bitchystarfishengineer

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hi, sophie.🩷 i'd like to share my success story. i know you are no longer active on tumblr so i apologize in advance for sending this ask. i've been waiting for the longest for you to turn on your anon asks again, i was hesitant to share this on my own account, since people on loa tumblr can get very desperate or attempt to harm you out of envy (i've seen it happen with too many people sharing successes), so i just waited for you to turn your asks on again and say it freely.

my journey with ND has been... long to say the least. it was only long because i refused to act on the truth as soon as i discovered it, when 4dbarbie was still active. i put it off because i was afraid of what would happen, i was afraid of truly disbelieving the idea that i was a person. that was really stupid. and the only reason i wasn't experiencing my ideal version of life.

MY NOW. many months later, but... at least it's finally over.

i don't hold anything in the mind, no memories, no thoughts about the future, my life is completely spontaneous and always in a state of harmony. i materialize things instantly. each time i have a thought about something i'd like, i experience. there have never been any exceptions.

this is not the void, this is your natural state. you don't need to be in any void for this to be your regular, everyday life. the only thing that stops you from experiencing this complete power and freedom is your mind, which is unreal. until you're ready to discard it you're not going to demonstrate much.

what holds you back, i know because it was the same thing holding me back, is the fact that you don't take the word 'false' seriously. the ego is false, all thoughts are false. nothing is real. nothing at all. this is all a lucid dream. it's all what you're saying it is.

thank you, and thank you 4dbarbie for opening my eyes. i admit, there comes a sense of superiority in regards to others from knowing the truth, and if others on the ND path have felt the same before, don't be ashamed of this feeling, it's just how it is. no reason to be ashamed, you worked hard to get here. with it also comes a weird compassion. i just pity them, the way i pity my past self but having no courage. no sense in dwelling on a non-existent past now. it's done. nothing has ever existed. nothing will in the future. all is now, if i want it to be, and all is my will. i think of you both as more my family than my actual family, which i was able to give a comfortable life to because of you. thank you, thank you. i will never forget you.

the concept of living life so effortlessly has never occurred to me in my life, and yet i'm living it. all from being lucky enough to be on tumblr... of all sites, at the right time.

after I dropped ego, the first thing i decided to express was a different body, it was pure intention. my mind was clear, doubtless, it was and always is now with god. i was lying in my bed, it was a slight thought of what i wanted my appearance to be, i got up and checked it out in my bathroom mirror, and there it was. there was no wow feeling, no ecstasy. i didn't cry, i wasn't happy. i was completely neutral. like a simple 'cool, nice'. i did it multiple times since then, i want to experience as many bodies as i can while on earth, i like comparing the different lives of different egos. but after the first body, i just set everything about that ego's life straight. i imagined everything being perfect, having enough money to live more than comfortably, my own apartment, funding my siblings' education, etc. the basic things everyone wants, i realized they belonged to me. and no, i don't work. i don't lift a finger to have.

this will sound too good to be true to many, but it's actually the sole reason you were put here on earth. to realize yourself. everything really doesn't exist. nothing is. the quicker you let it all go, the quicker you'll live an effortless life. the journey only persists because you won't stop thinking you are the person, you already are the Self, you have always been nothing but it. everything else is your own imagination, a lie you can choose or discard. wake up. haven't you had enough? there is nothing to fear.

I don’t think this one needs my input. :)

Proud of your courage and intellect 🤍

We should shift from a desire to get out of misery to a desire to let go of the ego. There is only one basic trouble in this world. It is the common denominator of all problems. It is trying to be an ego, it is identifying with something you are not. Identify with the ego and you identify with trouble. We have convinced ourselves over the millenniums that we are these limited bodies, and we think it takes time to let go of these concepts of limitation. But time is a thing of the ego, it's a thought.

All inquiries about the non-Self are directing one's attention away from, and delaying, one's realization of Truth. Any question about the ego directs the attention to the ego. The ego is unreal, you make it appear real by identifying with it. No matter how much you talk about illusion it will not give you the perception of reality.

To pose a question an ego is necessitated. There are no questions when one is realized. I will answer all with tremendous patience and direct you, but to do it only you can.

And there is only one thing to do, let go of the ego! There is no other way to grow. You are fully realized now! Just let go of the ego, that’s how simple it is. There isn't anyone who couldn’t materialize anything right now if he or she would just let go of identifying as the limited body.

What did you think the void was? It was just you being your self!

a list of everything ive manifested and what i want to manifest

having alot of friends + also having at least one best friend (in short never being lonely)

people always approaching me first

not living with desired people

instant appearance changes

instant weather changes

very very pretty almond doe eyes and long eyelashes

a puppy

oddly specific tiktoks to pop on my fyp

being "popular" in school

having big boobs and a big butt naturally

being a semi big submaker

my face shape (younger me listened to round shape face subliminals but i had a thin one before)

alot of mcdonalds

bigger prettier lips

alot of sps coming back because i believed in the saying "they always come back"

revising something completely and there being no evidence of it ever happening

long breaks off of school (i feel like since i was listening to ALOT of "cancel school" subliminals b4 the corona break and i've had so many breaks off of school)

soft pretty 3a/3b hair

alotttt of compliments

being seen as very attractive in my own eyes and other ppls

being alot of ppls comfort person everyone tells me they enjoy my company

being right abt random things

manifested alot of things for my old friend

constantly passing classes knowing damn well i didn't do any work 😭 went from a 34 to a 92 doing absolutely nothing

all my teachers liking me enough to bump my grades to passing even if i did nothing in their classes

strangers always being nice to me all the time

people being obsessed with me (i don't recommend manifesting this 😭) 

being lucky in games 

immediate weight loss

having 300+ absences when the county's limit was 10 a semester and never getting in trouble for it

moving out of houses 

being spoiled by people irl and online simply for being attractive

ppl texting me immediately after i think abt them

being able to manifest fast in general 

having a high pitched cute voice

+ other tiny things

what im current manifesting

being extremely rich + living in a mansion

knowing how to speak Spanish, Korean, and French

revising any trauma I've experienced

desired baby pictures and childhood memories

having no anxiety and never overthinking

being everyones type + being like kokomi teruhashi

revising that i have close childhood friends

butt length hair

having no body hair

having a vivid imagination

4.0 gpa + perfect attendance + being naturally smart + being good at math

hazel eyes with mostly green

a cat and a pink bird and a bunny + my current dogs but they're all going to be babies and get along well (also manifesting that ik how to manage all of them)

being shorter

desired parents + only one sibling

a lot of rich love interests

desired body and face

old friends coming back

being a huge submaker like roy

bringing certain family members back to life

im manifesting this by affirming and listening to subliminals because thats what i prefer

the ego is 25. With no license, no car, no job and living at home with her parents. She feels like she needs all of those things to prove her worth. I feel bad for her because since she doesn’t have those things she doesn’t think she’s good enough for a relationship either. I want to change it but I don’t know how to go about it because I don’t want to “ do “ all those things just to feel complete. It feels forced. Sorry for venting you don’t even have to answer if you don’t want to. I’m honestly just lost. If you have any advice I’d appreciate it.

Start by realizing that you aren't her, and that these burdens aren't for you to bear. All "societal expectations" for someone at her age are fake. They have no meaning... there's no one that has more inherent worth than the other. Everyone is equal, IDC what you're doing in life. Why wouldn't she be worthy of a relationship? Her insecurities aren't yours either! Let them go!

