Capricorn Notes♑︎

i went to the void last night, here’s my success story.

first of all hi fleur, it feels so good to be here in your inbox sharing my success. you’ve been one of my biggest if not the only inspiration of mine, your kindness and helpful posts brought peace in my life when i was struggling with my journey.

but now i’m here ! :D so let’s get started.

i won’t get too into detail but i simply changed my state, i decided i was sick and fed up of being the victim of my own reality. that the 3D was reflecting my inner world (4D) and that i could change that in a millisecond. so i simply decided, yes decided.

i went to sleep feeling calm and joyful, and didn’t think about the void one bit, i was feeling way too good to think about anything else.

when i woke up, everything was pitch dark 😭 and of course i knew that was the void, i wasn’t feeling scared nor anything, it felt normal? like i had been there before, no excitement or nothing.

i said what i wanted, got out and went to sleep again! when i woke up again, i had absolutely everything i wanted. and again, didn’t feel new, normal or exciting. like i had been used to it my whole life!!!

i manifested so many things,

• new clothes, everything from my pinterest boards!

• desired family, didn’t change them at all; just their personalities, jobs, etc.

• desired body, and face. not too drastic, but some changes!

• new house, with a pool and many other cool things

• money, money, money.

• having a mysterious vibe, but also alluring?

• friends, desired group in general.

• long shiny hair, pretty hazel eyes.

and many more things, what i’d like to say is. the void is nothing more than a STATE of consciousness, that’s all it is. i overcomplicated it for so long, not knowing it was this easy to tap into. <3 i’ll be finally leaving tumblr after 5+ months :) farewell, my dear fleur. you’ll always be in my heart, take care and thank you for everything. 🤍

congratulations love, i’m so happy to have been part of your journey. sending you much love and warmth, thank you for sharing your success with me. ♡

COMFORTING REMINDERS ୨୧

creation is finished. your desires are yours RIGHT NOW. no one’s taking them away from you.

time does NOT exist. it is a man-made concept, it’s not based. you are always living in the NOW, what happened in the “past” and what is going to happen in the “future” doesn’t matter.

you’re doing everything correctly. no ‘if, but, how’ allowed to question. you are on the right track. keep it going.

once you assumed your desires as facts, you created your new reality and started living in it that very moment.

your mind could NEVER betray you. allow yourself to feel your emotions and live them out. rant about whatever it is that’s concerning you. as long as you BELIEVE in yourself, you have your desires locked in.

the 3d is NOT the enemy. it’s a mirror. and it always reflects imagination (=what you have faith in). it can’t fool you or disobey to you.

you choose for yourself. and you chose to live the life that you always deserved to live. if you have it in imagination, it’s a fact.

if you’re struggling in the 3d right now, just know that you are not alone. and you are heard and loved. if you’re reading this, i just want to let you know that you’re an amazing human being and that you are strong. i love you ♡

࿐ I forgot who the inspo for this was, please send me an ask if you know who the original creator was!

I wonder how long it took Katherine Pierce to learn not to care for people? Or to let herself feel something for people but not let it get ahead of surviving?

How many people Katherine considered friends, family, or lovers did Klaus kill before she stopped letting caring stop her?

A decade? 2 decades? 50 years? A century?

And then Elijah comes around and really dared tell her— she deserved everything she got because she did the crime of not following Klaus’s sacrificial plan and Elijah’s plan to be Katherine’s savior.

How long before Katerina Petrova became the formidable Katherine Pierce we now know and love?

A POWERFUL MEDITATION TECHNIQUE TO ENTER

THE VOID STATE INSTANTLY

Radiant One, this experience may dawn between two breaths

After breath comes in – that is, down – and just before turning out – that is, going up – The Beneficence. Be aware between these two points, and the happening. When your breath comes in, observe. For a single moment, there is no breathing – before it turns up, before it turns outward. One breath comes in; then there is a certain point and breathing stops. Then the breathing goes out. When the breath goes out, then again for a single moment, breathing stops. Then breathing comes in.

Before the breath is turning in or turning out, there is a moment when you are not breathing. In that moment the happening is possible, because when you are not breathing you are not in the world. Understand this: when you are not breathing you are dead; you ARE still, but dead. But the moment is of such a short duration that you never observe it.

