails, blue shirts, pink hoodie, vintage makeup, dramatic eyeliner, belly button piercing, biker boots, brownies/fudge, iced brew vanilla latte, butterscotch flavour, pain au chocolat, face wipes, red lips, hoops, mirrors, I'm not anyone's anyone, you sure wanna cross me? Well, I can do this!

Zodiacs- 1st/5th/8th house placements. Scorpio/Leo Sun. Fire risings, Capricorn/Aquarius Moon. Gemini/Pisces Venus. Gemini/Sagittarius Mars. Saturn in air signs. Aphrodite (1388) in 5th/8th/10th house in Natal/Persona chart. Asteroid Bella (695) in fire/air signs. Fire rising in Venus Persona chart especially Leo, Air rising in Moon Persona chart. True Lilith (h13) in 1st/7th/10th house. Asteroid Eros (433) in water signs. Can be Air dominant with water as second. Signature can be Leo in Western/Vedic astrology.

Pile 3

Nothing got the souls like her sizzle would!

(The Sun Rx, 4 of Swords, The Chariot Rx, 9 of Cups, Justice, 3 of Wands Rx)

Your smile can be the death of someone, someday. The curves of it, the way it spreads on your face slowly, can glue people's eyes to your face. They would just be looking at the way you light up their world with just a sweet giggle. Some of you even have a tilted smile which is a cherry on top. As if you are smirking all the time, knowing who you actually are. Your pearly white teeth has gotten into notice by EVERYONE. You have the sparkle.

This attribute of you makes people look at you. They could be doing their thing, then they feel you, hear you and they swerve their heads, snap from what they were focused on and look at you. You direct everyone's attention on you. Natural charisma within. People around you might never be able to resist looking at you, admiring you as soon as they know you are there. You activate people's senses. They get heightened, they can even feel the palpitations of the air. How the room temperature rises up as soon as you decide it's time for yourself to shine, to glow. Where others just burn in the mesmerizing beauty of yours. And they gladly accept it. After all you are their nectar in the times of hunger.

You bring happiness with you. Real genuine happiness. When someone is in your company, they can never be sad. You lighten up the mood. People approach you when they have a slight inconvenience, knowing you would help them, ease their problem. You would make someone go from 'sitting all alone to dancin' with their hearts'. Your laugh is deep, rich, something you don't encounter everyday. Some of the people would want to record it or just anything you say and play it on loop. When you speak, everyone's listening. You got all ears. You make people drool and their mouth hang with your presence. They way you interpret things is life is what amazes people. You are a keeper and have some extensive qualities within you.

You stir justice wherever you walk, wherever you go. Making lives so so much better. The hypothetical situation where flowers grow with your footsteps. Who wouldn't fall for such a person. You can bring back the charms in things that lost it a long time back. That is, you put value in things, you make them worthy. People assume that you are a magician otherwise it's impossible. You make friends instantly, you get connections super quick, all with just a 'wink'. Lot of focus on the way you sit or stand, maybe you have a tilted pose or just put your leg on top of another. People may like to impersonate you here.

Apart from heavy physical attraction, people love your rich inner world. Your actions drop slight hints to it. The energy here is cosmic. Too many things going on all at once yet there is the perfect amount of everything. This sums up your characteristic presence. Further, the mental play is what has a grip on people, so much that they find it stupendous. You even make people blush. Everything Gourmet. Others might fantasize a getaway with you to places where only you two exist, no one would then disturb from taking in everything you do. And they are always ready to come your way, even though you talk to everyone, but giving a piece of your world only to the ones who deserve. Never gonna stop trying. You strut past, knowing all of the things they imagine about you, smiling!

Extra messages- palettes, paintbrushes, abstract, prints, skirts, fuzzy socks, sneakers, ankle highs, rings, nail art, pretty, roll cakes, espresso shots, dark chocolate, Cookies n' cream, denim jacket, Coke, who's she? Let's be friends, where have you been, no way that's true, 5:00 pm, it's time, twilight, coming right there, could you help me?

Zodiacs- 3rd/5th/9th/10th house placements. Aries/Leo Sun. Capricorn/Gemini Moon. Pisces/Virgo rising. Capricorn/Aries/Taurus Venus. Libra/Sagittarius Mars. Cancer/Aries/Sag degree in the big three. Aphrodite (1388) in 5th/7th/9th house in Natal/Persona chart. Air rising in Venus Persona chart, Fire rising in Moon Persona chart. Asteroid Bella (695) in fire signs. Asteroid Eros (433) in air signs. Could be a fire dominant with air as the second. May have Sag/Libra signature in the Western/Vedic chart.

This is a card+intuition reading. Take what resonates and let the rest slide. For entertainment purposes only. It is a metaphorical reading what the general effect you have on people. Self-worth can never be decided by Readings. It is decided by what you are inside. Also, it depends on aspects, orbs, strength and the whole chart. Different people have different results. Will wary. Nothing above is meant to hurt anyone's sentiments.

The above pictures don't belong to me, credit to the respective owners.

JUPITER,VENUS,MARS,SATURN AND THE MOON WILL ALIGN ON SUNDAY!

Get out your manifestation journals and take advantage of this rare occurrence!!

It's totally safe to think of the world as you want it to be.

You can think of the world as perfect, no matter what the definition of your perfect may be.

You do not need to try to make the world perfect, all you need to do is let the world be, while thinking of it as you want, and no more as you don't want.