Stop being so hard on her, she's done the best with what she's got and whatever she went through in her life. After all, she's another one of your lovely creations and you made her perfectly.

i just had a lil epiphany and i wanted to check with you if correct. ^_^

so i technically don't have to do anything to detach from the ego since the ego isn't real at all? its just that I have to disbelieve and stop taking it to the actual me when the actual me is self. and me disbelieving in something isn't an action, it's a decision "i" make.

because here's the thing. my ego spends hours on Tumblr searching for ways to get her desires. even like searching ways to detach from the ego. she's doing something to get rid of "herself". she trying to find methods to do. but that doesn't make sense. because "i" am just identifying with my ego. all i have to do is to let it go. i can´t let go of the ego THROUGH the ego. if i find myself DOING something to realise self or to be self, that just doesn't add up. because the ego is the DOER self is the OBSERVER. so the moment I actively DO SOMETHING it's just me identifying with the ego. self has ALWAYS been there. it's just that "i" took these illusions to be literal thus, falsely believing in them.

i think now i understand what ada and yall meant to let go of the ego. it's not an "action" it's a mental decision. because once ΅i" choose to TRULY let go. i wouldn't be bothered by the ego again. it's only the attachment to the ego that bothers me so much. even after letting go of the ego, if i still find myself being bothered by it. that means i truly haven't let go yet and "i" still take her to be me. i think that's also the same thing in law of assumption about letting the old story go. it's the mental decision to just stop identifying with it. then it doesn't exist anymore.

so in conclusion all there is to be done is to just dismiss the ego. whenever a thought about her or her life pops up, i just observe it without any identification. i let the ego do whatever she has to do throughout the day, but i maintain the knowing that the ego is not me.

also just realised all of this is like a rpg game. (role-playing game). the ego is the character im playing, but ofc i always complete her daily tasks and everything as a player who's playing her. but throughout the game, i'm just watching her, observing her. never during any part of the story do i say that she is me. and if i don't like her, i am free to choose another character to play. basically another ego. or even just customise the one im playing right now. anything. basically the point is that they are all unreal, and all below me. all of them are created by me. thus they are NOT me. the ego is a form of consciousness, a creation thus it is NOT me.

feel free to let me know if im wrong on any part. but other than that thanks for your blog. you are one of my all time favourites out there.

All of that is right :)

Real talk: When I gave up

Okay real talk here. This journey isn't always easy, especially at the start when you've just learned everything and you're identifying with an ego. Near the beginning of my journey, I came to understand a lot of the teachings intellectually and even instinctively. There was only one thing left. To realize Self. And I would keep trying with all these practices but felt like nothing was "happening" (even though intellectually I already knew there was nothing to achieve since we are already Self!). It was frustrating (but of course! I was still looking at all this from the identification of the ego).

Then one day I was sick of trying, sick of feeling desperate, sick of being on this goddamn mental pilgrimage, that I decided to give up on trying altogether. I already AM Self. From that day on, I decided I would always identify as Self and never again as the ego. And that's when things started naturally unfolding without me even doing anything and I gained more understanding experientially. Probably an unpopular take (for realized gurus lol) but I also threw away self-inquiry as a practice because I found it to be the least helpful for me personally and why do I need to ask "Who am I" when I already know I Am?

Abandon all imaginings and know yourself as you are - Nisargadatta Maharaj

I stopped seeking. I stopped trying. I stopped asking questions (including self-inquiry yay!). I stopped doing any practices to "get" or "understand" or "realize" anything. I stopped caring about understanding more of the teachings or gaining more understanding intellectually. I stopped thinking of Self-identification as some goal to reach, something that I need to progress on. I stopped waiting for anything to happen and just enjoyed being in the Now. I didn't realise at the time and only now upon reflection I realise that I gave up on all ego activities on spirituality lol. All of that is the ego looking for something to do and trying to achieve something. Only through my experience, do I now understand more deeply the things that realized masters have said. E.g. Robert Adams said something like "stop trying and seeking to be liberated and you will be because you already are". We've imagined our prisons but we are actually already liberated and always have been.

I decided (because it's true!) I already AM Self, it's not something you need to become (or understand in order to become). And because I AM, there is nothing to do but be.

edit: I found this passage a day after writing the initial draft of this post and Robert Adams said the same thing! But giving up was something I was led to by listening to Self. Truth is Truth :)

There is nothing you can think of in this Universe that can tell you what you are. It is beyond words and thoughts. You can never with your finite mind understand who you are. So do not try to do this. It works in reverse. It is when you actually stop thinking about who you are, or wanting to know who you are, and you stop analyzing, and you stop trying to figure it out, that the truth about you is revealed. Self-Realization from Silence of the Heart - Robert Adams

Two things I didn't stop doing: observing as the witness consciousness and sitting in silence in the awareness of being. But both "practices" are things I as Self naturally do because it's my very nature! It's not the same as when I used to identify as the ego and did them because I was trying to achieve something. Sitting in silence & stillness is literally my favourite activity now haha. I'm not sure whether to describe witnessing my ego progressively dissolving or merging into Self because both feel correct? Ah but that doesn't matter. Another thing I stopped caring is to label things as well and just let everything be and unfold on its own - there truly is so much peace and beauty in just being Self! I'm only trying to use words to describe this to share with others in case it's helpful for their journeys but of course words are limiting and you can only understand this when you experience it yourself.

There is nothing to get, only just BE. And it is soooo freeing and wonderful once you understand this. Give up on trying to make the mind and ego understand you are Self, that is a fruitless task. Leave them be. Stop trying to make things happen and just let things be. The more you stay in silence with this understanding, the more the light of awareness shines through and the more you will experientially understand this. Allow things to be and happen on their own, including the permanent identification with Self. Have no desires, expectations or judgments and just surrender to the Now. Just keep being Self.

Only look at who you are, over and over and over until it becomes the permanent identification and replaces the ego. - 4dbarbie

Remember to listen to your own Self above all. Everything else is simply a guide to point you towards Self. You are your greatest teacher! So listen to your Self and do what feels right for you.

Your own self is your ultimate teacher, the outer teacher is merely a milestone. It is only your inner teacher that will walk with you to the goal, because he is the goal. - Nisargadatta Maharaj

LONG POST ( ；∀；) i’m sorry

OMGGGG me having my 1000000th “I GET IT 🥺” moment everyday but no seriously i gettt it now. nd, law of assumption, manifesting, shifting- everything. the whole “who is the ego (unwanted reality) happening to?” thing i used to understand intellectually but i think deep down i was still ‘daydreaming’ from the pov of my past ego but.. not really..? because i have been applying and feeling so at peace and fulfilled and i have realized Self but, still, i can witness these thoughts (experiences) of my past ego in regards to my physical reality- basically the “3d not changing.” its really not that deep though, it’s all just thoughts taking place within MY plane of consciousness. my sense of Self is unshakable and if i had to have an ego/physical experience, she/it is perfect. still though, it can be unpleasant and upset me momentarily but until just a few days ago i’ve made a conscious effort to take my desired imaginings seriously- out of respect for my Self! i always enjoyed ‘day dreaming’ and with law of assumption, i think my old ego mistakenly got comfortable with this cycle of maybeee seeing “movement” but not caring and “feeling” fulfillment instead and it’s not like that devastated me too much actually my life i will admit has improved drastically since finding out about the law and nevilleee 💕 i really admire him so much. he gets me.

but long story short, i wasn’t actually doing my Self justice. i persisted and tried to assume the best but all of this was still taking place within this past, hurt ego’s mind when the real key to success is dropping that whole reality entirely and shifting your awareness to the ego that would essentially be a true showcase of all you deem worthy of Self. being a human no matter what is an experience that is endlessly beautiful and so complex, there’s a reason we (Self/the universe/whatever) dreamed as one. but don’t persist in a character if it’s not doing *you* justice! actually BE who you want to be. transcend the mind because you can! it’s as simple as turning ur eyes from the tv, no longer invested in the characters and their experiences, and remembering who you really are. sit with that feeling. really feel the peace that comes. it’s yours— it’s you! how could you possibly be the characters displayed on the screen- who would be watching?? who would know they even EXIST?