Each outgoing breath is a death and each new breath is a rebirth. Breath coming in is rebirth; breath going out is death. The outgoing breath is synonymous with death; the incoming breath is synonymous with life. So with each breath you are dying and being reborn. The gap between the two is of a very short duration, but keen, sincere observation and attention will make you feel the gap. If you can feel the gap, Then nothing else is needed. You are blessed, you have known; the thing has happened.

Try it. Suddenly you will get the point – and you can get it; it is already there. Nothing is to be added to you or to your structure, it is already there. Everything is already there except a certain awareness.

SO HOW TO DO THIS ?

First, become aware of the breath coming in. Watch it. Forget everything, just watch breath coming in – the very passage.

When the breath touches your nostrils, feel it there. Then let the breath move in. Move with the breath fully consciously. When you are going down, down, down with the breath, do not miss the breath. Do not go ahead and do not follow behind, just go with it. Remember this: do not go ahead, do not follow it like a shadow; be simultaneous with it.

Breath and consciousness should become one. The breath goes in – you go in. Only then will it be possible to get the point which is between two breaths.

Be aware. When the breath is going in move with it, and when the breath is going out move with it. Do simply this: going in, going out, with the breath.

You will suddenly become aware that there is no breath, and the moment will come when you will feel that the breath is neither going out nor coming in. The breath has stopped completely. In that stopping, The Beneficence.

This one technique is enough for millions. The whole of Asia tried and lived with this technique for centuries. Tibet, China, Japan, Burma, Thailand, Ceylon – the whole of Asia except India has tried this technique. Only one technique and thousands and thousands have attained enlightenment through it.

-- From The Book of Secrets

NOW , HOW YOU CAN USE THIS TO ENTER THE VOID :

Sit or Lay down in a comfortable position

Now start Focusing on your breath Be aware. When the breath is going in move with it, and when the breath is going out move with it. Do simply this: going in, going out, with the breath.

You will suddenly become aware that there is no breath, and the moment will come when you will feel that the breath is neither going out nor coming in. The breath has stopped completely.

Whilst doing this you will notice that ur body is now completely numb , there r NO intrusive thoughts etc..and this is the time when u gotta affirm for void AND I KID YOU NOT U R GONNA ENTER THE VOID INSTANTLY , mark my words , INSTANTLY !

That's it ! This is the most easiest and yet the most powerful technique u can use to enter the void I SWEAR !! ♡

pretty girl with pretty energy

We will NOT be stressing over people in 2024 when we could be studying and absorbing so much knowledge, learning the piano, taking up horseback riding, upgrading our skincare routines, reading so many more books, spending so much more time off our phones, giving the love rejected by some people to others who want it and return it in kind, learning music theory, taking up a language (French for me), saving up to travel, developing financial literacy, focusing on our goals, revamping our fashion sense, getting good at photography, carrying a camera everywhere w us, expanding our music knowledge, working out more consistently, and learning so many more recipes

The third house has a lot more power than we give it credit for. The ideas that we take in via the third house are not easily wrested from the psyche. 

Dawn Bodrogi

Stop consuming, and start applying

You already have the answers within you. You don’t need anybody or anything else, just yourself.

You’ve learnt all this information, just choose the pieces of information that resonate with you, and drop the rest.

Nobody can make you manifest your desires. We can only provide you the information, but it’s your job to make it work.

We can talk about how manifestation works all we want, but at the end of the day it’s you, who manifests in your life, not us.

So start applying the information you believe in.

Stop being comfortable in not having your desires, instead feel at home in having your desires.

Stop running away from your desires. There’s nothing to be afraid of. Baby, you’re just one decision away from your dream life.

So start being the person you truly are. Take that step. Don’t be shy, be that person all the way. You deserve your desires. No need to be humble in your reality.

