Grieving The Fact I Used To Be Such A Good Student Now I Have To Force Myself To Care..

sometimes i wish i had a real diagnosis but that means admitting to my parents things never got better so i dont bother

Reblog if you're okay with people liking your vent posts pls pls.

Like- I'm in the middle of spamming notes and I don't know if you feel comfortable if I like those posts too. TT

guess who got her STUPID FUCKING PERIOD BACK TODAY ?! not only am i on my period (boooo) now it also means im "recovered" and FUCKING FAT AGAIN (BOOOOOO)

pretending to be like THE jirai girls with their energy drinks with my can of diet coke ૮╥﹏╥ა

the “i wanna go home” never leaves my head even when i’m physically sitting in my bed

thinking redoing my intro.. why is having a cute account so hard.. if only a cute girl would help nd make my layout for me..

my only goal in life is to be famous on jiraiblr

i cant decide if i love my friends or not.. theyre either the best people ive ever met or the worst who hate me and think i should die

going to bed (scrolling on my phone mindlessly for a few hours) goodnight people in my computer screen ♡

(please send me asks im so lonely)

ugh im so exhausted even my friends noticed today.. kinda forget i gotta keep up this happy energetic persona i created for them.. im not sure how much longer i can do this

might just drink a shit load of coffee before school tomorrow nd pray it does something..