i got soo off track (adhd brain🤕) but basically with this new approach to my daydreams, no matter what i may recognize with ANY of my egos’ senses, i knew what physical reality i was experiencing like i know there’s a phone in my hand and i’m typing this rn. 3d reality is actually so fickle and so malleable, even quantum physicists will tell you how much space is actually between the atoms that make up “physical reality.” and those atoms are drawn together in that space by a (and here’s y’alls fav) ~~LAW OF ATTRACTION~~ that you can then experience with senses. but you could never just be your senses, you see. you are actually an entire plane of consciousness that just IS and for those who have ‘entered the void,’ they know exactly what i mean. all of this, down to the literal atom, is taking place within YOU. you ARE the law of attraction bitch! and so what i did with my daydreams is that i acted like whatever undesired happened was like simply playing from a tv in the back of my mind, and i was either watching it or i wasn’t. the longer i didn’t watch it the more it faded from my awareness until eventually it will be no more. that is “the promise.” it can’t be, not without me. as for the previously mentioned “daydreams,” they became real experiences i had within myself and now, i kid you not, i really really feel like a different person. my past memories are fading by the second (this isn’t to encourage believing there needs to be ‘movement,’ btw) and i have this new sense of awareness i never experienced before. when i look back on these experiences, they truly are memories to me. i have new knowledge of these worlds/realities that just naturally came to me, idk how to explain it honestly. but it’s nothing i haven’t felt before when i simply sat with self. now i’m just having fun with it haha

i hope at least some of that made sense. i don’t write posts for a reason because i’m very passionate and tend to be all over the place. there’s plenty more cool and collected well educated bloggers that have time and time again translated everything i’ve said in a much more clean, concise manner for learning purposes. i’m just sharing my personal experience. take only what resonates with you.

What kinda world did you create for yourself once it all clicked?

Baby it is sooo much fun over here!

Instant materialization for pretty much everything- there's a certain food Bry wants to eat, boom it's right there in front of her! The use of supernatural abilities is pretty much a normal thing. I gave Bry teleportation, flying and Avatar (element bending) abilities.

The existence of "mythical" creatures like unicorns, fairies, vampires, etc

Technology is so advanced that alien and human communication is a normalized thing, along with travelling to other planets with life. Some aliens have moved from their home planet to live on Earth.

Of course there's no racism, homophobia, or any form of hatred because with the freedom I have now, why would I continue to have that as a part of my experience?

No governments, no oppression, everyone totally free to live how they want. Everything is generally peaceful now that I've dropped the 'good vs evil' nonsense.

It's like being a kid playing on a playground, like it really is fun when you're lucid and fully in control of your dream.

(and before I get questions like "what do you mean there's no more government I clearly see stuff about the government in the news!" "I never see anyone use supernatural abilities wdym??")

First of all, who is the one asking those questions, and two, who is the one that still sees a government, or oppression, or the lack of supernatural abilities? Your ego, the thing that you aren't. What the ego sees will always be irrelevant! Have some fun!! Place your awareness on something new, take your attention off something that currently exists for you, see what happens!

MY SUCCESS STORY ☆

warnings: mentions of abusive relationship, depression, self harm & ed.

long post ahead. i decided to share a long rant about how my life was before i found out about the law & after i did. how i managed to cope with traumatic events & recurring suicidal thoughts. if any of these topics trigger you, then please skip the first part of this post! my success story will be on the third fragment of the post.

𝐏𝐀𝐑𝐓 𝐈: before the law of assumption

when i was fourteen years old i had my first ever boyfriend. he was, initially, what people would call “prince charming”. the first few months of dating him were perfect: he always made sure to look after me, bring me flowers, cuddle me when i asked him to and much more. he was also very cordial and well mannered; almost every person who knew him spoke highly of him. but little did i know, that i was actually living in a farce.

three months into our relationship and his demeanour started to switch gradually. at first, it was the smallest of things that made me question if he was still the same guy as before. he would no longer give me any of his attention, call me, comfort me or even buy me gifts (something that he often did). then, he started to mock me in front of his peers, get mad at any given time and verbally harass me. but nonetheless, i kept staying with him.

not long after, verbal abuse turned into physical abuse. he would lure me into his house after calling me, crying like a baby to convince me to come over. he would purposefully get angry at me for not tying my shoes “the way he told me to” or for not drinking water from the tap. after screaming at me and verbally abuse me for god knows how long, he would pick me up and slam me against the door and start chocking me. or he would slap me and beat me repeatedly on my stomach, arms and legs. he would do this for a good whole hour every time.

tw: sexual abuse after that, he would gaslight me and blame me for his behaviour. he would start crying and tell me “sorry” as i was lying on the floor with bruises all over my body. it wouldn’t take long before he would take me to his room to sexually assault me. i won’t go into detail about what he did, but you get the idea.

before taking the bus to get to my home, i would cover myself up as well as i could to hide my bruises and welts, not before trying my best to mask them with the makeup i had brought in my purse. this is why no one ever suspected anything bad going on. my parents are NOT to blame for this. i was the one hiding this from them, partially because i was ashamed of myself for being weak and frail and mostly because my boyfriend would threaten to kill me if i ever said a word to anyone.

this went on for months. after being abused, i would go home and lock myself in my room; i could do nothing if not cry and tear my hair apart from my scalp. unfortunately, this was the time i started self harming. i would do it in places where no one could see my scars and target my inner thighs. i was so ashamed of myself, but i just couldn’t stop hurting. all i wanted to do was die. what abuse did to me was: cause severe anxiety attacks to occur often, insomnia, fatigue, faint and so on. i even reached a point in life where i would stop eating completely or vomit the little food i ate during the day. in simple words, i became depressed.

at some point, i couldn’t hide this anymore: i was forcing myself to go to school because i wanted to make everyone believe i was fine, but my teachers & classmates started to worry about how i looked. at home, i could easily snuck into my room, stuff myself with clothes and lie to my parents about eating, but even they started to get suspicious. long story short, after passing out one day in school, i was taken to the hospital where i was diagnosed with and ed and depression. not being able to hide my body from anyone, the doctors saw all the leftover scars and fresh bruises from my abuse. this is when my parents’ worst fears came all up to surface. they immediately contacted the police to tell them about my boyfriend (he was eighteen at the time) and when he realized that he was in deep shit, he confessed to what he did, but blamed it on his “mental health”.

he was diagnosed with bpd and was left on probation, which wasn’t enough of a punishment for him. but thankfully, i found out that he was jailed not too long ago.

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𝐏𝐀𝐑𝐓 𝐈𝐈: when my identity got exposed on tumblr (after finding out about the law)

after two years, i had managed to recover. not mentally, but physically. this was around the time i had opened my law of assumption blog. when i found the law (a year before opening my blog), i did a lot of research on it and wanted to test if it was actually real. that’s when i found out about neville goddard and started reading pdfs of his books online. while reading them, i found out about the “I AM” state, now commonly known as the “VOID” state.

i think some of you guys remember my void success story (the one i shared on tumblr a year ago), where i had manifested things such as my appearance, moving out of my country etc. when i posted it, it was actually a year old, meaning that i had went into the void * almost a year before opening my tumblr.

when i opened my tumblr blog (halokisses) in february of 2022, i started sharing my success stories and advice on the loass and i gained quite the platform rather quickly. in less than three months i had amassed over three thousand followers, which is a lot. but this was also the time when a lot of negative and deranged people interacted (in anon mode) with my account. I would receive asks of people blaming me because they “couldn’t” manifest or enter the void. or people threatening me in general. it was becoming super frustrating.

i have to admit, as much as i was manifesting great things in my life, i didn’t have the time to cherish them and actually live them out. although, that was nothing anywhere near what i experienced a few months later.

when i was on a break from posting in july (2022) and was only active on my Instagram, my identity was stolen and violated. someone had decided to pretend to have both of my real names (that i had privately shared with a few of you guys on ig) and plagiarize my content. when i rightfully confronted this person, they backfired and made me look like the crazy, bad person harassing them. this got a lot of people to start attacking me, harassing me, send me death and rape threats and much more.

after that, i chose to leave tumblr (not deactivate my account yet). those months were very hard for me. i kept having nightmares of my identity being completely exposed by the hands of this person, because in my mind, i thought they could find more information about me that i never put out on the internet. grief was all i could feel. i once again started blaming myself for simply deciding to say my name online and beating myself up because of this. this lead me to gather all of my trauma and link it all together.

this may sound insane to many of you, but when someone suffers from ptsd, it’s not impossible for them to let such things affect them deeply, even if, in my case, i was dealing with this online and not in real life. to clarify, i don’t compare this specific event to my abuse. but it is important to recognise that it damaged me nonetheless. i was suffering with steady negative thoughts, nightmares and even suicidal thoughts at times.

thankfully tho, i was able to expose this person a few months later and detach from the situation for a little bit. i still had a lot of work to do to fully reach internal peace. but i felt like i could finally breathe after months of impending frustration and anxiety.