“All I ask of you is to love me. I would rather you love me as an equal than adore me as a god,” Cupid replies. 💘

🏹ASTEROID CUPIDO (763) ⋆⁺₊⋆ ☾ ⋆⁺₊⋆ ☁︎

✨THESE ARE JUST MY OPINIONS & NOTES BASED ON THE SIGNS AND HOUSES. PLEASE DO NOT PLAGIARIZE MY WRITING UNDER ANY CIRCUMSTANCES.✨

💕✨In your chart, Cupido reflects how you arouse desire in others and what or who you adore. Cupido can represent how you behave when you are crushing and fascinated.However, it can also reveal why others desire you or which characteristics you possess that cause others to show a lot of interest in you. 💕✨

cupido in Aries, aspects to mars, in 1st house, or at 1°, 13°, 25°: okay, people like you because you’re hot. Just letting you know now. You are fire, and when people like you, they do not care about getting burned; in fact, they will accept the risk simply to be near you. Your beauty may be distinct and unlike any other. Something about your features, such as powerful and attractive arched eyebrows or lovely smooth hair, quickly catches people's attention. You are a fiery, lusty, and daring individual. You can take pleasure in the excitement of pursuit, and locking eyes with someone might cause the other person's heart to race. Without question, there is a sense of urgency on the part of the other person who is crushing on you to demonstrate to you that they, too, can add adventure to your life. You are the person that when someone has a crush on you, it can easily consume them. It's like they have to let the world know, like "god, I want her so bad" energy. haha, it's like, "I need them in my life energy." This is because other people, without a doubt, sense the authority you wield and the potential you possess to better people's lives. You may easily develop a crush on someone who is strong, active, ambitious, and outspoken. As cheesy as it may sound, being yourself attracts others. In those moments where you are simply minding your own business and expressing yourself naturally, others can become fascinated by your ability to stand out and the refreshing ways in which you see the world.

cupido in Taurus, in 2nd house or at 2°, 14°, 26°: People are drawn to you due to your natural beauty. You look stunning without makeup, which highlights the color of your lips and the warmth of your features. You may have a gorgeous face and bright, large eyes with long eyelashes. There is always something about you that draws others in and compels them to approach you, whether it is the smoothness of your skin or the aroma of the lotion you use. Additionally, they may be captivated by your curves and sensuous and refined demeanor. You may receive several compliments on your voice or the way you talk.  It could sound like a soft-spoken or slow melody. You seek out the finest cuisine, entertainment, art, and material items in ways that easily impress people with your elegant preferences. Apart from your physical attractiveness, you are also appealing for how you stand your ground. There may be a no-nonsense quality about you that makes others feel secure with you, gives you a steady nature, and makes you a lovely shoulder to cry on or someone others seek advice from. Your admirers may appreciate you for what they see in you and what they know you see in yourself. For example, Rihanna has her Gemini Cupido in the 2nd house, and you can see how the Taurus/Venusian influence attracts other people.  It can be evident in how you move through the world, the clothes you put on, and how you speak to other people. Your senses and determination may be incredibly appealing to people that they cannot help but start crushing on you. 

cupido in Gemini, aspects to mercury, in 3rd house or at 3°, 15°,27°: Without even realizing it, you're going to attract people. Even if that is not your intention, it is easy for them to fall head over heels for you once people start talking to you. You're clever and charming, and your eyes and smile have a tantalizing mischievous sparkle. The people around you could just keep wanting to know more about you because they cannot help themselves.  Everyone else might appear dull compared to you since no one else can connect with people as naturally as you can. Rihanna, for example, has Cupido in Gemini, and her personality is seductive, appealing, and intelligent. People like to listen to her speak and are much more captivated once they begin talking with her since she is genuine. This magnetism you have is impossible to imitate or fake. You might be perceived as vibrant, dynamic, and full of exciting and good humor, which can be contagious. Others find it appealing how entertaining you can be since you radiate energy, optimism, and good vibes. People adore you because of your diverse interests, creativity, and quick wit. You can have beautiful lips, smooth hands, and a seductive gaze. You could find that people in your neighborhood are always crushing on you, classmates, and even your sibling's friends. You could draw attention from people when you're traveling or in a car. In that same way, you can also be attracted to charming, playful, and intelligent people.

