Heart Container Valentine’s Day Card, It Says In The Corner: “with You ,I Feel Whole”

R!eddward

I finished CENTAURWORLD completely, I loved every bit of it. If you can’t deal with musicals, jokes on you, the songs give plot. I love that the story threads got tied up and the show wasn’t dragged out long, but goodness they need to take the “child music” title out cuz they did not hold back with the violence with some parts. I have so many thoughts and feelings right now but I’m gonna rewatch it.

Love letter- Andrea Cleofe

In my embrace, found shelter from the cold

Long awaited, you threw off your sorrows

On my side, we cuddled , you feeling bold

Void of worries, we now have tomorrows

Evenings with you are more than delightful

Young lovers like us are peaceful in mind

Ours is a love that make some spiteful

United together makes me more kind

Summers past up to now is amazing

One couldn't have predicted the outcome

My interferences got us blazing

Unabashed I am since you're my loved one

Changes have begun but it's all just fine

Having you besides me just makes me shine

R!eddward's clothing style as a bookmark!

It was alot of fun to draw and now I don't have to worry about losing my page ^_^

(c) R!Eddward is by  asphyxiion 

A sort of silver lining to the “Jerry” episode is that if BMO is still kickin’ around, that probably means all the other MOs are hangin’ at the MO factory. BMO doesn’t count as life by the Lich’s wish, so I’m just gonna go with the thought that they still have their cute lil’ society out in the desert somewhere. RIP Mo though, but he WAS thousands of years old.

Wanna spread this around because I just played through this with my friends. The stories are really good, the commericals are typically short and the option to play through past choices to get different results makes it great for replay value!

Mysterious Forum & 7 Rumors ( Visual Novel ) Introduction

Hi there everyone OwO

How are you? It’s that time of the year again for spooks and horror as we bring YOU a special serving of a school set horror visual novel called Mysterious Forum & 7 Rumors from the brains of Entabridge Co., Ltd. !

This game revolves around a certain forum managed by the Newspaper Club which holds a terrible secret. Apparently, whatever rumors posted there will turn out to be true!?

Follow the characters, Akane, Shino and  Yuuki as they go solve these rumors before they spiral out of control. Spine-chilling storylines and visuals await YOU and your choices will determine their fate ;)

(( Trust me, it’s a great read owo ))

☆♤♡◇♧ Happy Halloween ☆♤♡◇♧

IOS : https://itunes.apple.com/app/id1435682088

Android :https://play.google.com/store/apps/details?id=com.entabridge.chatnovel3en

Heavy and empty?

(Warning: low key sad, word vomit)

I don’t know if other people get this way but I have a feeling in my chest that’s empty and almost super heavy at the same time. It’s like someone dug a cavity right into my upper chest and the scoop motion of digging has left that concave feeling into it. I can’t say if I’m sad or not but I definitely feel really lonely and I don’t know what to do about it. It’s not like I don’t have friends, family, partners, etc that can help with those feelings, it’s just that it feels weird. I feel unfulfilled in the relationship dynamics I have, and I feel like I can handle the emotional capabilities of other people but conversely no one really tries to deal with my shit too(?) I don’t know how to really talk about how I really really feel sometimes with other people cuz I get these super awkward faces and then I get frustrated and dismissive of those feelings in the moment which later kinda flexes itself into this loneliness later. It kinda turns into disappointment and a bit of despair because I feel like I tried really hard to get to know other people but the same energy wasn’t put in back(?) (which makes me feel like that’s not fair because it doesn’t come out all the time so to ask other people to figure that out also feels kinda bad because then it’s like, you can’t have relationships where you expect people to gift back stuff just because you gift them). I’m low key gaslighting myself for feeling bad that the people in my life don’t know what to do with me when I get feelings. The people I feel like I want to be closer to, it feels like they drift out. Out of previous rejections I’ve had, I try to fight every instinct to cling because I know clinginess is ugly but I don’t know what to do now. Do I just make new friends at this point? Even with new relationships I can’t tell if I’m putting distance between myself and others because I’m hard or others do because they low key know I’m internally messed up. Do I give up on these other relationships because it constantly feels like no one knows me anyway so what’s the point? I feel like I put in work to them so what do I do to not feel hollow? Am I even right to crave feelings or assurance from others anymore since all I get is awkward face? I don’t really know anymore but it’s pretty exhausting. I know myself pretty well, I’m just tired of constantly maintaining my feelings to the point I feel empty and heavy almost all the time. I’m blunt and can tell people what I’m feeling but the awkward faces I get from people I’ve considered close is getting me, the distance I feel from other people I consider close is getting me, the actual physical distance I have between me and people I consider close is getting me. I guess applications for companionship are below, I promise I’m just low grade crazy inside not outside.

R!Kevin's clothes as a bookmark! What can I say, nerd knows how to dress

(c)R!Kevin belongs to  asphyxiion 

I made amethyst! I love Steven universe , and amethyst is a really cool one. I made her for my cousin Jenny, so I hope she enjoys it <3 . Happy birthday love!

Me singing "don't know why" by Norah jones