𝐈. 𝐃𝐄𝐀𝐋𝐈𝐍𝐆 with everything that happened to me was honestly a difficult task and it took me months to finally reach internal peace. i want to specify that this post was made with the intention to get my past off my chest and bury it away forever. i don’t want to discourage people or make them think that it takes “this much” time to manifest your dream life. this is MY personal experience and how i personally dealt with it. i couldn’t be more proud of myself for it. i’m such a strong woman and i’m still so young. i couldn’t thank myself enough for being so tough and for standing firm.

what i learned from all this is that it’s essential to fight for yourself and inner peace. that’s what matters the most for me. finding the loass and being able to combine it all together definitely played a big role and it proves to me, once again, that as of right now (and forever), i won’t have to worry about anything. my past is dead and so are the people who hurt me. they better try and come back, but this time i won’t be so forgiving. i won’t let anyone ruin me like this anymore.

𝐈𝐈. 𝐇𝐄𝐀𝐋𝐈𝐍𝐆 has got to be my favourite success story ever. from the start, i had the feeling that i would succeed and justice would be made n that’s exactly how it went. but the real success happened within me. i am now free from the shackles of my trauma. i don’t worry about anything anymore. i don’t blame myself for what happened to me. i moved on and let go. i have all the means to get back at the people who hurt me and will use them with no hesitation if needed. i don’t ruminate on negative thoughts and live my life peacefully. everything works out for me & nothing gets in my way.

౨ৎ⋆｡˚ ⋆ i’m once again honouring myself and admitting how happy i am to be me. to think that i was just a little girl when i dealt with my abuse and succeeded… it makes me infinitely proud of me. words can’t express how much i appreciate my mind and soul. i worship every inch of my body and i’m not ashamed to say so. and everyone should think about themselves this way. if you went through the things i did, i hug you dearly. you are so strong and you will succeed. i love you and if you need a helping hand, i’ll always be here. there are people out there who care about you and i’m the very first one. you’re an angel, you’re a pure soul and you deserve only good things in life.

i hope that everything wasn’t too harsh to read, i tried to be as less detailed as possible, but wait! the post is not concluded yet.

here to read about my success story ˚◞♡

𝐌𝐘 𝐒𝐔𝐂𝐂𝐄𝐒𝐒 𝐒𝐓𝐎𝐑𝐘

〔 as briefly mentioned at the very end on this post of mine, i changed many many things about my life and therefore what i might’ve manifested in the past has changed. note: this is everything i manifested in the last month or two. i worked on myself and on my mental health first of course. some of the things listed down here are very recent and date back to a few weeks, if not days ago.〕

༄ ‧₊˚ ‎WHAT I MANIFESTED

a new appearance from head to toe. believe it or not, this is actually the third time i change my appearance lmfao i knowww, but i always feel the constant need to change. this time tho, i’m pretty sure i’ll keep my appearance the way it currently is !!

moving out of where i used to live before. i won’t say where i went, but i LOVE it here! everyone is so nice & caring and i’ve been welcomed with open arms. all i can say is that i’ve moved continents and it was the best decision i could ever make. it took me a short amount of time to move out.

my best friend to come live with me. to clarify, she doesn’t live in my house, but she moved out with her parents so we could stay close. i also manifested that the both of us could speak the local language fluently and perfectly!

school to start later than most schools here. i just want to enjoy summer a little bit more before the mind-breaking routine restarts (i’m obviously joking lmao, i love school. no i don’t). ++ i manifested to go to a prestige school! i also might’ve manifested it to look similar to harry potter’s castle and i love it! i genuinely can’t wait to start just for this.

travelling a lot more than i used to. my goal is to visit as many places around the world as possible and it’s something that i’ve been doing in the course of the past month. i’m taking so many pictures too with my new digital camera that *drum rolls* i manifested in literally a day! it was insane how fast it happened, but honestly i’m not surprised anymore because everything i desire manifests instantly.

to stay safe and protected at all times. over two years ago, when i went into the void, i had manifested my fighting skills and they’ve only gotten better overtime! imagine mikasa ackerman type of fighter, yeah that’s how i am so y’all better watch out.

healing & helping people deal with their trauma. this is so important to me and it’s honestly the favourite thing i manifested. it’s pretty self explanatory, but if you guys want to know more about this (and need help), please don’t be afraid to text me.

to pass all my tests, finals, etc. and i also manifested to shift into my “school dr” five minutes before each test (whether it’s oral or written) to get all the correct answers. i can’t wait to try this out, tho i still will be studying regardless, because i love doing so! (except for maths & chem lol)

for my parents & loved ones to forget what i went through as a young girl. basically, i revised them ever having trauma after me. it was the right decision to make and i’ll forever be thankful for it.

to revise and go to the weeknd’s concert!! i had a blast y’all this was one the best things i could ever think of. last year i couldn’t go to abel’s concert because i was on vacation, but i manifested going there anyways and now i have such a vivid memory of it + all the videos i took are in my camera roll.

to never spiral or dwell on my negative thoughts. letting go of traumatic events + always reminding myself of how strong and powerful i am and that nothing can get in my way. (aka always manifest instantly and successfully)

for all of my scars to be fully healed and for internal wounds to riparate + to never get ill or get terminal diseases (this works for my loved ones as well).

plus many more things that i can’t think of right now! ♡

༄ ‧₊˚ HOW I DID IT

before anyone asks, no i did not use the void or any other method. i don’t go into the void anymore, because there’s no need for it. it’s an instant state just like ANY OTHER.

you’re always in a state (your I AM=awareness). the void is just your awareness shifting into your I AM where you’re simply assuming that there’s emptiness around you, hence you’re not in your physical world.

here’s how i manifested my dream life:

𝐒𝐓𝐄𝐏 𝟏.

i decided what I wanted. i had a deep self-to-self talk and understood EXACTLY my desires and wants. i asked my heart what it truly longed for. then i made my decision

i scripted a few things out, such as my full detailed appearance, where i would move out and how my school looked like. the rest of the stuff was not scripted. ♡ TIP: i find it easier to use pictures and put them all together in a collage to have a clear image of everything i’m changing.

𝐒𝐓𝐄𝐏 𝟐.

i used my all-time favourite affirmation to seal the deal and ACCEPTED MY DESIRES AS REAL. the umbrella affirmation i used is: “it is done”. here’s some affirmations you can use:

it is done

i have everything i desire/want

i got it all

i am

*any word that you choose implies that you have what you want* ie: “pink”

ACCEPTANCE of myself and HAVING FAITH were the key steps of my journey. it was somewhat easy for me to tap into the STATE OF THE WISH FULFILLED since i had manifested many things before, however this does not imply that it should be hard for others to tap into it quickly and easily. you are always in a STATE, you just have to decide which one.

i sticked with MY STATE as much as i could: if i would get discouraged or suddenly get negative thoughts, i would let those thoughts hit and dip. i wouldn’t acknowledge them whatsoever.