cupido in Cancer, aspects to moon, in 4th house or at 4°, 16°,28°: People are charmed with you because they can't help themselves. It's comparable to gazing at the moon, and how it evokes feelings of desire, nostalgia, or adoration. That is how others see you. This is primarily due to the fact that people may find your caring side beautiful. However, you might easily be seen as someone deserving of protection, not because you need it, but because people find you really lovely or perceive a certain innocence in you. Your beauty, emotions, and dreams are inextricably linked, and those who know you see you as a divine and complex and fascinating being. You instinctively understand how to charm, soothe, and heal others, as well as how to have fun and appreciate the exquisite joys of romance and art. This attracts a large number of admirers, many of whom are sexually attracted and drawn to your physical attractiveness and seeming ability to connect with people. Supermodel  Adriana Lima has Cupido in the fourth house, and I can definitely see the moon/cancer energy pouring through, hehe, she resembles an angel. This placement makes you a sensitive, soft-spoken person with captivating eyes. People may also be drawn to you based on your values, but not necessarily in the sense of moral ideals. But instead, what you stand for and what you make clear is important to you, particularly when it is your family and friends you are protecting. You could have a lot of people from your hometown crush on you or family friends. You could also attract the attention of women a lot. And in that same way, you could also be attracted to people that are sensitive, nurturing and receptive.

cupido in Leo, aspects to sun, in 5th house or at 5°,17°,19°: When people develop a crush on you, it is typically due to how thrilling it is to be in your presence. You add pleasure and brightness to the environment, and when you share your interests, people may be drawn to your passion. You may be described as cheerful, endearing, generous, enticing, and romantic. You know how to flirt, capture the room's attention, and take center stage without ever being overbearing or overwhelming. People gravitate toward you because you strengthen their confidence. You may also seek out connections with people who will improve your confidence or just straight up adore you haha. Also, you are very creative, which means that whenever someone provides you with a plan, you always have an idea for how to improve it, which is why your support is so appealing. You might also be the type who meets new people or develops crushes on them while pursuing your hobbies and creativity,  like "oh, you like that too?" energy.That is why you are attracted to individuals who are vibrant, since they have the potential to brighten your day. Once again, you may have very regal and lovely features, so when you dress up you always look like royalty and leave others speechless. Something about you is mesmerizing, and people are compelled to learn more about your wild side and be able to feel the warmth and power emitting from you.

cupido in Virgo, in 6th house or at 6°, 18°: People you interact with on a regular basis, particularly coworkers, may develop a crush on you. They may see you as beautiful or physically fit. They could easily cast a glimpse at your physique before swiftly averting their gaze. Haha, they can't help it. People who are crushing on you find your attention to the minor details, your concern for others' well-being, and your caring personality highly attractive. This placement has an earthy sensuality about it.For instance, Marylin Monroe's cupido is in Capricorn and also in the sixth house, and you can see how her demeanor and appearance gained a great deal of attention in her everyday life (6h). Yes, she was stunning in her totality, but there were clearly very distinct and exact attributes that attracted a lot of people to her, and that is undoubtedly that virgo energy, as it is the natural ruler of the sixth house.With this placement, others can also find your rationality impressive and your sharp-witted sense of humor very attractive.People become incredibly interested in you when you show off what you know in slightly mischievous and creative ways. You quietly work your way into people's hearts and may remain there for a long time, inspiring others to think critically and do acts of service in the ways that you do. Likewise, you want to be with someone who can do the same for you, or you can quickly develop a crush on those who show you how much they care about you, mainly through small gestures.

cupido in Libra, aspects to Venus, in 7th house or at 7°,19°: People first admire you for your attractiveness, but they develop an affinity for your friendly, easy-going, and knowledgeable personality after getting to know you. You are so charming that they feel very special when you direct your attention to someone and want to speak with you more. I believe it's the air sign energy, which means there will be a lot of exciting and attentive dialogue in which others will feel as if you are paying close attention to them. You may also be quite flirtatious in your manner, causing the other person to blush in your presence. When someone develops a crush on you, it is because you can bring harmony to an atmosphere, and not only are you gorgeous, but you carry beauty with you everywhere you go. Additionally, you may discover that when others have a crush on you, they may buy you presents, whether it's lunch or some sweets. After all, when people start getting to know you one on one they can’t help but become enthralled. Due to your appearance and demeanor, others may see you as an ideal partner and admire your tastes. You may have a sculpted, symmetrical, doll-like face with pronounced beauty marks. You may be drawn to others who share your intellectual energy and drive. In a sense, someone who complements you on all levels.

