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Has a Hospital AU been done for Steven Universe before? I had a more than a few ideas for it.

White, Yellow, and Blue are three different types of doctors.

Yellow is a surgeon: she’s all hands in when it comes to performing surgery on her patients. She doesn’t really care for empathizing with her patients unless it gets the job done faster. She is known to be very skilled in her profession, but is very cold to her staff members and helpers.

Blue is a little more practical: she’s the head of her own team, who she orders around with regular tasks. She pretends to show compassion to her patients. It’s usually to cover up how nasty she can be when one her nurses or other do something wrong in the work place. She can be very strict, and also extremely mellow when she has to deal with some of the more emotional people around her (like when she might find one of her nurses crying after her yelling).

White is a little less… orthodox: she’s old-fashioned, and by old-fashioned she used to perform experimental lobotomies many years ago. She’s very much less enthusiastic about how the practice of “modern medicine” changed over the years. After her old profession became obsolete, she was able to sustain a decent public image with a new name and scratching out her old patient records from history, all thanks to Yellow and Blue. White still has a distaste for her new profession as head of a new hospital, but she’s able to cover it up with a facade. Yellow and Blue are the ones who can keep White in check from her unwanted and sadistic tendencies.

Pink was an unruly child. She used to be locked in “padded rooms” for the “safety” of others and herself after some of her more awful “outbursts.” Really, it was just a cruel tactic of discipline that White chose for her and enforced Yellow and Blue to follow. Yellow was uncaring, yet Blue seemed to find pride in how much of Pink’s “self-control” seemed to improve after every punishment, so Blue would occasionally neglect to check up on her for longer than usual. Yellow would sometimes have to be the one to let her out after experiencing some pity for Pink, or either White would let her out after wanting her back home earlier.

Pink used to want have her own profession like the rest of her “family.” After years of mistreatment, she slowly became adjusted to society by repressing her memories of being in the hospital, and going to school. She finally had a break point after becoming an adult and had to flee.

Pearl was one of Pink’s college tutors. Pearl also didn’t know what was the matter with Pink until she observed one her “scheduled” appointments to the hospital.

Pearl helps Rose escape. There’s a breakout from the hospital, the one where White used to work at. It’s abandoned now.

Pink’s hospital records were also scratched away along with the rest of the other patient’s names by White, Yellow, and Blue.

Pink changed her name to Rose, then formed an alliance with Pearl, Amethyst, Garnet, and Bismuth. She had many other friends who weren’t able to return back home. Rose worked hard to find homes for many of the patients, that’s where Rose started on a project.

If I get too deep into it, I’ll forget why I even shared some of these ideas in the first place. Here’s the ending.

In Change Your Mind, White basically relapses and almost performs an open-heart-brain surgery on Steven, until Yellow and Blue finally barge into the operating theater and put a stop to her.

The Gems don’t even know about what White put Steven through. They were all trapped in different parts of the hospital like: the fenced-in garden, the rooftop, and the boiling room*. Steven hasn’t opened up to them about it, but he and Connie can’t handle watching any hospital dramas anymore.

*One of the Gems has to get through a bunch of the in-patients to get past security; one of them is deathly afraid of heights and can’t get down from the fire-escape; one of them was ordered to maintain the boiling room by a wall of staff while being observed the whole time.

Steven has heart problems in the future and struggles with stress daily. He loses complete consciousness in the confrontation with his family

Steven recovers from his hospital visit and focuses on trying to continue living everyday life with his condition.

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i said what i said

"I can't! She wanted this so much. I just... don't... understand... why! Everything should grow, and everything should change, and isn't it so great how it comes so naturally to humans? Well, it's not natural for us! It's not natural... for me." "It will be, for him."

So, my art on Instagram never really got any traction, and I've been scared of this website but, I thought I might as well give it a shot.

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Entry for @glowweek

Out of curiosity of how Steven would look with straight hair, Connie convinces him into straightening his hair. Unsurprisingly, he ends up looking like Greg from the 80s.

I was also going to draw Steven helping Connie dye parts of her hair a teal color, but I had run out of time. might make it later though :D

The diamonds

”you can just make an oc” you dont understand anything. the character needs to mutate naturally until unrecognizable. like all evolutionary processes it takes time. you can’t force it or it doesn’t take. you must endure weird ooc thematically discordant versions of a guy until they bud off into beautiful new life. have patience