NOTE: i would still interact with the 3d regularly. ie: if i had to write down where i lived, i put my old city as such and so on. but i kept on EXCLUSIVELY acknowledge my imagination (=4d) and dismiss the 3d. i KNEW i lived in x city in x country in x continent and moved on.

𝐒𝐓𝐄𝐏 𝟑

the 3d conformed. faster than the speed of light i might add. it might’ve felt odd, because i had never manifested such important things without the void (see, everything is possible and instant without the void), but everything worked out perfectly and went accordingly to plan ˘͈ᵕ˘͈

𝐅𝐈𝐍𝐀𝐋 𝐍𝐎𝐓𝐄𝐒

i would like to end this post by saying that it was 100% my choice to share about my past with you guys and in no way, shape or form i made this for others to feel pity or compassion for me. i don’t need it and don’t want it. i just felt ready and serene to share something really delicate about me to encourage people to always fight for themselves.

and this is also a rant to explain to people that if a blogger wants to share more about themselves and share sensitive topics like these, it’s because they want to. you shouldn’t be the one deciding for them or, worse, expose their personal life to the claws of the internet. this was a throughly made decision by ME ONLY.

i hope you guys found this post helpful and liked everything that i manifested! thank you for being here & for being patient and attentive.

with love, andreia ♡

mysticc, i need your help.

i'm a 17 years old girl, who is finishing high school this year. i do not want it. i want to be 14 again, and have my desired life. but i don't know how to do that. i don't know if i apply the law of assumption, i don't know if go to nondualism philosophy or if i go to the shifting methods.

it's a lot of things, but they doesn't matter to me, i just want to wake up in my desired reality with my dream life. it's like now everything that i know about nondualism, loa and shifting just disappears and I stop believing again.

please, help me. it's so desperate and confused.

— your 🐝 anon.

I understand that you're feeling confused and I hope to clear things up for you.

You see, you could dive into many methods as you pleased for wanting to experience your desired reality, but this is coming from an inner place of not understanding who you are.

Methods are pointless "shiny toys" to waste your time on without vital knowledge of your true self and faith in yourself as a conscious creator.

I realize that there is an all-out war on this platform of "Loa" vs. Nondualism and the most ridiculous part of it all is that both sides of the mirror don't seem to understand that the whole core of the law of consciousness goes back to Nondualism philosophy.

Nondualism is never something for you to "apply" in order to "get" your desires. Nondualism is not a toy or "another trend" for you to use in order to "try" out and "see if it works for you."

It is all connected to form the greater picture of it all.

People are absolutely missing the point of the entire greater picture behind everything and the absolute truth behind our infinite manifestation power and our ability to warp our reality.

There should not be any of these pointless wars going on. It is all saying the same thing at the end of the night, and none of these "separate" communities are actually understanding each piece that fits into the whole puzzle.

The ultimate objective here is: freedom from a false sense of self-identification.

You must understand that Nondualism is *not* a method for you to "try" for your manifestations.

It is only a lifestyle of living and a philosophy for understanding your true nature and the one reality of consciousness.

All of the concepts that you have learned, such as self-concept, consciousness is the only reality, "the void state", states of consciousness - it all directly goes back to the paramount foundation of Nondualism's philosophy.

The law of consciousness and Nondualism are honestly one in the very same. The only difference is in the approach of the way these teachings are being taught. These are just different terms to explain the nature of your true self as consciousness.

You only believe that you are a person, and this is the deceptive game of the ego, but you are actually omnipotent consciousness disguised in human form while observing and experiencing the life of a human being. You are the universe experiencing itself.

The issue here is how a vast amount of people in this community completely misunderstand and misinterpret teachings of the law of consciousness (you are *IT*) and approach the subject of conscious manifestation with an ignorant, ego-based view without truly knowing their power and cutting down to the beautiful core of who they truly are.

I'll say it once more, you guys are taking the completely wrong approach when it comes to understanding manifestation and what it means to live as a conscious manifestor after discovering who you truly are. Omnipotent and all-powerful.

Consciously manifesting your desires is only a pleasurable bonus of choosing to break free from victim mentality and live from the confident, peaceful mindset of understanding your true self, and how the game of your life actually works in truth. This is all purely about awakening from the illusionary dream of your life to who you truly are and experiencing living out your experiences from a transformed sense of self-perception.

You said that, "I just want to wake up in my desired reality with my dream life" - you see, this right here is the *whole problem.* This is coming from a place of complete ignorance and a lack of understanding.

The blatant ignorance of true self's nature.

You do not understand the whole purpose of manifestation, which is to recognize your true self behind your human disguise. This is simply about self-realization during your spiritual awakening.

You guys want to completely rush straight into manifesting your desires without taking the time to actually learn and understand the infinite and boundless nature of who you truly are.

Without understanding who you truly are, you continue to stay asleep in the dream of the reality that you have been creating all this time without realizing it and being completely ignorant of your omnipotent power as the creator of all there is.

Take a moment and look around you to just sit with your awareness and closely observe your surroundings. See the nature, the sky, your body's form, and the totality of life itself happening all around you - you created all of this. You are experiencing your own creations every day. Isn't it beautiful? You are infinite power itself.

Without knowing your true self, you stay stuck and continue to struggle in a vicious cycle with victim mentality, frustration, impatience, and complete ignorance on your manifestation journey. Yet, I have seen that so many of you refuse to open your eyes and understand the issue behind your struggles throughout your spiritual awakening.

None of this matters for a second unless you truly know your omnipotent power and your true self.

None of this is ever about manifesting your desires. You inevitably experience a personal Heaven on earth in your reality when you understand your true self as consciousness. Consciousness *is* reality.

Who you are is not the role of the human that you are only pretending to be in the game of life when, in truth, you are so much greater and more infinitely powerful than you could ever recognize. Your power cannot ever be put into any words to be described, and absolutely anything is possible for you.

Now, when it comes to consciously manifesting a desire from the perception of knowing your true self:

All you have to do is simply decide that something is done because you are the one in control of "reality."

Accept your desire as now already fulfilled with an inner mind of a confident expectation for its manifestation, and live your life walking by faith, knowing who you are with every step you take.

What is impossible for the limitless creator?

You can warp every single little bit of reality.

I hope that I was able to shed some light for you and put things into a different perspective for you to re-consider moving forward on your spiritual journey of enlightenment.

˚₊· ͟͟͞͞➳❥ Bringing this master piece back into the Loa community !!

( Full credits to solar subs for this amazing Guide )

This is downloadable and can be saved on drive for you to read anytime<33

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𝐓𝐇𝐄 𝐂𝐑𝐄𝐀𝐓𝐎𝐑'𝐒 𝐂𝐎𝐃𝐄 :: a manifesting guide by solar subs

Introduction Hello! This guide is to help you gain knowledge in the law of assumption and how to manifest with it. You can manifest ANYTHING

This guide was created by solar for the Loa community to grasp the concept of manifesting better. This Guide has everything you need and could need, literally loves. From the basics of loa, and what are mental diets and how to do it effectively also how affirm and Persist correctly to manifest Instantly♡. If I could look back at my Loa journey this is what helped me the most , honestly. I stopped over consuming and started applying and I read this every time when I needed guidance.