cupido in Scorpio, aspects to Pluto, in 8th house or at 8°,20°: Your poised demeanor draws others in. When people look at you, the sex appeal, intense emotions, and power of understanding someone to their root with a glance halt them in their tracks. People are captivated by you because they see you like a mystery, dying to learn more about you. It's as if everyone else is a perfectly fitting puzzle piece except for you. It leads to people who will get captivated with who and what you are. There could be an intense desire to merge with you or possess you in some way, both emotionally and sexually (Megan fox has cupido in Scorpio & people have always projected their sexual fantasies onto her). I do not want to make this seem like only a sexual component of attraction since I am aware that it might be easier to devote the whole 8th house to that. However, as I stated, it can also represent the desire to merge, and it does not have to be strictly in a sexual sense, even though it can be. For instance, Zendaya has Cupido in Scorpio and at a Scorpio degree of 20 degrees. This does not insinuate she is labeled as a s*x symbol (although she is sexy to me, hehe, but u get what I mean), but she is gorgeous, charming, and fascinating in her own right, which is the Plutonian/ Scorpio energy at work. With this placement, people who crush on you may also characterize you as chaotic, but not in a loud or obnoxious sense; instead, being around you feels like a silent unraveling, as if others cannot pretend or hide in your presence. You have striking features, and your look could be a little edgy, maybe with darker hair or makeup or attitude. You are gifted with a commanding presence and exude a captivating aura. This may also spark your curiosity in those who possess this similar energy. You can be attracted to those who command respect and compels others to stand straighter when they enter a room.

cupido in aspect to Lilith: You possess a sensuous, alluring, and intriguing dark femininity. There is an intensity and danger about you that may impart a great deal of sex appeal and unpredictability on people who have a crush on you. People may attach "femme fatale" or "bad girl" characteristics onto you, since you are seen as a very sensuous individual who defies social norms. People may develop a crush on you and attempt to pursue you, only to be taken aback when you challenge them, yet they cannot shake their desire. If anything, you become even more captivating. 

cupido in Sagittarius,aspects to Jupiter, in 9th house or at 9°,21°:When people crush on you, it's usually due to your adventurous and exciting nature. However, there's a balance to that where you also impress others with your wit. Ariana Grande, for example, has cupido in Sag. She has an endearing, lively, and fun energy that helped her have a thriving creative and performing career. Jupiter's energy imbues her with an abundance of generosity and charm, which is quite alluring. With this placement, others could want to hear your opinions and be fascinated by all your life philosophies and theories. I believe it also indicates that you may draw in people of different cultures, religions, or ethnicities, or vice versa. Because of how captivating your energy is, you can attract many people from all walks of life. You have a lot of charisma, which can easily make you fun to be around. Because of how compelling and expansive your energy is, people consider themselves blessed to be in your presence. People may perceive you as a gifted individual, and you may quickly develop an interest in those who have a lot of talent and are equally as charming and playful. If you travel abroad, you could get a lot of attention from the people living there, and you could easily flirt or be interested in return. If you're in college or did go, you could have noticed that you managed to catch the attention of a lot of your classmates. You could also easily be the source of someone's interest in your body and face. You could be lean or curvy, but with an undeniably lovely grin in an authentic jupiterian manner.

cupido in Capricorn, aspects to Saturn, in 10th house or at 10°, 22°: People develop a crush on you due to your grace, elegance, and refined demeanor. Your presence is reassuring due to the stability and knowledge you provide. With your refined attractiveness, you are like a piece of art in a museum. Marylin Monroe, for example, has cupido in Capricorn. She epitomized feminine sultriness; she was attractive and provocative in all of her ways and demeanors. Marilyn never acted in any naked or nudist scenes in her films, but she was an incredible beauty with enticing charms. And people, particularly men, gravitated toward it. With this placement, the way you dress may also be seen as extremely lovely and put together (and also expensive haha). You have an underlying sexual appeal that might project you as more dominant, and that can really turn someone on when they are crushing on you.You are graceful and intellectual, maybe with a slender figure and pronounced bone structure that gives you a captivating appearance. You possess a unique ability in the way your presence can command respect, even from authority figures. You hold a specific power; it could be anything, from your status to how you carry yourself, that draws attention to you when you enter a room. You may be seen as someone stunning in your work life or in regards to your reputation in general. Or even due to some very admirable element of yours, like your intense determination or your ambitions in life. You are gracious, courteous, and endearing. Similarly, you may be drawn to or develop an instant crush on somebody who can defend you or whom you see as a protector and provider (bc that's hot, duh).