There are no things to fix or get rid of, there is only you THINKING there is a world full of things in which things need fixing.

Think of your world as perfect, your body as perfect, don't do things to make them perfect. Do nothing at all. Just be your Self and let everything be as well.

Want nothing. Do nothing. Express your total freedom.

HIIII PINK!!! When I heard you were leaving I was so sad I even started crying and started to doubt myself on entering the void. I was like “how tf am I going to get into the void without pink???” I started procrastinating reading some of your post basically stalking ur page staying up til 4 in the morning (I was desperate 😭). I realized that I already read all of ur post, nd I just was surprised on how much time I wasted trying to get into the void. And I always dreamt abt putting a success story in your inbox. I already had all the knowledge i needed so what’s the point of more? I deleted tumblr and thought of anything that could help me get in the void. I did SATS while listening to my subliminal playlist, i daydreamed abt the void and my desires for fun, i affirmed for my void concept randomly throughout the day, feeling of the wish fulfilled, listened to delta waves when I was abt to sleep, and I meditated once a day for 10 mins. Meditation was optional but whateva 🤷‍♀️. I ONLY DID THAT FOR THREE FREAKING DAYS. And Im still mad at myself for wasting time procrastinating for 9 months. I was going to take a nap and I was in a drowsy state, so might as well affirm for the void right? I started saying affs like “I’m in the void”, etc etc. Once I started affirming, everything was just calm Yk? My body wanted to move but it was like it couldn’t cause the state I was in was calm asf. So I closed my eyes and just repeated the affs in my head over and over and over until I got this feeling like as if my body was floating, then I payed attention to it for a split second then ignored It after. I kept on affirming then I felt like I was being pulled then let go and it was as if I was falling. Everything got darker and quieter. So then I got scared and jumped because that scared me soo bad (I’m a easy person to scare 😔). After that, I felt like I was actually a master at the void, I took a nap again and I had the same feeling but when I felt like I fell I kept my calm. Then I couldn’t hear my fan which was louddd, I opened my eyes to total darkness, I was scared for two seconds and realized I was in the void!! Ngl I had a whole list set up with my desires and I was ready to affirm and goooo!!! But I realized how calm the void is and stayed there for what felt like 5 minutes. I did affirm I had all my desires and that I was able to wake up in the void under 5 seconds. When I woke up from the void it was 9 pm and I took a nap at 2!!! I woke up with all of my desires nd shi. (I would explain in more detail in how I got in and stuff like that but I was in a rush and didn’t want to make this too long 😀)

BUT THANK YOU SMM PINK, IM GOING TO MISS U SM. YOU HAVE BEEN A REALLY BIG HELP WITH MY VOID JOURNEY, I TRULY APPRECIATE EVERYTHING U HAVE DONE FOR THIS COMMUNITY, MAKE SURE TO ENJOY UR SELF 💗💗💖💖💖💗💕

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Hi love!!! Omgosh I'm so proud of you! This is so cute and you deserve this so much and I'm genuinely happy for you. 💗

Astrology Observations 6

~Venus Edition~

(In no particular order)

-Libra Venus rly tries to flirt with everyone and everything but they’re so sweet about it. I’d pay to have one tell me how much they like me for a day

-Taurus and Sagittarius Venus are very selective about who they get involved with. I’ve noticed you can actually like these people but unless they’re pursuing you it doesn’t matter

-Pisces and Gemini Venuses are actually really similar, except Pisces just idealizes and forgives everyone to the point of hurting themselves. Both have such mass amounts of love to give, they aren’t sure where to put it and tend to choose the wrong people. Both are incredibly lively and offer depth. End Gemini Venus slander now

-Aquarius Venus will spend literal years slowly opening up to you— their version of a litmus test is patience, they care so deeply and must be protected. Reminds me of Pisces a little, but I firmly believe Aquarius and Pisces are two sides of the same coin. Aquarians are idealists at heart and just don’t want to get crushed by the world so they’re a little more guarded. The desire to become one with humanity is present with Aquarius Venuses, whereas Pisces wants to be one with the Universe

-Leo Venus wants to be worshipped and appreciated, but these people will go to bat for you if they decide they like you. You can barely do wrong in their eyes and it doesn’t matter if you’re in the wrong or not, if someone’s coming for your neck they simply do not care and will just defend your honor

-Aries Venus, can y’all chill on the whole please, stop hurting yourselves rushing into things. You’re very sweet but I see a cycle with Aries Venus where they rush into things, get hurt, and immediately do it again

-Scorpio Venus is hands down the most loyal next to Taurus Venus, except they want to kind of possess your mind and soul. Scorpio wants a feisty damsel in distress so they can be a hero (but they want the other person to be independent), whereas Taurus wants a lover and an equal

-Cancer Venus scares me a little because of the volatility, but they’re the ones bringing you chicken noodle soup and doting on you all the time

-Capricorn Venus is the most underrated Venus placement and Pisces Venus is the most overrated. Bag someone with a Capricorn Venus and most every annoyance in your life will go away because they want to fix things for you

-Virgo Venus reminds me of a Dad, they can be overly critical but at the end of the day it’s only because they care and want to see you do well in life. Once again, very loyal when they choose because of being an Earth Venus

Never forget when IDF soldiers tied and incapacitated a Palestinian man by his hands and legs, and unleashed trained dogs to have sex with him, essentially raping him.

Israel must be abolished.