My fav parts of the guide :

( Note the guide is 25 pages long , this is just my favourite parts <33 )

❥ Have fun reading my love's

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HOW I MANIFESTED MY DREAM LIFE IN A WEEK

BACKSTORY

So I decided to fully immerse myself in "persisting" and fulfilling when I listened to Lonely one by LOVA because I spent around an hour just sobbing because I related to the song.

the week that I started was around Easter break and I was under the most amount of stress I have ever been through and I could see it the effects on my body

I was breaking out with huge pimples even though I was on accutane, I was averaging 2 hours of sleep a day every week for 2 weeks, my period had going on for 2 weeks, I was losing weight rapidly (was under 35kg:( ) my anxiety was at an all time high because I got harassed again(sexual assault victim). I used to have severe depression and have had multiple failed attempts of suicide. AND YES I WAS DESPERATE AS FUCK TO MANIFEST THIS DREAM LIFE OF MINE WHICH IS NO LONGER A DREAM

in the mornings I would be super anxious but I learned how to deal with it and get myself into the state super easily

HOW I DID IT

I GOT OFF TUMBLR: you know how many times I doubted myself only to realise I was doing everything right

I also read and listened to Edward Art MULTIPLE TIMES

Within a week of fulfilling and persisting, I had manifested my dream life. just like that. I woke up one morning and everything I had ever desired was right there. and it was super easy.

all I did was affirm(to remind not to get), visualise and feel. I would only do these methods if I wanted to, if I didn't I wouldn't.

Within a few days, the anxiety lessened so much and it started to feel natural. 

this was a question on Bambi's " how I manifested with hard circumstances " post which has now been sadly deleted but I remember copying this because it gave me hope at the time I copied it (don't hope, just know)

"But isn’t ranting “not letting the old story die out?” you and i could rant until our minds are cleared, just as long as you flip my thoughts, you are on the right track.  I rant for 2% of my 24 hour days. The other 98% i was persisting in the fact that creation was done. as “time” went on, it began to feel more natural and I felt more at ease. I held onto that feeling because I knew this was when I would get my desires and I did."

and that was when I knew I shouldn't give up and I just kept going even when I wanted myself to just get on tumblr and overconsume 

I actually nearly decided to see what I was "doing wrong". I clicked on one of Aphrodite's posts but I didn't read it. I just asked myself if I would look through it if I had my desires and I wouldn't and since I already have all of my desires I didn't.

Whenever the anxiety was too strong and I could feel the frustration and desperation building up, I would just rant and it helped me calm down and get back into the state super easily.

why?

because STATES MANIFEST THOUGHTS DON'T

which is why you can rant.

you know how many FUCKING DOUBTS I had, but I didn't even give them attention coz they didn't deserve any and how many times I wanted to just give up, but I was like NO, STFU, I DON'T WANNA LIVE MISERABLY ANYMORE and now I'm not :)

The affirmations I used:

It is done

I am living my dream life

I am in my desired reality

The 3d will conform as long as i keep persisting

Imagination is the real reality

I also daydreamed, but since imagination is the real reality they were real

WHAT I MANIFESTED

- desired appearance

- name change

- family change

- skills (drivers licence etc)

- apartment and furniture

- wealth

- a bunch of random materialistic things

- desired friend group (I absolutely love them!)

- desired uni and always getting good grades

- outfits from pinterest

and a bunch of other things

- I also ended up manifesting an sp without even knowing and he's pretty much I everything I scripted him to be(scripted a year ago because I didn't really care for a relationship) but this happened before I manifested my dream life

after a year and half of being on loablr I finally manifested my dream life. and you can too

(there was probably over 100 things I wanted but I realised what I want is not much, nothing ever is when you know about loa and yes, i was super desperate)

you don't need anymore information other than @angelsinluv states post and fulfillment challenge

you shouldn't ever be stressed or worried while manifesting whatever you want, because you wouldn't stress if you had it

TAKE YOUR TIME

YOU GOT THIS

私たちは長い間話していませんでした。あなたがいなくて寂しいです、ハニー ❤️

そうそう。私もあなたがいなくて寂しい。何してるの？プライベートメッセージを送ってください love💋💜

MASTERLIST

informational posts

human experience and godliness

states vs affirming

anon advice

manifesting is so easy when you…

my personal success stories

my void success story

how i woke up from the void

waking up in the void

industrial piercing manifestation + revision

how i revised my bfs mother’s death

words of advice/random loa thoughts

stop worrying about time

the void is within you

living in the end IS the end

sinning

waiting/movement

neville reads highlights

power of awareness chapter 3

others

questions answered by neville

my appearance in pinterest pictures

success stories

quotes by neville

A method I use for myself❣

Actually, I don't know if this is a method, challenge or something else, but this thing worked for me and I want to share it because I think it might work for you too. It can help you especially if you are manifesting through affirmation like me and have trouble living at the end. I'm sure there are many methods on Tumblr similar to what I did, but I customized it for myself and I want to share it with you because it works for me too.

What I did/you should do:

First of all, we identify 4 desires that we want to manifest to ourselves. If your self concept is bad like me, don't forget self concept. Then we say our every desire 25 times every hour ( 4×25 ). There is no specific time range. From the time you wake up in the day to the time you do it at night, we do 100 affirmations every hour.

And while you are affirming about your manifests, you close your eyes and daydream about it. Not hard. A short while❣

You can also change your manifest count and affirmation count according to you!!

What did I manifest in one day with this method?

My 4 manifests were "Better self concept", "Better void concept", "My body aches are gone" and "Being less stressed".

I affirmed each of these 4 desires 25 times per hour. A total of 100 affirmations every hour💋 And I don't know how much it's total in a day...❣ The total number of affirmations in a day varies from person to person. Depends on the time we wake up and go to bed 💘

My Results in One Day:

And I'm happier today, I didn't wake up with pain in the morning, I didn't feel bad because I couldn't enter the void last night and I said I was already in the void. I also live easier at the end now. And I am less stressed. My negative thoughts have decreased significantly. These are the results I got in one day. Think about the results we would get if we did this on a regular basis..!💖⚘

If this method suits you and you are making manifest by affirming like me, you can use this method my loves💜💋 If you manifest something with this method, please share it with me💋💙

💘私はみんなを愛しています💕

💋 \ItBoyisSlaying/🍀

Part of dropping ego is also letting go of your perceptions of "yourself", other people, and the world.

This is similar to law of assumption, that teaches that other people are going to reflect your beliefs and assumptions. From a Non Dualism POV, it goes even deeper.

All labels belong to the ego, which you are not. Nobody is "their" gender, race, or sexuality. These things all enforce the idea of seperation, when in reality, everybody is just another form of consciousness. I am just another form of you, you are just another form of me, none of us are seperate from each other.

The only reason why things like racism, homophobia, sexism, etc may appear real or still exist to you is due 1) heavy identification with ego, 2) continually imagining it and reinforcing these ideas. You don't even realize that you are still making life harder for yourself.

People preach "you're limitless, you can be do or have w/e you want!" And then go "...except for this" in the very same sentence. That's a contradiction and still a limitation! It's either you're limitless or you're not.

You need to take full responsibility and not just pick and choose things you want to have control over. Take your awareness of something and it simply doesn't exist anymore, it's really that simple, why choose to hold onto things that cause "you" (and others) pain? It's always your choice because everything is just forms of consciousness. Be aware of a world where no hatred exists, be aware of a world where there's no government, think outside the box y'all. Spoil alert, it already exists! It's great to "manifest" appearance changes and SPs and money but realize that you can experience soo much more.