cupido in Aquarius, in 11th house, aspects to Uranus or at 11°,23°: People are drawn to you because of your brilliance and the distinct manner you engage and communicate with them. There may be a bold manner or, to put it another way, a unique method in which you express yourself. For example, Shakira has cupido in aqua and throughout her career she has always been known for her unique talents, singing style and dancing, especially her belly dancing. Like no matter where you’re from I’m pretty sure we all know who she is and what her staples are. If you have this placement, at first, it can be forthright or off-putting, but other people are quickly drawn in. People could be interested in hearing more about your thoughts, opinions, and what you have to offer. People can also crush on you because of your abilities, like it seems like you always have some sort of hidden talent or gift. It can lead to some exciting and spontaneous interactions. People realize you are a nonconformist in both big and small ways, so you stand out in expressing yourself, which is incredibly appealing to them. You could also have very unique features that make you attractive and memorable to someone such as your eyes or maybe even your hair, haha it can be anything.You may quickly develop a crush on someone who demonstrates their intelligence and open-mindedness. When you become friends with someone they can easily start crushing on you. And people can also crush on you for you innate ability to bring people together.You admire those who are calm and collected, free-spirited, and unconventional—someone who can keep up with someone as intelligent and fascinating as you. Your crushes may appear unusual or random to others, but you've never been interested in being regular and boring.

cupido in Pisces, aspects to Neptune,the 12th house or at 12°,24°: When someone has a crush on you, they may perceive you as nearly angelic or unattainable, causing them to fantasize about you. On the other side, your caring character or the way you stand up in the face of suffering or severe situations may make you admirable to others.you could also attract a lot of secret admirers and can find out later that certain people had a crush on you and you never even knew. People are captivated by you because you are enchanting. You may quickly morph into one of their fantasies. You may be seen as stunning, imaginative, and romantic. Those who have a crush on you may construct an idealized picture of you without your knowledge. Your aura is seductive, appealing, and ethereal, and your presence has the potential to be irresistible. It could feel like they are on a cloud when they are around you.You might easily be drawn to those who are very creative, artistic, and spiritual. Your opinions and way you dive into your spirituality can be fascinating and comforting to those that are hurting. This compassionate healing energy can be seen as very enchanting.People may develop a crush on you due to their desire to protect or help you, and vice versa. People could start crushing on you when they see your reactions and response to the way you handle intense situations or even traumatic moments. Your faith, whether its to a religion or just in the universe, or even in yourself leaves others in awe.

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con mucho amor, rxmxa💕✨

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4dbarbie's original masterlist

I recreated the masterlist on a different side blog using links from the original backup blogs but here the links are from this blog only. (The banner links to a post too!)

Resources (including book excerpts)

Google Drive

LEGEND

Keys to Ultimate Freedom

How to be Awareness Guide

I am That, Q&A Pt.1

I am That, Q&A Pt.2

I am That, Last Q&A

EGO

Your will alone is done

'I' Alone Is

Desire No Thing

Conquer Attachment

You are free, Realize that

4dbarbie posts

The True You

Important (on thoughts)

There is no outer world

Results are Instant

Manifesting is struggling

There is no past and no future

You are Dreaming

Affirming against something is useless

The body and appearance changes (Part 1 and Part 2)

READ THIS FIVE TIMES BEFORE YOU ASK OTHER Qs.

4dbarbie answered asks

Difference between awareness and consciousness?

What does it mean to be Infinite

What to do if I have doubts?

Question Yourself

Questions about "void state"

Same answer for all 3D/4D questions

Because I am, all is - including a body and a world (guide for how to awaken ourselves and change our life)

THEN WHAT IS THERE TO DO?