OMG! I manifested the healing of a bird yesterday. I am so happy 😭😭💋🐦🐦

I don't know what the real name of this animal is. But they call it the street pigeon. I saw this bird on the ground yesterday on my way home. And it wasn't flying!The bird was just shaking ( Normally, birds fly when people come near them. ) This made me very sad. I touched it but it didn't move. Then I went home and called my younger brother, my brother tried to fly the bird, but the bird couldn't even hold on to the tree and fell to the ground! And my brother and I took the bird and brought it home. First, we gave the bird food and water in the kitchen. It didn't react. Then we brought the bird to our balcony. We put food and water in front of the bird but it didn't react at all! When I looked online, it was written that if the birds did not drink water, they were seriously ill!!! I thought the bird was going to die.😭😭 ( Also please don't think I'm praising ourselves ) Then we left the bird alone on the balcony. I said to myself "the bird never dies" "the bird gets better and flies" "the bird is perfectly healthy". And I closed my eyes and imagined that there was green lights and green energy above the bird that healed it. And I dreamed that the bird was flying. After a while, the bird, which did not react at all, began to move. A few minutes later, it flew away and joined the other birds. This made me very emotional. Because this bird couldn't even fly up to the tree, it didn't even move, it just trembled. However, it kept moving on the balcony and flew away after a while. I'm so happy to manifest something like this. 😭😭❤❣💕🍀🐦🐦

Thanks to:

@pinkcherryontop 💋💅❣

@voidprincessblog ❣

@bxrbiesstuff 💕

@bitchystarfishengineer 🇯🇵💗

@neigebabe 💖

@miracledarling ❤

@lotusmi 🍀💜

@dollie-so-divine 🧡

@mydollypop ⚘

@orchideerouge 💅

@iamthat-iam 💟

@rosellesworkshop-deactivated202 💘💔

Even though it's not a huge thing, I've manifested something that makes me very happy😭😭🍀

( English is not my native language and I am not good enough at English so I use translation. Sorry🙏 )

A few weeks ago I took some soil from under the tree in front of our house and planted something in the ground on our balcony. Nothing came out of the ground for the first week or two and I was very upset. Then I said why don't I make a manifest. I assumed that what I planted grew very fast and did a visualization. And what I planted grew in a week just like in my dreams. It looks exactly like what I visualized. We were all so surprised. And look at this:

I know it's not a big deal but I love plants and that makes me very happy. It was just as I visualized it. I am very happy❤ And sorry for my English💔🍀 I don't know how many people will see this post, but thanks to everyone who read this far😭💘 Love u all 💕💜

(This is my first post I made😭⚘)

\ItBoyisSlaying/

I would like to thank everyone who got me to 250 likes one by one!❤😭💋💅

You cannot speak on being limitless, then continue to enforce concepts like karma, science, the laws of physics, and death.

What are these concepts, to God, the source of all creation?

Once you know your inner being is balanced and silent and peaceful, suddenly doors that have been closed by your thoughts simply move, and the whole existence becomes clear to you. You are not accidental. Existence needs you. Without you something will be missing in existence and nobody can replace it.  

That's what gives you dignity, that the whole existence will miss you. The stars and sun and moon, the trees and birds and earth - everything in the universe will feel a small place is vacant which cannot be filled by anybody except you. This gives you a tremendous joy, a fulfillment that you are related to existence, and existence cares for you. Once you are clean and clear, you can see tremendous love falling on you from all dimensions.

You are the highest evolution of existence, of intelligence, and it is dependent on you. If you grow higher than the mind and its intelligence, towards no-mind and its intelligence, existence is going to celebrate: one man again has reached to the ultimate peak. One part of existence has suddenly risen to the highest possibilities of the intrinsic potential in everybody….

— Osho

loa/nondualism truly saved my life... the end to any fragmented suffering (lack of fulfillment, so to speak) is the re-realization that this is nothing but a dream, that i need not concern myself with the contents of the dream, that i am far beyond the body, that i am not such a limited little thing, that everything is mine and has always been, that no one is outside of me, that i'm pure awareness, that this life does not even scathe the surface of my self, that i am free. i am free, not bound by flesh nor time nor circumstance. i am free, untouched, unlimited. i am aware of being aware, i have tasted a sip of liberation.

Awareness Cannot be Triggered.

"I was triggered by such and such event that happened!" Who was triggered, exactly?

Rupert Spira is a teacher on non-dualism, and has a video on YouTube called "Going to the heart of an emotion" where he discusses potential triggers and how to deal with them.

He tells the audience to imagine that someone just said something hurtful to them, and try to find the "I" that gets upset or triggered. A woman pointed to her body. She mentioned her chest getting tight and feeling sick in her stomach. He corrects her by telling her that the body itself isn't upset, it's a reaction to being upset. He then says the mind can express "upsetness" but cannot be upset itself. Thoughts cannot be upset. After a few minutes of silence, the woman concludes that she cannot find the "I" or the source of the upset feeling.

That's because we spend most of our lives, feeling and thinking that we are this false identity, the ego, when it never really existed to begin with! It never was. We spend lifetimes thinking and feeling on a person's behalf, when the person is nothing but an illusion.

Awareness, the real you, it has no desires or preferences, it is always whole and complete. When you identify with your true self, you feel nothing but peace and joy since there are no limitations of the illusionary person that you thought you were. You thought you were a person with wants and needs, a person with a past, when that person was never you.

The next time something upsets you, as yourself who is upset right now? When you can't find the source of the upset feeling, the feeling naturally goes away, because you realize you have no reason to be upset! The upset feeling comes from you identifying as a person, and assigning a negative meaning to words or an event you just experienced.

Free yourself from the illusion, you don't have triggers. You don't have to react and feel on the ego's behalf anymore. Your true nature is and always has been, peace and love.

💫🩵

understanding consciousness & non dualism series

hello sexy 😈. its perfect here and ive noticed how there are a lot of people dming me about consciousness and non dualism so i will start a series which breaks down the info so that it is less confusing. the thing is that it is not a hard concept to grasp, its just that your mind and ego make it seem harder because it uses logic when logic is not needed here. either way (bc im soooo nice and i love writing posts,) i will break this concept down into key points with helpful examples. i may post daily and/or on alternate days.

for now, know that...

non dualism is not something you "practice" or "join" ; it is a concept that explains to us our true selves: consciousness

non dualism: everything is one, there is no separation, everything is consciousness (you)

you are always and only consciousness

all the experiences "you" have are all forms consciousness, they are all forms of you, even the people you meet are all forms of you that seem to be different and separate

once you understand this concept, you will know what freedom and peace truly are bc you only suffer when you think everything is uncontrollable and separate from you, even though everything is you; everything is consciousness

© msperfect777

reminder that you are not your thoughts/feelings/etc. your doubts, fears, etc have no affect on your desires or manifesting so jut let them pass. honestly god/awareness/I AM doesn't give a shit ab the ego if you want something its done 😭😭 just let yourself feel what you need to, as long as u know creation is finished nothing u do matters

I like the Sims analogy so I will use it for the sake of this post.

In the Sims, you create characters, you create their homes, you basically create their entire world from scratch! You decide the character's gender, what they wear, their personalities, what career they will have, you decide everything!

While this world that you created is YOURS, your true self is the creator. In the game, you may have designed a character to represent "you" but you understand that the character is not actually YOU! You control the character and make decisions for it, but you are the life and awareness behind the character, not the character itself!

The same thing applies to this dream-illusion world/universe you are currently experiencing. You created the game, but you are beyond the game. The body is a character you are currently experiencing, but now you understand that it's only a character and not you! The body is as customizable, rearrangeable as it is in the Sims game. The world, the universe, being your creation, a part of you, is just as changeable, malleable and customizable as the Sims game!

This is all one big game, all under your control, and it's meant to be FUN!

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“you are already that which you want to be, and your refusal to believe this is the only reason you do not see it” — Neville Goddard

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if you’ve been affirming non-stop, trying to force the feeling of the wish fulfilled, checking the 3D for ‘movement’, over-consuming on Tumblr, jumping on all the latest trends and it still feels like nothing is happening… hopefully this can relieve some of that pressure and encourage you to stop doing, and start simply knowing.

i wanna firstly preface this by making it clear that techniques and methods are not inherently bad. in fact, they can be very useful. but it’s important to understand that they are not what manifests. you are. the decision you make about who you assume yourself to be, and your faith in that decision, is what manifests. you do not need techniques to manifest, you never have. if manifestation is this natural and constant process, why would you? did you need 10k affirmations to assume you failed that test? did you need a SATS method to assume your parents would tell you to clean your room? you simply accepted these as the most likely outcomes. you assumed them into existence.

techniques become redundant, sometimes even a hinderance, however, when they are utilised under the misconception that they are necessary in order to see the actualisation of a desire. if you find yourself experiencing any of the things listed below, you fall under the category of someone who is relying too heavily on techniques and is placing too much power in things outside of them:

⋆ feeling burnt out/exhausted by a method

⋆ asking yourself, “am i doing this right?”

⋆ asking yourself, “have i affirmed enough?”

⋆ thinking, “this subliminal/affirmation/meditation worked for them, why hasn’t it worked for me?”

⋆ doing a technique, then checking the 3D/wondering where your manifestation is

if any of these sound like you, you need to go back to basics. all you truly need to do to manifest is: choose a desire, decide that it is now done and stay loyal to that decision (maintain faith in the assumption). if that sounds too simple, good! it is that simple. the video below perfectly encompasses everything i want to say. if there is one thing i cannot recommend enough, it is to watch this:

for at least the next 7 days (ideally, though, this should just become a permanent, fixed mindset), your answer to every single question and doubt is going to be “it’s already done”. i don’t care what it is you want to manifest, this applies to any and every possible desire you may have. i don’t care if you want £10,000,000, i don’t care if you want to wake up in the void, i don’t care if you want to shift to Barbie: Princess Charm School, i don’t care if you want to be famous overnight, i don’t care if you want turquoise eyes and pixie ears… WHATEVER IT IS, IT IS ALREADY DONE.

all your questions have now been answered. the answer is ALWAYS “oh wait, it’s already done!😋 silly me!!”. NOW MOVE ON. go take a shower, clean your room, make some art, bake some brownies. whenever you think of your manifestation — it’s already done. simple.

if you have any questions — and i mean literally ANY questions — after this, then you still haven’t understood that it is ALREADY done. so take yo ass back to that video til it 🫰🏽clicks🫰🏽.

i’ma say it again if you’re still not getting it. regardless of what it is, it. is. already. done. i sincerely do not care at all about your 3D circumstances and the false importance you have assigned them. nothiiiing in your 3D can alter the fact that what you want is already done. how can ANYTHING stop something that is already done and inevitable!?! make it make sense. asking how it’s gonna happen, asking where it is, asking if having your own personal life size my little pony pet is possible — IT IS ALREADY DONE.

feel your feelings. it’s totally ok. let it out, dust yourself off n remind yourself it’s still done. 👉🏽 “i might be a sad bitch but i’m still a bad bitch and everything i want is still already done and it’s still already mine.” 👈🏽 if you truly know it is done, you will know that it doesn’t matter if you need to cry, it doesn’t matter if/when you still need to deal with 3D obligations, because within you know that it is done regardless.

i don’t wanna call this a challenge or anything CUS IT AIN’T CHALLENGING AT ALL 😮‍💨 and it’s honestly the same thing that every other manifestation blog has been saying already, but i am gonna be framing it slightly like a ‘challenge’ if you wanna follow along! i’ma be abroad this time next week so for the following 6-7 days or so that i’m home i’ll be staying off Tumblr and applying this if anyone wants to do it with me😙. also, credit to the amazing Rita Kaminski for that masterpiece of a video, her channel is gold!!

guaranteed, if you truly embody the knowing that your desires are done, you will initiate a powerful ass mindset change that is gonna transform your life and get you everything you want. and you will never wanna think differently again! we allllll about oversimplifying the law over here.

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a general guide:

⁰¹ watch that YouTube video as many times as you like until you feel good and you understand it

⁰² preferably, stay off Tumblr/avoid manifestation content as much as you can to prevent overconsumption

⁰³ if/when you feel the urge to spiral/search for information/ask questions, watch that video again. write it down, meditate on it, make it your daily mantra. just let it sink in, let it calm all your doubts, let it answer all your questions. instead of impulsively running back to Tumblr to seek validation for your overthinking, sit for 5 minutes just reminding yourself “it is done”

⁰⁴ move on with your day. whatever you do now, do it with the underlying knowing it is done. if you want to drop all methods because you now realise it's done, i 100% support that. if you want to continue with some methods, do so ONLY because it's ENJOYABLE and not because you feel like you have to. if you need to interact with the 3D when it's showing the 'opposite' e.g. telling friends that you're single when you're manifesting a relationship, do it with the underlying knowing that what you want is truly done

summarised:

watch the video -> avoid manifestation content -> rewatch video + remind yourself it is done when in doubt -> move on & do whatever you want in the knowing it’s done

extra:

@cleostoohot talked a lot about adding ‘regardless of everything’ (ROE) to affirmations and many people saw success with this! so, you can defo affirm that “regardless of everything, what i want is already done” if this resonates. you can read more about ROE here.

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i care about you, i care about your life, i care about your happiness, and i care about you getting what you want!! that's why i'm not giving your circumstances or your doubts or your fears or your questions any kind of attention. and neither should you. why would you when you know that everything you want is already done and already yours? (⋆ˆ ³ ˆ) ♡

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© majasuniverse | la chica de oro

Stop consuming, and start applying

You already have the answers within you. You don’t need anybody or anything else, just yourself.

You’ve learnt all this information, just choose the pieces of information that resonate with you, and drop the rest.

Nobody can make you manifest your desires. We can only provide you the information, but it’s your job to make it work.

We can talk about how manifestation works all we want, but at the end of the day it’s you, who manifests in your life, not us.

So start applying the information you believe in.

Stop being comfortable in not having your desires, instead feel at home in having your desires.

Stop running away from your desires. There’s nothing to be afraid of. Baby, you’re just one decision away from your dream life.

So start being the person you truly are. Take that step. Don’t be shy, be that person all the way. You deserve your desires. No need to be humble in your reality.

i know for a FACT that there is a chair in my room. its not gonna magically disappear. i'm not thinking abt it or affirming "i have a chair" 247, i just know it's there.

i don't see it rn bc i'm not looking at a chair every second of the day, i know it's in my room even when i don't see it. i'm aware and conscious of it existing in my room. and even though i don't see it, i'm not gonna question if it's in the 3d or not.

i'm not gonna ask why it isn't here bc that's delusional and obviously there is a chair in my room. it's been there since i bought it an year ago. i accept the fact that there's a chair in my room.

do this for everything you want. you're not gonna question it even when you don't see it right there. bc it's already yours and it's a fact

manifesting is easy.

the reason why i keep saying the same whenever people ask me how to manifest is because manifesting always remains the same. you believe an assumption to be true i.e. you believe that your desire is yours. that’s it. i don’t even know how to give a more detailed explanation because if you decide that you have xyz and persist in it, you don’t need to worry about anything else.

i can rephrase my sentences as often as i‘d like but the way you manifest doesn’t change. it’s so easy, i think manifesting is almost too easy. it’s like… you guys don’t even want to believe this and try to come up with ways to question the law, asking "okay, now, how do i REALLY manifest?".

manifesting itself is easy. persisting in an assumption, not being fazed by your circumstances, remaining faithful to your imagination — THIS can actually be quite challenging. but you know how the law works. i‘m sure, all of you know too much about the law already. you know exactly what to do, why is it that you still ask what else you can do?

it's meant to be simple.

no, you don’t have to do a ritual and cleanse your crystals in order to manifest. you don’t need to light up a candle in your room at 3AM and speak the words "please… please give me my desire". you don’t need to affirm 24/7 either if you think that it’s tiring and actually does the opposite of getting you into the state of knowing. see, all of these methods, techniques and challenges are supposed to help you. you don’t need to know about them. because in the end, you always do the same. assumption + persistence = materialisation of your desire.

most posts on tumblr explain the logic behind manifesting. why it works (the law), why some things show up in your reality (imagination and the subconscious mind), why persistence matters, what exactly happens when you manifest (shifting realities), and much more that’s actually just terminology explained in a more simple way.

you want it? you want that desire of yours? then HAVE it. GIVE it to yourself. i am not the one giving you your desire, YOU are. and that’s so beautiful because if there is someone that can make you the happiest person alive and guarantee you that, it’s YOU. YOU are the only one who can promise themselves that dream life and make it happen. and you don’t even need to work for it? how cool is that?!

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